Chapter 143: The Truth of the Nightfall - 1
"Do you know what you're talking about?" Situ Lei pushed me out of my arms and looked at me as if he didn't know me.
"I know."
"I didn't hear anything. Let's go home." He seemed to be trying to keep himself calm, and then put me in a wheelchair to prepare for home.
But just after I got in a wheelchair, I suddenly retreated. The wheelchair hit the guardrail separating the lake behind him, making a crisp metal collision sound.
"Xia Luolin, what are you doing!"
Seeing this, Situ Lei became nervous and gradually approached me. He was afraid that on such a dark night, I would fall into the frozen lake behind me because of emotional excitement.
"Situ Lei, stand there and don't listen to me."
I grabbed the iron railings that had frozen into popsicles behind me with my hand, regardless of the chilling ice dregs on it sting my hands.
"As you said, as long as you can do it, you will try your best to achieve it. Why do you have to go back on your word now? You can hate me again, but this time I hope you can completely forget me. It's not difficult for you, is it?
The cold wind blew away my only reason. Late at night, I couldn't see his face clearly. The street lamp next to him was even more shadowy and could only shine vaguely on half of his fan body.
He approached me step by step, clenched his fists, making a click between his bones from time to time.
"Situ Lei, let me go, and let yourself go." I still grasped the cold iron fence behind me, and my palms had been frozen for a long time and almost lost consciousness. Only the faint tingling could pass through my skin to my brain from time to time.
I also rely on this tingling to maintain this sober consciousness.
I'm afraid that my consciousness will collapse weakly when I see his eyes, hear his voice, and stare at everything about him. After falling into his arms, he will lose the strength to get up and forget those humiliating hatreds.
I had no way back, and Situ Lei gradually approached, and then rushed to me, forcibly separating my hands that were almost glued to the iron bar.
Then protect me with his big hand and breathe into my hand from time to time.
"You..."
I looked at him like this, and I couldn't say all the cruel words that had been thought in my mind.
"Where do you want to go?" He asked softly as he rubbed his hands for me.
"I don't know."
"Is this a perfunctory thing just to leave me?"
"No. But the only thing I can tell you is that I won't come back. You should understand how important my family is to me. It's not that I want to leave you, but this time, forgive my selfishness..."
I pulled my hand away from his palm, slowly put it on his shoulder, and stroked the snow on his shoulder. Touching his cold cheeks blown by the cold wind.
In such a cold and windy night, every drop of water seems to freeze into ice at the moment of falling.
The slightly warm ** that slipped from each other's faces refused to condense into a crystal ice bead. It seems that we must draw deep and unforgettable marks on our faces before we leave.
"You know, from the day we met, we were destined to be separated sooner or later. Even if you are strong enough to control a school and the future of many people, you can't control your fate.
"So you choose to go with fate. Do you want me to forget this understatement?"
"I have no choice but to go this way."
We have been motionless in such heavy snow, and soon we have accumulated a thick layer of snow.
I want to stop time at this moment, thinking about whether it would be more like a relief if I could freeze here with him like this.
Tears keep pouring out, like a spring that won't dry up.
Situ Lei suddenly held me in his arms, grabbed my body hard, hugged me tightly, and then hugged me tightly.
"Promise me that after this snow stops, you will forget me forever. Just like when the sun comes out, the thick snow will be melted without a trace.
My voice trembled, the choking of tears and the cold airflow were intertwined, and I almost exhausted all my strength to say this to him.
There is no reason, no basis, no reason. At this moment, I am abruptly stripping myself from his memory.
The days I spent with him are like a mirror full of cracks. If I want not to be cut by fragments and see the already devastated scene inside, I can only throw it away.
"Okay, if this is what you want, I'll do it for you."
Finally, he couldn't stand my sobbing request and agreed to my ruthless request word by word.
"Thank you."
I want to pull myself out of his arms, but no matter how much I repeat my gratitude, my body is motionless and wants to snuggle in his arms for a while.
"I promised to let you go, but I won't forget it. It's my freedom. You have no right to interfere."
With that, Situ Lei breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and pushed me back to our former 'home' for the last time.
This late night was doomed to be sleepless. I watched him lose his soul and return to the room with a dark face. I didn't say anything and couldn't say anything.
I also returned to my room, packed a few clothes, and then quietly left at night.
Before leaving, I came to the door of Situ Lei's room without knocking or entering. Just leaned his back against the door and said gently with his eyes closed: "I love you..."
I know he won't hear it, but I have already regarded it as an eternal farewell.
In the middle of the night, I sat alone in the taxi and looked at the familiar house. The scenery around me was getting farther and farther away from me. At that time, the laughter and laughter were like a different world.
The scenery outside the car window has gradually become as brightly lit as a city that never sleeps, and there is always a sharp contrast between downtown and private houses.
Compared with the bustling scene here, it seems that the comfortable residence in the distance is more suitable for me.
It was late at night when he arrived at the airport, and Ye Yichen had already waited at the door with a mountaineering bag.
When he saw me coming, there was no obvious joy on his face, because all this had been under his control, and there was no surprise at all.
"I have bought the ticket and boarded in two hours." Ye Yichen said lightly.
"Well, where are we going?"
"Yunnan."
My heart trembled. No wonder I couldn't find a trace of my father. Lijiang, how far and beautiful it is, if it hadn't been for Ye Yichen's words, I wouldn't have thought of it at all, let alone found it.
"Tell me now, aren't you afraid that I will go back on my word?" I looked at his expressionless face indifferently.
"Since you are here, you won't go back on your word."
"Have you known enough about me? Do you feel that you can easily manipulate my actions, words, deeds and even decisions?"
At this time, my emotions still did not drag out of the sadness of leaving Situ Lei.
And Ye Yichen in front of him is not the one I know. His childishness, his warmth, his treachery, and the disguise of the thousand-layer skin he has made me feel that it has nothing to do with the cold-blooded person in front of me.
He is more like a demon disguised as Ye Yichen, elegant, quiet and ruthless.
But we didn't change him here. I still remember five years ago when he pretended to be cute and stupid to win my trust.
I also remember that three years ago, I was with him in Hangzhou, and he pretended to be gentle and considerate.
What's more unforgettable is his change like yesterday. He is afraid of losing my appearance, wants to protect my appearance, the charming smile, the domineering and charming kiss, and the memory of biting my lips because of anger.
But no matter how clearly I remember, he has forgotten it. At this moment, all he has in his mind is hatred, just like I, who just learned of the destruction of my family two years ago, and lost all my reason.
Live only for your own purpose...
"Have you cried?"
After boarding the plane, Ye Yichen faced the light and saw the tears dried by the wind on my face and the remnants of the corners of my eyes.
I looked at him with a cold smile on the corners of my mouth: "Your goal has been achieved, why do you care about these little things?"
"That's right, but you are my woman now. It's all about who you cried for and who you are happy or sad about." Ye Yichen stretched out his hand to wipe off the tears on my face, and then turned his head aside indifferently and looked out of the window.
I don't know how many times I have experienced such a scene, the take-off and landing of the plane. The surging and floating clouds. It's just that the people around me have never changed.
Every time Ye Yichen takes me away, whether I want to or not.
I looked at him, familiar and strange.
"What do you want to say?" Ye Yichen suddenly turned his head and looked at me.
"I've always had a question that I want to ask in person."
"Say it."
"How did you get these evidence of fatal injuries to Han Heya? And who told you about my father's where to go?
These questions have been in my mind since the documents he gave me, and no one came to solve my doubts.
"Do you want to know?" He raised the corners of his mouth as if he were provoking.
"Yes."
"But I'm afraid you will regret it after you know it."
He said seriously, and I can see from his expression that the truth behind these times must be more bloody than what I saw and thought.
But I can't always live at the mercy of the fog. After looking at him for a while, I nodded dullly.
"You should be familiar with the person who told me Uncle Xia's whereabouts. It's not difficult for you to guess who it is when you think about it carefully, but you have been looking at Situ Lei's upper body and forget him."
Ye Yichen put her hand on her chin and looked at me interestingly from indifference to sneering.
I should have thought of him, Situ Bohan. At that time, he had already proposed to use my father in exchange for me to leave Situ Lei.
At that time, the letter I received from my father at the student union should also be sent to Situ Bohan. It's just that I happened to get it, so I naturally pushed all these things to Situ Lei.
"Why did he tell you?"
"Because my father and Situ Bohan have a good relationship, not to mention that I volunteered to tell him that as long as he tells me where Uncle Xia is, I am fully sure to take you away and will never let Situ Lei get close to you."
The clouds cover the moonlight and only shine through the dim light around the vast night.
Ye Yichen's shoulders trembled gently, and the expression on his face also showed a cold smile like a demon.