Part61 No right to choose
Seeing Qin Hao, it was not a big deal, but the key to the problem is that Qin Hao is really depressed today.
Qin Muqing doesn't think there is any difference between Qin Hao today, except that he is a little sad. This can be regarded as a normal person's mood. However, Qin Hao has been staring at Qin Muqing since he sat opposite Qin Muqing, but he didn't say a word. He seemed to be examining and comparing. What on earth is the difference between the vegetarian he created with one hand and Qin Muqing?
The biggest difference is not the appearance, but the inside. It's the whole person. It's Susu who is not Qin Muqing at all, and it's impossible to become Qin Muqing at all. This is the difference, the biggest difference, and the least possible same.
"Ahao, don't you have anything to say?"
Qin Muqing is not used to being seen by Qin Hao. Not to mention Qin Muqing, he will not adapt to being stared at by a person like this.
"I think it's a luxury for me to look at you like this now. Mu Qing, since when have I lost the opportunity to look at you like this? Qin Hao is a little sad. If he can't look a few more at this moment, I guess there will be no chance next.
"What are you talking about, Ah Hao, you have to adjust your mentality. When your mentality is adjusted, when you adapt to your current life, you will still have your own happiness. I don't want to see you continue like this. Chee up and be strong, okay?"
Qin Muqing stirred the coffee in front of her. She looked at Qin Hao opposite. In fact, it was not clear whether she owed Qin Hao or Qin Hao lost money to her. In a word, there are too many things between them that can't be clearly separated. It can be said that in those years, she gave Qin Hao a lot of warmth that he didn't have. However, in those years abroad, Qin Hao also paid a lot for her career. It has laid a lot of foundation for her. If it weren't for Qin Hao, because of Qin Hao's father, maybe Qin Muqing, she is not who she is today. She still has a lot of heat to get to this point. The thing about fate is really not clear. Now that Qin Haocheng is like this, Qin Muqing can't leave him alone. Perhaps, if Qin Muqing became a demon on that day and could not live a normal life, Qin Hao would also help him without hesitation.
"Can I still be happy?" Happiness? Qin Hao doubted that people like him would still be happy? Didn't his happiness fall in love with others with Qin Muqing, and then disappeared? Can it still be available? No, maybe other people won't believe it, but he believes that his happiness is something that others can't give anymore.
"Of course."
Qin Muqing smiled and said affirmatively.
Her smile is still so beautiful, like Qin Hao saw her for the first time when she was a child.
Over the years, it has changed in real time, but Qin Muqing's mood is still the same as before. She is still so kind. After experiencing so many things, she still keeps her original heart, which is really touching.
"Ahao, I want to marry Mo Yichen. Is it okay with you?"
Mo Yichen has had such an idea for a long time. Previously, the obstacle between them was Mo, but now Mo has fully accepted her and no longer rejects her. Xiao Moyang also needs a normal family. So it should be natural to consider getting married at this time. However, Qin Muqing was still worried about Qin Hao. He was afraid that he could not bear it and something would happen. In that case, Qin Muqing was afraid that he would blame himself for hurting him.
So, three or four times, Mo Yichen hinted at Qin Muqing's marriage, and Qin Muqing did not answer.
"Marry?"
Qin Hao seemed to be shocked by these two words.
Get married, is it so fast? Yes, Mo Yichen's mother has probably accepted Qin Muqing, and Xiao Moyang also needs his parents. They should get married at this time. Even Su Shan and Hua Yiyang are married. They loved it so early, and it's not too early to bring it up until now.
However, Qin Hao is sure that he can really come out and really see this scene. Did he see Qin Muqing wearing a white wedding dress, holding Mo Yichen's hand and walking into the church? Can he do it? For him, it's almost the same as death. So, what should he do? From then on, he will never have a chance again. Maybe even when I see her, it's no longer just right. Susu has also left. Why? Why is it like this? Obviously, he appeared by her much earlier than Mo Yichen, didn't he? Obviously, is he better than Mo Yichen and Qin Muqing? But why did it become like this in the end?
"Ahao, maybe your family can't accept it for a while. But I will eventually marry Mo Yichen, won't I? I really don't want to wait any longer. I also need a stable life and a stable family. I hope that Xiao Moyang can have a well-known father. I know that this may be a little cruel to you. However, you shouldn't have that kind of feelings for me. If you really can't watch Mo Yichen and I walk into the wedding hall, when you feel better, you can go back to the United States with Jin Moran. Isn't most of your business in the United States? When you go back, you may be a little busy and feel better in your heart. What do you think?
Qin Muqing knew that if he was just blindly indulgent, he was afraid that in the end, no one would be better. She and Mo Yichen couldn't get married and live a good life. On the contrary, they also left thoughts for Qin Hao.
In fact, originally, Qin Muqing did not dare to say this directly to Qin Hao. However, before coming here, she asked Jin Moran for Dr. Luo's phone number. After some discussion, Qin Muqing still decided to adopt Dr. Luo's advice. In this way, it was indeed a blow to Qin Hao.
It was a blow for Jin Moran to let Susu go. She revealed that she was going to get married again, which was another heavy blow to Qin Hao. It seems that Dr. Luo's treatment method is to let Qin Hao be reborn in these blows. Qin Muqing is not sure whether this method will work or not, but she hopes that Qin Hao can get better, so she is willing to have a try.
"You all leave me. It doesn't matter. I can go back to the United States or give up everything here. You can even do whatever you want me to do, as long as you are happy."
Qin Hao suddenly became very depressed.
Originally, he had struggled in the bottom of his heart before he came to see Qin Muqing. Do you want to make a final effort? But the current facts tell him that he doesn't need any effort or do anything. He didn't lose Qin Muqing, but he never got it. He is her younger brother, so one day, she will eventually leave him and go to another man. This is the law, and now, it's time.
"Ahao, we are not leaving you. Even if you go to the United States, I, Yichen, and Xiao Moyang can come to see you at any time. Besides, the company still has a lot of business in the United States, and there are many opportunities to go there. And if you have time, you can come back to see us.
It should be the right decision to let Qin Hao return to the United States. Keep him away from Qin Muqing and be far away. Such a day will not be a bad thing for him.
"Is it your decision to go to the United States, or Mo Yichen's decision?"
Qin Hao seemed to care about this. He looked at Qin Muqing and looked very serious.
"Ahao, this is not a decision, but a suggestion. You are an independent person. Only you can decide your decisions. None of us can decide your affairs. That's what I'm suggesting. America is good. With so many people and things, you won't have to think about those loveful things. Maybe you will meet a girl who suits you.
Qin Muqing also answered Qin Hao seriously.
"Real? Mo Yichen, didn't he think so? I guess he wants me to go back to the United States more, so that he doesn't have to worry. There is also a rival staring at him somewhere in the city. Mu Qing, I might as well tell you that Mo Yichen is really a smart man. I had someone follow him before, but in fact, he found out early in the morning. He just used the people I followed to bring back a lot of news that he got along well with you. He did it on purpose. He did it on purpose to make me feel uncomfortable.
Qin Muqing's eyes widened. She never knew such a thing. Mo Yichen knew? However, Mo Yichen didn't tell her either. This guy is his wife and slave now. Is there anything else he won't tell Qin Muqing? Qin Muqing was very suspicious that this was Qin Hao's nonsense. It may be true that he sent someone to follow him, but Mo Yichen probably didn't know.
"You don't believe it! I knew you wouldn't believe it. You care about him more than you care about me.
Qin Hao bowed his head in disappointment and was no longer in the mood to drink coffee.
"Ahao, why are you doing this, stalking and breaking the law."
"I don't care. How can I care about this in my position? Even if one day I die for you, I will. It's just a pity that you won't give me this opportunity.
Qin Hao smiled bitterly and loved someone to his extent. He was really a coward. But so what? His identity, status and wealth are nothing better than Qin Muqing's smile. However, Qin Muqing's smile does not belong to him. It did not belong to him in the past, and it will not belong to him in the future.
"Don't talk nonsense."
"You get married. I'll go to the United States. If I leave, you will feel safe. After I leave, you can live a good life. As for my life or death, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter!" Qin Hao was heartbroken, but he was extremely calm on his face. It seems that in this way, finally, to the end, he had no choice but to calm down. This is what he doesn't have the right to choose. Yes, he doesn't have the right to choose! Leaving is perhaps the best way.