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As a husband and wife, there is no doubt about love.
In this sentence, Nangong Yi did not do it, but Murong Xueyan did it.
When the Eastern Wei princess who once admired him appeared, she chose to believe him and generously fulfilled the princess who was about to get married far away, and fulfilled her wish to talk to the person she had secretly loved before getting married.
What kind of strange woman is this? He has a little more respect for her in love. How many women can be so open-minded?
Think about it, before encountering that incident, there was indeed a long period of happy life between them.
They walked hand in hand and tasted tea together. She likes to draw Danqing. When she has nothing to do, she draws many portraits of him. Happiness is a clear stream that converges little by little, and gradually becomes the sea.
It's just that when the two of them, their two hearts are getting closer and closer, something happened in the palace that makes each other's hearts go away again.
As the queen, Du Lanruo strangled Yun'er's child. If Duran is her good friend, she chooses to believe in Duranruo; and he naturally believes in his Yun'er.
So, there was the first dispute in a long time.
After the dispute, two people entered the palace together. After that, he tried the case in person, which made Duran guilty. Moreover, when she was arguing, he slapped her in front of everyone.
That was the first time he hit her. As soon as he started, he regretted it. He didn't dare to look at her face because of regret.
Is it time to break her heart? She was such a stubborn person, and she didn't shed tears in front of everyone, just because she swallowed her tears into her stomach...
Later, in order to save people, she pretended to be courteous to him and stole his key. He had known for a long time that she had made a table of good dishes, made a small bow to him, and greeted him. Every look and every move of her could not escape his sight. She is not the kind of person who knows how to lie, and her panicked eyes reveal her mind. And he just made a plan.
He never thought that when he stopped her, his words "too disappointed" would make her heart become a piece.
What else in the world is more painful than being misunderstood and hurt by the people you love deeply?
He saw her tears and seemed to understand his cruelty. However, the words he said were hard to stop.
Why do people only know what they want most when they lose?
Unfortunate, when he regretted, it was too late. Because of his refusal and Yun'er's fault, she lost their first child. When she rolled down from the attic, his regret surrounded him overwhelmingly...
If you lose it, you will lose it. No matter how much she regrets, it is impossible for her lying in a pool of blood to stand up again, smile at him and roar at him...
How big is the loss of a child for a woman? He suddenly felt that he didn't deserve to be a father. It seems that you can see the child's blood in the palm of your hand.
When he hurt her with his own hands, he finally realized that the only person he really loved was Murong Xueyan, and Yun'er was just an emotional habit.
It's a pity that when he understood, they came to a state of silence. For a whole few days, she didn't say a word to him. Even if she was wrong, she looked just indifferent.
This is not the Murong Xueyan he knew at the beginning.
Murong Xueyan will laugh loudly, jump up and quarrel with him, sing beautiful songs, and come up with strange ideas.
And Murong Xueyan, who was deeply hurt by him, was so withered that he was distressed. He knew that he really hurt her, but the man's pride made him bow his head.
After a long time, he regretted that he had not let go of this worthless pride. If it hadn't been for this damn pride, he might have had a chance to keep her. It won't make her run away from home without his knowledge.
She left and lost her trace. No matter how many methods he used and how many places he found, he couldn't find her again. She left without leaving any clue...
The long night was long, and the moon was dark. He was alone in the cold courtyard, looking at the paintings she left over and over again, thinking about her voice and smile.
Why don't you know how to cherish it until you lose it?
Nan Gongyi, why are you so stupid?
In countless days of wind, frost, rain and snow, he silently missed her, how was she, where she lived, whether it had snowed, and whether her face, whether there was a smile that fascinated him deeply, was all the things he imagined and cared about. In the garden, in the room, on the mattress, everywhere, there are her traces and her breath. With the pillow towel stained with her tears, he was not even willing to let the maid clean it anymore.
He once promised her to give her happiness. But he couldn't do it.
Sometimes, love is just a distance to turn around. When he was able to turn around, he didn't turn around; so when he thought she would turn around, she chose to escape.
(II)
When the relationship between the two people was in crisis, he chose to escape like her.
She fled thousands of miles away and no longer heard each other's voices; but he could only be alone in the house, repeatedly chewing the taste of missing.
On the Danqing when they were boating that day, she wrote the words on the side - husband and wife, and there was no doubt about their love.
No doubt. The root cause of the crisis is this word "doubt"...
He tried to go to her father's residence to get her information, but what he got was a divorce letter written by her?
- My wife Murong is not pregnant after two years of marriage. If you violate the "nothing" clause in the seven articles, I specially set up this rest book. From then on, it will be cut off!
It's the Chinese Valentine's Day again, and I think of the person who can't even forget in my dream.
She is in a foreign country. How is she doing?
The moonlight was cool, and he thought about the love between them.
When they first met, he saw a wayward woman who desperately wanted to get rid of the relationship with him and terminate the marriage contract. Later, by chance, they died together several times. When she sang softly in front of him, in addition to being amazing, could he be completely sure that there was no different feeling in his heart? Perhaps, love began at that time. Little by little, he found her beauty, her good, her shining points, and a better heart under her beautiful appearance.
Unfortunate, when he knew how to let go of everything, it was too late.
He once thought about cherishing her. At that time, he thought he couldn't let go of Yun'er, but he told her that he just wanted to grasp the people in front of him and cherish the people in front of him. However, he couldn't do it after all. He hurt her for Yun'er. When she cried in despair and brokenly, he was so ridiculous that he didn't know how deep he had hurt her.
She will leave. She is completely injured and her heart is ashes. There is no hope for him anymore, right?
Where will she go? When she was drunk, she inadvertently revealed her secret from the future time and space. If so, would it be possible for her to return to her own era in some way?
Will they see each other again? If she has returned to what she said in the twenty-first century, it is impossible for her to return to this era that does not belong to her own...
No, he would rather believe that she just went to another country for a break. Then one day, she will come back, standing in front of him with a smile and calling out crisply: Nangong Yi!
Cher, Cher, Cher...
The world is full of her face, her smile, her satin-like long hair...
How can they get to this point between them?
No matter how much force he used to inquire, there was no news from her, which made him so desperate that he really couldn't come back.
Yun'er once again invited him, trying to hold him back with her tears again. This time, Nangong Yi will never be moved by her again. He finally saw her clearly and understood that what she missed most was the power and status in the palace, and their feelings were just chips used by her.
Maybe God had mercy on him. Half a year later, he heard a word about her. At that time, it was not certain that the person others were talking about was her. However, those innovative words, beauty salon and Qingzhi, all made him feel that they were related to her. Just for such a possibility, he put down everything without hesitation and went to the Eastern Wei Dynasty to find her.
He swore that if he found her back this time, he would keep her by his side for the rest of his life.
(III)
He has never been so happy about his decision. When he rushed all the way to the Eastern Wei Dynasty, it happened that she was threatened by a middle-aged man and almost became that person's concubine.
Just like saving her from ten thousand ** in time, this time, he saved her from another man in time.
Sometimes, he thanked fate for giving him such an opportunity so that he could save her again and again and appear in front of her in that way.
He doesn't care how indifferent she is. Whether she has really forgiven him or not, all he cares about is that she is still alive.
Her peace is more important than anything else. In order to save her heart, he can agree to her request, pursue her again, be by her side again, and help her bring down this man who almost cost her a great loss. As long as she can change her mind, how many things does he do, what can't he do? He pulled her to go shopping all the time. He stayed up late to make a puppet for her as a gift. He took her to the Yuelao Temple... Every time he did, he carefully watched her reaction and worried about her feelings. Once, he hurt her so much because he was too careless. Now, he understood what was wrong with him. He was trying to change himself and adapt to her.
For her, he stayed in Eastern Wei for a long time. She never made a statement and did not mean to go back with him. Until, when they saw an old woman who missed her lover and regretted it in the Yuelao Temple.
Listening to your words is better than reading a book for ten years. The two people who originally loved each other decided to cherish each other and cherish the time they spent together in the future.
When they went back, both of them thought that they could hold all the remaining time from then on.
Who can predict his future? He can't even see a person's heart clearly, even that person is the cloud he once loved.
On that day, when he listened to Nangong Ming's words and rushed to Qingliang Temple, he had never thought that this drama had been arranged for a long time. Just as she was designed to frame Murong Xueyan and let her "push down" herself, this time, Yunfei came up with a more poisonous plan.
He was so careless that he never thought that his former lover would also design him, let alone how horrible it would be when a woman was carried away by jealousy.
He entered the Qingliang Temple and the fragrant Zen room. Finally, when Murong Xueyan appeared in front of him, he was not an inch, and there was the same untidy cloud beside him.
He couldn't argue. She was heartbroken. When he chased her away, he couldn't find her trace.
He hated his stupidity and wanted to hurt her so hard again and again.
This is a play directed and performed by Yuner, and he is a living prop.
It's just that at that time, he didn't know, and Murong Xueyan didn't know. Because of ignorance, they missed it again.
She was caught in the rain, had a fever, and became weak. When he saw her again, she was as thin as a wisp of smoke. He heard her ask quietly, "Nang Gongyi, do you know where to go after death?"
After the death of the man... In his military career, many people died directly or indirectly in his hands, buried bones in the green mountains, and the body of horse leather. After the death of the man, he did not even have the blessing to lie down in a cold tomb.
"If I, Murong Xueyan, want to die, I will start and end by myself, and I will never pretend to be others." Even if she dies, she is so determined and arrogant.
Every word she said was an ominous sign, as if it had been foreshadowing something.
He left her in the royal palace, lowered his body and tried to make up with her, but she was no longer willing to give him a chance. She moved to the most remote Lingqing Pavilion and refused to see him and his affection.
Before leaving, she sang in front of him, a sad and sad love song. He had never heard her such a sad song, an endless song, and his face was full of tears. She has always been a strong woman, and she rarely shows vulnerability in front of him, but for the first time, she shed so many tears.
Is it too sad, or is there too much reluctance?
He didn't think she would die. In his arms, she vomited blood, and finally lost all her vitality and breathless.
She is dead.
How can she die?
Why did she leave him in this way?
He held her body and suddenly felt that the whole world was dead.
He didn't believe the fact that she was dead. He spread all over the imperial doctors in the palace and searched all over the folk. Everyone gave the same answer - she had swallowed, died, and was exhausted.
That night, heavy snow fell one after another, and in the snowflakes flying all over the sky, he held her in his arms, in his ear, and her song sounded again: "I think of your face again, morning and evening, the long road of life. All the time, I see that your eyes are as tender as water, and the fate of this life will continue in the afterlife. What is life and death? If you are with me, I don't envy the mandarin ducks or the immortals.
This life will continue in the afterlife...
Is it possible that they would be predestined even if she was accurate at the beginning?
No, she once had the experience of coming back from the dead. He couldn't believe that she died like this. Maybe, in another day or two... She will come back to life and stand in front of him again.
Like that time. Obviously, he had touched the pillar and died, but when he was buried, he miraculously came back to life.
With great sadness and self-reproach, he invaded him fiercely. There was a trace of hope in his heart that he could not even be sure about himself. He held her body and did not sleep for a few days, not eat or drink.
The head is full of green silk, like being dyed by frost, one by one, gradually turning white.
If you fall in love, how can you be a fool? For her, he had white hair and thin face, but unfortunately, she would not come back to him again.
"When she was alive, you didn't cherish her well. Now that she is dead, why don't you let her be grounded?
Her father's words are like enlightenment.
Yes, she is dead. It's impossible for her to come back. It's time for her to be grounded.
For this thought, he returned her body to her father.
A month later, he calmed down and remembered that there seemed to be a lot of things in the Qingliang Temple that day. He sent someone to investigate, interrogated the people in the temple, and even did not hesitate to use military law. Finally, he opened the mouth of one of them and understood the truth of the whole thing--
Sure enough, the matter was planned by Yun'er, and her purpose was to alienate him from Murong Xueyan.
He was extremely disappointed when the person he loved in the past became like that; today's lover is separated from each other, and his heart is like ashes.
(IV)
Maybe he should despise himself.
Every time, after experiencing emotional trauma, what he does is to banish himself and let himself work hard and forget in his military career.
Many years ago, he did this in order to forget Yuner, and many years later, in order to forget Murong Xueyan, he still did so.
When he asked himself to garrison the border, he once thought that if he went there this time, it would be a lifetime.
Before going out, he said his last goodbye to her in front of her grave.
In front of her grave, the grass is already sad.
He stroked the tombstone, and his white hair was blown lightly by the wind.
Cher, Cher, Cher...
Just ask you to stand up and say a word, even if it's just a gentle call "Nang Gongyi".
She always likes to call him by name and surname. She neither calls him "the prince" like others, nor does she call him "husband" like a folk woman. Nangong Yi is such a straightforward three words. Moreover, it is often without any tenderness.
Unfortunately, he is no longer blessed now. Even if she calls him so crisply.
... There are infinite Danqing hands in the world, and a piece of sadness can't be painted.
When he went to the frontier, he took a picture of her Danqing beside him. In that picture, it depicts the day when the two of them are boating each other.
Words and laughter are still in my ears, but the two people who love each other are separated by yin and yang...
The career in the army is hard. Countless times, in the cool night like water, he missed her under the moon.
Every word she says, every smile, every song, every naughty expression, and every time she shed tears...
It was not until he lost that he realized how stupid and ridiculous he should cherish it.
Countless times, he danced his sword under the moon, melting his thoughts and regrets into one move, until his physical strength was exhausted, and he stopped.
He once had a dream, but he couldn't find her in his dream.
She still can't forgive him! I don't even want to give him a chance to dream.
The long night was sad. He was sitting and said to himself: Cher, if there is a next life, would you like to give me another chance?
(V)
A year's time passed between a bitter career and hidden lovesickness.
Nangong Yi spent five years in the army and never felt much pain. Life in the army is not as good as that in the royal palace. It is not strange that he is used to it and does not reject it.
The most difficult suffering is the suffering of love. When I dreamed back at midnight, I suddenly woke up, but I lost something.
If he did not take her back to Northern Qi at the beginning, but went to any place where no one knew them. Even if he stayed in the Eastern Wei Dynasty, there would be no regret today.
In this world, you can never buy regret medicine.
Once, he was seriously ill. At that time, some of the soldiers were infected with the plague. In the process of personally leading people to take care of the soldiers, he was infected with the plague.
His body has always been strong, and he should get better soon.
However, perhaps it was because there were too many things hidden in his heart and she was too tired to live, and her death made him frustrated with life. Therefore, he lacked the will to survive.
At that time, he was happy. If he can really die here, he thinks it's not happiness. He heard from her that he did not lie in the tomb when he died.
So maybe if a person dies, he has a soul, right? As long as he is also dead, he can really reunite with her and rely on her soul from then on.
In the story she once told, two people who loved each other became two butterflies, and they...
As long as we can be together, what will become?
What is love, life and death...
Unfortunately, God did not stop him. After all, he suffered from it. Under the treatment of the military doctor, his body gradually recovered.
It's also God. Do you think he doesn't deserve to be reunited with her?
If he hadn't been indecisive and couldn't choose between her and Yun'er, so he would have hurt her again and again, how could it have turned into such an ending between them?
As a human being, he suddenly felt that he wanted to cherish the time in front of him. Since God chose to let him survive, there is a reason for God. All he can do is to hide her in his heart and do his best to benefit the people on the border.
With this belief, he spent two years.
Two years later, he received a decree from the court and ordered him to quickly wave his army to repel the allied forces of South Vietnam and the Western Song Dynasty.
It's a beacon fire, and it's a wolf smoke everywhere. A man should sacrifice his life for the country, even if he buried his bones in a foreign country.
Before he reached the front line, he first encountered the violence of the victims and moved, so he lost one-third of the military food. He went to the court to ask for more grain, but the new grain and fodder were burned up in the past.
He has always felt that there is no way out. Even in that situation, he is still calm.
He had no intention of fighting to deal with the joint forces of the two countries. After several wars, he was almost invincible. However, the shortage of food and fodder made him really in trouble.
At that time, he really didn't expect that someone would take the initiative to help him, let alone that the person who helped him would be her...
There was once a legend that two people who love each other will be telepathic. He didn't know if he was in trouble and whether she could feel it, but as soon as she came to him, he immediately felt it. Even if she put on exaggerated makeup at that time, none of his subordinates who had seen her before could recognize her. And he, just based on his own feelings and a few words to her answer, he concluded that the person he saw was her!
Is this God's gift to him? How can you make her still live?
If it hadn't been for Xianglai's stability, Nangong Yi would have been crazy.
He noticed that her scars were gone, and also found that she was more mature and beautiful than before. And she, looking at his gray hair, was even more full of pity.
They are obviously still can't let go of each other...
She stayed by his side to help him, but she kept avoiding their feelings.
Until he blocked the arrow in front of the battle, in order to save her from being seriously injured, he had a chance to tell her what he had found.
This time, she chose to believe him.
He thanked the cold arrow that was secretly shot. If it hadn't been for that arrow, he would not have had a chance to keep her heart.
They walked for so long and so long that at the end, the two people's hands were still clenched together.
The Book of Songs says - hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son.
He thought that this time, it would be a lifetime.
They held a simple wedding again. This time, it has nothing to do with the marriage in the palace. It is the two of them who wholeheartedly marry what they want to marry and what they want to marry...