Chapter 62 The past is like smoke
Taking advantage of the time of the class, Chi Xiaomi found Lin Ruomeng.
When I found her, she was dancing in the mirror in the dance studio.
Chi Xiaomi stood at the door and enjoyed it for a long time before he remembered his purpose of coming to find Mr. Lin. He sighed at Lin Ruomeng's beautiful dancing posture and her natural eye-catching star temperament.
"Mr. Lin, I have something to ask you."
Chi Xiaomi walked to Lin Ruomeng, and the whole wall-sized mirror projected the figure of her and Lin Ruomeng, as if the clown and the goddess were talking. She took a look, but she couldn't look at it again.
People are better than people, and they are really better than dead people.
Lin Ruomeng put away his arms and turned his head to see the slight color on Chi Xiaomi's face.
It seems that the task she gave to McDull was not completed by the guy.
Chi Xiaomi still can't get rid of the shadow of inferiority. She knew that this huge shadow from her childhood could not be completely washed away for a while, but she couldn't help saying angrily, "Chi Xiaomi, raise your head!"
Chi Xiaomi was shocked by her sudden anger and looked up at Lin Ruomeng puzzledly.
"That lazy McDull doesn't seem to have completed my task. I'll settle accounts with him when I go back. Now, Chi Xiaomi, tell me, do you see that I'm self-emy?! Why do you keep your head down?!"
"I..."
Lin Ruomeng didn't wait for her to explain and continued to say angrily, "Don't let me see you bow your head in the future! Otherwise..." She suddenly smiled, "I will deduct one percent of your salary."
"Deduct money?" Chi Xiaomi didn't expect that the punishment that Mr. Lin said was a deduction of money. "Teacher, my salary is not much..."
"It seems that you didn't look at the contract... It must be a good thing for that lazy cat. Let me tell you, this one percent also has five digits.
Five...ten thousand?
"I have so much salary?!" Chi Xiaomi's eyes widened in astonishment. As far as she knows, those extras are only paid dozens of yuan a day. Even if she is the leading actor, after all, she has no reputation and no face, let alone acting skills. She thinks she can be more than an extra at most.
"Yes..." Lin Ruomeng walked to the front of the piano with a charming smile and sat down and said, "In the future, if I see you have an inferiority complex, I will deduct one percent of you. If you don't care about money, just feel inferior to your heart's content! I don't mind finding a free labor. Today..."
Chi Xiaomi immediately raised his head and said, "I don't feel inferior today!"
Lin Ruomeng laughed and said, "Then just take it as if you didn't see it today. Come here."
Chi Xiaomi walked to the front of the piano.
"Chi Xiaomi, this is the first and last time I have said these words. You either remember to implement it for me, or you will always be a loser.
"Teacher, you said."
"Buddha said: All sentient beings are equal. This is not an empty word. People are equal in the first place, and there is no difference between good or bad. All the inferiority complex and the feeling that you are not as good as others are actually mediocre people. Why do people have to compare with others when they are alive? The reason why others call others is that others can never be yourself. You can't feel your pain or your happiness. Therefore, we just need to look at ourselves, pursue our own goals, and turn ourselves into the last self, which is the right pursuit of life. Your eyes can only see the good of others, and you can't see your own good. How can you think of yourself? If you look down on yourself, others will look down on you even more. Am I right?"
"I also want to know, teacher." Chi Xiaomi is now suddenly curious about the big Garfield.
"I remember that at that time, he told me that all glory is actually not important to me. He has been pursuing himself all his life.
Chi Xiaomi is getting more and more incomprehensible.
"I know you didn't understand, and I didn't understand at that time. Later, I learned that to be the best of yourself, you are the king of the world, not the king in the eyes of others. Do you understand now?"
Chi Xiaomi shook his head and said, "I don't understand, teacher. It seems that I only heard you emphasize two words repeatedly: self, others.
"When you go back and figure out the difference between these two words, you will understand the meaning of what I said. Now it's your turn to talk about it. What's the matter with you coming to me?
Lin Ruomeng ended her education and asked Chi Xiaomi's intention. She also probably guessed why Chi Xiaomi came to her.
"Mr. Lin, you said this play was made for me, didn't you?"
"That's right."
"Then I don't understand why you want Huang Yeyuan and Wu Ma Jing to join the crew... Teacher, you clearly know our relationship..."
"What's your relationship?" Lin Ruomeng asked with a smile, and she deliberately pretended not to understand.
"Wu Ma Jingyi hates me, and Huang Yeyuan also hates me." Chi Xiaomi said truthfully.
"Do you hate them?" Lin Ruomeng asked her back.
Do you hate them... Chi Xiaomi herself hasn't thought about this problem. Although she is always dissatisfied with Wu Ma Jingyi, and is unhappy with Huang Yeyuan's ruthlessness and mockery of herself, but the two of them are not the people they hate... It seems that... She didn't ask for it from the bottom of her heart. Who are you tired of...