Chapter 40 Song Yuan's Thought
"Sir, you make Mr. Xixi for Xianger. Some drunken people don't mean to be in the bar?" Lv Xianger looked directly at Song Yuan, as if to see what he was thinking. Song Yuan was asked by his students so much that he unnaturally looked away and looked out of the window.
On the official road, a simple carriage is driving slowly. The person who built the car was Song Yuan's follower Xiaowu, and the people sitting in the carriage were naturally Lv Xianger and Song Yuan. As agreed the day before yesterday, Lv Xianger prepared and accompanied Song Yuan to Jiangling Mansion to meet the old craftsmen.
Lv Xianger and Song Yuan sat opposite each other in the carriage. Since they left Qingshi County, they were very quiet and did not talk much. Lv Xianger was thinking about how to talk to Song Yuan. Song Yuan also lowered his head slightly and thought about his own thoughts. It was not until Xiaowu said that there was still half an hour to arrive at Jiangling Mansion that Lv Xianger suddenly said the first words to Song Yuan.
Song Yuan, who was distracted, didn't expect Lv Xianger to suddenly open his mouth and asked such a sentence that he didn't know how to answer. Under the words, Song Yuan could only look outside and began to think about what Lv Xianger would do if he continued to ask.
Seeing Song Yuan's movements, Lv Xianger thought he didn't want to say it, so she didn't ask any more questions, but remembered the conversation with Lv Hong yesterday. After seeing Song Yuan's meaning, Lv Xianger didn't know what Lv Erniang was thinking, and did not dare to ask. Thinking that Lv Hong and Lv Erniang are biological mothers and children, he should know some of Lv Erniang's thoughts. After all, Lv Erniang took Lv Hong away from her previous home.
In ancient times, this man was passed down from generation to generation, and it was rare to leave home with his mother. Lv Hong did not follow Lv Erniang back to his only brother in his mother's family and changed his son's mother's surname. Thinking of it, Lv Xianger didn't know what kind of treatment Lv Erniang had received in her husband's house, so she did this.
Anyway, in Lv Xianger's memory, Lv Erniang never mentioned Lv Tai and Feng Sanniang. Lv Hong himself never mentioned his previous family and his biological father. Lv Xianger and Lv Hong have lived for so long and have never shown anything, which really makes her strange.
However, judging from the daily performance of Lv Erniang's mother and son, the two didn't care much about this matter. Lv Xianger dared to ask Lu Hong for his opinion after seeing what Song Yuan meant. In her opinion, if Song Yuan really doesn't care about Lv Erniang's past and is willing to be with her, Lv Xianger is very happy to see these scenes.
After Lv Hong heard Lv Xianger's guess, although he didn't say anything, he was a little silent, but he did not object. In Lv Xianger's opinion, Lv Hong's expression and attitude show that he is not too repulsive to Song Yuan. Maybe he once thought about Lv Er Niang's happiness.
"Xiang'er, what are you thinking?" Song Yuan couldn't wait for Lv Xianger's questioning, so he turned his head to see what she was doing. Seeing that Lv Xianger seemed to be thinking about something, Song Yuan was a little interested.
Song Yuan recalled that when she saw Lv Xianger for the first time, she was just a three-year-old girl. Under the love of Lv Tai and Feng Sanniang, there are some strange things that Song Yuan likes very much. At that time, because of something, Song Yuan, who was seriously ill, was brought back by Lv Tai, who went out, and stayed after recovering from his illness. Although there are some other reasons that make Song Yuan not want to go home. But after getting along with Lv Xianger, Song Yuan liked this cute little girl very much and was willing to teach her what he had learned.
No one could have imagined that a banquet in King Chen's Mansion killed Mr. and Mrs. Lv Tai. After Song Yuan settled down Lu Xianger, he returned to Qianzhou again. After some investigation, it was finally found out that the banquet held by King Chen was premeditated, and Mr. and Mrs. Lv Tai were just one of them. Three years later, Song Yuan saw Lv Xianger again, but made him regret that his student was no longer the carefree little girl at the beginning.
It's okay. Although Lv Xianger's personality has changed a little, she is still so cute. From Song Yuan's point of view, Lv Xianger has not become pessimistic and cowardly. It is all Lv Erniang's relationship. At the thought of Lv Erniang, some kind of inexplicable emotion appeared in Song Yuan's heart, which he had never had before.
"Sir, are you thinking about my mother?"
"Yes... Ah, no, I'm thinking about what you're thinking."
Under Lv Xianger's burning eyes, Song Yuan felt that he was a little embarrassed by the words in his heart, and his face turned a little red. Seeing Song Yuan's embarrassment, Lv Xianger immediately lowered her head and fiddled with the handkerchief embroidered by Lv Erniang for Lv Xianger.
There was silence in the carriage again, and only the creaking sound of the carriage was heard when the carriage was driving. Song Yuan was silent again without saying a word, but Lv Xianger didn't want him to hide anymore. For Lv Erniang's future happiness, Lv Xianger decided to figure out Song Yuan's background.
Taking a deep breath, Lv Xianger said gently, "Mr. Song, my mother is a He Li..."
"Xiang'er, don't talk about it anymore." Song Yuan understood what she was going to say as soon as he heard Lv Xianger's mouth, so he immediately interrupted her. When Lv Xianger raised her head and showed puzzled eyes, Song Yuan's tone immediately softened and said, "Xiang'er, you are still young. There are some things you don't know. However, don't worry, I won't hurt or let anyone hurt your mother.
"With Mr.'s words, Xiang'er is relieved." Lu Xianger nodded and said nothing. Song Yuan's words just now reminded Lv Xianger that she is too young now. I'm still a junior, and it's not easy to take care of the affairs between the elders.
When Song Yuan saw that Lv Xianger was finally quiet, he was secretly relieved. It could be seen that she looked at her handkerchief distracted, her face seemed to be a little sad, and Song Yuan's heart was a little blocked. Speaking of which, Song Yuan and Lu Erniang have not known each other for a day or two, but nothing has happened. Unexpectedly, the days when the Lv family was recuperating became the most nostalgic days for Song Yuan now, and Lv Erniang's appearance would appear in Song Yuan's mind from time to time.
For the first time, Song Yuan was a little timid and did not dare to show his feelings. He was a little afraid that Lv Erniang would refuse his wishes. In addition, there are really no problems for him to consider. What Lv Xianger is worried about is completely unnecessary in Song Yuan's view.
Think about how arrogant Song Yuan was in Beijing in those years, and when did he care about other people's opinions? Even the person who is straight-faced all day and doesn't scold him for a day has never succeeded in changing his practices and ideas. If that hadn't happened, Song Yuan wouldn't have become what he is now. Although Song Yuan is very elegant now, he is very indifferent to everything. In fact, in his bones, he is a person who ignores etiquette and act recklessly.
But now, I don't know if it's because of old age. Maybe there is some shadow in my heart. In the face of Lv Erniang, Song Yuan really didn't know what to do. Song Yuan was really not sure what Lu Erniang was thinking, and he didn't know what Lu Erniang thought of him. However, for whatever reason, he will never give up Lv Erniang. Even if he knew that the family was in Beijing, he could not change Song Yuan's determination to marry Lv Erniang.
"Sir, I see the gate of Jiangling Mansion, and I will be there in a quarter of an hour." When thinking about Lv Erniang, Xiaowu's voice came into the trunk through the curtain, which immediately interrupted the thoughts of Lv Xianger and Song Yuan.
Song Yuan opened the curtain on the window, looked at the sky, and then said, "After sitting in the car for an hour, you should also be very tired. Let's find a place to rest first, and then visit the old craftsman. Xiang'er, what do you think?
Song Yuan didn't say that Lv Xianger really couldn't feel it. After sitting in the car for such a long time, her whole body seemed to fall apart. Although the status of the craftsman was not high in ancient times, it was still impolite to visit the old craftsman directly like this. Thinking of this, Lv Xianger nodded and said, "It's all up to your opinion. Xiang'er is the first time to go out."
"Aren't you afraid that I will sell you?" Song Yuan saw a smile in Lv Xianger's eyes and couldn't help laughing. I have to say that Lv Xianger's smile is still very cute.
Lv Xianger is now used to Song Yuan's words and immediately said, "Sir, do you want Xianger to help you count the money?"
Song Yuan was stunned, and then he couldn't help looking up and laughing. And Lv Xianger looked at Song Yuan like this, and there was a feeling in her heart that this was Song Yuan's real appearance. Looking back on Song Yuan in her memory, Lv Xianger had never seen Song Yuan laughing. But since Song Yuan returned from injury, he has changed a little.
Perhaps it was only when Mrs. Zhang came to the Lv family with the catcher and soldiers that Song Yuan showed his original 'prosibility'. Domineering, responsible, like a hot-blooded man. After that, Song Yuan showed a lot of carefulness and care. A man like this should be a good man. When Lv Erniang and Song Yuan are together, they should be happy for the rest of their lives.
Thinking of this, Lv Xianger immediately pouted and said, "Sir, if you don't plan to sell me, I can help you say something nice in front of my mother."
"Xiang'er, you..." Song Yuan didn't expect Lv Xianger to suddenly say such a sentence again, and he was stunned and didn't know how to answer. Fortunately, at this time, Xiaowu's voice came, saying that he had entered Jiangling Mansion to understand Song Yuan's encirclement.
Song Yuan immediately coughed dryly and said, "Xiaowu, drive the carriage to the last teahouse."
"I see, sir." Xiaowu replied, and the carriage slowly turned around, and Lv Xianger's center of gravity moved to one side.
Song Yuan, who was eager, immediately held Lv Xianger. It could be seen that she looked at herself with a deep-meaning look, and Song Yuan's expression was stopped again. Looking back on what Lv Xianger just said, Song Yuan suddenly understood something, and his eyes lit up and he looked at Lv Xianger excitedly.
When Lv Xianger saw what Song Yuan was thinking, she immediately said, "Sir, Xiang'er is still young, and there are some things she doesn't understand. But Xiang'er just wants to see A Niang smile happily all day and not be bullied by anyone.
"I know." Song Yuan was silent before nodding. When he got out of the car, he sighed softly, "Xiang'er, you have really grown up."