Chapter 10 Nirvana of the Heart

"How dare you let me kill myself?"

Yuchen kept shaking his head and talking to himself in disbelief. Looking at himself in front of him, he seemed to have returned to the distant past and returned to the coldness, with no feelings or even feelings.

He is an evolutionist. He has always been an evolutionist. Even if his body is not, his heart is still the ultimate evolutionist. Although he doesn't want to admit it, because he has come to a new world, he has decided to abandon everything from scratch.

But when he saw the familiar face again, all the psychological lines of defense collapsed in an instant.

"I, I." Constantly shaking his head, Yuchen retreated step by step and suddenly turned around. Yuchen wanted to escape from this place.

"Please stop. Anyway, it's so strange." Yuchen shouted in his heart, trying to find the entrance when he came in.

However, he could no longer find a trace of the entrance. At this time, he stood in an empty room surrounded by walls and ceilings dozens of meters high, covered with all kinds of weapons. The cold material can be thought of just by looking at its hardness, which is definitely not what my current strength can touch.

Yes, as the hardest rock in the whole continent, Palhan Rock is definitely not something that its own power can shake.

That is to say, there is no way to get out of here!

And just as Yuchen looked left and right in horror, the opposite 'self' opened his mouth.

"Let's start fighting." It is clear, and there is no procrastination, and it cuts directly into the theme. Yuchen's heart suffocated. This is what he is talking. Whether it is the tone, style, or even the speed of speech, all kinds of details are reminding Yuchen that the man in front of him is himself.

"This is ridiculous!" Yuchen frowned and thought quickly. As he retreated to the corner of the wall and touched it back, he touched a hand axe hanging on the wall. The hand axe was knocked off and hit the ground with a bang, which looked particularly harsh in this quiet environment.

"You're scared."

There was no chance for Yuchen to refute. Another Yuchen said again, "You are afraid because you can't walk out of the past, because you still live in the past."

"Bastard!" Yuchen dodged and rushed to another himself and punched him in the face. Yuchen clearly saw that the other one was beaten out, hit the wall straight, rolled to the ground, and coughed.

Yuchen looked at his fist in surprise, and the strange feeling in his heart became stronger and stronger. He was actually overwhelmed by anger at that moment, and this unobstructed attack was completely an incredible death-seeking behavior in his opinion!

Why on earth is this?

Is it true that as another himself said, he can't get out of the shadow of the past and the shadow left by another himself?

Are you really escaping? Because of escape, that's why you become angry?

It's just another opportunity that I won't give Yuchen a chance to think. I slowly stood up, and my muscles seemed to be bulging. I turned around and took off a long sword hanging on the wall and turned my hand to Yuchen.

Seeing that the sword was only an inch away from him, Yuchen suddenly woke up and rolled on the ground, avoiding the blow like a broken bamboo. Damn, how could I be distracted? Yuchen was so shocked that he broke out in a cold sweat. If he hadn't avoided it quickly, he might have been stabbed back and forth.

But before Yuchen stabilized his footsteps, the other himself forced himself in front of him again and cut down with a sword.

"Fight, condensed blade!"

Gathering in his hands again, Yuchen barely caught the sword, but even so, his shoulder was still opened.

"You are weak because you can only see the past."

Before the words fell, another Yuchen suddenly launched, and the next second, he had already dodged behind Yuchen.

A clean and neat sword directly cut off Yuchen's back, and blood spewed out like a spring.

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Can I really only see the past?

It seems that the world has turned into darkness, and Yuchen is immersed in the darkness alone. Pictures keep flashing in front of us, that is the past self, research, evolution, research, evolution, destruction, destruction, until rebirth.

For so many years, I have been saying to myself that the path I chose is the right one, and this is the path I pursue.

Is it my fault after all?

What exactly do I want?

In front of Yuchen's eyes, he even showed chaos, and his soul was divided into two, and that mysterious feeling surged from the bottom of his heart. Yuchen couldn't help asking himself whether the road he chose at the beginning was right or wrong?

"All this is just a way for you to deceive yourself. In your heart, you have always been a weak person, living under my strength. When you encounter difficulties, you will only want to ask me for help, and you have never thought about how to solve it by yourself."

"You can never be a complete person, because you don't even know anything about yourself..."

His voice sounded coldly. In the void, another one came slowly. He looked at Yuchen with pity, as if he was looking at a poor bug, a pitiful bug that was not worth his action.

"Those who escape will never have a future."

Listening to another ruthless sneer, Chen's heart seemed to have been hollowed out in an instant. This pain far exceeded the sword wound on his back.

Yuchen felt as if he had sunk into the deep sea, getting deeper and deeper. In the end, no one would remember him, not even himself.

The darkness around him squeezed him out of breath. He tried to break the chaos in his heart, but it was getting deeper and deeper against his wishes.

"Am I wrong?"

"Is it really wrong to live as a human being?"

"Or is it that the former self is wrong?"

I asked myself three questions over and over again, denying the past and the present.

Chen seemed to be trapped in the paradox of a permanent cycle. In any case, he found that what was denied was only himself, and his powerlessness gradually began to devour his heart.

Until...

A smiling face reflected into his eyes. At that moment, Yuchen felt that his eyes were a little wet.

You like me now, Xi.

The first person says that he can't live without himself, and the first person who says... likes himself.

At this time, Xi's gentle smile was deeply in Yuchen's heart, and he had never felt so full.

It's time to make a decision!

turned around and leaned out of his left hand, pulled another sword, let the sword draw his left hand to bleed, took a deep breath, and he smiled.

I used to have everything, and when I lost these, I lost my sense of direction.

Until I found that fact, I seemed to have caught a life-saving straw. I thought it should be my end, so I chose to die.

It turns out that this is just an escape.

Don't say so righteously, don't say so fearless. The path you choose is your own. What kind of evolution? What achievements? What proof of the vertex? Why do you think you are so great?

In the final analysis, I was just an asshole who couldn't even see myself clearly.

Yuchen's eyes gradually glowed with scarlet light. His heart was clear and had never been so clear, as if he could see through the whole world's every move at a glance. His hands were clenched, and a black breath emanated from his body as if it were being pulled and condensed in his hands.

With his left hand pinch, the sword in the other's hand broke.

The breath instantly gathers on the right hand, entangled and absorbed. With the entanglement of breath, a black whirlpool appeared in the air.

seems to be sucking everything. This huge darkness gives people an endless feeling like an abyss. The breath is getting stronger and stronger, and the whole space seems to be distorted.

Finally, when the darkness reached its peak, the huge whirlpool instantly contracted and condensed.

A sword appeared so abruptly in Yuchen's hand.

What exactly is this?

The sword body of Youlan exudes a deadly ** force. It seems that if you take a more look, your whole body and mind will lean over. There is no decoration, but it highlights his touching more than any gorgeous accessories. It seems simple, but in fact it is extremely gorgeous. This contradictory and deadly beauty is suffocating.

Yuchen looked at the sharpness in his hand in surprise, and his heart couldn't help throbbing. He could even feel the breath of the sword.

The sense of breathing like himself makes him comfortable.

And when the legendary sword blade is really in his hand, Yuchen only feels that his soul has become lighter, as if every pore is breathing, and his whole body is extremely comfortable.

The sword wound behind it recovers quickly at an alarming speed, and the newly reborn muscles and skin are quickly entangled and fused. However, in the blink of an eye, the sword mark of the visible bone just now has disappeared, and the skin is as light as before, as if it has never been hurt.

grabbed the other shoulder with one hand, and there was no longer a trace of confusion in Yuchen's eyes.

A clean knife directly cut open another body. At that moment, Yuchen felt that something seemed to be drawn in his heart. Although it was uncomfortable, the ensuing comfort instantly dispelled this uncomfortable feeling without a trace.

Putting aside the past, it turned out to be such a comfortable thing.

It was not until this moment that Chen really understood his heart, what he wanted and what he wanted. He put aside the past and finally became a real person.

Yes, I'm Yuchen. I'm Yuchen in this world. I have family and friends. The reason why I need strength is because... I want to have my own life!

Do you need more reasons?

What race, what world, what human beings, what justice, what evil, why are there so many false and empty ideas!

I only believe in my beliefs! What I protect is the most important thing in my life, not power! Not myself! But to love me and everything I love, this is the life I want!

In the void, Chen seemed to see another himself smiling and nodded gently to himself.

Farewell. In the past, from now on, I am me, and I am Yuchen. I am no longer the evolutionist Chen, but Yuchen, who really exists in this world, Xi'er's brother, Rema and Carian's brother, Mr. Regosa's disciple, and mother's son.

"Good to say!"

The whole space was twisted, and the scenery in front of him gradually faded, and chaos was restored around. The white light gradually increased, and Yuchen returned to the space just now.

There is a man in the space.

The man's perfect figure is full of black light, his eyes are blood red, and the black pupils in the middle of his eyes are extremely deep. It's just that his supposedly perfect body is so dry at this moment that there is no trace of anger.

The man looked up and looked at Yuchen. He smiled, as if he was looking at an old friend he had not seen for many years.

"Welcome back, Yuchen."