Chapter 107 Confused
Yu Hanyan caught a glimpse of his expression and smiled gently: "Okay, it's been noisy until the middle of the night. My family is also tired. Go back to rest!" With that, he reached for the hilt of the sword held by Qin Yan. The two touched their fingers, and they stagnated for a moment, and then exchanged as if nothing had happened.
Yu Hanyan took his sword back and said, "Have a good dream." Then he turned around and walked to the inn. As soon as I walked two steps, I heard Qin Yan's voice behind me: "Sister, wait for me for three years, okay?"
Yu Hanyan's body trembled slightly, his footsteps stopped, and he looked back and smiled: "Why?"
staring into her eyes, Qin Yan took a deep breath and said, "With my qualifications, if I concentrate on practicing, I may be able to get a first glimpse of heaven in three years. At that time..."
"At that time, you will come and marry me, won't you?" Yu Hanyan looked back at his eyes and smiled, "What if it doesn't work? Is it still five years or ten years? Or, when you peep at the way of "too forgetfulness" and realize the eternal silence, see that the world is empty, and treat ordinary people like nothing, then do I have to wait all the time?"
"So...what do you want me to do?" Although love has sprouted in my heart, it is absolutely impossible for me to give up my pursuit of the road!
"I...what can I do to you." Lower your eyes and hide the trace of resentment. Yu Hanyan's tone became indifferent, "Your own path is up to you, and others can't change it. Similarly, my future is under my own control and will never be imprisoned for anyone. We are not young. Don't say boring vows to those crazy men and women. You don't have to promise me, and I won't refuse all the possibilities in the future for you. Who can be sure about what will happen in the future? Everything, let it be..."
Her self-proclaim has changed from "my family" to "me", which shows that her mood is by no means as calm as her tone. But Qin Yan, who was excited, did not find this. Listening to the indifferent and almost harsh words, he couldn't help clenching his fist, stepped forward and roared, "You clearly know that it is impossible in our current capacity... So, what happened just now?"
This random roar just entered the bottom of Yu Hanyan's heart. Yes, knowing that there will be no result, what does that kiss mean? Is it because the moonlight is too soft and I am impulsive, or because I still believe in miracles childishly, and subconsciously believe that the teenager in front of me will give me a perfect answer... Sure enough, my family can't help being naive after being confused by love...
After a long silence, she finally said, "Just as you can't promise my family, my family can't promise you. In the future, it depends on how God arranges it!" After saying that, without waiting for Qin Yan to react, she quickly walked into the darkness, hurriedly and seemed to be embarrassed. Only Qin Yan stood still, like a dream.
'Yes! I can't promise her, how can I be harsh on her... In three years, who can guarantee that I will reach that point? At least, you have to have the qualification to climb the Kowloon Peak and face the real people! What should I do, what can I do...'
As he asked himself, he unconsciously walked along the long street. As the flame of anxiety in his heart became stronger and faster, his footsteps became faster and faster. From walking to running, his body turned into a gray shadow, flying against the wind, and ran out of the town in a blink of an eye and into the wilderness forest.
Under the extremely fast running, the air became sticky ** blocking his body. The wind roared like a sharp blade cut surface, and the flowing chill penetrated through the cracks in the clothes and infiltrated the bone marrow of the body. And such needle-like pain all over his body can resist the burning of the heart-eating flame in his chest and make him feel a little better.
'It's no big deal. Didn't I come here like this for more than ten years?'
He jumped up to the high place of the mountain and ran along the ridge, and the scenery on both sides came into his eyes. The moon is falling, the forest is as deep as the sea, the barren mountains and fields can be seen at a glance, and the earth, stone, vegetation and trees are all visible. In the middle of the night, the starlight still sprinkled on the wilderness, reflecting the cold pale white in the distance, and the outline of the vast trees was vaguely like overlapping ghosts. The night wind blew, and the cold soaked my heart.
Yes, it has been like this for more than ten years. I have been used to it for a long time. Why do you want to ask for something... However, the more I think so, the more I think about it, the more I feel resentful in the dry fire, biting the bone marrow and swallowing the soul.
Why do you want me to bear such a fate! Why did you do this to me! ...Who is it? Who can show me the way? Who can solve my puzzle?'
He couldn't vent his anger. He clenched his fist and roared wildly: "Why--"
If it hadn't been for fate, how could I have embarked on this road!
Resentment and hatred, love separation, five yin blazing, can't ask for it. More than ten years of loneliness have passed, but once you taste the taste of nectar, who is willing to drink bitter water? Without the happiness you have had in those days, there will be no pain lost later. This is where people's greed and hatred are born. Therefore, it can't be detached and will always be trapped in a sea of suffering.
He ran unconsciously for a long time and finally stopped on a waterfall. Standing alone, listening to the endless sound of the waves, overlooking the land and the wilderness, the sadness and hatred in his chest gradually stopped. At this moment, his heart was occupied by loneliness and melancholy. That faint sadness is the most helpless.
He paused for a moment, suddenly stepped down from the rocks, and flew into the rough pool directly below. The waves roared in the ear, and the waterfall rushed to the head, hitting the head and shoulders. And he stepped on the water, and his feet were full of ripples, and he was silent.
After a long time, he raised his right hand and put it in front of him for a moment. Suddenly, he clenched his fist and blood surged all over his body, with pure golden light, and waved brazenly towards the noisy waterfall!
The sky at night seemed to tremble, and the waterfall that flew straight down was shaken out of the trajectory by the blow. The surging waves were sprayed forward, like an inner volcano erupting, the sky collapsed and the earth cracked, and the huge momentum was pressed down by a mountain, making it difficult to breathe.
'This power... is far from enough!'
After the flick, the truncated water flow shot down again, wrapping him in the water curtain. He was silent for a long time, gradually forgot his entanglement and sorrows, and threw himself into another world of martial arts.
For more than ten years, it has been like this. In the realm of martial arts, I have forgotten my loneliness and sadness and walked all the way to this day.
At this moment, what finally came to his mind was no longer the gentle face of the beautiful woman, and dozens of scenes flashed: why not exhale, take himself as a bow and arm as an arrow, and wave the broken hammer wrapped around the blazing imperial flame; the three secrets of the forest pavilion are side by side, five elements of arrogance, killing demons and killing demons; the old man in gray robe crosses Space, fighting for life, gas-shaped "evil flying flow"; as well as Yu Hanyan's imperial shocking sword, shaking naive sword, butterfly array of butterfly Shumeng, Bi Xuan's thunder and anger, Wan Liufeng's release of demons, and even the vertical and horizontal gun of Jiangzang sword that has just been handed over...
These are all martial arts that have been handed down to the world, and I have the honor to witness them. I must not fail to live up to the gift of God. Let me take this opportunity to further approach the legendary road!
His mind was like lightning. After being quiet for a long time, he suddenly raised his right hand again, stretched out his middle finger, and pointed to a cliff on the right side.