civilian princess

Chapter 108 Confession Rejected

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These days, Minwen has locked himself in the house and doesn't come out. He doesn't know what he is busy with. Zhou Xiaoqing, a guilty person, is not easy to disturb, but every time he passes by Min Wen's study, he subconsciously looks inside. Every time he has such a back, lying on the case, without words, no words. Visitors, as usual, this is his life, and Zhou Xiaoqing hides in the dark and secretly watches all this, but there is nothing she can do. Zhou Xiaoqing doesn't want to disturb Min Wen, at least make him feel better, but what should she do?

No one has talked to herself these days. It's so boring. Zhou Xiaoqing is walking around in the yard, hoping to meet those maids who have nothing to do for the time being. In this way, nagging can also pass the time. Looking at the gray sky, Zhou Xiaoqing knows that it may snow. It will be on the day. The first snow in China, I don't know if the ancient snow will be whiter than modern snow? Anyway, she lives in the city. Coupled with the greenhouse effect, Zhou Xiaoqing has not seen the white snow for many years. Every time she only has one layer. After covering the ground, it will not continue. As soon as the pedestrians and horses pass, they will become black mud, which is no longer so beautiful.

When she was distracted, Zhou Xiaoqing saw the heavy snow falling from the sky. It was really beautiful. Zhou Xiaoqing spread out her palms. Fortunately, her palms were warm. Otherwise, it would be cold when she stretched out. The snowflakes fell on her hand and would immediately turn into a piece of cold water. Zhou Xiaoqing felt like this. I have to be a little happy. It really lives up to my expectations.

"Alas--" Zhou Xiaoqing's eyes were blindfolded with one hand behind her. She was about to want Zhou Xiaoqing to guess who this person was. Zhou Xiaoqing didn't have to guess. In this way, she really couldn't find a second person except Yun Fan, who was not related to her.

"Is it the handsome His Royal Highness Yunfan?" Zhou Xiaoqing laughed, but Zhou Xiaoqing herself couldn't figure out why she answered with treacherous laughter.

Yun Fan laughed dryly, put down his hand, walked to Zhou Xiaoqing and asked, "Why do you put your hand outside? Aren't you afraid of cold hands?"

"Look at the snowflakes, so it will be clearer." Zhou Xiaoqing said.

Yun Fan held Zhou Xiaoqing's hand in the palm of his hand. "Don't be so stupid. It will freeze. Look, your hands are cold." Yunfan said a little.

Zhou Xiaoqing pulled her hand out of Yunfan's hand with some embarrassment. Although she was very familiar with Yunfan, she was still very uncomfortable to be held tightly by him.

"No." Zhou Xiaoqing said in a hurry.

When Yunfan saw Zhou Xiaoqing's behavior, he also knew that he could not be too anxious, which would scare Zhou Xiaoqing, but for such a lovely girl, there was always a feeling of wanting to hold her in his arms and holding her tightly. Sometimes the act of estrus may also make Zhou Xiaoqing feel uncomfortable and a little disappointed. Why doesn't she want to do that to herself?

"by the way, do you know that there are six pieces of snowflakes? And according to scientists, every snowflake is different, isn't it magical? Zhou Xiaoqing opened the topic, hoping to ease the awkward atmosphere.

"Zhou Xiaoqing, do you like me?" Yun Fan suddenly said, looking straight into Zhou Xiaoqing's eyes, and there was no embarrassment at all.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand." Zhou Xiaoqing is unwilling to answer this question directly, but there is an intuition that Yun Fan will not let go of himself so easily.

"Don't pretend to be stupid, okay? I want to know how you feel. These days, I have been thinking about this matter, which has been bothering me for a long time. This is the first time I have had such a panic. Can you tell me?" Yunfan continued to ask, blocking Zhou Xiaoqing's desire to leave.

"Don't say this, okay? I don't want to hurt our friendship. Zhou Xiaoqing said coldly, not because Yun Fan said this and hated him. On the contrary, Zhou Xiaoqing was very grateful that Yun Fan could do this to her, but she could not deceive his feelings and did not want him to have the idea that he was still possible. If she was destined to be hurt, she would rather hurt earlier.

"Is everything you said true? Have you never felt this way about me?" Yunfan said these words in disbelief. In fact, he knew them before, but it would still be very uncomfortable to hear them with his own ears.

"Yunfan, I don't hate you. On the contrary, as a friend, I appreciate you very much." Zhou Xiaoqing softened her tone and continued to speak.

"It's just an excuse for you to refuse." Yun Fan lowered his head and didn't want to be happy just now, and his voice with Zhou Xiaoqing became smaller.

"Yunfan, I'm sorry." Zhou Xiaoqing whispered. Looking at Yun Fan's painful heart fiercely entangled. Yunfan, I'm really sorry.

"Is I not good enough?" Yun Fan said that he may still be testing Zhou Xiaoqing to see if there is room for relaxation. "If I'm not good, I can change it."

"It's not that you are not good, Yunfan. You are really good. Any girl will want to marry you." Zhou Xiaoqing said, she just hoped that these words would not hurt Yun Fan's heart, but no matter what, it was a refusal, and it was a pain.

"But I won't be good to any girl." Yun Fan didn't wait for Zhou Xiaoqing to finish saying such a sentence, "It's really sad. I used to refuse to force others, but today you rejected it. It's really sad."

"I'm sorry, I can't like you. This will cause harm one day. I just treat you as a friend."

"There's nothing wrong with you. Well, in that case, I'll go first." Yun Fan looked helpless, but he couldn't help saying anything. Men still have their own dignity and would not show any sadness in front of women.

"Your Highness! Are we still friends?" Zhou Xiaoqing shouted at Yun Fan's back.

Yun Fan turned his head and smiled, "Of course, my Highness is not such a stingy person. Besides, the girl waiting for me to marry can form an army." Although Yun Fan said it with a smile, he could only pretend to be relaxed. Maybe only you know how painful your heart is. This is the first time in a long time that I feel frustrated.

After Yun Fan came out of Minwen's mansion, he was not so free and easy. His whole body seemed to be distracted. He didn't expect that trying to maintain this last dignity in front of her would be so vulnerable.

Yun Fan sneered all the way, just to find a place that no one knows first and vent it well. Why doesn't she care about her sincerity at all? Why doesn't she choose him? Is she not good enough?

Yunfan couldn't figure out. If he knew it was so painful, shouldn't have provoked this person at the beginning. Yun Fan still remembers that he saw her helpless eyes in the first floor, and he didn't want to rush forward, recalling that as long as he took her to the front all the way, he would not be angry with her, and would always accommodate her. I can't get my true love back.

I used to play love games, but now I'm played by love. What is love? When you don't give your heart, there will always be a large number of people who want to give you a heart. When you solemnly want to settle down and entrust it to a person, that heart is ignored. What is this?

I will continue to be a friend. What will happen to her when I see her again? I won't be embarrassed, but my heartache continues. What should I do?

Have you ever wanted something since you were a child? If others have it, you have been begging for enough. It always appears in your sight and keeps reminding you that you like it. This feeling is similar to unlove when you grow up. They all say that they are sincere. I don't know who said such nonsense. Emotions are not a task. Or things, it's not heaven's reward for diligence. If you don't like it, you just don't like it after all. No one will see how hard you work, and even the reasons why you don't like it are too simple. We are not suitable. We are more like friends.

Yun Fan is thinking so nonsense. I don't know if one day such vicious pain will be alleviated, or he will suffer so much for life. Yun Fan feels that his heart is about to be devoured. He really doesn't know how to send these.

Where can I find a restaurant?!! Yun Fan looked for it like this. When he saw a store, he walked in and didn't want anything. He threw a lot of silver on the table and only said that he wanted wine. He didn't say anything else. Xiao Er thought that a local rich man had come and happily moved a lot of wine.

Just pouring into his stomach one jar after another, Yun Fan has been silent, and the wine has wet his front. Now Yun Fan can't think of anything in his mind, it's just a mess. Drink it, and you can relieve thousands of sorrows. Yunfan, who used to be drunk, seems to be crazy today and drinks by himself.

The shopkeeper kept running forward and back with a new wine jar and moving away from the empty one. The sound of Yunfan falling down the glass heavily when drinking was too loud, which attracted the attention of others. However, when he saw his angry face, he wanted to shout a few words to make him stop talking, but just looked at him sideways and said a few words in his mouth. If you complain, of course, no one wants to provoke a drunk.

It was almost drunk, and he didn't feel any fun. Yun Fan was ready to leave. Although the things in his heart were still on his head and he felt that he was sober, his steps were not so stable. Even he staggered from the stool and almost fell on a table of food next to him. Yunfan stood up straight. He just took to the door, holding another unfinished pot of wine in his hand.

"Hmm, it's really ironic. What kind of wine is just like mixing water." Yun Fan said angrily. People came and went on the street, but there was no acquaintance. Yun Fan suddenly remembered his fox friends. Where did they go at this time?