Chapter 98 The cone heart is piercing

When he was born, Pocket said that he had no name. When I saw him again, Pocket said, don't call me!

In the past, the curtain appeared in front of us. Pocket remembered that she jumped down the house from the steps on the window sill, and there was a strange feeling of a foreign body falling in her heavy stomach. She remembered that she ran around the house. Her mother, Dr. Yuan and Yu Heng stopped her together. She accidentally bumped into her father. Her father scolded her harshly and said that if she wanted to die, let her die! She still remembers the tearing pain in her lower body when she rolled down the stairs...

She fell into a pool of blood, remembered the man's face, thought of the man, and said to herself, "Take what should be brought, and I'll take you to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow." His voice was so calm, and his expression did not hesitate at all. She once thought that this was enough in her life. However, the next day, he said to himself, "Take off the child and don't come to me again."

If there is something called cheating, she must be the best person in the world. If there is something called betrayal, she must be the one who hurts the most. If there is something called the end of the world, she has already experienced it.

The child was finally born, because she was anxious to die, which led to the early birth of the child.

They all thought she must have forgotten, but in fact, she remembered it clearly. Although it was very painful and confused, she heard it clearly. Dr. Yuan said at that time, "The boy is 3 catties, and the girl is 2 catties and 9 taels."

3 catties, 2 catties and 9 taels. At that time, she was still thinking about how much 3 catties of wine is, how big is it, and how big the child will be...

However, she hates that person. At the moment when the amniotic fluid broke, the sentence she spit out was "I hate you." Tell her how to forgive and forget.

"Pocket, the girl has gone. The rest of the brother, please give her a name." My mother said in a weakly crying tone.

"He has no name."

"Okay, that's called nameless."

For so many years, she knew that her mother had carried her to see the surviving child many times. How many times has she hesitated, whether to take a look, just a glance. However, she put up with it. Grit your teeth and you can bear it.

Mom wouldn't know that when she went to see the nameless, she secretly went to see the doctor behind her back. The doctor asked her to say it, but how could she say it? The pregnancy has been hidden for 7 months, and her father has used so much strength to hide it. How can she say? She could only cry all the time, and finally cried until all her tears dried up.

"My daughter won't cry without great grievances." My mother often says this about her, because she can't be seen by her vulnerability.

Mom said that there was a picture of the child in his mobile phone, saying that he was very cute. How difficult those days were. Every time she saw her mother's mobile phone on the table, she couldn't help but want to open it and turn it over. However, he gritted his teeth and put up with it.

The doctor said, "If you don't want to say it, then put up with it." There is nothing that you can't stand. If you can't stand it, just put up with it from the beginning. If you can't stand it, just say it. Therefore, she can only bear it.

When I knew that the child was nameless, and when I knew that the child was going to call himself, I felt an unprecedented fear. The child smiled at her, talked to her, covered her with a quilt, and talked back to her. It looked exactly like that person.

How can she stand the memories coming back again? How could she stand the despair that the world suddenly sank when the sky was clear? Beautiful things are too easy to destroy. She is willing and no longer beautiful.

When the child said she wanted to find Daddy and Mommy, she seemed to hear the voice of heartbreak. Son, I'm your mommy, but how can I hide it from you? If he knew that her mommy once wanted him to die, if he knew that his father was not looking forward to his birth, would he still want to find them?

"Grandpa said that Daddy and Mommy are very playful and playing hide-and-seek with the nameless. Daddy and Mommy must be waiting for me somewhere. When I'm 10 years old, I'll go to find them.

At that time, she only thought it was the casual language emitted by the child's unique whim. Unexpectedly, he was serious. Moreover, this child knows... This child knows that Hua Tianxiu is the person he is looking for... How can this child know?

"Uncle Hua, pocket, thank you for letting me find it so soon. I thought it would take another three years to see you..."

When the little one said this, the pocket was "buzzing" in his mind, and he was stunned when he looked at the child. My heart seemed to be poked hard by something. It was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

She understood, she understood everything, and the little one knew herself for a long time... So, I heard him call her mommy that day, not in a dream. That's true.

Hua Tianxiu's deep eyes looked at the little one, as if with doubt. The little one wiped away his tears, held his face and said, "I just dreamed! What nonsense. Pocket, let's go! Go home and wait for you without a name."

"No...don't call me..."

Hearing his trembling sound, his pocket body slowly retreated. In an instant, all the complex emotions surged. Child, I'm sorry, Mommy can't face you yet.

The nameless little face was clustered into a ball, the corners of his mouth were tight, and tears began to ooze out of his big eyes. He opened his mouth and his small lips kept **. He couldn't bear to look at it and turned around and rushed out.

Just out of the corridor, I bumped into Gao Xia head-on. He must have been scared by her haste look and held her tightly. Because she came fiercely, the medicine bottle in Gao Xia's pocket fell down and rolled around in the corridor.

Pocket gasped and muttered "I'm sorry" one after another. He bent down to pick it up, but he couldn't pick it up. The medicine bottle rolled farther and farther, and finally rolled under Hua Tianxiu's feet.

Gao Xia also couldn't take care of the things that fell on the ground. She pulled her up and hurriedly asked, "Pocket, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with the little one?"

"I... I won't send it. Please send it for me." She pulled his arm, used all her strength, and finally said it in a weak voice. After saying that, she turned into the corner of the corridor and ran away. All the way, I could hear the little one crying and calling her name: "Pocket...Pocket..."

At the end of the corridor was a secret room with the door closed. She suddenly pushed the door open and buried herself in the darkness. Only in the dark can she feel safe. Only darkness can tolerate everything, her selfishness and her escape.

She curled up on the cold floor and buried her head in her arms. She kept gasping and gasping. There seemed to be something about to jump out of her throat. There was no air in her lungs, but tears could not come out for a long time. Finally, she lay on the floor, pulled her dry voice and shouted out.

The little one almost cried at the top of his voice, pocket, pocket, pocket... He thought that as long as he called her over and over again, she would come back. His pocket will not be so ruthless. As long as he behaves well, as long as he pleases her, she will smile at herself and talk to herself. Yes, you can't cry. Pocket doesn't like him to cry.

He wiped away his tears, jumped down from Hua Tianxiu's arms, and chased after two steps, but accidentally tripped over the medicine bottle and lay on the ground, panting for strength to stand up.

"Pocket...Pocket...No name should call you...Come back quickly, pocket...woo-woo-woo..."

Hua Tianxiu and Gao Xia were stunned by the scene in front of them. They picked up the little one, wiped his face crying like a kitten, patted the dust, and comforted him repeatedly. The little one looked at Hua Tianxiu with tears in his eyes and muttered "Uncle Hua".

In the end, the nameless one was sent away, not Hua Tianxiu, nor pocket, but Gao Xia.

The little one cried in Gao Xia's arms and couldn't hold his breath. He said nonsense: "Uncle Hua, pocket... Uncle Hua... pocket... Why, why don't you come to see me off..."

"No name, isn't there Uncle Gao Xia? If the children knew that you were with Uncle Gao Xia and Uncle Gao Xia hugged you, how much face would you have?

The little one sat in Apan's car and curled up in Gao Xia's arms. This is already a place close to the road at the foot of the mountain. It is far from the villa he lived in, and it is also a long distance from the hotel he left. It took Uncle Gao Xia a long time to bring him here. It took a lot of effort to persuade him not to cry.

The road under the mountain is so long that the end can't be seen clearly. The middle of the road is cleaned, revealing the brown mountain road. There are high snow piles on both sides, and the branches are pressed layer after layer by snow. Under the tree next to him, someone made a small snowman, and the little snowman stood there, like a policeman. He remembered the snow slide Uncle Hua made for himself.

Uncle Hua, you must like the nameless one, right? Otherwise, it won't be such a cold day to build a snow slide for yourself. When he piled it up in a difficult place, he took off his gloves, carefully carved out the shape of ice and snow with his palms, and hit the concave and convex places with his fingers. At the end, Uncle Hua's hands turned red.

Thinking about it without a name, tears began to fall again, and I only saw that the snow scene in front of me became so hazy and blurred.

"What's wrong? Nameless?"

"Uncle Gao Xia..."

"Hmm?"

"If you want to call Daddy, you have to call Mommy, but I can't."

"Why?"

"He's my father, she's my mommy, but I can't call her."