Chapter 090 and Tihua 3

Swallow tears and pretend to be happy and hide it.

At this moment, there must be another person who is as lonely as me, because the person in my heart is still not around after all.

I walked around holding the porch and felt that my body could support it a little, so I held my head and went out from the back door of Chengqian Hall. I sweated on my forehead. Fortunately, the weather is still hot. In the past few days, I have added a layer of rouge on my cheeks, so no one can see what's wrong with me at this moment.

After a few turns, I finally arrived. Chengqian Hall is a little far away from here, and the sound of the gongs coming here can no longer be heard. This is still so cold, and the soft music is not affected by the outside world at all, slowly drifting through the door.

There was a bright red plum blossom on my forehead, and the beautiful and enchanting figure turned around in Luoying. I smiled and watched her release her beauty. A breath shocked her dance steps. She turned her eyes, her face was cold, and she squeezed her lips. I brushed my sleeves forward, took out the stone in the sleeve bag and spread it out to her in the palm of my hand.

"A prince surnamed Yang dragged me to hand this to Yun'er of the Taile Office. I'm not familiar with this person, and I asked Tai Leling for help." Looking at her slightly changing look, her heart was sad and blocked with a sense of sadness. Tai Leling took the stone from my hand and looked at the bright red plum blossom on it, and his eyelashes trembled slightly. When he looked up again, it was still two cold, and then he turned around silently.

The Xia army has been defeated, and the generals will be beheaded. This news spread all over Chang'an. How could she not know? Now it's also difficult to write a book. After a few years away from the rope, I looked at the palace wall and willows. The white heads that have been said are inseparable from each other, and the sound of wind and clouds is blowing outside the string, which is telling the difference between life and death. There were no more words, but I only understood them in an instant.

It's better to forget each other than to help each other.

My mood fell down again. I walked on the palace road and looked at the direction of Chengqian Hall to slow down. Li Shimin..." Inadvertently moved his lips and muttered, he noticed that his lips were dry, and his heart was also confident in himself. I turned around and walked slowly to the palace with the pain in my abdomen and the ups and downs of the dizziness. The palace road in front of him was blurred, his feet were soft, and his head fell to the ground.

"Don't take charge of things, what's wrong with you?" Two maids came from the other end of the palace road and helped me in panic. I stroked my abdomen dizzy and bit out a sentence: "Take me back to the palace!"

"Yes, yes!" The two maids of honor panicked and helped me to the palace. I bent down and walked. I only felt that ** was slowly flowing down on my legs, and my abdomen was even more painful. With a panic in my mind, I couldn't help but feel more and more afraid and frightened.

When I arrived at the imperial palace, the eunuchs cast strange glances at me. I accelerated my steps back to my room in sweat, and the maid took me to lie gently on the bed. I said to the two maids angrily, "You all go back."

The two maids looked at me worriedly and were about to retreat. Suddenly, I stared at my body and got out of bed. I also looked down and saw that there was a blood stain on it. My whole body seemed to be cold by a basin of cold water. I forced a smile and didn't have time to speak. The two maids of honor had rushed out of the room and shouted to find the people of the pharmacy. I stared at the sky outside the door, with high clouds and sunshine.

It turns out that even God will not pity me, and he still smiles so brilliantly.

Having laughed and crying, too many reasons make my love for him rotten. No one can escape fate, and there is only one wish: to bury my coffin in the bottom of the deep valley.

My palm touched my abdomen, which was my regret. He can't save his life, but let the most innocent disappear together. As if to hear the gongs of the welcome ceremony, my heart was full of sadness and ending. I closed my eyes peacefully, listened to my breathing, and struggled in my deep sleep, and then I realized that I was unwilling. I'm just a secular woman, and I can't let go of what should have belonged to me. However, when he came, the road was full of flowers, and when he left, it was already desolate. At the end of fate, he and I only had God's will. Even if he was unwilling, he could only silently pay tribute to the snow, moon and wind flowers.

Hearing the flustered footsteps outside the door, I couldn't open my eyes anymore. One finger warms my wrist pulse. I know it's Song Yi.

When I woke up quietly, there was a figure sitting on the bed, from blur to clear. Seeing me wake up, Nian'er knelt beside the couch and held my cold hand in surprise. Her eyes were hazy, and she only muttered to me. I looked around, but I was still in my room, and no one else was seen. My throat was weak, so I gasped and asked, "Where is Song Fengyu?"

"I'll look for it." Nian'er quickly got up and met Song Yi as soon as she arrived at the door. Song Yi immediately noticed that my eyes fell on the bed and strode over. If you want me to die, I have to die. At this moment, I looked at him puzzledly, hoping that he would give me an answer. Song Yiming thought and said, "The poison slipped down with the pregnancy."

Two lines of tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, and I laughed. My life was saved by the child who only existed for 15 days. God wants me to live and make me suffer more pain and guilt. That's what I did in my last life, and I will return it all in this life!

Nian'er covered her tears and choked: "I even told you to drink medicinal tea every day. It's all my fault!"

"I want to drink it myself. I don't blame you." I laughed in a hoarse voice and smiled bitterly. After looking at the room again, I couldn't help asking, "Where are the two maids of honor?"

Song Yi said, "It's time to report to Chengqian Hall."

I was shocked when I heard it. Chengqian Hall was overjoyed today. How could such an unlucky thing spread, not to mention... and the fact that I fell in the baby! I straightened up uneasily. Song Yi pressed me and said, "Everyone in the court saw that you were not feeling well. This matter can't be concealed."

This makes me feel worse than death!

Li Shimin doesn't remember what happened between me and him at all. He will be more angry with me and hate me more! No, maybe he no longer chooses to care, he disdains.

No, I can't fall and leave. If we leave like this, the misunderstanding between us will never be solved. In his heart, I will always be a fake or even promiscuous woman.

After holding the bed, I insisted on going up. Song Yi couldn't help it, so he had to hold my body. I said to Nian'er, "Go to the cabinet at the other end to get me paper and pen."

Nian'er hurried to look for the cabinet, dragged the table to the edge of the bed, flattened the paper on the table, and stained the inkstone with some ink.

There is only one cup of bitter ink left, and I miss the charm that used to be. The bird flew back, and the ink circle spread from the water, as if it had rotated for several seasons. My fingertips were pale and my pen was not accurate. I shook the tip of the pen and wrote a line of words: "Step by step, I fall in love with you and cherish you."

"Please pass it to His Royal Highness the King of Qin." I held the corner of Song Yi's clothes tightly and begged, "Help me find him."

Song Yi looked at me deeply, from confusion to enlightenment, from enlightenment to enlightenment. He nodded hard, folded the letter and hid it in his sleeve pocket, and helped me lie down gently. He couldn't help but feel sorry in his eyes: "Just take care of yourself, and I'll find him for you."

"Thank you." I stiffened my smile. To Song Yi, what I said most was "sorry" and "thank you". Looking at his plain figure disappearing out of the door, I couldn't help sighing with guilt. Nian'er sat by the couch and stroked the broken hair on my forehead. I smiled gently and asked her not to worry. Nian'er suddenly burst into tears and said sadly, "I am familiar with you and Song Fengyu in the palace. Now that you are like this, it really hurts me very much!"

Song Yi never accepted Nian'er, and Nian'er always fell in love with Song Yi. There are too many passing by and at a loss in the world, so they stop and dare not move forward. He hesitated, and finally solidified into a piece of glass that could not be easily touched. Looking at the light wind and clouds, it hurts my heart.

The phantom of the moth rushing into the fire hurts my heart. So what? The only thing that makes the world willing to hurt is love; the only thing that can live and die in the world is love. In the secular world, it is always painful to die.

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Outside the window, the flowers gradually become muddy, and it's a little too late to hate. Light clothes and red dots to beat bananas, and Fu Mo to exchange for a double shadow and moon invitation.

The flowering period can be long gone, and it has only been a thousand years. Even if there are thousands of pens and ink, all birds and fish sleep like winter.

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I hope to cross the sea. Three days, he couldn't wait for Li Shimin, but waited for several eunuchs to protect an imperial edict.

A little maid of honor can even get the emperor's grace and take the imperial edict of death. Although it had been expected, Li Yuan would take the opportunity to issue an order before His Highness Chengqian ordered me to punish me, but he didn't expect it to be so fast until he was still in the future. Chengqian Hall doesn't take these three days to leave the Ting Palace...

"According to heaven's transportation, the emperor's edict said: Don't be in charge of Chengqian Hall, violate the palace rules, behave freely, and be unclean, and now give him death. "This is my admiration!" After reading the imperial edict, the eunuch put a small porcelain bottle on the table and retreated to wait for me to accept it.

"Nian'er, bring it for me." I leaned against the couch and looked out of the door. If he appeared there before I closed my eyes, I would have died without regret. However, the shadow of the trees outside the door swayed, and no one approached. Nian'er sat by the bed with a small porcelain bottle and tears in her eyes. I reached out to get it, but she pulled it tightly. I smiled and stroked her head: "Silly, you are against the order."

She let go and cried. There can be a most affectionate sister in the palace, which is the only comforting thing.

I pulled out the plug of the porcelain bottle and floated out a fragrance. The more refreshing it is, the more poisonous it is. Holding the poison tightly, he still looked at the shadow of the tree outside the door with hope, shaking and again. The eunuch couldn't stand it and reminded him, "Don't miss it anymore. Take it quickly so that our family can resume the decree!"

I came to my senses and nodded: "There is a father-in-law." Wait a minute!"

As soon as the voice fell, a figure stepped outside the door. In a trance, I rose with joy, but when the man completely appeared in front of me, my whole heart suddenly fell a few thousand feet.

Li Jiancheng strode to my bed and lowered his body to pick me up. I asked in shock, "Prince, you..."

"You are pregnant with my child, and your father wronged you before the truth was found out!" Li Jiancheng looked at me and lowered his head and kissed me gently on my forehead.

"Prince, don't talk nonsense about this!" The eunuch beside him was anxious, and the wrinkles on his face were squeezed together. He took out the imperial edict and gave it to Li Jiancheng, "The emperor has issued an order, not..." "Shut up!" Li Jiancheng raised his eyebrows and his face was cold, "Get back! If you have anything to do, just come to me!"

Because of Li Jiancheng's anger, the eunuch was so scared that he knelt on the ground, and the imperial edict in his hand rolled down and spread a corner of bright yellow. Li Jiancheng gave a cold voice and strode out of the court with me in his arms despite everyone's different eyes. The sunlight outside was really dazzling. I closed my eyes and smiled, "Prince, why is this?"