Part2 Honesty in the Bar

This night, Jin Moran did not go home, and Qin Muqing also deliberately hid in the office to work overtime. In fact, she is not the kind of person who can't face the reality. Even the collapse of the Qin family has survived. These things will not make her escape. But suddenly she didn't want to go back. She didn't think that Qin Hao would have such feelings for her. Living under the same eaves, Qin Muqing suddenly couldn't look at it. Only Su Shan was arranged to go back to take care of Xiao Moyang, and Qin Muqing was always in the office.

Coincidentally, the kiss didn't go back that night. The people below told Qin Hao that Jin Moran was safe. For him, as long as he heard that Jin Moran was safe, there was nothing to worry about.

In the middle of the night, Qin Muqing's mobile phone suddenly rang. Qin Muqing, who was already a little sleepy, took the phone, but saw two words on it, indifference.

is a message sent by Jin Moran. Qin Muqing opened the message, but Jin Moran invited her to the bar. Qin Muqing thought for a moment and decided to go. Although Qin Muqing himself can't decide what to do with Qin Hao, Jin Moran has no relatives here, and Qin Muqing doesn't want to see anything happen to her. If something happens to her, Qin Muqing will also feel sorry. People are like this. Kind people maintain a kind mentality in everything. Only those people with poor quality will never consider other people's ideas and only plan for themselves wholeheartedly.

Qin Muqing took the bag, came to the bar set by Jin Moran, and soon found her.

Jin Moran was obviously a little drunk. The crimson color on her cheeks made Qin Muqing sure that she had drunk a little too much.

At this time, call Qin Muqing to come, not to receive the wine bill, nor to drink with Qin Muqing. As the saying goes, she probably has something on her mind to tell Qin Muqing when she tells the truth after drinking.

Qin Muqing quietly sat down on the sofa opposite Jin Moran. This is the quietest corner of the bar. The booth is in the corner, and the light is dim. When Qin Muqing came in, the curtain was already closed. Although there are few people who will go to the corner, Qin Muqing still doesn't want anyone to disturb them.

Qin Muqing, who understood Jin Moran's mood at this moment, didn't say anything. He just picked up the bottle and poured himself a glass of wine. The faint liquor surrounded the ice in the glass, and a calm atmosphere inexplicably fused the mood of the two women at this moment.

In fact, they all have a frustrated side in their hearts. However, in Jin Moran's opinion, Qin Muqing is still more successful than her after all.

"Sister Mu Qing, I know you will definitely come."

Jin Moran pointed to the wine glass in front of her and motioned Qin Muqing to help her pour it. The empty wine glass looks a little lonely and melancholy.

"How did you know I was coming?"

Qin Muqing really helped Jin Moran fall down again, although she knew that Jin Moran had probably drunk too much. However, she also knew that at this time, we happened to have a drink together. Jin Moran is willing to drink, and so is she.

"You won't leave me. I thought about it. I can't blame you for this. You don't know it from beginning to end. If I hadn't quarreled with him today, I guess you wouldn't know. In fact, it's good that I don't know. I think I can go back to the time when I don't know now. I won't know anything. I love him so stupidly and wait for him. In those days, when I think about it now, I feel really happy. For four years, I have always felt that I am unfortunate. No matter how much I pay, he can't see it. But now I finally understand that it's not that he can't see my efforts, but that he deliberately pretends not to see. Just waiting for me to wake up, but who makes me so stupid... so stupid."

With that, Jin Moran smiled stupidly, reached out and picked up the glass of wine that Qin Muqing had helped her pour a glass of wine in front of her. He reached out in front of Qin Muqing and said quietly, "Come on, Sister Muqing, cheer for my stupidity."

Qin Muqing hooked the corners of her lips bitterly. If she could, she would rather not know.

"Good." Qin Muqing's wine glass bumped into each other with Jin Moran's wine glass, and then the two of them raised their necks at the same time and drank it all. It's not heroic or an alcoholic. It's just that I'm in the mood. Drinking some wine is just right for the needs of the mood at this moment.

"Indifference, feelings can't be forced. Just like me, there is no way to force Ah Hao's feelings. While Qin Muqing was talking, Jin Moran filled them with wine at the same time.

Drink it, this is the only time you can be capricious. After being capricious, even if she is drunk, Qin Hao will give her the last thoughtfulness and care. After that, she can't enjoy it anymore.

"Sister Mu Qing, you are really right about the relationship. There is really no way to force it. In fact, I should have seen it clearly for a long time, but you know that I am a person with few roots? For four years, I have fallen in love with Qin Hao for four years. In the past four years, I have changed for him. Look at the clothes I wear, from brand to style, little by little, gradually become exactly the same as you unconsciously. Then look at my makeup, from the exaggerated image of a girl to the current famous lady. I'm really a lady now. I'm acting like before, but Qin Hao is unlikely to like me from beginning to end. Do you think I'm really sad?

Jin silently said, picked up the wine glass, and no longer invited Qin Muqing to join him. He was just a person and poured it down.

Qin Muqing heard Jin Moran ask himself, how can he say that it is Jin Moran's sadness? She has never found that her brother around her has such feelings for herself. This also surprised her. Is she also tragic?

Qin Muqing also picked up the wine glass and poured it down, as bold as Jin Moran.

"Indifference, I was unaware of it. He shouldn't love me, and he shouldn't have any friendship beyond sister and brother to me. Ah Hao and I will only be sister and brother, forever sister and brother, we will always be in this life. Qin Muqing will not fall in love with Qin Hao. She can't even accept that Qin Hao likes her. How can she have something between herself and Qin Hao? Seeing that Jin silently did not say anything, Qin Muqing only continued, "Indifference, in fact, you still have a chance, because of me and him, it is impossible at all. You can continue to stay with him and use your actions to fight for your own love. Ah Hao is a person who cares a lot about his feelings. He will not turn a blind eye to all your efforts. I believe that after you quarreled with him today, he must have regretted it. But he is stubborn and hard-mouthed, and he will definitely not say it.

"No, for more than four years, I haven't been able to do anything, and I won't be able to achieve anything in these two days. I suddenly hate myself now. Why do I become not like myself at all? Mother-in-law, you are really like Sister Mu Qing. It's not that I don't like you, I just don't like me like you. I should still be the young lady who is happy with enmity, the young lady who can do whatever she wants, but how can I become like this? You see, I don't like this style of dressing. I don't like the style of these clothes, and I don't like such a layer of unchanging hairstyle. I suddenly thought, I'll be myself.

Jin said silently, and tears unconsciously slipped down her eyes. She really deserved it. From the beginning, she did not insist on being herself, but she wanted to turn herself into what she is now. What Qin Hao likes is Qin Muqing, which has nothing to do with her appearance. In a word, it's not that Jin Moran is determined to be herself, but that she is saying goodbye to her relationship. Unexpectedly, in the end, she was saying goodbye to her rival. At the same time, she can't hate this rival. Instead, she drinks with her here.

"Indifference, I'm sorry."

Qin Muqing not only saw Jin Moran's tears, but also felt the pain of love in the depths of Jin Moran's heart. Every woman, always more or less, will suffer some emotional injury. It's just that some women have a good life and can't suffer much harm, so they can get a man who loves her and understands her. But some women are destined to be scarred. Qin Muqing could feel Jin Moran's pain, but she didn't know how deep the wound was in the bottom of her heart.

Isn't she unaware of her pain? On the day she left, she thought that Mo Yichen would be with other women and start a family with other women. When she comes back, she can show her fists and take revenge. But there was no result. Mo Yichen said that he had been guarding herself for her. In this case, there was an accident like Dongfang Wanqi, which made it difficult for Qin Muqing to accept. It's hard to accept, so I still have to accept it, because she loves him, unconditionally and for no reason. However, since the incident of Mo's mother, he has not had any information until now, which had to make Qin Muqing feel a faint pain in his heart. After all, can't he trust himself?

How can he do this to himself?

It seemed that Jin Moran didn't hear Qin Muqing's 'I'm sorry'. She still only cared about drinking. The more she drank, the more she drank, the less drunk she felt.

Seeing that Jin Moran was drinking without saying a word, Qin Muqing also drank with her. In fact, she knows that it is a good thing to have someone to accompany her when she is heartbroken. Probably, Jin Moran needs her to drink with her, which is better than her 'sorry'. However, what's the use of being sorry? From beginning to end, Qin Muqing can't control Qin Hao's feelings, can he?

"After I left, Qin Hao asked you to take care of it."

After a long time, Jin Moran looked at Qin Muqing and said.

Unexpectedly, although Jin Moran desperately chased Qin Hao for four years, she was still a proud and conceited young lady. Like Qin Muqing, self-esteem is paramount. It is rare for her to insist on chasing these four years. Qin Muqing was not sure that she could stick to the same love as Jin Moran.

It's just that Mo Yichen hasn't received any phone calls and messages, and she has already flinched a little.