Chapter 181 Family is also a world
Fan Qing cried more and more. He cried for three or four minutes and still didn't stop.
"How long are you going to make my sister cry?" Fan Fei wrote anxiously and sadly on the paper.
"No hurry, let her cry first." Naturally, Bing Feimo is still communicating with Fan Fei in the way of pen talk.
"?" Fan Fei wrote a big question mark again.
"Your sister, under the automatic guidance of the subconscious, has come up with a trauma that has been sealed for many years. She now needs a little time to release those emotions. And crying in this hypnotic state is a very effective treatment. So, you can rest assured that the hypnosis treatment has been going well so far!" Bing Feimo wrote a paragraph confidently.
Fan Fei scratched his head and had to wait patiently for his sister's crying to calm down.
Five minutes later, Fan Qing's crying gradually calmed down and decayed into intermittent sobs.
"Can you tell me what happened just now?" Only then did Bing Feimo ask calmly and softly.
"My right leg is actually completely healed on my tenth birthday... I'm so stupid that I've been lame for another ten years... I have hurt myself and my family, making them worry about me for ten years, ten years..." Fan Qing cried with a sob.
"Ten years old..." After Bing Feimo and Fan Fei looked at each other in surprise, they asked softly, "How did you know at that time?"
"Since I was lame at the age of seven, my mother has been wearing me loose shoes, and then put a two centimeter thick insole in my right foot, which made me not so obvious... On my tenth birthday, my mother took my insole to wash it. I didn't pay attention, so I put on my shoes to play, and was surprised to find that I didn't do much. It's so lame..." Fan Qing whispered.
"And then?" Bing Feimo asked softly.
"But a few minutes later, I was lame again, and I couldn't recover from it... I lost the best opportunity..." Fan Qing's tears flowed out again.
"Why is that?" Bing Feimo asked quickly.
Fan Qing was silent.
"I know that you usually can't touch the subconscious, but now, it's in front of you. Be happy to touch it, even those memories that are unbearable. Go back to that moment and let it tell you what kind of instructions it issued at that time? Bing Feimo asked.
At this moment of treatment, Fan Fei knew that he was close to the truth and only felt that his heart was about to jump out.
"It... let me... continue... lame..." Fan Qing was silent for a long time before he sighed and said.
These words seem to have exhausted the strength of Fan Qing's whole body, and it is extremely difficult to say.
"Why? Why did your subconscious mind give such instructions? Bing Feimo looked at Fan Fei again and asked softly.
"Our family is poor. In the past, my sister was half of my brother Fan Fei's mother... Since I was three years old, I have learned to cook pumpkins and sweet potatoes for me and my brother. I have always taken care of my brother... But my mother still likes boys, so there are delicious and easy to wear. She I will leave it to my brother. Our family only eats meat once a month. I can only eat one or two pieces of that meat. The rest are all eaten by Feifei. Feifei sometimes secretly gives me some meat. My mother found it and scolded him... My mother said that Feifei will inherit the family in the future. It should be more nutritious, lay a good foundation, and let me be my sister... Fan Qing said intermittently, and tears of grievance flowed out of his eyes.
Fan Fei scratched his head vigorously and nodded to Bing Feimo, indicating that everything his sister said was true.
Bing Feimo didn't say anything, just quietly waiting for Bing Feimo to continue.
"That time I fell from the walnut tree, it was because my mother asked me to knock on the remaining walnuts so that I could sell them for money. At that time, Feifei was playing with others, and I was sad when I thought about it... The walnut tree was so high that it hurt when I fell down. I sat under the tree and cried for a long time. At that time, I actually doubted whether I was my mother's own! I'm so stupid. Feifei is my own brother. How nice my parents were to me later. How could I think so at that time? Fan Qing cried.
When Fan Fei heard this, his face was gloomy, and he covered his face tightly with his hands.
"After I fell, my mother's attitude towards me was completely different. She left me all the delicious food, saying that she wanted to strengthen my nutrition and grow my legs well, so that I wouldn't be married in the future... My father also said that Feifei is a boy. I have to work harder and suffer more... Since I was lame, I don't have to work in the ground anymore, no matter what. Whether it's double grab or transplanting, beating pig grass, herdering cattle, all the farm work is flying to do. I only study hard to take the college entrance examination..."
Fan Qing continued to sob and said, "So when I happened to find that I was not lame at the age of ten, I subconsciously gave myself instructions to continue to be limped. Since then, this habit of lameness has accompanied me for another ten years. I can't correct it later, and I can't even remember the scene when I was ten years old... ...Until now, I have recalled this root cause again. It turns out that this is the real reason why I have been lame for another decade..."
Fan Fei's eyes widened in surprise, and he couldn't accept this fact for a while.
Just a moment later, he suddenly smiled silently, because although her sister did something stupid, she is now regretting, and more importantly, she finally found the root cause of the lame, which means that her lameness is likely to be cured in one fell swoop...
"I'm so selfish. I don't deserve to be Feifei's sister... He is three years younger than me. At that time, he was less than ten years old and went to work in the field. How could I be so selfish? I'm really not a human!" Fan Qing is still complaining about himself.
"What should I do? Let her return to normal?" Bing Feimo looked at Fan Fei with some worry and wrote.
The truth told by Fan Qing was a little cruel. Unexpectedly, it was caused by the subconscious monster caused by the sister and brother competing for favor with their parents. Bing Feimo was a little worried that Fan Fei would hate his sister, so he had such a strange question.
"Of course!" Fan Fei stared at Bing Feimo, wrote down two big words, and then realized something from Bing Feimo's expression, so he added another line of small words, "Is she my sister, my relative!" Even if she does something excessive, she will always be my sister. I will definitely forgive her. Blood is thicker than water! What's more, she didn't hurt me. In the end, she just hurt herself. Help her recover quickly, please!"
Bing Feimo looked at the sentence, nodded gently and wrote, "I'm thinking about how to persuade her to put down the burden of the past..."
"You say so..." Fan Fei pondered for a while and wrote quickly, "Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and families are also rivers and lakes. It is normal for brothers and sisters to compete for favor in front of their parents. As long as they don't hurt their relatives, there is no big mistake. My mother used to be patriarchal and was very unfair to my sister. And my sister was only ten years old at that time, and she was still ignorant. It was normal to have this idea. Besides, this is also a momentary thing. She didn't expect that her subconscious would be so long. She is not to blame for this. She is not responsible!"
"I see!" Bing Feimo also pondered for a while and wrote, "In a moment, I will guide her back to the memory of the past as a 20-year-old, let her imagine a scene of her conversation with herself at the age of ten, and tell Fan Qing at the age of ten that it is normal to have such an idea, and there is no shame. I will also let her share her experience and ideas of growing up in the past ten years with her at the age of ten, so that they can have a good talk and completely untie this knot..."
"Is this okay?" Fan Fei raised his eyebrows in surprise.
"Of course, as long as you use imagination, you can complete this scene and completely change the wrong idea in her subconscious... Fan Fei, human imagination is very powerful. As long as you learn and use it, hypnosis is almost omnipotent!" Bing Feimo squeezed her lips and smiled and wrote, "Okay, go out quickly, so that she won't wake up and be embarrassed to see you..."
"Good! Let this matter be a secret between you and her. You help her find another reason to return to normal, such as lame habit or something!" After Fan Fei finished writing this sentence, he exhaled for a long time, stood up, and walked out gently.
Bing Feimo suddenly remembered something and grabbed him.
"What?" Fan Fei felt a ling in his heart and quickly squatted down to write.