Chapter 5: I Decide 1
Ogawa shook his head and wanted to dig those memories out of his mind. Those were just the past, no longer the present. He still had to face everything alone.
If their departure is what they want, then give it to them.
The last time he had a showdown with the president, Ogawa made a plan for the public election. It is true that the president has the right to allocate personnel, but it is a little too much to accumulate wealth. I always want those children to learn more, instead of being used as a tool to accumulate wealth so early.
"President, this is the planning of the public election of the community. I hope to hold the public election of the community." Ogawa put the plan on the chairman's table.
"It's impossible." The president is a junior student, a year older than Ogawa, and he is more old-fashioned. Not long after Xiaochuan and Xiaotang fell out, Xiaotang resigned under the pressure of the president. At the same time, a group of ministers belonging to Xiaotang faction also left. A few days ago, the president also squeezed out the head of the outreach department who did not belong to the same faction. Now in addition to the neutral faction, the rest of the association are his own people.
"Why?" Xiaochuan asked.
"Why not?" The president narrowed his eyes, and Xiaochuan suddenly thought that he was a fox, a very cunning fox.
"Then I will resign."
"Why? I want to hear your reason." The unique southern accent and long tone made Xiaochuan feel a little bored.
"The minister doesn't care about the ministry. I'm very tired alone, and the minister said he would resign." Ogawa breathed a sigh of relief and said slowly.
"Oh?" The president raised his eyebrows and said, "Why didn't I know that Xiao Jin was going to resign? He just told me that he couldn't leave.
"He's not leaving?" Xiaochuan was very surprised, "Then I'm leaving too."
"There is always a reason to leave, right?" The president has more cunning in his eyes than Xiao Jin.
"I just said it." Xiaochuan suddenly felt very tired and didn't want to say anything more.
"I hope you can think about it carefully. It's the National Day holiday soon. I'll listen to your reply after the National Day." The fox showed his tail. Xiaochuan knew that he actually didn't want to leave himself. Only when he left by himself could he do what he wanted better. Then do as he wanted.
Xiaochuan didn't bother to say anything. He went out of the office, took out his phone and called Xiao Jin, "I heard that you are not leaving?"
"That... I still have money to stay with the president. I want to leave, but I can't. Xiaochuan's hand suddenly trembled slightly. It turned out that he was so easy to get angry, perhaps more chilled, the kind of sadness of being betrayed.
"It's up to you." Xiaochuan was a little annoyed, but he didn't want to be angry with this person. Maybe he was tired or didn't think it was worth it. "I resigned."
"Okay, I will resign soon." Xiao Jin said in a hurry.
"I don't care what you think. As you wish, I resigned." Xiaochuan hung up the phone and walked alone on the campus. He was a little depressed and happy.
If I leave, everyone will be happy, Ogawa thought.
It turns out that leaving is not the choice you gave me, and my happiness will come back. Xiaochuan listened to the songs in his mobile phone, with a melodious voice, and there was no trace of nostalgia. "My happiness will come back. As long as I have loved so deeply, don't ask if it's worth it. My happiness will come back. It's not who gave me a choice to leave. You didn't give me a choice to leave.
The afternoon sun shines on you. It's warm. Although the autumn in this city is coming late, it is almost October, but it is still as warm as summer. There is still green in the whole campus. One-on-one couples walk past Xiaochuan, just like a beautiful scenery on the campus, which is very beautiful.
How long has it been since you enjoyed your leisure? Ogawa looked around.
I just left like this. It seems to be a little reluctant. I'm really reluctant and a little sad. Xiaochuan raised his head and didn't want tears to fall.
I have always respected your choice. You choose to leave, I let go, and you make a decision for me. Should I always follow it?
"I'm going to your place on National Day."
"Come on."
"I have bought the ticket."
"Ye-huh, I'll wait for you here."
Xiaolong, Xiaochuan's junior high school classmate, called from the distant capital and wanted to come to Xiaochuan for eleven or seven days, and seven days of happiness. Xiaochuan agreed with a smile. In fact, he also missed some of his former classmates. I haven't seen him for a long time. I haven't contacted him for a long time. I don't know if everyone is doing well.
The railway station in this city is very large, but Xiaochuan always feels that it is not as good as his hometown. He suddenly misses home and misses it very much.
On the weekend before the National Day, there should not have been a holiday. Ogawa asked for leave in the name of registering for the exam.
On the weekend before the National Day, the railway station was very crowded. I don't know why, China's railway stations are always very crowded, as if there is no free time. Xiaochuan waited outside the platform, looking at the stop sign on the railway station boredly. Occasionally, he flashed the number of the train that Xiaochuan could go home. Xiaochuan would always jump up happily, and then scratched a trace of loss on his face. Twenty-four hours, the journey home is always too far, and I have envied those students who can go home all the time. But since I chose here, I don't want to give myself a reason to regret. Even if it's lonely, I have to bear it myself.
"Ogawa?" Xiaolong's voice passed through the wall and was only seen at the party in summer, so it was not strange even if they were separated for a long time.
"You've arrived." Xiaochuan looked down at Xiaolong's bag, reached out to take it, and smiled, "How's it going? Are you tired?"
"I'm exhausted." Xiaolong looked painful, "I sat for a long time."
"Who asked you to have a hard seat?" Xiaochuan smiled and said, "Let's go back to the dormitory first."
"Okay, I'm so sleepy." Xiaolong shouted and yawned.
Two people returned to the dormitory. The conditions of Ogawa's dormitory are actually quite good. Twelve people share three bedrooms and one living room, four people have one room, and twelve people have a public TV and shower room. The conditions are much better than ordinary schools.
"Are you tired?"
"Ye-huh."
"Let's take a shower first." Xiaochuan said with a smile, "Then let's go to the canteen for dinner."
"Good." The answer was straightforward, because Xiaolong had no other strength to say anything.
Xiaolong, who has taken a shower, relies on Xiaochuan's **. Don't eat, just muttering that he wants to sleep. Xiaochuan smiled bitterly and went with her. After all, the 17-hour hard seat was so hard.
Originally, the two of them wanted to go to the Confucius Temple at night, which was the snack gathering place in the city, but Xiaolong was weak, so Xiaochuan had to do it.
The two of them talked about the jokes of junior high school. Xiaochuan smiled happily, as if he had returned to that very simple time, talking with his good friends and was extremely happy.