Chapter 106: The thoughts in the autumn wind and the daily life of the student union

The autumn wind blows the face, plain and comfortable. Just like the unforgettable holiday light and shadow between me and you, I thought it could withstand the plain years and the waste of the years. The waves and flowing years make us all forget the hidden pain in our hearts and become each other's last support...

However.

"leaf..."

I swallowed it again, and I looked at him with a smile and a tear flashed through the corners of my eyes, as if there was no other way to express it except laughter.

Situ Lei showed a cold smile beside me. Although he did not look directly, his eyes had been wandering on Ye Yichen, who was almost in an abnormal state.

"Hate me as you said, I am a person who is not worthy of anyone's contribution for me. As long as there is a deeper ** that makes me want more, I will easily give up any of you. That's how I am..."

Those true and false words, sometimes I can't even believe myself.

It's true,

I am indeed such a ruthless person. Even if he is not burdened and made those sacrifices that make me feel owed this time, I will resolutely choose to give up him and pursue him after seeing my father's letter.

also fake,

After all, I lied to him and myself. I am no longer qualified to say that he has become difficult for me to give up during this time we have been together, and even an irresistible nostalgia for him.

I'm tired of such endless entanglement between them, and those words were not impulsive or casually said to abide by the agreement with Situ Lei.

"I'm leaving."

I don't know who to say this sentence, but when you can't face it, it becomes an instinct to escape. I don't want to hurt others, but I repeatedly waved the blade, and then protected myself, hurt others, and left the scene sadly...

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"Situ Lei, put away your smug smile. Her heart has not been with you for a long time." The wind brushed Ye Yichen's face after his crazy smile, and the sadness was still hidden in the bottom of his heart.

"Even if her heart is not with me, she is really by my side now, not you."

"Oh, can't you afford to lose so much? What despicable means did you use to keep her this time? Do you know what her dream is? Can you give her what she wants? Or do you want me to tell you that you don't have the right to love her for a long time.

The two looked at each other, and no one was willing to let anyone do those meaningless verbal quarrels after I left here, hatred and angered each other.

Love, are you still there?

In fact, at this point, Situ Lei has long forgotten what he originally wanted to have. This is just a raging mood of unwillingness, or it may not tolerate the girl he loved so deeply to be with others. And that person is just him, who has intervened between them since high school, which made him misunderstand and even hurt her more than once.

These seem childish but satisfy their selfish practices, and sometimes they feel a chill on the back when they calm down.

Do you regret it?

No, even if I get hurt again, I remember that even life has become as light as a feather compared with her, and now what's so terrible? As long as she is by my side, no matter who she thinks, whether her heart is deeply stationed in the body of the man in front of her. She is all mine. Even if she dies, she will fall with her this time...

Situ Lei thought so and sneered at Ye Yichen, "Ye Yichen, in fact, the person who can't afford to lose is you. If you really like her, how can you take her back to Minghui? In the final analysis, you pushed her back to me with your own hands."

"...is it me?"

"Oh, I did lose the ability to love her a long time ago, but I can still hate. Since you sent her back, I have the right to choose to love or hate..."

With the cold smile on his face, Situ Lei turned around and left. But the words he left and the sarcasm laughter lingered in the air for a long time and refused to drift away.

"Situ, if you want to laugh, it's better to laugh loudly, happily and without scruples. Because sooner or later, I'm afraid that one day after you understand all this, your persistence at this time will harm you and make you restless for the rest of your life.

Ye Yichen bit his lips fiercely, and the bright red blood gradually oozed out along his lips, printing a little blush on his fair skin. Then he stretched out his finger and wiped the blood red. Luo Lin, you will come back..."

He looked at Situ Lei's long shadow after being nailed by the sun, showing an evil smile, like a snake perched in the shade of a cute tree, and stretched out his tongue to lick the red blood stain erased by his fingertips.

The dead leaves slowly fell into the river, with ripples around, and the slightly gorgeous soft light mixed with the clear lake in front of us emitted a green, dry and warm smell.

I picked up the pebbles on the ground and casually threw them into the lake. The splashed water danced gently in the sun, rolled over and re-integrated into the river. Like a child who travels, when he is tired and tired of playing, he has a root to find and a home.

"Did those words to Ye Yichen not only hurt him, but also make you so sad?" Situ Lei found me by a small lake not far from Minghui, but very remote, and asked.

I listened to his rapid breathing behind me: "This place is beautiful. I seldom come here during the day. At night, the lake here seems to shine, as beautiful as if it is not mortal." But did you find it so hard to find it just to ask me this?

"Go back." After a while of silence, Situ Lei neither answered me nor asked what he had just said, so he pushed me back to school.

Since Ye Yichen came last time, I haven't seen him. He disappeared into my life like a person who has never appeared. And I gradually adapted to the comfortable place of the student union.

But since I moved here like falling from the sky, I always hear people here whispering gossip about me when they have nothing to do when they pass by or eat.

An anonymous and healthy transfer student unexpectedly became the president's assistant overnight. The president sympathized with the new flood, the president was tired of An Lan, and the president robbed Ye Yichen's love... All such gossip flew between the girls' saliva.

The reason was that before that, the whole school seemed to tacitly believe that Ye Yichen and I were dating. Of course, these news were undoubtedly spread from Di Lan. But since he was suddenly angry and suddenly pulled out of the student union last time, he and I have not appeared in public at school, and the rumor immediately turned into a hasty breakup with us.

In the eyes of outsiders, the job of assistant to the president is like the chief eunuch beside the emperor. Although it is well known that Situ Lei is a difficult master to serve, with this assistant title, he has undoubtedly obtained the right of Shangfang's sword. But I didn't know until I really did it that this job was not so easy to do. It was just an errand girl.

Every day, you have to get up early according to Situ Lei's work and rest time, and prepare everything for him, from eating and living to clothes and toothbrushes. Not only to clean up the room for him, but also to go to the canteen to discuss with the food aunt about increasing or reducing the amount of dishes according to the meal table given to me by Liu Ziyang, and tell the master of the canteen what to prepare tomorrow.

In addition, there is afternoon tea. It is said that this is the work that Situ Lei pointed out to do by me. The reason is that the student union does not eat leisurely. If there is nothing to do, try to find trouble. But every time I made a snack and served it to him, he just put it aside like a dragonfly.

I vaguely feel that he likes sweets in my impression, my craftsmanship does not suit his appetite, or will time change even a person's preferences?

The more I came into contact with him, the more I felt that he became more elusive than before, and I had to continue to study new snacks every day, just like the royal chef tried his best to smile for Bo Junwang.

The world is very big. Once we are separated or lost, it will be difficult for us to find each other. The world is very small. Obviously, the campus and apartment buildings are so spacious that people you don't want to meet will always pass by people you don't want to see.

I don't know why I often see Han Heya standing in front of Situ Lei's door, but I don't want to go in. And whenever you see me coming, you will stare at me fiercely, like a set daily habit. You have to turn my eyes away every day to live a stable and comfortable life. It feels like I'm hungry for a day.

"Xia Luolin, isn't what I said to you clear enough?" After Han Heya glanced at me today, she accidentally talked to me.

"Even if I stay here, it won't threaten you."

"But I don't want to see you, okay?"

I smiled and didn't answer. I said to myself, in fact, I don't want to see you.

"I don't care what kind of wishful thinking you are. In Minghui, you can't beat me, and out of Minghui, you don't even have a chance to fight with me. Don't forget what I'm holding in my hand. With that, she smiled and left. It seems that these words have calmed the emptiness left in her heart these days. I found the feeling of the winner again.

Every time I look at her, I hear her voice and see her enchanting and charming body and the flattered smile of her fingers, my heart is full of hairs, and there seems to be a thousand-year-old ice on my back, which is faintly releasing my coldness, freezing me and freezing the surroundings. Everything.

And I always felt that she did not vent her breath, as if something was suppressing her, or if the time had not come, if the opportunity came, she would pour out the hatred in her heart and vowed not to break me up.

The autumn wind is always mixed with a trace of coolness in the body. If you don't feel it carefully, you can only get the fleeting dust, and you can't feel the dark coolness.

I was in a daze at the huge floor-to-ceiling window in Situ Lei's room. Suddenly, a piece of white paper was handed to me: "Go pay the phone bill and cancel all my business packages." His eyes never left the student manual and the official document of the community application.

I'm also used to him during this period. He is like a working machine without his own personal time. He just repeats classes, eats, and reads the information handed in by everyone every day.

And in addition to class, I have to stay in his room for the rest of the time, or follow him step by step, waiting for orders all day long. But I often fell asleep when I was bored in his room. When I woke up, I found that I was covered with a blanket, and then Situ Lei disappeared.

It seems that I haven't paid any fees in person for a long time. If I hadn't canceled the business traffic he told me, I wouldn't have gone out at the hottest time in the afternoon.

After asking a few people, I found a business hall not too far from the school. I put the number on the table and said to the lady at the counter, "Cancel the package of this card and charge 100."

Unexpectedly, after slowly turning over the notebook being recorded in her hand, the lady looked up and asked, "how-much?"

My heart pounded silently and I thought, "I've only been away from here for two years. Has English been popularized to this extent?" Then I confidently replied in standard English: "one-hundred"

The lady at the counter was stunned first, then looked at me with a strange look for a long time, and finally raised the volume and repeated to me: "What's the number?"

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