Chapter 119 Reason

"I can't go back. I can't go back." Lin Yan shook his head desperately, with extreme pain on his face and choked.

"How can you not look back and put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha? How simple and clear it is. Don't you even understand this?" Erdaozi said seriously. Now he looked at Lin Yan, as if he had seen a familiar figure again. He knew that if Lin Yan went on like this, he would sooner or later go on the road to self-destruction. If Erdaozi did not know Lin Yan's experience in the past, but now he clearly knows that Lin Yan's nature is good. The reason why he became like this is entirely because of his evil father, so Erdaozi can't let a good teenager He went to an eternal road in front of his eyes. So Erdaozi's face was solemn, and his eyes were like cold electricity. He looked at Lin Yan seriously and tried his best to persuade him, "Son, you can't go on like this. Listen to me and turn back immediately. You still have a good future. There is no need to fall in yourself for such a old-fashioned problem.

Lin Yan clenched his fist tightly, his face was uncertain, and his body seemed to have made a slight movement. He struggled desperately, hoping to struggle out of the hands of the two knives, but the two knives did not make him wish, but firm and did not let Lin Yan loose at all.

"Give up. Can't you get rid of my shackles, or let go of this idea." Two knives said harshly.

"Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand anything. You don't know the truth at all, so you can say that now." As Lin Yan said, he looked at Erdao with hateful eyes, with a faint sadness in his eyes.

After listening to Lin Yan's words, Erdaozi felt that there seemed to be some huge grievance hidden in Lin Yan's heart. He couldn't help lowering his head, looked at Lin Yan, and then slowly said, "Lin Yan, why do you say that? You can obviously look back. Why do you force yourself not to look back? Can you tell me? Because?"

Lin Yan's fists are getting tighter and tighter, and his nails have fallen into flesh and blood, but he still doesn't feel any pain. He gritted his teeth, and tears had flowed down from the corners of his eyes, and his eyes were blurred. Lin Yan knew that even if he didn't want to say it today, he still had to say it in the end, because in his heart, why didn't he want to find an audience to listen to his voice? Thinking of this, Lin Yan seemed to have made up his mind and said slowly, "Erdao, do you know why I can't turn back?"

"Why?" Erdaozi asked doubtfully, in fact, this is also what Erdaozi wants to know.

"Do you know? After I was adopted by Lin Wei when I was a child, although I lived a well-dressed life, it was not as beautiful as you think. In order to train me to become the strongest rookie in Edelweiss City, Lin Min did not hesitate to hone me hard since I was a child. You know that time was the most painful thing in my life. I experienced terrible training every day, and most of the scars on my body were formed at that time. Lin Yan clenched his teeth and said with aphran.

The more he heard, the more cold he became, but he was also very clear about Lin Wei's intentions. In fact, most people are like this now. In order to make their son the son of Gao, they do not hesitate to hate steel and strive to train their son or daughter to become strong. Although these people's intentions are good, they don't think so in the eyes of their sons or daughters. Maybe they are suffering from incomparable pain.

Seeing that Erdaozi did not respond, Lin Yan ignored it and continued to say, "Although cultivation is so painful, I still endure it one by one. It's not because I'm strong enough, but because I still thank my father very much in my heart, because of him, I can only go there. He escaped from the poor villa. So no matter how hard the training is, I gritted my teeth and survived desperately. But my father thought that these trainings were not enough, so he sent me to the world when I was ten years old and experienced countless people's revenge every day. Because of this, I gradually became a cold-blooded killer. Even if I saw a woman with a big belly, I could do it, because those people had nothing to do with me. But, but, but┉┉┉┉┉" When Lin Yan said here, a trace of ugly appeared on his face. A drop of cold sweat flowed down his forehead, and his body gradually trembled.

"But what?" Erdaozi sensed Lin Yan's strangeness. If it had been in the past, Erdaozi would have stopped the next question, but now, Erdaozi knew that there must be a huge secret in Lin Yan's heart, otherwise he would not have said that he could not turn back. If Lin Yan didn't say anything, it would be impossible for Lin Yan to turn back, so he forced Lin Yan to say it so hard.

Lin Yan's body trembled, his face was pale, and bean-sized beads of sweat fell to the ground from his forehead, looking very ugly. It seems that he is still extremely confused about what he can't say.

"Say it. Have you been burying that in your heart without feeling any pain? Say it. Don't hide it in your heart. It will make you feel much more comfortable when you say it. Two knives guide him, hoping that he can take the opportunity to let Lin Yan tell what is buried in his heart.

Sure enough, Lin Yan seemed to be a little shaken. After thinking for a while, he said slowly, "I thought that if I practiced so hard, I would definitely get my father's affirmation when I came back, but when I came back, I knew that these things were nothing in front of my father's eyes? Because at that time, Shen Fu had a super rookie - Shen Yinming. Because of his existence, all my previous talents are nothing compared with Shen Yinming. Because Shen Yinming, my father knew that I could not become the strongest person in Edelweiss City anyway, so he seemed to slowly give up on me. After that, he simply ignored me. Although my father didn't pay attention to me at that time, I kept training at that time, hoping to get my father's affirmation one day. After a year or two, my father slowly talked to me. But then it may also be the biggest nightmare in my life. I never thought that this kind of hell was waiting for me in front of me. When Lin Yan said this, he exhaled and said slowly, "At that time, I was waiting for my father hopefully, but when I came, six people came. One of them is really my father Lin Wei.

"The other five? Who are they?" Erdaozi stopped when he saw Lin Yan saying this, so he asked.

"It's them, my biological parents and brothers." Lin Yan said in a snoring. Hearing Lin Yan say this, Erdaozi seemed to have noticed some eyebrows, with an incredible expression on his face, and muttered, "No way, Lin Wei won't ask you to do that, will you?"

"Yes, my father asked me to do this. So now you finally know why I said I couldn't look back? Because I have no chance to turn back." Lin Yan said.

"How is it possible? How is it possible? How can there be such a person in the world? Doesn't he know that family affection is priceless? Why does Lin Wei want you to do this? Why? Two knives forcibly suppressed the surprise in his heart and shook his head and said.

Lin Yan shook his head and said slowly, "No. My father doesn't know what family affection is at all? He didn't know this at all. If not, he wouldn't have killed his son with his own hands and would not repent.

"What?" Lin Yan's body shook, and there was a shocked expression on his face. He raised a great emotion in his heart and said in surprise, "No way, Lin Yan. It's not a joke that Lin Wei would kill his son by himself. Tiger poison doesn't eat children. Is Lin Min's heart really so horrible?

"Hahaha, what is family affection in the eyes of my father? He doesn't know how many unreasonable things he has done for his ambition. Lin Yan looked up to the sky and smiled sadly, looking very tragic. Then he lowered his head and continued to say, "Actually, I didn't know about this until then. My father led my relatives in front of me and asked me to kill them all with my own hands, which was beyond my expectation at that time. I was extremely hesitant at that time. Although they sold me, it was my biological parents after all. How could I do it? How difficult it was for me to choose at that time. However, I never thought that my father, my father, would bayone with a sword in front of me. They were so painful. Seeing the pain on their faces, no matter how painful I was, I had to end them all with a sword. Do you think I can turn back like this?"

When the second knife heard this, his face was suddenly serious, and his eyes showed infinitely heavy. His dark eyes looked at Lin Yan. His fists were clenched unconsciously, and he said coldly, "Damn it. Lin Wei is really not a human. It's really abominable that he wants you to do this."

"Hahahaha, what does that count?" Lin Yan smiled sadly, with infinite sadness in his eyes, and then said, "Even if my father does this, can I resist?" In his eyes, I am nothing at all? Just a tool. It was not until last year that I knew why my father came to adopt me. It turned out that he wanted to train his son, but his son was far from meeting his requirements. For this reason, he pinched his son to death. Later, in order to hide this secret, he did not hesitate to go around outside*. At that time, he came to our villa and saw that my talent was extraordinary, so he adopted me. So although I said it was the young master in Lin's house, I'm just my father's tool. If one day I don't listen to him, he can kill me without hesitation.

At this time, Erdaozi's face was gloomy, and he raised a strong emotion in his heart. He said angrily, "I didn't expect that I have really seen such a beast that is not even as good as beasts today. However, Lin Yan, you can rest assured that Lin Wei has been dealt with by Shen Rulong. I believe that the good news will come soon. Then you can live a new life.

"Don't be naive. In fact, my father has known your plan for a long time. The reason why he has to attack this time is to take the opportunity to kill Chen Zhiyi."

"What? Lin Yan, what are you talking about? The corners of Erdaozi's eyes tilted up slightly, showing a stunned expression and said in shock.

"Father has cheated countless people. In fact, he has secretly arranged everything this time. However, this scheme is too hidden, and I didn't know until I secretly investigated it. My father's purpose this time is actually to solve Chen Zhiyi first in the melee, and then solve Shen Rulong. Lin Yan said.

"No, it's impossible. It's absolutely impossible. Then he might as well kill Chen Zhiyi directly without attacking. According to Chen Zhiyi's efforts, it's easier for Lin Wei to kill him. Why does he have to work so hard?" Two knives vetoed it.