Chapter 90 Be awkward and gentle
Once the thought takes root, it will spread. Once people have the thought, they will not give up easily. When the thought turns into an obsession, it will follow life and death. Deep love, deep hatred, and deep obsession.
Pocket knows that his obsession lies in resisting destruction. Once something is destroyed, it will be difficult for her to give up.
She thought that Yin Wei's obsession should be that she couldn't get it. For 7 years, she has turned from an unknown college girl in film and television to a generation of goddesses. She has experienced many storms and countless people, but she is obsessed with the green man who only had two sides with her.
However, what is Hua Tianxiu's obsession? She can't figure it out of her brain. His gloom, he said that there would be no happiness. Why? She thought it was not something that ordinary people could understand. Maybe over the years, his parents have left him, causing him to become depressed? Perhaps, after experiencing too many business wars and living a life of human face and beastly heart, he finally felt tired?
It was too late to speculate. She had been pushed by Yin Wei and fell into the snowy stream. The piercing cold penetrated into the toes and soles of her feet, invaded the two thighs and paralyzed her body. If there is a touch that is more unbearable than pain, it should be this kind of cold.
What is more unbearable than cold is human words.
"You have deprived me of all the joys of my childhood. You have deprived me of my first love. What else do you want to take away now?"
After saying this with tears in her eyes, the expression on her face was so distorted that she no longer looked like her. Pocket only felt a severe pain in his lower body, and his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand up for a moment. The stream flows slowly, but it is enough to resist the strength of her whole body.
She thought she must be frozen to death. If she dies, her limbs must remain in their current rigid state, and the folds of her clothes must be exactly the same as they are now. She will freeze into a sculpture.
A pair of thick arms that came out of the sky quickly picked her up from the water, gasped and looked up, and saw Hua Tianxiu. This must be an illusion before death. Deep in her heart, she must want to drag him to hell together.
The expression on Hua Tianxiu's face was so angry that it was almost a volcanic eruption. She heard his voice in a daze: "What are you doing!"
The panic on Yin Wei's face at that time was that she had never seen before. Suddenly, for a moment, she wanted to stop Hua Tianxiu from roaring at her, but her body was no longer at the command, and she couldn't scream out of her throat.
She was held in his arms and felt her head and body slowly warming up, but her lower legs were as cold as frost. The bones all over the body are about to fight, squeaking and shaking violently. She subconsciously shrank her head into her arms and felt that he had tightened himself.
"Shin pocket, hold on."
His voice is like a whispering cello, familiar and steady. She had a headache that wanted to cry, and her body was so painful that she wanted to split. In the haze, she heard her low lament, and then she fell into it, stuck in...
She thought that she probably slept for a while, maybe for a long time. As usual, she felt sleepy when she was too tired. It is also possible that he didn't fall asleep and just took a nap. Because when she was sleeping, she still heard a lot of noise. The voice of people, the sound of hurried footsteps, the sound of moving instruments, and so on.
She felt her body being turned around, and finally it gradually warmed up, but the organs were hurting. It didn't hurt, but it hurt. She frowned tightly and grabbed the sheet in her hand, trying to fall asleep again. It was not until there was silence around that he slowly opened his eyes.
The person sitting in front of him is Hua Tianxiu. Hua Tianxiu is still here.
This is not a villa. The ceiling and walls are simply decorated. The decorations in the house are more like a hotel. She didn't know where he took her again this time. She sighed and didn't want to look at him.
"This is the hotel for the program team. I have moved here in the past two days. After the people in the group come back from work, I will take you back to the villa, and Visa will give you a full-body examination.
His voice is calm, his words are casual, and he can't hear any emotions. Pocket closed his eyes, felt a colic in his lower abdomen, and subconsciously put one hand on it to get a little warmth. The other hand wanted to move, but there was a needle tube on the back of the hand, and the drops were sliding into the pinhole little by little.
"What's wrong?"
She didn't say anything, but still lay down with an expression on her face. Hua Tianxiu gently lifted the quilt, groped in the quilt with his big hand, touched the back of her cold hand, and finally covered her lower abdomen. His hands were really like a heater, and the warm current hit his body.
"Why don't you learn to be smart?" He lowered his eyes and said in a low tone. If he hadn't heard Yin Wei's voice before hanging up the phone just now, he wouldn't have arrived so quickly. His work mobile phone was not turned off, but Yin Wei took this matter to test her pocket. She expected that things were not good. He immediately rushed over. She didn't expect Yin Wei to make such a heavy hand and pushed people into the glacier water in the winter.
"Did you block the news?" Pocketly asked.
"Did Yin Wei tell you?"
She didn't answer. She sighed and asked, "When you decide to do this, you should know that the news will spread. Why block it?" He also isolated me here... Is this your kindness?"
"I only do what I do, and I don't want to cause criticism. Now the situation is well controlled, and you don't have to worry about public opinion.
"No, it's not good at all." He shook his head weakly, grabbed his wrist on his lower abdomen, turned his face and asked, "They all told me that you are in a bad situation now. Is it because of me? Why did you do this?"
"I have my own way. I said that I owe you all those. You just need to collect debts."
Do you owe her? Debt collection? There was a bitter smile on the corners of her mouth. In an instant, she didn't know what to say. Can she become a creditor one day? She remembers that when she gave birth to a child, her mother once persuaded her like this: "Pocket, don't hate anyone. If people really have to live by the idea of tooth for tooth and eye for eye, then there are no healthy people in this world."
She didn't really understand her mother's words until now. In the past seven years, she has relied herself by turning away from her children, but in these years, she has not punished herself. Love debt is the most difficult to pay off. It's like she owes too much. After spending her whole life, I'm afraid she can't get the missing time of 7 years.
"Don't do this, I can't afford it. I really can't afford it." Pocket raised her eyes and looked at him. Her eyes were empty, no anger, no resentment, no sadness.
"If you can't afford it, just take it as a punishment for me."
The afternoon sun shone into the window and shone on his thin short hair, shining golden brown. His face seemed to be dented, but his eye bags were swollen. His tone at this moment became gentle, but it was strange in her ears. In the past, she had a lot of awkward things to get along with him. Although she was in the same city and in the same school, falling in love was more difficult than a long-distance relationship.
I have forgotten how many times I haven't seen you. I talked on the phone and didn't have an unpleasant conversation. I haven't talked for several weeks. I forgot how many times she thought he didn't like her anymore, and he suddenly appeared again.
They are like pendants hanging on a folded rope, swinging and swinging at a certain point before they hit each other. After the impact, they heal each other, and then look forward to the next impact in the suspicion and ambiguous temptation of **. Coupled with the pressure on their bodies, when two people are in love, most of them are angry and uncomfortable.
At that time, she always tried to maintain the best love at every possible moment, but she often found that no matter how she did it, it was unsatisfactory. In the eyes of the audience, she is excellent in the eyes of her friends, but in front of him, she is always like a clumsy child, saying what is wrong and what is wrong.
At that time, I felt that I was too stupid, and now I feel that maybe some people are destined to be an evil entanglement in their lives. In the past, the way they got along with each other was strange. Not many tacit understanding and tenderness were accidental. Now it seems to be the same. She is not fierce to him, and he is not domineering to her, not like them.
I don't know whether it was emotional depression, or after this period of destructive physique decline, she felt severe abdominal colic, her body trembled slightly, and her lips began to gasp faintly.
Hua Tianxiu felt that the hand she grabbed was unpretentiously cold, and his face changed with surprise. He took a hand away and rummaged for something on the bedside table. Soon he heard the sound of the medicine jar knocking. This guy is going to take some medicine for himself.
Gently put his arm on his arm and said, "I don't take medicine."
Hua Tianxiu has found a box of imported pills and said with determination, "I know your body. This medicine can be taken. The point is that the side effects are small."
She looked at him with a little distrust and wanted to refuse, but she was in pain.
"Vissa confirmed with me, and it's also me who changed your clothes just now."
His voice became smaller, his eyes looked elsewhere, and then began to pour boiling water. He said this in a calm tone as if he had eaten. Pocket just felt that her face turned red. Although it is not the first time for him to see naked **, he can imagine that kind of picture still feels embarrassed. What's more, letting a big man see a woman's period, it's really... what a style...! My mind was in a mess, imagining what kind of scene it would be just now. Is it a river of blood, or is it dripping? His body moved unconsciously and just wanted to stay away from him.
Hua Tianxiu turned his face calmly and brought it over with warm water. As he fed her the medicine, he raised the corners of his lips and said, "Don't doubt my skills. It's not difficult to learn. I haven't used it. At least I've seen a lot in advertisements."
The pocket was full of black lines. It turned out that he doubted that he was testing the effect of his bag and muttered in a low voice: "It's really shameless..."
He proved what shamelessness is with a deep kiss. And she proved with drowsiness that the medicine is not without side effects.
I don't know how long it took for her to wake up by the sound of the door opening. It was A Pan who came in and told them that everyone in the group had packed up and set off. Hua Tianxiu skillfully helped her pull out the syringe. The action was easy and simple. She couldn't help sighing from her heart. Sure enough, she couldn't learn some skills even if she had learned more nursing. She felt that her body had really recovered a lot. As soon as she was about to go to the ground, she was wrapped in a thick blanket by Hua Tianxiu, and then suddenly picked her up.
This is the first time that he was hugged like this when there was an outsider. Pocket buried his face in it and asked in a slightly confused tone, "What am I going to do now?"
"sleep, or pretend to sleep."