Chapter 151: Final · Oath of the Heart
In the lounge in the Minghui auditorium, I sat quietly, waiting for the arrival of the makeup artist and Yuan Meng. The room is full of large bouquets of lilies, and the air is also filled with a faint fragrance.
Lily, a hundred years of good together. Ye Yichen, are you deceiving yourself, or are you just taking a so-called wedding form here so that I can have less regret? I stroked the pure white lily petals to myself.
The whole room is full of white, such as wedding dresses, walls, and even bouquets. There is no wedding celebration, but quiet peace.
Maybe this wedding should have been like this, the beginning of loneliness and the end of silence.
I know that he doesn't have any relatives or friends here. If it hadn't been for his unwillingness, he wouldn't have solved the knot. He will not choose to complete a once-in-lifetime wedding here.
"Miss Xia, we are here to put on makeup for you."
The door of the lounge was pushed open, and a man in his early 30s came in with two female assistants.
I heard from my father that the makeup artists and assistants were all transferred by Ye Yichen from Hangzhou, and all the arrangements here, from manpower to financial resources, were also airlifted by him from Hangzhou.
I nodded slightly to them and then faced the makeup mirror. Watching them open the boxes in their hands, carefully smearing and sketching them on my face. But they felt that they were forcing a mask that didn't belong to me on my face.
Time seemed to pass slowly. I closed my eyes and listened to the busy sounds from the outside world, as well as the opening and closing of the makeup box and the collision of bottles and cans.
Suddenly, there was a muffled sound outside the window. He opened his eyes slightly and looked at the blue sea and sky outside and asked the makeup artist indifferently, "Was it thundering just now?"
The young-looking girl next to her opened the window and looked up at the clouds floating in the sky: "How can it thunder in such a good weather?" She smiled.
"There are always unpredictable weather, especially in such a cloudy and uncertain spring." I don't know who I'm talking to. I just mutter to myself and tell them to melt quickly. I want to stay alone for a while.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I smelled of the same cosmetics as the woman wandering on the road. I feel disgusted and feel that what I see in this mirror is not me at all.
The face is indifferent and not afraid of a trace of expression, like many lilies placed in the room, white and extremely transparent. Slender eyelashes, pale pink lips, two rhinestones at the corners of the eyes, shining with cold light that is not afraid of temperature.
The empty eyes did not tremble at all, but they were as charming as water. But I feel more and more different from what I used to be, but as indifferent as the person in my memory.
"Do you regret it?" A woman's voice suddenly came from behind.
I followed the sound and saw Anlan leaning against the door and looking at me with a faint smile.
"You, long time no see." I paused for a moment and didn't know how to greet properly.
"If I miss Yi Chen's wedding, I will regret it." She came in with a smile and sat next to me.
Anrang seems to look much better than before. At least from the time I saw her, she has a shallow smile on her face, not disguised or malice. It's just natural peace from the inside.
She rasped a wisp of my hair: "Xia Luolin, you are really beautiful."
I didn't say anything, and she didn't say anything anymore. Since the hatred between us and the hatred many years ago were diluted by time, the feeling of each other has become a thorough understanding, and I even feel that there is a lot to say, but I don't know where to speak.
She took out a cowhide bag from her bag and said that Ye Yichen asked her to give it to me.
I know what's in it. At the beginning, he had promised me that the evidence about Han Heya would be delivered on the day of marriage. This is also a chain that he restrained me.
He recognized that I couldn't let go of my hatred and would definitely wait until today. But when this naiveness came, the pleasure of revenge had disappeared.
"Don't you want to see it?"
"No." I smiled and threw the document into the trash can next to me.
"Do you know what's in you and what are you doing now?" Anran stared at me in surprise.
"I know that until now, even if I don't have these things, she doesn't have the ability to threaten and hurt me. I can make her disappear from my eyes at any time as long as I want.
Now when I mention her, I am not cowardly or afraid, and my eyes are more cold and sharp.
I don't know when I got used to taking my responsibilities so seriously that sometimes I can't even breathe.
There are too many things I want to grasp, and I don't think people around me can understand and accept some of the decisions I have made.
Sometimes, you can't exchange back the equivalent by sacrificing as much as you sacrifice. In fact, after a long time, I found that in fact, we didn't sacrifice anything, and everything was just a willing transaction.
"Will you still leave when you come back this time?" I asked.
"Well, this doesn't belong to me and is not suitable for me. The outside world is very vast. I can't always live in Lei's small circle all my life. An Ran looked indifferent.
"Maybe it's ridiculous to say such words now, but if possible, I hope you can take Situ Lei with you."
"It's really ridiculous. Even if I can take away his heart, I can't take away his heart."
"It's also good to be able to take people away. It's better than nothing."
"Xia Luolin, this is not like what you said. If you had told me this earlier, maybe I would have done it with a fever. But now I won't. I have told him that I would only want to live in his life as a sister in my life.
An Rang said with a smile, with a trace of helplessness in his eyes and the reluctance that has not diminished with time until now.
"Xia Luolin, you will be happy." With that, she got up and hugged me and walked to the door.
At this time, Ye Yichen also quietly hid outside the door and listened to all our conversations.
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"luo Lin, it's time to go to the auditorium." Yuan Meng hurried in and pushed me to the lobby.
At this time, everything was ready. Liu Ziyang stood next to the priest, holding a ring to be exchanged for a while. Dad stood at the gate of the auditorium, taking my hand in a suit and leather collar, waiting for a moment to officially hand over his daughter to Ye Yichen, who will take care of me for the rest of his life.
Yuan Meng pushed me behind him and moved slowly in the leisurely wedding march.
However, five points, ten minutes, fifteen minutes have passed...
I don't know how many times the music has been played like this, and time has passed slowly, and the people who watched the ceremony began to chat and sigh restlessly.
"Why hasn't Ye Yichen come yet?" Yuan Meng whispered in my ear with an embarrassed face.
I shook my head, and my father held my hand a little tighter.
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Outside the auditorium, in a small park not far from Minghui
In front of us is a lake that is not big. No matter spring, autumn or winter, there are always blue waves here, and even a layer of ice will not freeze, like gurgling life flowing slowly. This is the place where I often come to look in a daze when I'm bored.
"Why did you call me here?" Situ Lei put his hands on the guardrail by the lake, and his face was full of impatience.
"I just want to talk to you." Ye Yichen picked up a small stone from the ground with a leisurely face and threw it into the lake vigorously.
"She is still waiting for you in the auditorium." Situ Lei turned his head and looked at Ye Yichen's careless relaxed face with sharp eyes, and his words were cold.
"The person she is waiting for is not me, so you listen to me first."
Situ Lei looked at him and did not stop him or leave. It's just quiet as if nothing has been heard.
"First of all, I want to thank you first. If it hadn't been for your good father, Situ Bohan, who hid Uncle Xia as early as two years ago, I wouldn't have allowed Luolin to marry me today."
Ye Yichen said, deliberately paused the words behind him, squinted his eyes and turned over Situ Lei's face with a charming smile.
"What did you say?"
Situ Lei suddenly raised his voice, and his anger burned in his eyes, and concentrated all his resentment on Ye Yichen.
"She knows everything, including the cause of her mother's death and who destroyed the peace of her life. I don't need to say that you should be able to guess seven or eight points in your heart. Just..."
Ye Yichen faced the clear lake and slowly closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"I hate you, I hate you for making you so dedicated love for you. After she hated you abandoning, she didn't back to choose me.
Ye Yichen said, taking off his clothes and putting them on the railing. And Situ Lei also quietly looked at him and said calmly to himself on the lake as if venting emotions, and did not interfere.
"Oh, I wanted to revenge on you, but I wanted you to experience what it's like to be taken away by the person you love most. But after all, people are not as good as God's calculation. I really fell in love with Xia Luolin..."
Ye Yichen said and hammered the railing hard. There were bursts of echoes that seemed to be muffled.
The two were silent. Perhaps they, who had always regarded each other as their enemies, had the same consciousness for the first time and coexisted with people who wanted to protect.
"What's the use of telling me this now?" Situ Lei said indifferently.
"Revenge was originally a double-edged sword, but now I just scratched you, but it completely ruined her whole life. I have done too many things that I can't afford her, and now I have no right to tie her to me with this so-called 'love'. What's more, her heart has died since the day she promised to marry me.
After hearing this, Si Tu Lei couldn't understand the man in front of him at this moment. The two looked at each other in consters with each other, and no one wanted to open their mouth to break this calm first.
"It's getting late. It's time for me to go back. Situ, you should also go where you should go. With that, Ye Yichen smiled indifferently, sighed, and then left here after whispering a few words in Situ Lei's ear.
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In the auditorium, everyone whispered that Ye Yichen temporarily changed his mind and fled the wedding. After all, it is impossible for a person like me to fly to the branches and become a phoenix.
Yuan Meng hurriedly walked back and forth beside me. Liu Ziyang patted her on the shoulder and told her not to be impatient. If Ye Yichen really runs like this, it is also a good thing for him.
Dad looked at me anxiously, and sweat began to ooze from his forehead. I patted my father's hand and said gently, "It's okay."
Just as the tension that no one could relieve intensified, the door of the auditorium was suddenly pushed open. The dazzling sunlight shone on the slightly panting man at the door.
The black dress, with a row of rhinestones at the collar that complement the corners of my eyes, flashed slightly dazzling light in the sunlight.
Everyone stared at him walking against the light and walking towards me step by step.
Tears fell, and I covered my mouth for fear of making a slightest sound, which would break the dream.
"Why, it's you..." Tears still can't stop falling.
"This is what he left for you." Situ Lei took out a letter from his pocket and gave it to me.
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Luo Lin:
I know I shouldn't fall in love with you, but there are always too many wrong and helpless in life. Just like I shouldn't fall in love with Rang.
I have given my heart to both relationships, but I can't force them even if they don't belong to me.
I have destroyed too much happiness in your life. I once thought that one day you will really fall in love with me, even if you love me because you have no choice.
But I was wrong. When I watched you come back to me, I looked at the sky in a daze all day like a soulless doll, and lost my original smile, I knew that I could not replace Situ Lei to give you happiness in this life.
I'm afraid that you will not choose me even if you choose to leave.
On that day in the car, maybe I was fascinated and moved a trace of the idea of possessing you. I thought, so that I can keep you by my side forever. But your despair and indifference woke me up.
You also have the right to choose the person you like and live the life you want.
If I still have a chance to meet you, I hope to see your carefree smile.
If Situ Lei fails you, tell me that I will still not hesitate to take you away from him like three years ago.
Ye Yichen.
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Tears gurgling, like a broken spring. He choked even more and said to Ye Yichen that he couldn't hear, 'Thank you, thank you.'
" Luo Lin, marry me, okay?" Situ Lei stretched out his hand to me, took a deep breath, knelt down on one knee and said to me.
Tears mixed with smiles, sobbing without making a sound, just nodded.
He took the ring from Liu Ziyang's hand and gently put it on my ring finger.
"When I put the ring with a 'heart' on your ring finger, I would like to promise in the name of life: from now on, I will give all my heart to you..."
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