Chapter 6 Calling

Some things will always arouse the pain in my heart, and I can't forget it. Whenever such a thing comes to the surface and a lonely boat is supported in the ocean of memory, the deep pain will emerge with the lonely boat.

For Fang Jun, being able to enter the school gate of Peking University is something he wants. However, when the door opened for him, he could only pass by and watch the distance between himself and the door gradually widen.

All this is because of my father's death, the only pillar of the family. When his father died, Fang Jun, the only man in the family, had to take over the responsibility of the pillar and support a family. For this reason, he had to say goodbye to Peking University...

"Fang Jun, the school has considered these things for you, and we are willing to bear the cost of your study at Peking University!" This is the high school that Fang Jun once attended. In an office. A middle-aged teacher wearing glasses is talking to Fang Jun, who was Fang Jun's head teacher in high school.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Hao, I've already said that I don't want to go to college." Fang Jun's expression is firm.

"Do you know how many people want but can't get that admission notice? I don't want you to miss such an opportunity. Think about it again!" The head teacher walked out of the office with a sigh.

After the head teacher left, Fang Jun also sighed and said to himself, "How can I not know that this is a rare opportunity. However, how can I leave my mother and go to college alone? Even if the school bears the tuition for me, what about the living expenses? I don't want my mother to work hard because of me, and I don't want her to work hard for my college living expenses. So, teacher, please understand me. Even if you are willing to bear my living expenses, I still can't go! Because I have to earn money to support my mother! How can you leave her behind? Peking University, you and I are doomed to be out of luck. But I believe that 'the east corner of the lost mulberry harvest'. In any case, this has been a turning point in my life. As for where my life will turn, I have to wait. I believe it will turn in a good direction.

What's going on? Why did you think of this again? It seems that I still can't forget Peking University! I refused the kindness of the school and came to Shenzhen alone. It was like a dream, and it passed like this. Mom, how are you doing at home? Please forgive my son for not being able to take care of you at home. Oh! I met a girl here. She is very cute. You will like her when you see her!"

Lying in the blue sky staff dormitory, Fang Jun couldn't fall asleep tonight. A lot of things happened today, and it seems to have been misunderstood by my colleagues. That guy Yi Xueer, really, it would be better if she didn't explain it. It's getting darker and darker.

Should I call her? Looking at the way she met me at work today, she may still be angry. Girls are easy to coax. Shouldn't they coax her? But it was funny how she looked when she was angry. Well, it's rare for a girl like her now. She's my type. Ha ha.

Fang Jun walked out of the dormitory with a smile. He likes to chat with others in the moonlight. If he can have such an opportunity, even if he calls with his mobile phone, he is willing to. But I can't see the moon tonight.

dialed Yi Xueer's number, and a good fairy tale sounded in my ear. This number was given to him by Li Tao. Li Tao always likes to do such things.

"Hey!" There was a weak voice of Yi Xueer on the other side of the phone, like a child who didn't wake up.

"Oh! It's me, Fang Jun." Fang Jun introduced himself first. He was afraid that Yi Xueer could not hear his voice.

"You! Are you sick?" Yi Xueer said.

"You're sick!"

"Oh, I'm not sick! Why did you call me in the middle of the night when you are not sick? I just slept soundly!" Yi Xueer's tone was a little dissatisfied, obviously because Fang Jun disturbed her beautiful dream.

Fang Jun looked at the time, 12:30! No wonder Yi Xueer will say that he is sick and doesn't go to bed at 12:30.

"I'm sorry! I didn't check the time, so I called you because I couldn't sleep. I want to talk to you." Fang Jun said.

Yi Xueer sighed. The meaning of this sigh was: Forget it if you can't sleep. Why did you call me?

"Then tell me!"

"What did you say?" Fang Jun asked.

"You asked me?" Yi Xueer asked rhetorical.

A moment of silence!

"Didn't you call me? And ask me what I want to say!" Yi Xueer's tone is a little bad. Of course, she was happy when a boy called her, because a girl wanted to be noticed by others, but a boy like Fang Jun made her a little helpless.

"Oh! In fact, it's nothing. I just want to tell you. Li Tao is the foreman of our warehouse. He usually likes to joke with others, so I hope you don't care about what he said today. Fang Jun's voice is very gentle.

Today, Li Tao once asked Yi Xueer a question, and a girl would blush when she heard it. Do you have an affair with Fang Jun? Didn't you do anything good yesterday? Of course, this is a joke. Such a joke can only be said by "pure men" like Li Tao.

"I know!"

"Then go to bed early. You have to go to work tomorrow!" Fang Jun knew that there was not much language between him and her, so he had to hang up the phone first.

After answering Fang Jun's phone, Yi Xueer couldn't sleep. She tossed and turned, and she felt uncomfortable anyway.

There is really a misunderstanding between me and him. What should I do? I blamed myself for drinking like that that. Fortunately, I met Fang Jun. What should I do if I meet a bad person? Well, speaking of which, he is really a good man! Unfortunately, it's not my favorite type.

The two came together because of their work. Because of a coincidence, there was a misunderstanding, so everything happened. Emotions are really strange and complicated. Life seems to be doomed to experience painful blows again and again. People who like don't necessarily like themselves, and people who like themselves don't necessarily like themselves...

Late at night, Fang Jun sat alone on the bench outside the dormitory building. The autumn wind blew his hair and stroked it simply with his hand. It turned out that his hair was so long that it should be trimmed. The night market in Shenzhen is beautiful, but the night sky is not as beautiful as in my hometown. It's late at night, and there are no stars or bright moon.

Thinking of his mother who is far away in his hometown, Fang Jun will have a trace of self-blame in his heart, and a trace of doubt in his heart. Is it time to consider the love between his children? You should put your career first, and let your mother live a good life one day earlier!

There are some things that I want to do but I'm powerless!

There are some things that you want to do but have to give up!

There are some things that you don't want to do, but you have to work hard!

There will always be too much helplessness in life, and you will always have to make helpless choices. Just like Fang Jun, in order to make his mother live a good life early. He had to work hard; he had to put his career first; he had to let go of the girl who thought he missed it and might not come back.

"If you don't want to miss her, just work hard. Fang Jun, you can do it. You will definitely break into a blue sky of your own, and then you can pursue what you like without any worries. Fang Jun looked at the cloudy night sky and said to himself.

There are some things that you may succeed in trying to do, but giving up is doomed to failure.