Chapter 25 Loneliness
Chapter 25
"Cough, why are you so stupid!" Ji Qing's face was full of blush, which was very difficult to say.
Changping is puzzled. What's going on? Shy? What did she do that was misleading?
"Uh." Changping was dumb and asked tentatively, "What on earth are you trying to say?"
Ji Qing stared at her and said hesitantly, "My sister also wants to learn the piano."
Only then did Changping suddenly realize that this is the case. A woman's talentlessness is virtue, and this sentence is also applicable in Linguo. Most of the girls in the family don't learn from these. They always make Nvhong more exquisitely. The second aunt is not a learned woman. She is not like the third aunt. She can teach her daughter by herself. She is originally a girl, let alone teach Changzhi.
"Do you want to help or not?" Ji Qing frowned and showed some irritability. Chang Ping felt that he was just hiding his uncomportance.
Changping blinked his eyes and sighed secretly in his bad tone. Is this a begging attitude? I've seen someone look impatient to ask for help.
However, Changping thought that if she agreed, could her relationship with their brother and sister be slightly eased? After all, there is no deep hatred, and it is always tiring to be sarcastic when we meet like this.
Maybe Changping has been thinking for a long time. Ji Qing gritted his teeth and his face turned white and turned red. Changping could see that he was patient. For his sister, it might be embarrassing for him to find it.
"If she wants to learn, come to Yunshui Pavilion every day."
After listening to her, Ji Qing threw a thank-you word and turned around and left. Changping stared at other people's big strides away and couldn't help muttering, "It's really rude."
Lvqi and Luyi looked at each other, and there was a smile in their eyes.
Changping held his precious piano and looked at the sky. I'm afraid that the waterside is occupied by Changle He Wan and others. She didn't want to join the fun anymore. She went back to Fanhuawu with the piano in her arms, sat at the table boringly, holding her cheek, and sighed boredly.
"Miss~~"
"Ah~~~" Changping answered lazily.
"You are..." Luqi asked worriedly, "But is it boring?"
Changping nodded lazily and said, "It's so stuffy~~~" The voice dragged long and looked weak.
"Why don't the maidservants find some things brought by the master to relieve the boredom?"
"No." Changping was completely uninterested and said, "I've had enough of those things." He sighed again, which made the green scratch her ears and cheeks and wanted to find something to divert her young lady's attention.
Changping's fingertips picked up a pair of unfinished embroidery pieces, and her eyes turned around and said, "Green Qi, go to those needles and threads. I'm going to learn embroidery today!" He vowed to speak boldly. After thinking about it, he hurriedly shouted, "No, no, green, bring some paper and pen first, and I'll draw some embroidery.
Green answered happily and hurriedly trotted to put the things in front of Changping and said, "Yes, miss~~ You also draw a few flowers for us, and it will be unique in the future!"
Changping's eyes were shining. Why didn't she think that many of her clothes were handmade by the embroidered women in the house? Although they were beautiful in Linguo, they were a little monotonous in Changping's eyes. Thinking of this, Changping smiled twice, ignored the green and strange eyes, and picked up some ink brushes to draw. Instead of taking some ink landscapes, they were chubby and smiling cartoon pigs, all of which were naive.
Lvyi looked at the little pig drawn by Changping in less than a minute, twitched the corners of his mouth, and said with some embarrassment, "Miss... this is beautiful... but if it is embroidered on the clothes..."
Changping frowned, bit the tip of the pen, and thought for a moment, "Well, what you said makes sense." With that, he waved his big hand and said to Lvqi, "Take this picture and send it to the embroidery room and let them make a pillow like this~~ There should be good duck down inside."
"That's good!" Luqi smiled and said, "It's better to look at the duck down in Miss's quilt in the past."
Changping was happy when he thought about it. He was secretly annoyed that he didn't think of this method earlier. Looking at Luyi's plan to go to the embroidery room, Changping hurriedly shouted, "Wait."
Green looked at her strangely, smiled and said, "I'm going too."
"Well, miss...this...is not good." Green Qi said in an embarrassment.
Changping gave her a cool look, and the little girl quickly closed her mouth and scratched her mouth to signal herself to shut up. Changping looked at her and laughed, but the girl was getting more and more ghostly. With her two girls, she walked majestically towards the embroidery room. For so many years, she has never set foot in this place. In addition to making clothes and embroidery to measure the size, she insists on cherishing life and staying away from embroidery, which is a classic concept.
This doesn't mean that she hasn't tried it. She really needs talent for this thing. Although she is not stupid enough to prick her fingertips with embroidery needles, she really can't see the embroidered things, so she won't do this embarrassing thing.
Now, anyway, I'm idle, and Changping is interested.
Well, Changping looked up at the sky 45 degrees with some melancholy. How lonely and depressed it is to live an old soul in this indecisive youth.
Changping admired herself a little. In such pale and boring years, she actually struggled to live for seven years. She suddenly found that there was a crazy gene in her bones.
This kind of madness immersed in her bone marrow, and sometimes even thinks that she came to ancient times inexplicably, does it mean that she is a special existence? Does the law of omnipotence and immortal time travel also exist in yourself?
However, I gave up this idea because I accidentally fell down the stairs and almost fainted in pain. If you don't die, you won't die, but you can be disabled. It's better to die.
For Changping, her nature is not as calm as water. I'm afraid only she knows how restless she is in her quiet depression. She is uneasy, she is irritable, and she is tired of this unchanging life and will live in this square yard all her life.
But now she can't leave. Maybe she is afraid to leave. She once hated herself so much. Why didn't she have the courage to put everything behind and do whatever she wanted?
Because she can't bear to give up, she can't bear the warmth given to her father gave her, she can't bear to give up today's glory, and she can't even give up the prestige of being the eldest daughter. She told herself that she was still young, and if she left the Yun family, she would face pain.
Therefore, she can only endure the tormenting calm and loneliness.