Chapter 35 Drunkenness

She lay flat on the back side. After a moment, she heard a burst of birds singing under the window. In doubt, she put on her coat, came to the window barefoot, pushed open the window, and looked out puzzledly. She didn't like the sound of these insects. Therefore, outside the flower dock, there will always be people who carefully clean up the insects with sticky rods.

Changping looked out and realized who was doing ghosts. He pouted angrily and pushed up the window with a straight rod. He looked back at the green girl sleeping in the gauze room. He squeezed his lips and smiled in his eyes. He turned over and turned out of the window, stuck out his tongue, looked at his bare feet and wrinkled. He frowned, looked back again, narrowed his eyes, raised his trousers, looked at the corner not far away, and walked out.

It's just a few steps away. There is a ladder at the corner, with his eyes narrowed. It's so late, what did the boy do when he climbed to the roof without sleeping?

"Well, what's wrong with you?" After Changping carefully went up the roof, he saw the boy holding a wine jar and drinking wine alone: "What's the stimulation?"

" Sit down." Su Yu patted the tile in front of him, and his cheeks were a little red.

Changping frowned. How much wine did he drink? He fanned at the tip of the pen, sat next to him, grabbed the wine jar in Su Yu's hand, and said, "This good flower carving has been ruined by you like this!"

"Are you a poor wine?" Su Yu lay on Changping's shoulder and muttered, "Or do you pity me?"

"Wine!" Changping rolled his eyes angrily.

"Wine?" Su Yu tilted his head and looked very puzzled. He pouted and shouted, "Poor wine?"

Changping choked. Is this boy really rare? He smiled secretly and said, "Well, it's just poor wine!"

"No!" Su Yu thought for a moment and waved his big hand and said, "It's not! I'm worse than wine! I'm pitiful!"

"Okay, you are pitiful." Changping took a sip with the wine jar in his arms and couldn't help praising: "What a good wine!"

"You...you..." Su Yu was blindfolded and pointed to Changping's accusation.

"What..." Changping raised his head blankly and said, "What's wrong with me?"

"You don't care about me!" Su Yu was very close to her, and the breath from her mouth sprayed into Changping's neck. It was a little itchy. Changping blushed a little, and he was secretly angry that he seemed to be getting more and more pure?

After retreating a little, I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Then how can I care about you? I don't know what happened."

Changping stretched out his legs and shook his feet and said, "Does it have anything to do with your father?"

"He is not my father!" Su Yu's eyes turned red. In this world, filial piety comes first, and filial piety can be said to be the top priority. No matter who he is, he is always respectful to his father and mother at home and dares not resist at all.

Su Yu... is a very awkward child. Changping couldn't help sighing, "You are really stupid. Didn't you suffer so much suffering from your father soon?"

"He is not my father!" Su Yu muttered blindfolded, but kept repeating this sentence.

"Okay, he's not your father." Changping sighed and said, "Alas, you are also the one I grew up with, your temperament..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Su Yu's laughter: "I... I'm older than you!" He pointed his finger at the tip of his nose and said, "It should be... I should be watching you grow up!"

Changping rolled his eyes and comforted himself secretly. He didn't look like an drunkard, and suddenly felt better.

"Ping'er..." Su Yu put his hand on Changping's shoulder and exhaled in her ear.

"Hmm?" Changping turned his head and took another sip of wine and said, "Don't get so close to me." Although he said so, Changping did not move. He looked up at the night sky and sighed, "The night here is really beautiful, right?"

"Ha ha, it's useless to tell you. You definitely won't notice it." Changping smiled and said, "You know... I'm really tired of living."

"Well, tired." Su Yu nodded with approval, "It's tiring to live."

"Sometimes, I often wonder if there is nothing left if I die?" Changping laughed at himself and took a sip of wine and said, "But will death mean the beginning of another fate?"

Su Yu's hand around his long flat shoulders suddenly tightened, and his cheeks were flushed. He moved to her side, pulled his hands on her cheeks, and looked at her seriously. His eyes were very clear, different from the conscious cold and gentleness. At this time, there was no anger in his eyes, like a clear spring in the mountains. At the bottom, Changping could even see his image in his eyes, which was a slightly tender cheek, but her eyes were full of traces of time, tiredness and numbness.

Her long flat eyes flashed and smiled again. She shouldn't be like that.

"Ping'er..." Su Yu frowned and shook his head, as if he was very distressed. Changping smiled. She knew that the boy's mind was not very clear now. What a restrained person he was. Changping knew better than anyone else, but now he allowed himself to be so drunk. It can be seen that the blow was a big blow. .

"Don't laugh like that." Su Yu stroked her hand on her long flat eyelids, covered her eyes, and said vaguely, "Cry... Um, don't... laugh... don't cry..."

Although the words were vague, Changping understood it. She felt that her nose was a little sour. She also thought that she did the same. In the Yun family, she was capricious and arrogant. Anyway, she had to suppress several sisters down. She asked them to learn the piano with herself, but to let them know who They are the most favored daughters of the Yun family. Even if they have the same education, they are not as good as their own.

She strives to do the best in everything. Her mother likes her younger brother and is biased. She has always known. Just because she is a girl, then everything she has will be her younger brother in a few years, and she is not reconciled.

Therefore, she took advantage of her father's love for herself and intervened in the Yun family business. Even if it was only accounts, she had to do her best.

This is never what she wants.

However, she doesn't care much. She doesn't want to transfer all this little warmth to others. Her brother's intelligence is very popular with her father. He can easily let his father take him to teach him, but why can't he?!

Over the years, Changping himself can't figure out what it is for.

She is always confused. She doesn't understand why she lives...

If she can't find a goal, her life has completely lost.