118 Ai Ruo Shang

Murong Xueyan changed into the women's clothes she bought from Binzhou during the day. In the days of war, she didn't even wear her daughter's clothes. At this time, Nangong Yi was stunned.

She looks much more mature than before, and her complicated life experience gives her a more beautiful and exquisite charm. If it used to be a budding flower that people can't put it down; then now she is a beautiful flower, which is extremely beautiful...

The snow-white face is as flawless as mutton fat jade, and the dark eyes are as fascinating as a deep pool. The skirt on the white background is decorated with a little flowers, which is sweet and pleasant in freshness. The wide belt makes the waist thin, and the action is like a weak willow Fufeng. A smile is intoxicating.

"Xueer, I'm really afraid that the Western Song Emperor won't let you back after you go." Nangong Yi said half-jokingly.

"Your Majesty, there are several people who will see you off in person, and I promise you will be foolproof!" Han Xuan vowed to make a promise.

Murong Xueyan's plan is: she went to see Xue Xijian this time as Princess Ping'an and Princess Jing of Beiqi. Han Xuan and the other five soldiers with high martial arts skills disguised and escorted her. In case the situation was not right, she would move to protect her back to the camp. - Of course, five people were sent to protect her just in case, the two armies would meet. Xue Xijian will not fail to understand this truth, and her identity as a "recomer" is so special.

"Xueer, you should be careful." Nangong Yi looked at her and saw Han Xuan present. He wanted to talk and stopped.

Murong Xueyan was sober. She leaned down and came to his ear and smiled, "Don't worry, I'm just going to persuade Xue Xijian to end the war. It's impossible to leave myself there."

"I'll wait for you." He made a light and solemn promise.

Murong Xueyan smiled and went to lead the horse with Han Xuan. When she was in Chaozhou with Nangong Yi for disaster relief, she met Han Xuan, which was also an old acquaintance. At this time, she had a little sense of kindness and familiarity. The two talked casually along the way, and soon they arrived at the enemy's tent.

Before the horses entered, they were stopped by the guards, which was an accident. Murong Xueyan saw that one of the two soldiers was wearing the clothes of the soldiers of the Western Song Dynasty, so she said to him, "Go and tell Xue Xijian that Princess Ping'an and Princess Jing of the Northern Qi Dynasty asked for a meeting."

"What kind of princess are you? How dare you call my master's name?" The soldier looked like a loyal monarch and protector.

"Go and tell Xue Xijian that Princess Jing is his old friend, and he will naturally understand after hearing it." Murong Xueyan added another sentence.

The soldier was doubtful and rushed into the camp to return.

Murong Xueyan and Han Xuan waited outside the camp for a long time. When they saw the soldier coming back, they didn't say much and let them go immediately.

"General Han, you will stay outside the camp with everyone for a while and act according to the opportunity." Before entering the camp, Murong Xueyan took care of him.

"The last general vows to protect the princess's safety!" Han Xuan arched his hand solemnly.

"..." It's a little exaggerated. She doesn't think how dangerous it is to see Xue Xijian. The most dangerous person is Zhao Chen, the king of South Vietnam. As long as you don't see this bad guy with a bad stomach, it's good to say.

Murong Xueyan entered the camp, but saw Xue Xijian standing with his hands on his side, but there was no soldier beside him. Thinking about it, he knew that she was coming, and he screened back everyone around him.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and she feels that the person in front of her has made her feel strange.

"Why did you leave me?" He asked in a painful voice.

She knew that she had hurt him. However, she is now more grateful for her departure than at that time. If it hadn't been for this leave, the knot between her and Nangong Yi would never have been untied.

"Because I can't let him go." Murong Xueyan replied.

Xue Xijian turned around and felt a little hurt. A few years ago, he gently expressed his admiration for her. The reason why she refused him was Nangong Yi. A few years later, he tried to retain her with his own power. The reason why she left him was still Nangong Yi!

"How on earth is he better than me? He once hurt you so hard..."

"Those are misunderstandings. That's the woman's game. What's more, even if he hurts me seriously, he is still the only one I love in this life. Murong Xueyan advised, "Big brother, stop it and don't invest human and material resources in this war..."

"What do you call me?" There was a faint joy in his eyes.

"Brother." Murong Xueyan smiled lightly, like Xiaohe Qinglu, touching.

He will never have such a beautiful woman.

"In my heart, you will always be like your own brother." Murong Xueyan nodded sincerely.

"But you should know that I treat you much more than my sister." He stared at her fixedly.

With such a calm dialogue, he is called "you" and "I". He did not think of himself as the emperor of Wanhman.

"Emotions can never be forced." Murong Xueyan said, "If you really love someone, you don't need to get her. As long as she is living a good life, it's better than anything else."

He really loves someone... He couldn't help but be moved by the arrow that Nangong Yi did not hesitate to block her. Nangong Yi is the one who loves her with all his heart and regards her as the most important person. In contrast, he asked himself that he could not do it.

After witnessing the scene of Nangong Yi blocking the arrow with his own eyes, he knew that in his life, in Murong Xueyan's mind, he could not be as good as Nangong Yi.

If you don't let go, you will be faintly unwilling in the bottom of your heart...

"Xueyan, you and I have lived and died together. Do you really have no trace of affection for me?" He asked unsadly.

"You are very good. Maybe you are better than Nangong Yi in some aspects, but unfortunately, you are not him. He is the only person I really care about in the world.

After all, she refused. His affection may be insignificant in her eyes.

"I want to hear you sing again." Xue Xi's swordsmanship.

That time, in the valley, he listened to her singing, absolutely lyrics--

Even if you don't see each other again, you will be completely different, a little hate, and don't regret it.

This time, what kind of lyrics can sing her heart?

"The drizzle is blowing, and the breeze is shaking. With infatuation..."

After her first paragraph was sung, he was still not satisfied. What is love about life and death? What kind of affection is this? A lyric, singing the relationship between her and Nangong Yi. He couldn't help but be moved, so he saw his own lowness even more.

Suddenly, Xue Xijian found that he was wrong from the beginning. It was a wrong decision to try to intervene in the relationship between her and Nangong Yi.

"...Why, lonely, I'm on this side of the world,

How can I say that I miss you in thousands of words?

I only hope to get drunk once.

Thinking of your face again, there is a long road to life.

All the time, I see thousands of eyes in your eyes.

The fate of this life will continue in the afterlife, what is life and death?

If you are with me, I don't envy mandarin ducks or immortals..."

Her singing has stopped, but his thoughts have not stopped. He felt that what she said was right. If you really love someone, you don't have to possess him. Sometimes, letting go is also a way to love.

As long as she is doing well, even if she is not by her side, what does it matter?

"Xueyan, you're right. In the past, I was wrong. After hesitating, Xue Xijian finally admitted his mistake.

At the beginning, he thought that as long as he left her by his side, he would have a chance. But he never understood that he ignored her feelings. She was so eager for freedom, but he used his power to trap her. She expressed her will to him more than once, explaining what was tied to her heart, but he didn't listen and went his own way. How abominable should he be at the beginning?

Murong Xueyan was shocked, and then she was happy again. Did she hear it wrong? For the first time, he admitted that he was wrong. In the past, no matter how she explained or asked, he always trapped her in his own way and kept her in the deep palace like a pet. If she hadn't kept amused herself in her own way, God knew that she would collapse!

She quietly thought about her thoughts, and Xue Xijian continued, "I think you must be sad when I trapped you in the palace at that time? I still remember that time when you took the opportunity to go to the temple and secretly escaped through the back door..."

When he mentioned the escape, Murong Xueyan held the corners of her mouth and opened a smile. That escape was really embarrassing. At first, she ran away with the heart of success, but she didn't expect it to be so miserable that she was injured by the steel clip set by the hunter. It was also the first time in my life that my foot was injured, and it was under a tool I had never seen before. That hurts! Now she really admires herself. At that time, she was injured and walked so much with a limping

"That time, it hurt, didn't it?" Xue Xijian looked at her and was still full of pity.

"It's okay." Murong Xueyan said. She has even suffered the pain of miscarriage, and nothing else is really unbearable.

"I'm sorry." He apologized again.

"I'm sorry, it's me." Murong Xueyan said, "I have failed your feelings. Brother, I think you may meet a girl who is better than me and more worthy of your love in the future. It's like... like Heng Ruo."

"Maybe." He smiled with some relief. In addition to Murong Xueyan, he believes that only Hengruo is the person worthy of his love. Unfortunately, when he understood, she was no longer in this world.