Chapter 178 Rosemary 1
I was dizzy all day long. After lying on the couch for a few days, I was finally able to get up and walk and sit down. Because of poor appetite and stomach disease, honey water is often needed to relieve the pain. The weather in early spring is slightly warm, and the flowers are also blooming delicately. The palace pink plums and pink roses in the yard can no longer beat my emotions. I have become numb. Looking at the flowers blooming and falling, there is no usual joy and sigh. Looking back at the empty Deqing Palace, I just sat in this seat and looked at the changes little by little, leaving me alone.
Although I don't go to Deqing Palace, I want to know what's going on around Li Shimin. I secretly sent a maid to inquire day and listen night. He also occasionally comes to my Deqing Palace, but I always refuse to face him with rest. When I lay on the couch, he sat on the opposite chair. After an hour or two, he would leave, and we would not say a word. I miss him in my heart, but I don't know what to do with him. As in the past, it is impossible to think that it has never happened, but I can't insist on competing with him day by day. It's just useless. No one knows the contradictions in my heart. I wander around the intersection I weave all day long, indecisive. Or, this is because there is still a little hope for him.
The maid of honor came back from Eunuch Zhou again. The martial artist touched the dragon's anger, lost his favor overnight and returned to the court palace. At the same time, Li Shimin is in poor health and occasionally dizzy, but he has been busy with government affairs. Shang Pharmaceutical Bureau judged that it was a mild poisoning, but it could not be found inside and outside what caused the poison. The most worrying thing is that someone wants to harm Li Shimin. Li Shimin did not scare the snake, but only let Dali Temple investigate secretly, and his poisoning symptoms are getting deeper and deeper.
The martial arts man lost his favor overnight, and this deep palace really changed like a sudden change. And Li Shimin was so sound that someone poisoned him. Who is so presumptuous in this palace? Because of this news, I sleep worse and often dream. I don't know what I dreamed of, but I feel afraid of the future. On this day, I still slept uneasily. When I woke up, I was already sweating profusely. I opened my eyes and saw a shadow floating beside the couch in a trance, and a pair of beautiful phoenix eyes were worried about looking at me. Seeing me wake up, he quickly took out his sweat towel to wipe my sweat. I smiled and asked, "Why did Youer come here?"
Li You carefully wiped off the cold sweat on my forehead, folded it up and put it down again. His eyes gradually turned into joy: "My father said that my son was sick, and he also said that my mother's concubine was not feeling well, so he did not let my son's come to visit my mother. Now that my son is fine, I can finally see my mother and concubine!"
I smiled and said, "As long as Youer is fine, you will read more and practice more in your spare time. Naturally, your health will not be bad."
"The mother's lesson is." Li You sat on the edge of my couch and continued, "When my son is sick, my uncle is taking care of me. In recent years, in Qizhou, uncles have taught their children the most, and their ministers will not live up to the hope of their mother and uncles.
Hongzhi. I pondered a little. In those years, Hongzhi was insidious in the palace. Now Li You, who can teach, should be happy, but I always feel uneasy in my heart, and I don't know why. I asked Li You tentatively, "Why didn't my uncle come with you today?"
Li You said, "My uncle went out of the palace and returned home. He was not in the palace."
I suddenly nodded and inadvertently wrote it down. Li You chatted with me about what happened in Qizhou. He likes hunting, and Zang Junmo and Liang Mengbiao are lucky to shoot him with good riding. But I know a little about the character of these two people. They only play and don't do their jobs. This is a treacherous friend. Li You looks very attached to these two people. I can't say it directly. I plan to find an opportunity to ask Li Shimin more capable people to give him.
The next day, I came out of Deqing Palace with the heart of Hongzhi. The sun outside is gentle, but it shines directly on my eyes and I can't open them. I am helped by the maid to walk slowly and can still hold on after going out for an hour. Li You said that Hongzhi usually accompanied him in the Wude Hall, but when I walked to that side, I saw Hongzhi come out of the Wude Hall. I calculated that there is still half an hour away from Shenshi. Where is he going?
I turned back and asked him to go there first, and then follow up. I was a little far away from him, and my eyes never left his back until he bent down into a yard. Looking up again, this hall is actually a hot spring palace for Li Shimin's bathing! This is a holy place. Except for palace eunuchs and maids, no other palace people are allowed to go in and out. He is sneaky here, is it...
I ordered the palace people to stay outside the courtyard and followed in. The doors of the hall were closed, and Hongzhi had disappeared. Just as I gave up leaving, the door of the side hall suddenly opened, and Hongzhi sneaked out of it. Obviously, he hadn't found me yet. My voice was hoarse and shouted angrily to the man, "Hongzhi!"
Suddenly hearing my voice, Hongzhi's arm shook, and something that had not been hidden fell out of his sleeve. It was a small porcelain bottle. I turned my eyes to the porcelain bottle and slowly turned to his nervous face, and said solemnly, "What did you put in the water of the hot spring palace?"
He didn't say anything and picked up the bottle and put it back in his sleeve. I stared at him and asked in a deep breath, "Is the emperor's illness related to you?"
He had his eyes, his eyes became sharp, and he said without concealing, "Well, since you found out, I'll tell you that the poison was mine. I'm going to let the Li family die!"
I was angry and scolded in a low voice: "What do you mean! You'er is also from the Li family, and he is also your nephew! What's wrong with the Li family? You have to do such a thing! If the emperor hadn't found you, you wouldn't have suffered now!"
He locked my eyes firmly, and then opened his mouth. His voice was very soft. Only the two of us could hear it, but every word fell extremely heavy: "At the beginning, if it hadn't been for them, you wouldn't have entered the palace, me and my father and I wouldn't have been hunted down, my father would not have died, and I wouldn't have been on the streets!"
I shook my head, suppressed my anger and said slowly, "Now that you have reunited and you have become an official position, all this is making up for. What else do you have to be dissatisfied with?"
Hongzhi is cold. I have never seen such fierce eyes: "Has he ever tasted the pain of family destruction? Even if he gives me more, I still hate him. Do you think I like to stay in the palace?"
Originally, my doubts and uneasiness about him were even stronger. I held him tightly and asked him deeply, "You told me that you tried your best to seize Youer's trust only because you were an uncle!"
Hongzhi shook his sleeve: "It's inconvenient to mention this matter again. Sister, let's go back to the palace to raise her body!"
I grabbed him and said, "You go with me and see the emperor."
As soon as he heard my words, he immediately got anxious and pushed me away: "Are you crazy!"
I was unstable, and quickly held the pillar and gasped, and my eyes still stopped on his face: "If you don't go with me, I can tell the emperor by myself, which is more important, and you can consider it yourself!"
I turned my head, my feet shook gently, and I almost couldn't stand it. And Hongzhi rushed forward and didn't let me go because of my words. He took my arm and said that he could not hurt him like this, saying that he was my brother. He not only knows that it is my younger brother, but also wants to harm Li Shimin with the heart of a villain. He is my husband and the king of a country! Hongzhi pulled me back and shook my shoulder to speak. I was dizzy and couldn't hear what he was saying. The discomfort all over the body sparked in my stomach. I pushed him away angrily, but I didn't stand firm and fell down. The top of my head shook, and I hit the stone pillar. But it's not over yet. I heard Hongzhi say, "Sister!" The exclamation, the strong sound of water waves hit my ears, and the piercing coolness rushed in from all over the body. I fell into the water.
It's early spring now. Although the sun is warm, the spring water is very cool. My robes were soaked in water, and I was suddenly forgotten to be dragged by the heavy robe. I subconsciously reached out and fluttered, and I was exhausted after a few times. Hearing someone jump down on the shore, and soon I was dragged to the surface by two waters. I heard Hongzhi's crying voice: "Sister, I didn't mean to! Forgive me, forgive me..."
And when my head surfaced, a heat stream suddenly rushed to my forehead, and the pain increased. I was in pain, holding my heavy head, and I only felt that something was stirring desperately, like thousands of bugs were biting. The body was lifted up to the porch by Hongzhi, and the palace people quickly twisted the water for me. I opened my eyes slightly and saw that the sky was gray. The heat above my head sank and gradually spread around. The feeling of biting became more and more obvious, as if it was about to explode! I shook my head vibly, and I fainted in front of my eyes.
I don't know anything about what happened later. All I know is that I had a long dream, so real and painful.
It was sunny that day, and he took my hand and walked outside the city.
My hand just covered the palm of his hand, which was warm. He twisted a small flower and stuffed it in my hand and held it together. He said, "Qiyan, when I finish what my father told me, I will come back to marry you."
I played with the tender yellow flower and said with a smile, "How do you know I would like it?"
He hugged me and kissed me and said, "Is it possible that you are not going to get married?"
I was actually happy, but instead pushed him to point to the white cloudy sky and said, "Okay! If you can pick a basket of stars for me, I will marry you.
I just think this sentence is for him. Who in the world can really pick off the stars in the sky? And he, looking at the blue sky, agreed. At that time, I was surprised that it was daytime, and there were no stars to pick for him. But I think I have to follow him anyway, and of course I think so.
When he asked me out, I avoided the housekeeper and quietly went to him.
When he found him, he was standing under the distant starry sky and looking at me with a smile. Two small dimples were very cute on his face. Tonight, he wore a white robe and looked handsome in the wind. In my eyes, Feng Feng is the most beautiful man I have ever seen.
When I think of what I said during the day, my face couldn't help but heat up. But he smiled and asked, "Do you have a basket?"
I was shocked, "I'll get it."
He immediately returned to me and stood in front of me and spread his hands: "Then you don't have to take it."
Yi Feng took a step aside. I saw a big jar behind him, and I don't know where he got it. I walked to the big jar and my heart suddenly felt hot. The big jar is full of water, and the water is clear with the stars on the night.
"Since there is no basket, are you satisfied with giving you a jar of stars?" Fei Feng asked with a smile.
My eyes were hot and I was close to his arms. The warm breath fell on my neck. He suddenly sighed and said silently for a moment, "Qiyan, I'm leaving tomorrow."
He has always been very busy and sometimes can't find him for a few days. I knew that he was busy with what his father told me, so I quietly waited for him to come to me, but I didn't want to be so soon. It wasn't long before he said he wanted to leave. I looked up at him, and his eyes were better than the stars in the sky.
He untied the jade pendant at his waist and put it in the palm of my hand. The jade pendant is a hundred blessings, composed of cloud patterns and bats. The shape of the cloud pattern is as if it is satisfactory and continuous, which means that it will last for a long time; "bat" means "blessing everywhere". It symbolizes the endlessness of good wishes and happiness.
"Qiyan, you have to wait for me. This time, I will be back soon."
I remember what he said. I'm determined to wait. I believe him. It's just that I'm a little sad. My waiting has become a habit. I'm afraid that one day my waiting will become despair or even he has disdained my waiting. Fei Feng, when can you wait for me?
I didn't bring back that jar of stars after all, because he said, "In the future, we will also put a water jar full of stars in our small yard."
At that time, I thought: What if the night is dark or rainy?
But I still didn't ask, otherwise he should blame me for worrying about this. He didn't know that I was actually worried about gains and losses.
If you want to leave, I will naturally follow... However, you won't let me.