Chapter 1: Happy Breakup 1
[I've thought about it. Let's break up.]
The drowsy mind was stunned by the sudden impact, and the hesitant fingers stayed on the keyboard, typing every word very hard.
[If this is your choice, then I promise.]
[Sorry, I still like to be alone.]
[Do you still like that person? Or you still like it...
[Let's be friends... Just like before...]
...
Your fingers stay on the thin keyboard of the mobile phone, and you can't type any more words.
Mr. Ma Zhe in front of him was still talking with great interest, but Xiaochuan's head was deeply buried in his arms. There was something warm in his eyes. The cold crawled all over his body for a moment, inch by inch, and his nerves were attacked by something, and he was sad and couldn't extricate himself.
I don't know what the chaotic mind is thinking. My whole body seems to be trapped in endless despair, looking for a warm embrace to cry.
The world is broken like this. The thing that I have carefully maintained for so long has become fragments in an instant.
Didn't you know the ending a long time ago? Xiaochuan smiled bitterly. He didn't guess the ending for a long time, but he didn't expect it to come so quickly.
Sweet words are really unrehesable. It turns out that I know everything.
The bell is ringing, and it's time for lunch. There is still a meeting at noon, so you can't be sad like this. Xiaochuan picked up his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom.
The warm things are gone, because I still have to smile at those children. Anyway, I am a deputy minister, and there are still a lot of things to do. So, you can't cry...
I don't want to have lunch, and no one will urge me to have lunch anymore. Ogawa looked at the people coming and going in the canteen.
After drinking a very cold drink, it was so cold that it was not as cold as my heart. It was cold to the bone.
I went to find the coldest ice cream. It's not that I don't know that I have a stomach problem, but that kind of sadness needs to be vented.
Meeting with a smile, doing everything with a smile. It turns out that you can still smile when it hurts.
[I broke up with him.]
[why?]
[He said he still likes someone.]
[...]
[He said we still want to be friends.]
[Where are you? I'll find you?]
[I want to miss class]
[Your head up, idiot, go to class well, no, wait for me]
[Teaching Building Hall]
[Wait for me... I'll be there later.
The mobile phone in my hand seems to be particularly heavy. It's really heavy. If you want to throw it out hard, you still don't want it. Very expensive mobile phones, I'm poor. Xiaochuan looked at his mobile phone with no expression on his face.
Xiaomei is a boy, not very like a boy's name, but she is an infatuated Xiaomei. Xiaochuan is a girl, not very like a girl's name, but very silly Xiaochuan.
The person Xiaomei loves is not Xiaochuan. Xiaochuan is stupidly in love with Xiaomei.
In fact, love is so simple. The person I love doesn't love me, and I don't love the person who loves me.
It is Xiaomei who says 'love you', and it is also Xiaomei who says 'breakup'.
"What the hell is going on?" Xiao Meng rushed over and grabbed Xiaochuan, "Hurry up and make it clear. What's going on?"
"Nothing, we broke up."
"Why?"
"Why not?"
"Dizzy, what did he say?"
Xiaochuan did not answer, but just took out the record from the short information book and showed it to Xiaomeng.
"Bastard."
"It's time for class."
"Okay, I have to go to class. You should also go to class."
Xiaomeng pushed Xiaochuan to the door of the classroom, "Hurry up and have a good class. Don't skip class."
Ogawa squeezed out a smile and said weakly, "I'm fine. You can go to class, too."
" Don't think about it. Go to class quickly."
In the afternoon, it was a math class. I had no intention at all. I was absent-minded, and Xiaochuan's mind was blank.
[I'm messy]
[What else did that bastard say]
[Nothing, can you stay with me at night?]
[See you in the lotus pond after class]
[Good]
The spread out textbook is on the desktop, but Xiaochuan has no intention of listening to the class. He keeps playing with his mobile phone, hoping that all this is just a joke. But the mobile phone is very calm and there is no vibration. The heart fell into the cliff of despair and had nowhere to climb.
Xiaochuan buried his head in the textbook and was careful not to let anyone find his expression. Loneliness or sadness had nothing to do with them. He sat quietly in the corner as if nothing had happened.
Throughout the afternoon, the cold food at noon played a role, and the stomach began to feel a dull pain. A trace came out from the inside of the body. It would not faint or cry with pain, but just use pain to vent the sadness in the heart.
After class, she hasn't arrived at the lotus pond. She is Orange, which is Xiaomei's favorite person. Xiaochuan knows Xiaomei because of Orange. She is with Xiaomei because of Orange. Xiaomei broke up because of Orange and Xiaochuan, but Ogawa and Orange are friends, the best friends in this university.
Before the orange came, Xiaochuan looked around. The students in twos and threes were out of class, and their stomachs began to churt, which was the pain of mixing together. Xiaochuan squatted down and was in pain. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't find his tears.
"What's the matter?" The orange has arrived, pull up Xiaochuan. Orange's hair is very short, sometimes like a boy, some of which are different from girls of the same age, but also a little strong.
"I have a stomachache." Ogawa tried to squeeze a smile on his face, "I want to drink."
"What kind of wine do you drink?" Orange frowned with a little unhappiness in his eyes. "Do you want to drink if you have a stomachache? Looking for death?"
"But I'm sad." Xiaochuan still smiled. Even if he didn't look in the mirror, Xiaochuan knew that the smile must be ugly.
"You can't drink if you're sad. Let's go to dinner."
Orange took Xiaochuan to the canteen.
"What did you eat for lunch?"
"I didn't eat it. I drank a cold drink and ate an ice cream."
"You..." Orange looked helpless, "Is it worth it for him?"
"It's not for him." Ogawa smiled reluctantly.
"He is not suitable for you." Orange said while dealing with the noodles in his bowl.
"I know, but..." Xiaochuan didn't go on. The chopsticks in his hand basically didn't move. His stomach hurt so much that he couldn't support it, but there was a smile on his face.
"Let's go sing, call Xiaomeng up and shout."
"Good..." Xiaochuan nodded.
"Xiao Meng, call Xiao Yu, let's sing." Orange said to the phone.
"Okay..."
Xiao Meng and Xiao Yu will arrive soon.
"What's the matter?" Xiaoyu is a very serious boy. 170 may be a little short, but he is very cheerful. Four people met in the animation club. At that time, Orange was the captain, Xiaomeng and Xiaochuan were the deputy captain, and Xiaoyu was the most handsome boy in the team.
"Nothing, I'm disappointed in love."
"Oh..." Xiao Yu looked at Xiaochuan, "It's okay. I'm also disappointed in love."
"Poor Xiao Yu." Xiaochuan gently patted Xiao Yu on the shoulder, "Have mercy on each other."
"Let's go to karaoke." Orange jumped up and shouted, "singing and singing."