Chapter 32 Return to the Heart
Qin Yan's body trembled and his footsteps paused. After all, he did not stop.
The voice behind him began to turn anxious: "Jian'er, what's wrong with you? Don't you recognize your mother? Don't go. Let your mother take a look at you, it's okay..."
Qin Yan accelerated his pace and bowed his head.
The woman's voice cried behind her: "Don't go, don't be angry with your mother. My mother didn't take good care of you. I'm sorry, but I really miss you. Can you let me have a look..."
There was a heartbreaking pain in Qin Yan's heart, but he did not stop because of this. After all, he gradually drifted away, and the woman's crying gradually became inaudible. After a burst of walking, he finally couldn't hear the sound behind him, so he stopped and lowered his head and gasped.
I don't deserve to be sorry. Everything is done by God's will, and the child is destined to have a bad future. I think you can understand me...
When Qin Yan was distracted, the scene in front of him suddenly changed, and his vision suddenly darkened. When he reacted, he found that he was already in the ghost hall of the Asa Gate. On the high steps ahead, a magnificent body sat loosely on the cold jade seat, and the quiet eyes were looking at him coldly.
"Kneeling down." The man drank casually, but had an irresistible deterrent. Qin Yan instinctively bent his knees and wanted to kneel forward, but he stiffened halfway. Then he slowly straightened up and raised his eyes to meet the man's sight.
The dark torch crackled and jumped, pulling the man's figure like a demon. He seemed to be surprised by Qin Yan's reaction and slowly stood up from the throne. His deep and dark eyes seemed to swallow Qin Yan's soul into it.
"Yan'er, do you dare to disobey the order of being a teacher?" The cold words came out, and endless murderous intent came. Qin Yan trembled all over, as if he had been thrown into the ice and snow in the middle of winter for a moment, and almost his breath was frozen. However, he still controlled his almost trembling instinct and looked at each other without hesitation.
Master, if there is still a flaw in my heart, it will definitely be you. Therefore, the great god in front of you, please don't be mysterious and give it to me--
"Get out!!!"
The whole world was shocked by the loud shout. It was like a boulder thrown into the lake, and the reflection on the water was shattered. In the illusory picture in front of him, the cold hall and the men on the throne turned into broken paper, which disappeared under the impact of the divine consciousness from the origin of Qin Yan's soul.
"Do you want to knock down my young master with this little thing? Don't be delusional! If there is anything else you can take, come here. I'll continue here!"
Before he finished speaking, he saw a ** jade arm put on his shoulder. Yu Hanyan's voice came from behind him: "Brother, it turns out that you are here..." It was completely different from the coldness and nobleness of the past. At this time, Sister Yu's voice was so soft that it could almost drip water. When she turned to Qin Yan, her delicate body was completely under his eyes, and a sense of thunder rose from behind her head and spread to her whole body, as if she had been electrocuted, and she could no longer move.
After a trance, the surrounding environment changed again. Qin Yan found that he had come to a bathroom, his whole body** like Yu Hanyan, and his lower body was soaked in the pool covered with rose petals. The fragrance hit his nose and made people drunk. The delicate body of Yu Hanyan is looming in the water vapor, and the beautiful amorous feelings are enchanting. She smiled charmingly, stuck to Qin Yan's body, gently brushed his cheeks, came to the side of his face, and said in an unprecedented delicate voice, "Little bastard, do you know that since you saved my family that day, the heart of my family has been tied to you..."
There is a faint body fragrance of a beautiful woman in his nose, warm and soft jade in his arms, and sweet words in his ears, Qin Yan is almost drunk. Any man will feel dry at this time and want to do something, he will be no exception. He blushed with excitement and kissed the beauty's side face and muttered, "Sister, you are so beautiful. I can't help it. This is really too bad!"
Yu Hanyan blinked like silky eyes, and there was a little shyness in her delicate voice: "Why... is it bad?"
"Because I think if I shrink back at this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to raise my head for the rest of my life! However, I still have to pursue the supreme road, and I can't break Yuanyang for the time being. So isn't it bad to have to give up such a beautiful scene?
Yu Hanyan's face changed slightly and said bitterly, "Is that illusory thing more important than my family?"
"Yes, there is only one goal left in my life. Do you think it's important?" Qin Yan smiled slightly, raised his hand and opened the beautiful woman's smooth and warm jade arm, gently and firmly pushed her aside, and strode forward without looking back.
Beared, Yu Hanyan sobbed: "Bastard, enemy, don't leave, don't leave me..."
Qin Yan's footsteps did not stop at all. He walked to the bank of the pool and went straight through the wall of the bathroom to the unknown distance.
I am greedy for comfort, and I am young master's children. I also have many dark and obscure desires in my heart. But I am willing to cut it all away just to seek the ultimate way.
My heart towards the Tao has never been cut off!
"It's really interesting. I'm getting more and more curious. Missing, fear, lust, what will be next? Greed or violent?"
There are desires in everyone's hearts, which promote human growth, but they can also make people lose. Who can guarantee that when the illusory world can satisfy all your desires, you can still stick to your unwavering heart?
However, after taking the step across the two boundary markers, he never had a chance to turn back. The bottom of a person's heart is the darkest abyss. What is waiting for him in front is a monster, a cliff--
It was not until he went through thousands of difficulties and dangers and hundreds of millions of years that he finally arrived on the other side. The spirit beast camel went up the mountain, the birds paved the way for him, the auspicious clouds crossed the river, and finally came to that place. The vegetation was lush, the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant, and the tranquility was the final paradise.
When he set foot on this land, a soft and kind voice sounded in his ear: "Faraway traveler, congratulations on passing the test. In return, you will have all the land you have walked..."
At this moment, the joy of success is full of heart, and the joy makes your eyes blurred, and you want to look up to the sky. More importantly, he, who has not looked back for thousands of years, has an extremely urgent desire to see what the land behind him looks like.
He turned his head and turned one-third of the angle, but stopped halfway. He said to himself, "Everyone who comes here is a wise and brave man, and he is also a talented person. Isn't it considered to have passed the test? It would be a pity if you have to count it up later here!"
He looked up at the golden sunlight behind the clouds in the sky, shook his head and said, "Those who travel a hundred miles are half ninety. The way of heaven is so cruel. There is no pity."
When these words came out, the sky and earth suddenly shook. Cangshan, grassland and spirit beasts were all like yellow sand blown by the strong wind, flying and dissipating. After all the illusory smoke and clouds dissipated, he opened his eyes and found that he was still in a mysterious array, still sitting cross-legged, and had just woken from a deep dream.
Lingtai square inch, oblique moon three stars, the so-called thousands of dangers are only a big dream in the end. All aspects are false, like dew and electricity, and finally return to the heart.
He raised his eyes and looked around silently, but he did not return to the original silence. The current position should be in Shengmen.
So, what you just experienced is more than a dream?
Without deliberately looking inside, he can already feel the changes in his body. The original spiritual power has increased a little, and the blood that moves with the pulse can now be felt. Although it is only a weak point, it also gives him hope of recovery. And the most important gain is to become more powerful spiritual consciousness, which is the most essential growth of one's own strength. Even if he doesn't need to search the spell, with his current perception power, he can clearly detect that his position at this moment is the junction of the two spaces, which is probably due to the gap caused by the overlap between array space and real space.
And after a more careful exploration, there was no secret in front of him.
So, why don't you take this opportunity to restore all your skills in one fell swoop?
So, he buried his mind again and immersed himself in a fixed state.