Chapter 149: Close and out of reach - 1

Situ Lei came head-on on this narrow and not ample park lakeside path.

The moment Ye Yichen saw him, although his face was still like a sunny smile. But the hand still held the push hand of the wheelchair hard.

Their eyes were only a few seconds, and Ye Yichen bent down to my ear: " Luo Lin, it seems that the world is really small. Maybe such encounters will come one after another in the future."

He pushed me forward with a smile, and Situ Lei, as if he hadn't seen anything, passed him with an indifferent face.

The three looked at each other and ignored each other as if they had never known each other.

Spring is as moody as a newborn child. The first second was still a clear sky, the second step was densely cloudy, and the rain was in the clouds, and it was on the verge of breaking out.

Ye Yichen wanted to take me to a nearby store to shelter from the rain, but I insisted on going home. He had to take off his clothes and put it over my head, and then quickly took me home.

I remember that when I was very young, every time I was wronged or sad but couldn't say it, I always wrapped myself in sheets or quilts.

After that, I cried unscrupulously under the protection of that layer of things until I vented all the grievances in my heart.

But this habit was taken away with childishness after I became an adult.

Now another thing that is enough to wrap my crazy head has fallen on my head, with a sense of security. I subconsciously put my clothes over my head. Let him completely wrap my head and even my face.

The blurred light outside loomed through this very thick coat, as if I had traveled to my childhood, timid, cowardly and crying...

When I got home, he walked slowly to me and carefully took off his coat on my head.

I buried my head in my arms, breathed evenly, and lay on the small board in front of the wheelchair as if I were asleep. The incandescent light shines through my fingers, and the darkness along the way makes me feel that the light is a little dazzling.

Since Situ Lei left and I returned here from Yunnan to live, I replaced all the large and small light bulbs in the room. From the dim yellow and soft light in the past to the bright white sunlight.

Because the person who deserves the soft orange light will never come back.

It's better to wipe away all the traces of his coming than to forget it in your heart.

"luo Lin..." Ye Yichen gently picked up the head that I had been sinking on my arm. Somehow, his eyes were full of blood, and there were also some signs of redness and swelling around his eyes.

"Are you very sad?" He looked at me with a more pale and weak expression under the light in the room.

I touched the corners of my mouth slightly and didn't say anything or have the strength to say anything.

From now on, I must learn how to laugh, how to face him, and show that false smile to everyone in the outside world. Only in this way can I live a good life and forget him.

I hardly got wet, but Ye Yichen's clothes and hair were wet by the sudden rain.

He simply wiped himself clean and left my house without changing his clothes. I didn't keep him, and I didn't even give him any response when he looked at me with a hint of inquiry.

The baby-faced weather will always change with people's mood.

There is still a week away from the wedding date between me and Ye Yichen. I don't know if I want the time to pass slower or faster. It's just too much emotional entanglement, like a saw blade that can never be pulled...

It's just that those that fell are not wood chips, but painstaking efforts.

In the next few days, we went to the wedding dress shop to try several sets of similar wedding dresses, but eventually there were some subtle differences.

Fish tail, pearls, a veil that grows to mop the floor, and that touch of light blue...

I asked the clerk whether these models were modified according to the one I tried on on the first day, or whether this series of wedding dresses are so similar designs.

The clerk told me that these were wedding dresses designed by Youye Yichen and tailored for me by Ye's Group. The reason why it looks similar is that Ye Yichen always felt that there was something missing in this wedding dress, so he repeatedly modified it, and that he asked me to try it on again.

"He is really attentive." I looked at myself in the mirror and stroked the veil on my head and said to myself.

I'm not a hard-hearted person after all. I watched him hurt me, but I paid so much for me at the same time. I don't know what kind of mentality I should face him and face the long future.

-

"Sister Luolin, are you premarital depression?"

Di Lan looked around me, as if she were looking at the monkeys in the zoo. Yuan Meng immediately stared at him and let her drag her aside.

Yuan Meng is also in the graduation season, and this is the last time I come to the dormitory where we used to live together. Similarly, it was the last meeting before I got married.

I have discussed with Ye Yichen that we will return to Hangzhou after the wedding and never come back again.

Di Lan and I are in the same grade. Although they still have that hippie smile, I always feel that she has something on her mind. Because her joys and sorrows have always been written on her face, even if she wants to hide them now.

I asked Yuan Meng to go out to buy wine, and I had the opportunity to be alone with Di Lan.

She always seems to be obsessed with me and stops talking.

"Di Lan, aren't you happy?" I took the initiative to ask.

"No, I'm satisfied to see that senior Yi Chen can be with the person I like." Di Lan rarely calmed down and sat on the sofa like a clever kitten. His legs were raised, and his hands kept rubbing, not knowing whether they were shy or something.

"I know you like Ye Yichen, but I also have my helplessness. Don't blame me. If you have something to say or are unhappy, it doesn't matter if you tell me now.

She has been refusing to speak, but she always has an uneasy look on her face, which makes me have nothing to do about it.

"Yes, I do like senior Yi Chen, and I know you don't like him. But..."

"But what is it?"

After a while, she finally stammered.

"But I know that what you liked many years ago was President Situ, and he also liked you. Obviously, they don't like each other, why do they want to be together? Even if they are together like this, will senior Yi Chen and you really feel happy!? Di Lan closed her eyes tightly and said to me half-aring.

I was stunned and looked at her rare serious and nervous look: "You, what are you talking about..."

"When we were still in high school, I knew that the relationship between the three of you was not simple. As early as that year, when we went to Hangzhou for the exam, President Situ came not far from the last cabin, just to send you a can of eight-treasure porridge, and I guessed everything.

Di Lan still closed her eyes, and I don't think she dares to look at me now. She is just recalling the past events that the three of us have experienced together.

And after those things, we, who should have belonged to you like letters in a good order, suddenly cracked and accidentally injured many people around us.

Di Lan is one of them...

"In those years, Hangzhou exam?" I haven't recovered for a while, but I'm just thinking about all kinds of things about Ming Han that year.

"Yes, I thought you and senior Yi Chen would have a chance to get close to him and be with him. But you are getting married so suddenly. Sister Luolin, how can you let me accept this suddenness!"

As Di Lan spoke, tears flowed out of her eyes that had been closed, dripping on her hand and then lightly scratching on her trousers.

One drop after another, a small piece was soon soaked.

"porridge, porridge..." I muttered to myself.

Suddenly, an incandescent lightning flashed in my mind. It turned out that Situ Lei was the person who brought me a can of warm eight-treasure porridge on the plane on his trip to Hangzhou for the final exam.

No wonder after we had a misunderstanding in the pavilion, I didn't receive anything on the way back.

I also wondered why, and at that time, Ye Yichen happily admitted that it was given by himself. But why did Di Lan tell me that the man was Situ Lei after many years?

"Di Lan, who told you this?" I went to grab her hand and asked with a trace of anxiety.

Her hands are cold, and there are still wet tears on them.

"Sister Luolin, don't you really remember me?" She wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, stuck to me with a strong smile, and looked at me with that gossipy look and said, "Hey, is he your boyfriend?"

"You...it's you..." I looked at Di Lan and suddenly realized. It turned out that the curious and gossipy girl who sat with me on the plane was actually Di Lan.

No wonder she knows everything. No wonder she was so excited and thoroughly when she first saw me and Ye Yichen.

"I thought we lived in the same dormitory, and you would find out soon."

"I just, I didn't expect..."

Di Lan sobbed for a while until her mood was completely stabilized that she told me that she had always favored Ye Yichen from a very early age, but Ye Yichen only had An Lan in her heart.

At that time, Ye Yichen suddenly came back after graduation. They talked for a long time beside Ming Han's mermaid tears. Finally, Anran left there crying, leaving Ye Yichen alone, with an unbearable painful face. Standing there with a cold wind blowing until very late.

Because Di Lan is from the news department and has no courage, she always secretly follows him and silently observes his every move.

Later, she knew that it was the last time Ye Yichen confessed her heart like Anan after I left. But in the end, there was a more resolute refusal.

An Ra said, just like Situ Lei had never liked her. She has never liked Ye Yichen. If she can, she hopes to maintain such a relationship until Situ Lei forgets Xia Luolin and can see and accept her.

In the cold wind, Ye Yichen's eyes became more and more sharp. Di Lan could only see in her eyes in the distance, and the pain was in her heart. I can't do anything and can't say anything.

Because they are simply unrelated strangers...

But this secret love that has not started and will not end has also made Di Lan very satisfied.