Chapter 42 Memories - How to be kicked to the outer door (previous)

Memories. Open the Pandora's box of memories.

Earlier.

When I first came back from the Fairy Lake in the depths of Lingshan Mountain.

was used by Xuguang to masturbate and then involved in disputes between him and his many ex-girlfriends, then took care of him for a few days, and then brought Xiaohu back.

......

Lingshan has been adventuring for more than ten days. After several life and death, she finally came back.

She grew up in Dean Qiyun, and this is her home. No matter how attractive the nature is, no matter how hot the wild adventure is, even if the family has unhappy memories, even if the family is not very good to her, she is still homesick, miss the soft bed in her small room, and the family who is not good to her.

Unfortunately, before the poor Junyi rushed to her small bed, she was called to see the master and had to face an extremely bad thing, because she met her brothers and sisters all the way and said to her "Congratulations" with gloating or sympathy.

"Where have you been these days?" Qi Yunzi was particularly kind to her today.

"The disciple was seriously injured when he killed the pig demon last time, so he was closed for more than ten days." In the face of the kindly wrong master, Junyi had a bad feeling. She looked at her nose, nose and heart, and lowered her hands to honestly say the reason for preparation.

She did heal her wounds and didn't lie at all, but strictly speaking, it was not a retreat, but an outdoor expedition to find the Fairy Lake. She did not intend to elaborate, and she did not intend to talk about meeting Xuguang.

It's really nothing to treat a retreat. Can you still not allow others to treat and recuperate if you are injured? But it was closed so that no one could be found, and I didn't tell in advance that I would be reprimanded wherever I went.

Junyi originally planned to come back the next day. Who knew that his heart was wild? Lingshan was wild for more than ten days, and he disappeared for more than ten days. It was no wonder that he was not scolded.

She was ready to be scolded or treated more coldly. Unexpectedly, Master Qi Yunzi didn't mean to blame her at all. She was very kind, and kindly shouted "bad" in her heart!

I don't know what will happen, and I don't know what's waiting for me, so I'm even more worried.

Qi Yunzi saw that Junyi's face was indeed red, white and white. It seemed that she really didn't know where to go to retreat. Anyway, she was well raised. He noticed that Junyi also bought a new dress, which made her more and more temperamental and never noticed that her female disciple was really different.

He chatted with Junyi for a long time. Most of the time, he was probably concerned about Junyi's cultivation, how his cultivation was, whether he was in good health recently, whether there were difficulties in life, and even praised her new clothes for their good-looking, and euphemistically reminded her to dress generously (bag more) when she saw her elders. They are all disgusted with the new clothes these years.

You want to answer one by one, be taught one by one, and wait patiently for the master to get to the point.

Finally, Qi Yunzi felt that the warm-up was almost over, and he really couldn't find anything to say. He sighed, "You are all grown up, and the master can't control you anymore. Anyway, you won't listen to what you say as a teacher. The deacon... The teacher has recommended you, and the appointment has come down." He didn't look into Junyi's eyes, tight Then he added, "The outer door deacon is a good job, and the master is worthy of you. The future... Go by yourself."

Junyi was stunned and didn't say anything.

She didn't expect that the master would give up herself and throw herself into the outer door.

The outer door, don't think that the outer door is also a place to cultivate immortals. It is actually a place to work and provide the inner door with all kinds of living needs.

It is even more impossible for immortals to be single-minded and not to be distracted. It is impossible for immortals to spend half an hour every day thinking about what to eat today, and another hour to cook for themselves, and half an hour to wash clothes and spend half an hour wiping tables and folding quilts. However, immortals do not have the ability to conjure food, clothes and houses. These lives are trivial. Naturally, things need to be done by someone. Those who do these things are mainly external disciples.

It takes a lot of resources to cultivate immortals. It is mainly the children of the prosperous clan who can cultivate immortals. Of course, they will not be unable to afford servants, but they are not allowed to enter.

In fact, "the inner door is heavy, and idle people are not free to enter."

Even if the emperor of a country comes to cultivate immortals, he can only bring a bodyguard (this is still a special treatment, and the emperor must have special circumstances. As for any special circumstances, um... For example, the bodyguard was hunted down because he worked for the Xiaoyao faction. Coincidentally, the emperor knew the person in power of the Xiaoyao faction. This emperor followed The guard's feelings are very deep, "the emperor is willing to serve"... There may be more complicated situations. This is not over, so stop it.)

In a word, wherever there is the aura of heaven and earth, you can't enter, and you can't enter if you have money and power. You have to allow you to enter.

In this way, the outer door becomes the middle ground between the inner door and the secular world, except for a few disciples who are not good enough but can be given a chance to observe; the royal family that cannot send servants into the inner door will arrange people to enter the outer door to take care of them. Of course, if you want to guard the rules of the sect, you can't serve your "little master" alone. Instead, we have to work for the whole sect. As long as we work honestly for the whole sect, the senior management of the inner door should know it. Anyway, there is nothing wrong with one more capable person to work.

As one of the links between the inner door and the secular world, buying all kinds of daily necessities of the door, the outer door is actually really "fat". As an outer door deacon who "airs down" from the inner door, there is no doubt that it is fat.

It's true that the deacon is fat, but it's by no means a "good" job. Whether "fat or not" depends on what it is. Relative to the secular world - Yang Yuhuan, compared with the inner door - it's just an ugly bone shelf that will be dried.

Otherwise, her brothers and sisters will congratulate her with envious eyes, rather than gloating or sympathetizing.

From the inner door to the outer door, it is absolutely bright and dark. And the drop is very strong, which is equivalent to the Tiangong holding flower fairy being demoted to the senior ghost leader of hell, and the big lady of the high door is reduced to the big maid who manages the maid.

A heaven and a earth, a servant who is served.

Even the fairy holding flowers as * is a fairy, and no matter how big the ghost leader is, he is also a ghost;

Even the unfavored lady is a lady, and even the big maid with great power is the servant who serves her master.

It is determined that no matter how you practice, you will have no future before you will be kicked out of the inner door. If you are determined that you have no hope of cultivation, you will be kicked to the outer door.

But all immortals take the cultivation of immortals as the only meaning of life. Who can admit that their cultivation is hopeless? Who is willing to admit it?

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Seeing that Junyi hasn't spoken for a long time, Qi Yunzi began his painstaking persuasion. He thought that this was also his last time to talk to this disciple: "The appointment has been approved, and this matter has been settled, and there is no room for negotiation. Junyi..." Qi Yunzi called Junyi. The name was taken by him, which means "listen to your meaning". Probably, he hoped that she would be obedient and Qi Yunzi was a little sad. "You have grown up. Since you don't want to marry someone else, the master won't force you, but you always have a suitable place to go. The master always wants to After that, I planned to think about it for the teacher. There is no more suitable place than the outer door. The deacon of the outer door is a good job. The teacher also entrusted a lot of favors to fight for you. Don't fail to be a teacher. In the future, you can go well by yourself.

After being abandoned by his brother at the wedding, Qi Yunzi introduced several other marriages to Junyi, probably some male disciples with low cultivation and second ladies, but Junyi refused.

Junyi suddenly wanted to cry, and a hard object choked in her throat, but she resisted, and her face was still calm and even a little indifferent.

How to understand Qi Yunzi's words?

In terms of disadvantage, Qi Yunzi is saying, "If you don't marry, you can't support you as a teacher for a lifetime. Even if you want to stay with the master for a lifetime, it's impossible. Find a place for you to stay."

From the perspective of benefits, Qi Yunzi is still thinking about Junyi. First of all, he does not force Junyi to do what he does not want to do and does not force her to marry. Secondly, he comprehensively considers Junyi's cultivation from Junyi's future and other aspects, which paved the best way out for Junyi, which is also regarded as exhausting.

To be honest, many biological parents can't think of such thoughtfulness. It's just that teachers and apprentices are not very close to each other. It's okay to be a master for Qi Yunzi.

After Qi Yunzi said this, Junyi thanked him and said, "Thank you, master. The disciple is ready to pack up and go to serve outside. The apprentice is incompetent. He can only work hard and not to lose his reputation as a master.

She agreed.

Junyi has nothing left, only this little self-esteem, and almost all of them have been driven away, but he didn't take the broom. Why don't you leave?

Qi Yunzi actually prepared a lot of words. Junyi agreed with him and felt a little disappointed - the prepared words are useless.

And Junyi's thanks are very sincere, and it is also sincere to say that he will not fall into the reputation of the master. Qi Yunzi was moved to hear this. After all, he is his own apprentice. If he has no feelings, he will also have feelings. People are animals with complex feelings.

Qi Yunzi suddenly hoped that Junyi could make a scene and make a scene like before to make him no longer feel so guilty and so uncomfortable. He thought that this female disciple should no longer stand in front of his eyes, but Junyi really wanted to leave, but he was very uncomfortable.

People are animals with complex emotions...

Qi Yunzi said, "Don't be in a hurry to move. I asked them to clean the courtyard prepared for the outer door. In addition, the master also knows a few people at the outer door. I'll write to them later. You take it back, and you... come back more when you have time..."

Qi Yunzi was about to cry. He also looked at Junyi's face and hoped to find tears on Junyi's face. Junyi just said lightly, "Thank you, master, then Junyi will leave first."

At this moment, Junyi seems ruthless.

People are animals with complex emotions that cannot be analyzed...

Junyi should cry at this moment. She should be not be aggrieved and wronged, but in fact, she was extremely calm, really calm, not pretending to be. When she returned to the room, there was no one else. She stared at the teapot and teacups on the table and had no desire to sweep them to the ground and smash them. She was so calm that even she herself felt incredible.

She thinks that this is her home, and her master is her father. Now that her father doesn't want her, she is going to be kicked out of the house. The world is great. She is alone and has no place to go back.

After thinking about this for a while, Junyi touched his face - dry, without any tears.

She thought that she wanted to become stronger, become extraordinary and eye-catching, and let the master pay attention to making the eldest brother regret. She has such a big goal that it is impossible to do in the inner door. It is farther away from the goal to go to the outer door. What should she do? Is there only helplessness and self-comfort...

After thinking about it for a while, Junyi touched his face - dry, but there were no tears at all.

It's just that there seems to be something stuck in my throat, which is very uncomfortable, but even my eyes are dry and I can't squeeze tears.

She picked up the teapot and poured a cup of tea to moisten her throat. She wanted to flush down what was stuck in her throat, no matter what was stuck, she rushed down and flushed into her stomach to digest it.

Then, she began to carefully analyze whether she was stimulated, which led to mental abnormality, and then mental abnormality led to the atrophy of the tear glands...

Junyi felt that even if the master drove herself out of the house at this moment, she might be so calm, not to mention that she just went to the outer door, and her errands were still fat and lacking.

"There is nothing wrong with the big world outside." Finally, she put down the water cup and muttered to herself, making an adventure to find Fairy Lake, which made her have the habit of talking to herself.

It was good, but it was really good. It was calmly sad and reluctant, but there was a knock on the door and the voice of his brother Mingzhen. He said that he heard that she was leaving, so he had something to say to her.

Is the senior brother reluctant to part with me... Junyi's heart ignited a little hope, and the senior brother hasn't said a word to her for a long time.

Mingzhen took her to a secluded place and said in a gentle and almost false tone, "Sister, isn't it a good time? Do you want to stay at the inner door?"

"Hmm." Junyi nodded foolishly. Of course, she wanted to stay at the inner door, stay in the place where she grew up, stay with the master who raised her since childhood, and stay with her brother who had been together since childhood.

Mingzhen said, "I can let you stay at the inner door to continue to cultivate immortals, as long as you agree to my terms."

Bang!

Junyi covered the box in his hand and also covered the Pandora's box of memory. He wanted to seal the memories that he didn't even dare to remember behind, but once Pandora's box was opened, it could no longer be covered. The monster inside turned into black smoke and flowed out of the cracks in the lid and soon flowed to the ground, drowning Junyi. .