Part45 The most loved person
Maybe, he has always put his position at the height of his sister, so Qin Muqing has never noticed this kind of affection, right? Otherwise, with her cleverness, how could she not know Qin Hao's thoughts?
It's really careless.
"Ahao, I am very grateful to you for putting me in the most important position in your heart. But I'm sorry, I can't occupy it selfishly all the time. I have the life I want and the people I love. I have the love I want to protect, so I am destined to live up to your kindness. Ah Hao, forget that you love me. Live a good life, okay?"
Qin Muqing knew that if that relationship started from that time, it must be deep-rooted. She is also a person who has experienced emotions and can still understand. What's more, Qin Hao is so stubborn and persistent.
"Qin Muqing, why are you doing this?"
Qin Hao suddenly became angry, like a sad child who couldn't eat sugar. If you lose patience, you may be able to get one or two sugars in this way.
"Ahao, don't be so excited, okay?"
Qin Muqing doesn't want anything to happen to Qin Hao. This is a conversation, the intersection of the heart. It is also difficult for Qin Muqing to overcome the obstacles in his heart to talk to Qin Hao. Otherwise, maybe she will always run away from him, not see him, and won't say so much to him. That's it. We have to thank Mo Yichen for his support.
Speaking of Mo Yichen, at this moment, he and Qin Muqing are just separated by a screen. Therefore, he easily listened to the conversation between Qin Hao and Qin Muqing. To be honest, as an opponent, he naturally did not want Qin Hao to have any opportunity, but he was involuntarily moved by what Qin Hao said. At that age, he has deeply hidden Qin Muqing in the bottom of his heart to love him. Until now, not everyone has such feelings. Not every man can love a woman for such a long time. And when she experiences anything, she is by her side and with her.
This feeling is indeed worthy of respect.
Thinking of this, Mo Yichen was a little excited. Fortunately, the person Qin Muqing fell in love with first was him!
Otherwise, what should he do to compete with such a relationship?
Although many of the means and methods Qin Hao pursues now are extreme, this does not negate his good at all.
Without him, how smooth could Qin Muqing have lived in those four years abroad? Can Qingmo Group go smoothly like that? These are all contributed by Qin Hao, including Xiao Moyang. Mo Yichen has to admit that Xiao Moyang is influenced by Qin Hao.
"Why don't you even give me a chance? Just because I'm the child my father adopted? Is it your younger brother in your name? There is no blood relationship between us, which is unfair to me. Mu Qing, you should think more about it. We have been together for so many years. Think about some happy moments between us. Think about the four years when we depended on each other. Why can't the feelings of Mo Yichen for more than ten years? Because of the child? Is it true that I haven't done enough in the past four years? I love and teach Xiao Moyang as my own son. If you want a career, I will give you the most solid backing, and I will fight for it with my life. Of course, my father's appearance was an accident and my good luck. But do you know? I would rather not appear. Our life is harder, and the growth of Qingmo Group will be slower. In this way, we will not return to China so soon and return to this damn place, although I have also loved this place, because I and you spend a lot of happy time here. But I still love the United States the most. Those four years are complete and belong to us. I don't ask for anything else. At this point, I just hope it can give me a chance to compete fairly and Mo Yichen. But I know that you may not be willing to give it.
Qin Hao smiled bitterly. His handsome face clearly showed a smile, but it made the people who saw it feel particularly cold.
He is the boss of the underworld, but Qin Hao at this moment is inexplicably distressing.
He is so easy to get hurt. There is only one person I hurt, and only this one is qualified to hurt him, and only she can hurt him.
"Ahao, it's not my selfishness, but that we are really not suitable to be lovers and husband and wife. Sisters and brothers are very suitable for us. Isn't it good to maintain the sister-brother relationship all the time?
How can she give her a chance? She has never thought about him in that way.
Mo Yichen sat over there and drank coffee obviously slowly. Listening to Qin Hao's words, he was moved. But emotionally, he is also selfish. It was not easy to get to this day with Qin Muqing. It was not easy for Xiao Moyang to live with his mother, which made her very happy. Maybe, when some things are solved, the matter of marriage can also be put on the agenda smoothly. At this time, he still refused to give Qin Hao a chance to compete with Qin Muqing fairly.
Don't always think that men are generous. In some things, men are not particularly generous.
"I knew it would be such an answer." Qin Hao buried his head in drinking coffee and raised his head for a long time: "But I'm still here, because I miss you very much and I really want to see you. You moved out. For the first time in so many years, I have been separated from you for so long. When I wake up every day, I can't see you. When I go home every day, I can't see you. You know, it's been cold in the house since you left. When I sleep at night, I will wake up cold when I fall asleep. When I had insomnia, I poured myself a glass of wine and drank it. I couldn't help walking to Xiao Moyang's room. I'm still in the same state as before. As soon as he woke up in the middle of the night, he went to see if he had kicked off the quilt and whether he would catch a cold. You know, when I look at the empty room and the ** little guy who was supposed to be asleep in my own selection is not there, I can't help but quickly return to my own room.
Your empty room, Xiao Moyang's empty room, all remind me that such a cruel fact, you have left me. You left me..."
Qin Hao endured, but his tears turned in his eyes very disappointingly.
If you must ask, who loves you the most in the world, I think it must be me!
Qin Muqing was moved by Qin Hao. She knew that he really loved Xiao Moyang. This is also the reason why Qin Hao was not angry when he said that he was Xiao Moyang's father last time.
She also knows that he must really love himself. However, Qin Muqing, she has only one person. She couldn't divide herself into two halves, half to her beloved Mo Yichen and half to Qin Hao, who loved her deeply.
In fact, she also loves Qin Hao very much. It's just not love. It's family affection, love, love and care. After so many years of getting along with him, even if he is only a little hurt, she will be distressed. Unfortunately, in the end, it was herself who hurt him the most.
Qin Muqing hated himself very much and could not respond to Qin Hao's love.
What she can do is to help him get out of this whirlpool of feelings.
In the past, she just thought that if you don't pay attention to him, he will understand that this is an incoherent love, but now, Qin Muqing wants to help him wholeheartedly.
For nothing else, even if it was his words, he suddenly woke up in the middle of the night and still went to Xiao Moyang's room to see if he kicked the quilt.
Those who sincerely give, even if they can't get it, should be rewarded.
Qin Muqing wants to repay Qin Hao for a new life and start again.
"Ahao, I'm sorry. I thought that my departure would make you rethink our relationship. I thought this cold treatment was better than arguing with you, and it wouldn't hurt you. I'm sorry, I hurt you in the end.
Qin Muqing is sincerely apologizing.
Mo Yichen took a deep breath of cold air behind the screen and shouted in his heart: No, this is a sign of her soft heart.
This is not like what we said before!
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I'm sorry. You said too much today. You are not sorry for me, and you don't need to be sorry. Mu Qing, no matter how you choose, I don't blame you. But I will strive for it. I don't like to be passive all the time. Since I have said I love you, I will always go to the end. I will wait for you and protect you. I will still fight for it. As long as you don't marry Mo Yichen for a day, I will fight for it every day. Even if you marry him, I will wait.
Qin Hao's words were very serious, and Qin Muqing also knew that if he said so, he would definitely do so.
Qin Hao, he is a very persistent person.
Mo Yichen behind the screen took a breath of cold air. It's really worrying to have such a rival in love.
Before you get married, what do you like to do? Who cares about you? After marriage, you are still waiting silently. Isn't it uneasy? Are you going to make people sleep in ** and dream of having a person like you? Isn't it too scary?
"Ahao, don't do this. Don't do this, okay? Your life is still so long that you can have your own happiness. Why do you lock yourself in your own heart like this and refuse to come out?
Even if it is a very happy thing to be loved, Qin Muqing hopes that Qin Hao can give up loving himself and find the happiness he deserves.
Everyone has the right to be happy. Qin Muqing doesn't want to occupy the resources of Qin Hao's happiness like this.
"Happiness? Isn't my happiness just you? I came out of the orphanage. I was not happy before. When I had it, it was because of you. Do you think I can be happy without you?
Happiness, what is happiness? This thing has a different definition in everyone's heart, right?
Perhaps Qin Muqing believes that Qin Hao should have a good relationship and find someone who loves him and he also loves to be happy, right? However, for Qin Hao, happiness is that being with Qin Muqing, even if it is just waiting like in the United States, it is also happiness.