Part11 The rhythm of heavy color and light nephew
After picking the lilies in the lilies field, Qin Muqing specially took them to the cemetery.
However, it was to avoid it, but I didn't want to meet it unexpectedly.
When Qin Muqing looked up at her father's tombstone but also saw Qin Hao, she was so shocked that she almost threw away the flowers in her hand. I really didn't expect that Qin Hao would come here at this time. She thought that he would definitely go home after swaggering from the sky of S City. It seems that she still doesn't know enough about him.
Despite this, it has been met, and it is too late for Qin Muqing to escape at this time.
She was about to speak, but Qin Hao grabbed her in front.
"Mu Qing?" Obviously, Qin Hao was also a little surprised that Qin Muqing would appear here at this time.
He also obviously forgot that the beginning of his love confession on the phone was ruthlessly interrupted by Qin Muqing.
At this moment, Qin Muqing is hard-headed, and Qin Hao is a little more happy. I didn't expect that they would appear here together at this time, and I didn't expect that the sea of people was vast and they were connected. For this, Qin Hao was already very happy.
"Are you also coming to see Dad?" Qin Muqing's voice was so soft that she almost couldn't hear it. However, soon, she showed the demeanor of being a good sister. Go forward and put the lilies in front of Qin Bo's tomb.
Although she knew that she should bring a bouquet of **, she just wanted to show her father these flowers that opened in her flower field.
"I haven't been here for a long time. I miss him very much. I thought that he brought me into the Qin family, and that he regarded me as his own training and care. But I never thought that I would do anything wrong to him. Mu Qing, do you understand?"
His voice may be saying that his love for her is not that he is sorry for his father. It's not that I'm sorry to anyone. It's a frank and honest love.
Unfortunately, Qin Muqing understood, but he couldn't accept it.
"Let's not say this in front of Dad."
Qin Muqing's words turned around. She really didn't want her father to see that her brother fell in love with her. She didn't want her father to see such a helpless side. Maybe she should have a good talk with Qin Hao, but this place doesn't seem to be suitable. But when I went home, there were too many people at home. At least, Xiao Moyang and Qin Muqing don't want him to know too much. Mo Yichen, Qin Hao is absolutely not allowed.
"Where should I say that?"
Qin Hao is a little unhappy. What's wrong with him? Even if Qin Muqing doesn't want to accept him, he doesn't have to. Qin Hao suddenly felt that he was hurt in his heart. For so many years, he had always thought that there was a tacit understanding between him and Qin Muqing. Even if his love broke this tacit understanding, at least, Qin Muqing should not treat him with such an attitude. This made Qin Hao feel very unfair and uncomfortable.
"Ahao, I have seen and understood your feelings. But I know very well that I am your sister. I have always clearly placed my position on your sister's position. I know it very well, but you don't know it. You won't know how difficult it is for me to cross this ethical feeling.
What Qin Muqing said is true, and it is also his heart. She didn't want to see him for so long, and she didn't want to say anything to Qin Haoduo. It was also because she was very clear in her heart that the truth she said made it difficult for Qin Hao to accept, just like the fact that it was difficult for her to accept the fact that Qin Hao fell in love with her. I understand, so avoid it. She even prepared to ask Su Shan to hire a psychologist. Maybe, when necessary, she and Qin Hao can use it.
"These are not problems at all. Changes are just very simple things. As long as you take the first step, there is a possibility of success." Qin Hao spread out his hands, and his expression seemed to be in **Qin Muqing.
However, Qin Hao forgot that Qin Muqing was never a person who would be **. She will never give in.
"How to change? You are my younger brother. Can this fact be changed? Also, Hao, we are all adults. Can we not do such a meaningless thing? I'm your sister, and I just want to be your sister. I didn't think you would miss me, and I don't plan to accept your love for me. Can you understand? I can't cross this boundary. I forget what you have done and the fact that you loved me. We are still siblings, the best siblings, the same as before.
These words were buried in Qin Muqing's heart for a period of time, but she didn't dare to tell Qin Hao that she was afraid that such words would break his heart. However, now, if Qin Muqing doesn't make it clear to him, I'm afraid that there will be more and more troubles than today's in the future. Love can be confused, but it can definitely be done by two people who really love each other. However, with a person you don't love and don't plan to be together, it's better to clearly understand that Qin Muqing must do this. Otherwise, she and Qin Hao will always play with a person.
"I don't want to hear these words."
Why didn't Qin Muqing expect that Qin Muqing would say such a thing?
She will not have that feeling for herself like a boyfriend and girlfriend, or even not, nor will she work hard or consider trying to accept Qin Hao's feelings. After being suddenly rejected for thousands of miles, Qin Hao's heart felt a little twitching pain. This is the first time that he refused so completely hopeless.
Hopeless love always hurts.
"Ahao."
Seeing that Qin Hao turned around and left angrily, Qin Muqing wanted to stop him. It's just that Qin Hao's pace is too fast, and it's useless for Qin Muqing to shout. Qin Hao will not stop. He has chosen to continue to love, even if it's just silently.
The originally quiet cemetery began to become quiet again. Qin Muqing squatted down helplessly and sat down in front of his father's tombstone.
"Dad, you didn't expect that he would love me, did you? You must not have thought that your daughter would fall in love with you, like the enemy son of an enemy, right? The world is so wonderful that no one can guess what those so-called feelings will be like. Did you see this bouquet of flowers I gave you? This is the flower that Mo Yichen gave me in the flower field. I can't accept Ah Hao's kindness, but I don't know whether my love can be fulfilled. Dad, is love really so difficult?
Qin Muqing's head leaned slightly on the tombstone, just like leaning on his father's shoulder. It's just that she will never feel that warmth. The touch is just icy and desolate.
That feeling makes people feel a little helpless, but even if it is helpless, it still has to continue. This is life.
When I returned to the city, the sky had begun to shed some light rain. At this time, Qin Muqing doesn't want to go to the company again. Today, she turned off her mobile phone, didn't turn on the computer, and didn't read newspapers and magazines. She knew that newspapers and magazines would report on today's incident. She didn't want to be too annoyed to separate herself from this information world. She only went out of the kindergarten. Today, she wants to pick up Xiao Moyang from school in person.
After waiting for a short time, Xiao Moyang's class was over. The nanny also came over. Qin Muqing arranged for the nanny to go back first. He took Xiao Moyang to the vegetable market in person, and then chose a few colorful ingredients that Xiao Moyang liked. She wants to cook for her son in person at night, but in fact, she hasn't done this for a long time. Maybe the craftsmanship is rusty, but it doesn't matter. As long as she wants to, she can do it well.
"Mommy, why do you buy vegetables in person today?"
Xiao Moyang looked at his mommy strangely. In his son's eyes, Qin Muqing is extremely busy. He has endless work every day. He can only be seen back and forth almost all morning and one night. What's wrong with this today? It's a whim that he wants to cook. Ha ha, but Xiao Moyang is still very satisfied with this special treatment. He can't wait to stay with his mommy more. Other people's children are accompanied by their parents. He is picked up by a nanny every day when he goes to and from school. Although Xiao Moyang is an extremely smart child and knows that his mother is busy, he will still have a lot of hope for his mother.
"Mommy wants to make delicious food for you."
Xiao Moyang listened and was secretly happy. However, he still pretended to curl his lips and said, "Mommy, can you still cook?"
Qin Muqing was stunned. Yes, she really hasn't cooked food for her son for a long time. She is really incompetent as a mother. However, without her, the consequences would be more serious, and she had nothing she could do.
"Mommy will try to make it as delicious as possible."
Although Qin Muqing didn't dare to promise, he still agreed with Xiao Moyang.
"Well, I believe you. Mommy, has your uncle been busy lately? You have time to pick me up from school. Why haven't I seen my uncle for a long time? He hasn't told me a story for days. Does he have a girlfriend? But Sister Mingming Jin has already left?"
Xiao Moyang grabbed his brain and looked quite worried. How can this be good? His uncle has disappeared for a long time. This is the rhythm of color and nephew. Xiao Moyang feels like he is disappointed in love with a man and a woman.
However, Qin Muqing smiled and couldn't speak. Qin Hao has a girlfriend. The reason why he has time today is also because of him.
Qin Muqing doesn't want to talk too much to his son. After all, his son won't read newspapers or magazines. When I watch TV, I don't watch the news. WHEN PLAYing IPAD, HE ONLY PLAYS GAMES, SO AS LONG AS HE AND THE PEOPLE IN THE FAMILY don'T SAY IT, HE WON'T KNOW SO MUCH.
However, Qin Muqing still forgot that the defense of the people is better than the defense of Sichuan.