Chapter 087 Beauty Confused 5
Li Shimin smiled and responded to Princess Qin's suggestion and prepared to go to the study to check the books. He asked me to make tea and send it away.
When I brought the teapot to his study, he was reading a collection of poems, and his mood was very beautiful and elegant. I made tea on the table next to me and sent it. Li Shimin took it casually and poured it on his lips. My mood was contrary to his, and I finally asked uneasily, "Your Highness, do you really want to admit Miss Yan to the Chengqian Hall?"
Li Shimin looked at me sideways with a smile: "What, what are you worried about?"
She can't tell about Yan Jingwen's joy and Qin Shubao. It seems that Li Shimin is also sure that she can't do it. I was about to speak with a smile, but someone came in and reported that Changsun Wuji came to Chengqian Hall to invite Li Shimin to Changsun's house for a banquet.
Li Shimin turned to me and said, "Wubai told me about the banquet a few days ago. I actually forgot the time. Let's talk about it when you come back!"
"Yes." I bowed my head and sent him out of the Chengqian Hall. Li Shimin went for a day, but he didn't come back at night. Princess Qin coaxed Li Chengqian to sleep, and I was the only one left to guard the hall. Originally, it was time to go back to the palace, but I still wanted to wait for Li Shimin to return to the hall, so I stood alone on the main hall and explored the palace road of the gate of Chengqian Hall. The surroundings were very quiet. Unconsciously, I leaned against the edge of the door and became confused.
A rustling sound outside the door of the bedroom woke me from my deep and shallow sleepiness. I immediately got up and looked outside the hall. I saw Li Shimin sitting drunk outside the door of the hall, with a wine pot falling beside him. There were also a few bodyguards, who should be escorted by Changsun Mansion. I asked them to carry Li Shimin into the bedroom and asked them to retreat first.
Today, all the people in Changsun's mansion are the capable people under Li Shimin. When men are happy, they will forget God and toast without much, which makes him so drunk. As far as I know, Li Shimin's drinking is average. If he hadn't drunk too much, he would not have been drunk like this.
I untied his robe stained with alcohol, brought some hot water, twisted a towel and wiped his face carefully. He opened his eyes slightly and muttered. I couldn't hear it clearly, so I had to put my head closer to listen, but I only heard him sigh. Suddenly, my waist was tightened and I felt dizzy. Li Shimin hugged me and turned over and weighed me heavily underneath.
I was shocked and raised his face and shouted softly. He ignored me, buried it in my neck, and fell down thinly. There was a numbness all over his body, but he couldn't exert himself. Are you confused by the smell of wine? From the mouth to the whole body, the pores in each place suddenly opened and faintly hot. This heat gradually turned into fine sweat on the skin, breathing became more and more rapid, and the blood began to flow rapidly all over.
In the confusion, I also called back a trace of reason. I wanted to push him away, but I still couldn't resist his softly calling my name **. Suddenly at this moment, I didn't want to think about anything else, I just wanted to be his unique.
"People..." I muttered to him nervously and scaredly, and his eyes suddenly became as deep as a pool.
I was also drunk and was drunk by him. This time, I just want to be with him without any worries, no worries, just for me and for him. It turns out that putting everything down is so relaxed and happy wholeheartedly.
After a dream-like trance, Li Shimin lay quietly beside me, restrained his hands around my waist, and took a steady breath on my shoulder. I stroked his hair and the tip of his eyebrows, and was reluctant to take my eyes off his face, as if these would become bubbles at that moment. Putting his cheeks close to his forehead, this moment was so memorable that he moved his lips slightly, as if he were dreaming. I lowered my head close to his lips to listen to what he said, but my heart cracked.
"Qiyan..."
I'm stunned. Who is this woman who read this name when he fell into a trap that day and was seriously injured and in a coma? I couldn't help trembling all over, and the inexplicable cold ran straight through my body from my fingertips. I removed his arm on my waist and hurriedly picked up the clothes on the ground. Cold tears fell from my cheeks to the edge of the bed. Looking back, I saw that he couldn't breathe or breathe.
The remnants are surrounded by dreams, and Qingqing is allowed. Should the lonely miss after the prosperity be hurt or sweet? Should the virtual shadow of beauty and broken be happy or sad? It turns out that everyone has a secret in his heart, but outsiders can't guess it unless you can enter his heart. She is the secret you can't tell, isn't she? Li Shimin.
I should be tolerant and generous, but I can't allow you to read someone else's name when you have me, because I'm not her, I'm just me, not anyone's stand-in. Why do you always make me cry, why do you always occupy the whole heart, and why do you always have to be unforgettable?
I dressed in a panic and pushed the door out. At this time, it was night, and the gate of Chengqian Hall was always closed late. I rushed out of the gate and went straight to the palace, but it was still a step late and gave me a closed dark red low door. I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart and hid behind the rockery to hide my mouth and cry. The night was cold and surrounded me. I couldn't tell whether it was because of the cold or the pain. If love is a mistake, how can I step back? Is it because of too much loneliness that I chose to meet? If the dust settles, how can the flowers bloom fruitlessly? Confused by love, love and hate, what is the end?
One-mindedness is the most gentle force in the world!
So it is.
On the same day, Wei Wei told me that I was just looking at myself in the eyes of others, and I was nothing more than a poor person. And the person Li Shimin is obsessed with has never changed!
There were footsteps behind me, and I suddenly turned around, with a figure in my confused eyes. I am confused and at a loss. At this moment, I just want to find a place to talk with tears.
He looked at me and didn't say anything. He just lowered his body to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes and hugged me in his arms. There was a faint coolness on his body, but it was very comfortable at this time. The strength that I had barely supported suddenly collapsed. I leaned against his shoulder, bit my lips and cried, and wet his clothes.
How eager I am. The person who appears at this time is Li Shimin, but he is Li Jiancheng. He and he gave me both memory and amnesia. Although Li Jiancheng has also hurt me, he doesn't love him! In contrast, Li Shimin's pain is uncalculable, so profound and unforgettable! Why do people always not choose the one that is within reach, but only pursue the one that is out of reach? It's like fire. When you really have it, it's full of bruises and even ashes.
There was nowhere to go. Li Jiancheng took me back to the East Palace and settled me in his study, and he never left. There was a candle between us. He held a brocade handkerchief and wiped away every tear I fell. The candlelight suddenly flashed, and a moth fell from the candle, no longer flapping the wings that could be exchanged for freedom. It turns out that if you are too desperate, you will really burn your heart and body.
I don't know when my tears dried up. The next day when the sun rose, I heard myself say in a hoarse voice, "Thank you for giving me a quiet place."
Li Jiancheng looked at me deeply, and his distressed eyes gently scattered on me: "I am the one who should thank you. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to be by your side when you are most fragile and soft."
I smiled faintly, but it was so desolate. This night, he didn't ask me what was wrong, but quietly stayed by my side, looking at me and guarding me. I always feel guilty about him, and I don't know about Li Shimin at this moment.
He staggered to the door and left with his unretainable eyes. Outside the door, the morning glow is layered, so beautiful and gorgeous. Standing at the gate of the East Palace, he suddenly saw a person on the road stagnated. His eyes slowly moved to me, and finally his eyes fell on the East Palace plaque.
I came out of the East Palace in the morning and haven't changed my clothes, which is suspicious enough. I may not care about others, but Li Shimin...
He turned the corner with a cold face. Although he was still suffering for him, he couldn't help panicking at this time. I ran to his back, as if it was the shadow of foam that was about to disappear. I became so determined that even I was surprised. I know that only he can heal me at this moment, and only he can make me happy again. Since I promised him, I will stay by his side and never leave again!
But even I am laughing at the comfort I have, which is so humble and helpless. It's not that I can't leave him, but that I'm afraid that he will leave me. I'm so stubborn and willing.
"Your Highness!" I stopped in front of him and looked at his cold eyes. No matter how much weakness I showed, I couldn't soften his eyes. Finally, he stared at my red and swollen eyes and asked, "Why didn't you sleep all night?"
The sky collapsed and the earth cracked. I shook my head, but he was still not moved at all. A gust of wind passed by and passed by. The direction he went to is Taiji Hall, early morning. Except for her, that's what he thought of most.