Extra--Gu Nianer

Xiran and I have been best friends since we entered the palace. The first time we were punished was outside the palace of Liu Meiren. After sharing joys and sorrows that time, my intuition told me that she would be the person I could not betray. However, it was also because of that time that I saw Song Yi's concern for Xiran, and my heart was faintly unhappy. I think this is love.

Every night after that, I spent it in pain. The person I like and my best sister is undoubtedly the greatest pain. I can't blame her and hate her, because Song Yi has never belonged to me, so I can only like and feel sad silently.

Former Prince Li Jiancheng and today's emperor Li Shimin have been surrounded by Xiran, one is tender and the other is cold. It can be seen that Xiran really likes Li Shimin, and he only treats Song Yi with a normal heart. It was because of such a normal heart that it hurt Song Yi fiercely. He liked her so much. On the surface, it was light, but in private, it was heartbreaking. Heartache is often one after another. He hurts, and I also hurts. He hurts, and I hurt even more!

Li Shimin, who became the emperor, still noticed that in addition to Li Jiancheng, there was also Song Yi silently guarding Xiran. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I'm actually glad that the emperor knows, because he gave Song Yi a decree with me: marriage!

But Song Yi didn't fall in love with me, and even said he never touched me. He still treats me like a friend and brother and sister in the pharmacy! He persistently hides a person in his heart, and he has never changed or wavered. However, Caiqi saw a clue from it and seized the opportunity. On that day, she issued a decree to me to go out of the palace to choose medicine, and designed it to make the emperor misunderstand Song Yihe and Xiran. There is a limit to people's patience, not to mention that the emperor should not offend him at all. Just because this time, the emperor's dissatisfaction with Song Yi in his heart became deeper and deeper.

Later, Xiran was imprisoned by the emperor for a year for a private investigation and was haggard. I went to the palace several times to ask for a meeting, but the emperor refused. For the last time, I overheard his secret. At present, he did not punish me, but I already felt a faint murderous intention in his eyes. He didn't allow me to enter the palace again, and I was not allowed to associate with Xiran again, but he allowed me to enter the Deqing Palace this time. He secretly removed so many people, will he really let me go of my sisterhood? Of course not. I got together with Xiran in Deqing Palace. Outside, he sent him to monitor my bodyguards. If I mention eavesdropping, I will definitely die on the spot!

Naturally, these are just the beginning.

It wasn't long before Song Yi had an accident. I don't know where the drug list came out and falsely accused Song Yi of murdering Li You. I can't believe it! However, no matter how I asked those ministers outside the palace, the answer I got was conclusive and irrevocable! If the emperor didn't want to do this, how could it be? At this time, I deeply felt an ominous foreboding that the emperor wanted to kill Song Yi, and the charge was just a cover. The emperor is jealous and unbearable! It's not just him, but also me. I think when Song Yi goes, my journey won't be long.

When Song Yi left, I didn't see him off. I settled the monthly salary of the servants in the house and let them find another way out. I was the only one left in the whole mansion. The yard outside was his favorite place to stop. His footsteps and his shadow were still wandering in this yard, and I felt more and more lonely and helpless.

The most in the house is medicine, so it is not difficult to find a poison. It's noon, and I dare not think about the scene of the beheading of the market, just take the poison at this moment. The fire sank from the throat to the belly, and the whole body suddenly burned unbearable. His eyes were dazzling and his head swelled. I don't know what kind of poison it is. I put several uneatable drugs together, so that... no one can save me, so that... I can follow him and go to heaven and earth!

If I don't go, the man who has too many secrets hidden in the world will never let me go. Breaking by itself can also be regarded as reducing the slightest burden for the beloved man. I can't betray Xiran, I can't betray Song Yi, so I have to betray my life.

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