Part28 The sunshine in a person's heart can't be bound
At Mo Yichen's most exciting moment, he said that Qin Muqing's life is better than death. But when he woke up, he found that those words were so heavy.
"If you want some freedom, I can give you some freedom. I can give you everything you want. As long as you beg me, I will give you everything."
Mo Yichen really wanted to give it to Qin Muqing, but he didn't want Qin Muqing to think that he was a man who was so easy to repent.
"I won't ask you, you gave it, but I should have it. Originally, it was mine, not you gave me alms.
Qin Muqing was very unhappy. Her clothes were wet in the water. At this moment, she only swam to the other side and took a wide towel to wrap the important parts of her body.
"Qin Muqing, don't go too much."
Mo Yichen saw Qin Muqing turn around and left, as if he didn't care about anything, which angered Mo Yichen.
He swore that he didn't love her. He vowed to send it so hard, but she didn't care.
"I'm going too much? I shouldn't have been with you in the first place. If you think I'm going too bad, I won't hesitate to tell you that you asked for all this.
Qin Muqing said these words without mercy.
If it's not Mo Yichen's cruel first, then Qin Muqing must not be able to say this cruel words. Originally, Qin Muqing was a very kind woman. She never wanted to hurt others, but now it's different. Since Mo Yichen hurt her so fiercely, why should she think about her original kindness? Can't she hurt others? Mo Yichen always thought that everyone had to revolve around him, but Qin Muqing didn't.
Why does she want to be kind with Mo Yichen? All the reasons for today's life are Mo Yichen. She is beautiful, she is pure, and she has a good family background. Qin Muqing believes that any good man like Mo Yichen will like her when he gets along with her. However, getting along with Mo Yichen not only did not get the expected effect of Qin Muqing, but the situation was not optimistic. If it went on like this, Qin Muqing was afraid that his youth and time would be wasted here.
As Qin Muqing walked, she thought that she walked far away before she stopped.
Turning around, she saw that Mo Yichen was still standing in the water and looking at herself.
"Let's talk about it."
Qin Muqing summoned up her courage. She didn't want to continue to quarrel with Mo Yichen, which was not her intention. She just wants to solve the problem. She just wants to get some freedom as soon as possible and be able to do something by herself first.
and Mo Yichen are just a contractual lover, so Qin Muqing can't waste his lover's time as a young grandmother.
Seeing Qin Muqing turn around, with a relaxed expression and helpless voice, Mo Yichen finally nodded. Although just now, he was so angry that he could not suppress it. But now, it's also his idea to talk about it.
Mo Yichen came ashore and still wrapped his body with a towel. Qin Muqing also came over, but stopped at a distance from Mo Yichen. Her hand held tightly the corner of the towel that was not wrapped too tightly in her chest. Her bright white and tender skin, a pair of seductive collarbones, and the wonderful grooves on her chest are all interpreting her youth and beauty. Such Qin Muqing undoubtedly attracts any normal man.
For a moment, Mo Yichen thought that it was his honor to get Qin Muqing. However, he was tightly locked by the hatred that his mother put on him, which was his misfortune.
If, if nothing happens. If I saw Qin Muqing for the first time, it was the time Qin Muqing's high heels hit his forehead. If he reached out and invited her to get in the car, and then the time he sent her to the theater, he was moved and asked for her contact number. Then, he asked her out for coffee in his free time. She will like the style and atmosphere of his new coffee shop. If he cooks a cup of coffee for her in person and then dates her like a normal couple, then the rest of the days will be very natural. Will there not be so many misfortunes and unhappiness?
Mo Yichen thought that if things go so, he will come to ask Qin Muqing's father to marry his daughter to him, and if Qin Muqing also loves himself, he can definitely marry her as his wife. He has loved her deeply all his life.
However, the gap between reality and good wishes in my heart is too far.
At the moment when Qin Muqing couldn't see, Mo Yichen's throat moved, and he swallowed all his pain and unspeakable love.
Be nice to her. Mo Yichen told himself silently in his heart.
Qin Muqing stood for a long time, and he didn't know how to 'talk' with Mo Yichen. Maybe he said, what words should be used as the opening remarks?
Just now, they did what their lovers would do. However, that matter was so discordant that it was not happy for Qin Muqing or Mo Yichen. That's a kind of venting. For Mo Yichen, it's a venting. For Qin Muqing, it can only be regarded as tolerance.
After hesitating for a long time, Qin Muqing thought about Mo Yichen's side step by step.
They all stood barefoot on the non-slip ground and walked over step by step. Qin Muqing's height was a perfect match for Mo Yichen. Walking to the opposite side of Mo Yichen, if they are an ordinary couple, her head can lean on his shoulder with only a slight stretch forward. Unfortunately, they are not normal couples, and they can't do ambiguous actions between normal couples.
For a moment, Qin Muqing's heart was a little lost.
If so many things hadn't happened, Mo Yichen would still be the most perfect man in her heart. Otherwise, how can you be able to extricate yourself when you see him for the first time?
Qin Muqing didn't believe the word love at first sight, because she only saw it in the novel, but later she believed it.
I didn't believe it because I never knew that there were men like Mo Yichen. Whether in terms of appearance, cultivation, words and deeds, they were so satisfying the image of the perfect man in Qin Muqing's heart.
Both silent people have different thoughts. The two different ideas also have something in common.
Probably understood Qin Muqing's hesitation, Mo Yichen handed out a hand first.
Mo Yichen's thick big hand was placed in front of Qin Muqing and hesitated for a moment. Qin Muqing stretched out a hand and put it into Mo Yichen's palm.
At the moment when the skin collided, Qin Muqing's heart was slightly agitated.
"If you want free time, I'll give it to you. You also want to rent a house for your brother, right? I will choose it. If you like it, I can buy it and give it to you. The decoration is in the style you like. If I guess correctly, you should already know that I bought a lily field for you. Do you want it?"
Mo Yichen has never given the flower field to Qin Muqing, because he did not know whether Qin Muqing would accept the lily field he specially bought.
"I used to like lilies. They looked pure and beautiful, noble and generous, and so elegant and fragrant. But later I didn't like it, because the lily was too fragile. No matter how noble and beautiful it was, her flowering period was too short. Once again, I saw sunflowers in a flower shop. In my life, I rarely see such flowers. I have never been to a flower shop, because I don't need to buy and choose by myself. Everyone knows that I like lilies. They will please me and buy them for me. Since I knew sunflowers, I have liked sunflowers more. I still remember that the owner of the flower shop told me that sunflowers are flowers blooming towards the sun.
Qin Muqing's hand trembled gently in the palm of Mo Yichen's hand.
"Sunflower?"
Mo Yichen repeated in a low voice.
"I also want to be a flower that opens to the sun. If I can, I will forget all the unpleasant and dark life. I hope my life is full of sunshine.
Qin Muqing said, and his nose was a little sore.
In the past, she didn't think she liked sunflowers very much. She loved the lilies she liked. Some people carefully cultivate the lilies, which are her favorite. That's just like her life. But now, she has realized how much she needs to live as a sunflower, sunny, beautiful and boldly open. The colors are bright and bright, and people have infinite vitality when they look at it.
"Did I bind your sunshine?"
Mo Yichen knows what Qin Muqing wants. She is not a dark woman in the first place. She has always lived in the bright sunshine. When she lives in the bright, she doesn't think how important the sun is, and now she understands it.
"The sunshine in a person's heart can't be restrained."
Qin Muqing's eyes were placed in the distance.
At that moment, Mo Yichen's eyes slid past Qin Muqing's eyes. The resentment in Qin Muqing's eyes happened to fall into Mo Yichen's eyes. He looked at her and felt a little sad.
It was also at that moment. Although Mo Yichen held Qin Muqing's hand tightly in his hand, he would be so scared that he could not hold this hand in the end. She will eventually go away, and he can't catch it. In his life of more than 20 years, Mo Yichen has never had that kind of melancholy. He mastered life and fate, but suddenly found that he could not master the love in his heart.
After that day, Mo Yichen was trapped in the same dream many times. He held Qin Muqing's hand tightly in his dream. Her hand was so cold, but it felt very good, and her skin was delicate and silky. However, when he was holding it happily, he turned around and found that his hand was empty. He opened his hand, and the air was flowing, and there was nothing else.
Later, the nightmare accompanied Mo Yichen for four years.