Chapter 418 Silence
In that darkness, a group of shadows of masters watched for a moment. The light emitted by these shadows faded away little by little.
When the light that dominates the shadow fades, the darkness gradually occupies everything again. When it became completely dark here, time stopped and the space disappeared. It doesn't exist at all. It doesn't exist anywhere. It turns into a place that never existed at all.
Don't mention where these masters have gone. In the land of the abyss world, Li Rumeng is on the verge of death.
He is no longer a human form, but has turned into a Shenzhou again.
It is said that the fairy body has been completed. This fairy body will be the final form of all forms and bodies. After all existence evolves to the limit, it is as similar as human beings.
However, when Li Rumeng was on the edge of life and death, he involuntarily turned into the form of Shenzhou again. He was supported by a fierce fire driven by a gloomy wind and rotated quickly, and suffered the grinding of the gloomy wind and fire.
At this time, Li Rumeng's Shenzhou was covered with dazzling cracks, and every part of his body was covered with cracks. The whole boat seemed to be about to scatter countless fragments.
Moreover, the body of the boat is scorched and black, and some places have fallen. The gloomy wind blows out of the damaged place, and the fire goes in and out of the damaged place.
Therefore, at a sudden glance, Li Rumeng is like a burning canoe at this time, which is about to turn into ashes in the wind and fire.
However, Li Rumeng didn't care about the changes and damage on his body at all.It's not that he doesn't want to ignore it, but that he doesn't care about physical pain and damage. All his spirit was tormented by great pain.
Originally, when helping Ruyi Xianzun cross the disaster, Li Rumeng just thought that this yin wind could destroy vitality and blow away people's longevity, but the rest did not feel anything.
However, now when it was his turn to really come through the disaster, he finally knew the horror of the gloomy wind. It turns out that this yin wind is far less physical damage than mental damage.
This kind of yin wind contains a special will. As soon as the spirit comes into contact with the yin wind, it suddenly makes people feel a kind of despair and complete abandonment.
Blown by the gloomy wind, Li Rumeng suddenly felt that he had no reason to live. Living is just to endure more hardships. Everything I pursued in the past, strength, strength, cultivation, etc., was just a painful struggle.
A person's life is empty in the end. The reason why he tries his best to increase his strength and improve his cultivation is just to delay his death.
But death will come! In this gloomy wind, Li Rumeng seemed to hear a voice telling herself that even if he becomes the master, he will not die forever. Even if he is the master, he will not struggle too much in the end.
"Why do you want to give birth? In the end, there will be a death. Why should there be such a painful struggle? Why not face death happily and frankly and give up life with all the trouble and pain. After death, you will get true and eternal peace. Perhaps this is the realm that all practitioners pursue, eternal tranquility and free. It turns out that the goal of desperate cultivation is all in front of my eyes. Practice is just a process of infinitely amplifying my own mistakes, and finally I have to enter the real way home!"
The real strength of the yin wind of the fifth disaster of the original practitioner not only blows away the vitality of the practitioner, but also directly brings the practitioner into a spiritual world seeking death.
In this spiritual world of seeking death, it is difficult for practitioners to raise the thought of resistance at all, because in this state, practitioners will be convinced of everything they feel at this time: death is the real eternity and free, which is the goal that all practitioners are struggling to pursue. Their own desperate practice is just stepping on A wrong road.
Is this feeling true? Is it fake? No one can answer, unless he is looking for a real immortal being to answer: has he got the immortality and complete great self-sence that infinite practitioners long for.
This may be just the practitioner's torture of himself, but the practitioner who survived the disaster of the dark wind can't answer at all, so he can't break free from this feeling. In this spiritual world, he finally gives up all the hope of life and dies completely. He seeks what he has in the way of death. The longing for eternity and freeness have gone, and even before death, I thought that I had understood the way.
Li Rumeng is now in this state. He finds that his life is a kind of torture to himself. When he dies, it is the day of proof, and he has already died.
In his life, the vitality in Li Rumeng's body disappeared by himself. Pieces fell on his boat-shaped body, and his whole body was completely destroyed.
However, I don't know when another completely different idea appeared in his perception. This is an extremely domineering idea.
This idea turns into a voice and keeps expounding another completely different truth in Li Rumeng's mind: only controlling everything is the king's way, mastering one's own body, mastering one's own spirit, mastering the laws of the world, and controlling everything.
This voice tells him that to swallow everything into his body, he can only make himself the master of all things, and even heaven, earth and the road become a part of himself. When his thoughts move, all things are born, and when his mind turns, heaven and earth will be destroyed. This is the real free and eternity. Only a law of detachment, the heaven and earth, the great When the road is under your feet, it is the right way.
This is the trouble caused by the disaster of fire, which is completely different from the disaster of the wind, or even the opposite.
The disaster of the wind makes people find their own way to die, integrate into heaven and earth, and get eternity and free. The disaster of fire makes people crazy, conquers the whole world, and integrates the whole world into themselves.
Li Rumeng, who was in the wind and fire, fell into these two different artistic conceptions at the same time. He felt that his spirit seemed to be cut off little by little by a sharp blade. These two opposite moods cut his spirit little by little, and then cut it into the slightest flying ash.
He felt that his spirit was disappearing little by little.
In the deepest part of his spirit, he still seems to have a little final sobriety.
This last sobriety constantly warns him that the two voices that are raging are not things in his own heart, but magic thoughts, the most dirty, dirty and terrible distracting thoughts in his heart, and the poison deposited in his mind in the past.
Therefore, Li Rumeng desperately wanted to break free from these two different ideas, sweep these two ideas from his body, and clean himself.
However, he couldn't do it at all. When he found a reason to live for himself to fight against the disaster of the wind, he immediately made the fire soar crazily and wanted to make his last Qingming crazy.
When he wanted to suppress the feeling that he had conquered everything, he stimulated the disaster of the wind, which made him feel that the whole world had nothing to miss, and he wanted to end his life immediately.
If the disaster of yin and wind and fire appear alone, although it is difficult to deal with, it is only a person whose mind is strong enough to have the opportunity to resist. Therefore, many practitioners can get through it safely.
However, when the wind and fire are connected, the two are completely opposite disasters, but not because of the opposite nature. Instead, they are integrated and complement each other. The wind helps the fire, and the fire helps the wind. Just like the combination of yin and yang, it becomes unbreakable.
No matter how strong the mind is, a slight suppression of one of the parties will increase the power of the other party by thousands of times.
What's more terrible is that, instinctively, when the power of one side increases, Li Rumeng will always suppress it uncontrollably, but stimulate the other side. Make it form a cycle, endless, never stop, and finally completely destroy and disappear his spirit.
"The suffering in the world comes from self-greedy. If you don't have greed, you can stay away from all the troubles. This is exactly what the desireless person has just started." A voice that seems to exist and does not seem to exist suddenly sound faintly in Li Rumeng's mind.
This voice seems to come from the rest of the world, and it seems to be something that Li Rumeng suddenly remembered. He said calmly, "No desire, no self, no heaven, nothing."
"People are like mirrors, hearts are like shadows. Without me, where does the mirror come from? Where does the mirror come from? If you enter without myself, you will forget the dust, and there will be no dirt.
"The Silence..."
When the word silence sounded, Li Rumeng's spirit and will, which had been broken into powder, completely disappeared in an instant. At this moment, Li Rumeng's soul disappeared and seemed to be completely dead.