Chapter 103 How to defeat him 1

I smiled bitterly and said, "Ye Ying, you are so pitiful! No one cares about you and no one remembers you. These grievances have always been that you can't let go. Who can be blamed? You can only blame yourself, not to add resentment to others as a comfort!" I grabbed the palm of her holding the dagger and put it on my shoulder. "Do you really want me and His Royal Highness Qin to suffer from each other? Well, do the same means as the maid of honor killed by you in the palace, kill me and write a bloody book saying that I don't love him!"

I pulled her dagger hard, and she was shocked and inserted the dagger into the stone wall beside her, heaving her chest and gasping. I smiled bitterly and said, "You don't dare. Because I am dead, His Royal Highness the King of Qin will definitely find out about this matter. At that time, you will be exposed to him, and he will kill you with his own hands! You have been hiding from him in the dark. You are afraid to see him, so it is impossible for him to make such a big move to find you. Why don't you regard that as a rebirth? A sunny day is happier, isn't it?

Ye Ying skimmed his eyes and scratched the dagger from the stone wall with a cold face, leaving a smooth and sharp knife mark. There was a deep breath in her chest, which was so heavy that she dared not breathe. She watched her walk away. I left quickly, but my footsteps were in chaos, and I fell and held the pillar and gasped fiercely. Just now, I was calm and pressed over Ye Ying's momentum, but in fact, I was really nervous and scared. I don't want to die. I have been afraid of death since the year I went to Luoyang.

Someone beside me gently pressed my shoulder, and I turned around in a hurry. It was Mu Yan.

Mu Yan took out the embroidered handkerchief and wiped the tears on my cheeks and stroked my back painfully. I just found myself crying. I forced a smile and foolishly asked her how she is doing recently? Mu Yan didn't understand the deep meaning of my question, but nodded in a frenrance. If Ye Ying only dealt with me, I hope I won't use anyone around me again. I finally made a decision in my heart. I can't sit back and wait for death. I'm in the light, she's in the dark, and I want her to retreat in the dark.

I leaned on her shoulder, hugged her with tears and said softly, "I won't let the people around me get hurt anymore. I don't want to live in fear all day long. Muyan, now I need to rely on for a while, just for a while.

Mu Yan gently patted me on the back and whispered, "Sister, I won't quarrel with Wei Zhaoxun in the future, and I won't cause trouble to worry you anymore. I will learn to be independent and won't make you so tired.

Listening to these words, I felt a little comforted. Although what she said is not in line with what I said, it is enough. Muyan grew up early and entered the palace not long ago. After seeing so many changes and going through some things, she should always know something. Like me, she went back to the Chengqian Hall in a low mood. She wanted to come to my hall to sit down, but when she saw Li Shimin's bodyguard outside the gate of the hall, she had to say goodbye to go back first.

I looked at the door, and the people inside made me at a loss at this time, and every word Ye Ying said to me echoed in my ear. Now how should I face this man who is loved and hateable? A figure passed by the door and stopped again. Li Shimin looked at me standing at the door in a strange way and stretched out his hand to pull me into the hall.

"How's Kuan'er?" I asked, but Li Shimin did not answer. Instead, he smiled and asked me why I didn't go to his bedroom to have a look. He began to doubt whether Li Shimin really didn't like Li Kuan as Ye Ying said. Thinking of Li Kuan's tender smiling face, I feel more and more that he is too pitiful, but I can't protect him well. Therefore, I proposed to Li Shimin that when Li Kuan is well, I will still let him be taken to other concubines.

Li Shimin did not refuse or agree, and slowly walked into me with his eyes like stars. The gentle gesture stroked my long hair and suddenly asked, "Do you want a child?"

These words suddenly reminded me of the first lost child. I couldn't help but feel pain in my chest for a moment and I can't stop crying. Li Shimin looked panicked when he saw me crying, and immediately understood what I was crying. He held me tightly in his arms and bowed his head to my forehead with regret.

"It's all my fault. Sometimes I really feel that I'm too hateful!" Li Shimin sighed in a low voice and tightened his arms around me. "If you lose one, I promise you won't lose another one again. But in contrast, I don't want to lose you. You are the most precious in my heart.

I leaned on his chest and looked at the smoke rising from the incense burner next to the hall: "Your Highness, every child in Chengqian Hall is yours. Will you be biased and dislike it?"

Li Shimin hugged me and sighed helplessly with a smile: "How can I not like you and my child? Last time I was so stupid that I won't do that again. We will have a lot of children, around us to eat sugar and tell stories from the past.

I smiled faintly and was a little moved. He always moves me so easily.

"Yi Ran, let's have a baby." Li Shimin approached me, lowered his head and breathed gently in my ear.

I pushed him: "Don't be here, go back to the bed."

Li Shimin gradually smiled, picked me up, passed through the curtain and gently put it on the couch, stroked my eyebrows and looked at me carefully. I held his hand and put my cold cheek close to his warm palm: "Your Highness, there are often many mysteries hidden in this palace. If I become thoughtful because of this, will you still stay with me?"

Li Shimin smiled and said, "If you become like that, it only shows that you have adapted to the life in this palace. This is the place where the fittest live. As long as you don't do something wrong to me, I won't blame you.

I nodded, and my heart was still depressed. I don't know what I was still worried about. His eyebrows softened, and he kissed, and his lightly frown stretched in shock. I stared at the person in front of me. He loves me so much that he can't bear to make me frown. What else can't I let go?

I clung to my heartbeat every next moment and went to heaven and earth with him. After Yunyu turned over, I lay in his arms and listened to him talk about the interesting things that happened recently. Most of them were Li Chengqian, Li Ke and Li Tai, but I rarely mentioned Li Kuan. Just now, he also said that he wanted him to give Li Kuan to other concubines to raise, but now he suddenly couldn't bear to give up. Therefore, I still forced Li Kuan back. He was still a child. If he suddenly didn't want him because of his illness, what would he feel? Besides, I really couldn't bear to give up.

Li Shimin said that he would return it to me when Li Kuan fully recovered. I promised him with a smile. When I met his eyes, I realized his other purpose. He said, "On the one hand, you are weak and afraid that Kuan'er will pass on the disease to you; secondly, your hall has been empty during this period, and no one disturbs. It's really quiet." After saying that, he lowered his head and kissed me, which made me laugh that he had such a careful thought in his heart.

The weather is particularly warm these days. I also like to walk on the palace road in the afternoon, and my mood has become very cheerful.

A maid of honor bent down in front of me came quickly. I recognized her. She was the maid of honor in Yan Jingwen Hall. I smiled. I didn't expect her to see me, but she suddenly tripped and turned to me. I couldn't help laughing and asked, "What did you do to panic so much that I forgot my feet." Are you afraid of me?"

"Damn it!" The maid fell on the ground and kowtowed in a panic, but I still smiled and let her go. Maybe he was too panicked, and there was a letter on the kneeling ground just now. Thinking that it might be a letter from Yan Jingwen, he was going to ask someone to call the maid back. The palace man picked up the letter and gave it to me. I took it and looked at it inadvertently. I was shocked and immediately hid it in the sleeve pocket. No one noticed around, so I moved to the Yanjingwen Hall.

When Yan Jingwen saw me coming, she happily invited me to sit down and taste the newly made pastries. I asked her to sit back with a faint smile. She looked at me and waved her hand to let the palace people go down. I took out the envelope in my sleeve and put it on the table. The signature on the envelope was Qin Shubao.

Yan Jingwen looked at the envelope on the desk in surprise and opened her mouth. I didn't intentionally intercept your letter. It was your maid who accidentally left it and was picked up by me. With a sense of helplessness, I said softly, "Yan Chenghui, do you know what would happen to you if someone else picked up this letter?"

Yan Jingwen was still not willing to give up on Qin Shubao. She actually sent people to secretly deliver letters regardless of the consequences. Didn't she think that if it was not me who got this letter today, it was not only her who suffered, but also Qin Shubao, and all the palace people in this hall?