Love

Su Qinghen was still talking to himself: "Come on, I personally feed you the medicine. With such a big face, you can open your mouth."

Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Bai Zhi's "Xiao Yue". The whole person seemed to have been performed a stylization, and the movement stopped for a moment.

He looked back and saw Xiao Yue and quickly put down the medicine bowl in his hand. When he found that she was wet, he rushed to the door almost with an arrow step and almost couldn't help holding her in his arms, but he could only restrain his impulse: "Xiaoyue, where are you going? How did it happen?"

"Where did you care about me?" Xiao Yue roared fiercely, but her eyes turned red involuntarily.

Su Qinghen suddenly felt at a loss: "What's wrong with you?"

"I can't die, and I won't get cold. Go and feed your sister the medicine. I'm leaving. Xiao Yue turned her head angrily and left.

Su Qinghen hurriedly chased out: "Xiaoyue, why are you still angry?"

Seeing Xiao Yue leave the Su's yard and want to turn to her own door, Su Qinghen couldn't help pulling her over and holding her in her arms: "Xiaoyue, don't lose your temper with me. Can't I apologize to you? I was reckless last time.

As if to avoid the rain, Su Qinghen said while holding Xiao Yue and hiding under the big tree in front of the door.

Xiao Yue stepped on his instep fiercely: "Let go of me!"

Su Qinghen was in pain, but still hugged her tightly. Suddenly, she asked in a low voice, "After being separated for so long, I miss you every day. Do you miss me?"

"Do you miss me? Do you miss your good sister more? Didn't you boil medicine for an hour? Go and coax others to drink medicine in a soft voice. That's because I feel cold. In case it becomes a big problem, it will be amazing.

Su Qinghen was stunned, and then smiled slightly: "When I came back in the afternoon, I went to see you immediately. As a result, my uncle and aunt didn't know where you went, and Xiaoyi, Bai Zhi and Bai Shu didn't know. Bai Zhi is probably busy asking for news these days and dealing with those gold, silver and jewelry. Coincidentally, the weather is not good these days, so she got a cold. Baishu's body is nothing, but he can't persuade Bai Zhi to take medicine. At least they made it like this for me. I can't live without asking, can I? I just thought that when the medicine was boiled and then let Bai Zhi take the medicine, it would probably be evening. Didn't you tell your aunt when you left that you would come back before evening? I'm looking forward to your return."

Xiao Yue's mood is a little better. Thinking about Bai Zhibaishu, if she is sick, she can't even stand by, let alone Su Qinghen? Well, I seem to have a bad temper just now. No, no, why are you so generous? Su Qinghen feeds whoever he likes to drink medicine. What does it have to do with him?

Su Qinghen looked at Xiao Yue's tangled eyebrows, but her smile became stronger and stronger: "Xiaoyue, you look so jealous."

Xiao Yue was shocked and went to push Su Qinghen: "Who is jealous? I want to go home. Let me go."

Su Qinghen hugged more and more tightly, and didn't care about the clothes wet by Xiao Yue: "Don't let go. If you have been worried for me for so long, you have to give me enough capital first.

Xiao Yue was so angry that he couldn't laugh or cry. Suddenly, she remembered something and asked urgently, "Where on earth have you been hurt?" Er... Are you the assassin accompanying Duxiyuan? Bai Zhi and Bai Shu received news that you were injured.

"Haha" Su Qinghen laughed and said, "I don't know who sent such alarmist news to them."

"Where the hell was the injury?"

Su Qinghen finally let go of one hand and handed the back of his left hand to Xiao Yue: "The assassin is not true, and it's true that he is injured. But it's just that I was injured here and cut a little skin. I just wanted to sneak into Xiyuan to see how the dog emperor was doing. If he lived a miserable life after being imprisoned, I would let him live. As a result, I found that he was still in good clothes, but he was not very free to move, so I killed him.

Xiao Yue looked carefully and could only see an inch-long small red mark. She took a long breath, raised the corners of her mouth, and suddenly smiled: "I said, Bodhisattva bless good people. It's not in vain for me to go to Ciyun'an this afternoon..."

She suddenly stopped talking. Knowing that this guy was so nervous about him, his tail should be up to the sky.

Sure enough, Su Qinghen hugged her with both hands: "No wonder it's so wet. If I had known this, I would have picked you up in Ciyun'an. What a fool. I can survive fighting on the battlefield of thousands of troops and horses, so I'm not afraid of a small forbidden palace in Xiyuan.

"I fool have to go back to change my clothes and take a shower now, otherwise I will occasionally feel cold. Will you let go?"

Su Qinghen was stunned, and her hand was a little loose, but she hugged Xiao Yue tightly: "Don't let go. I take advantage of you like this. When you leave, you will never talk to me again. I'm not so stupid. If you are really cold, I will also turn myself into a cold and accompany you to suffer!"

"Then what on earth are you going to let me go?"

Su Qinghen said sadly, "How can I make it clear enough? In fact, you should also know what you think in your heart, right? Bai Zhibaishu and Xiaoyi all said that you are always panicked these days, you can't eat well, and you can't sleep. I'm looking at it now. People have lost a lot of weight.

Xiao Yue became uneasy and began to find a reason to defend herself: "I... we are friends, and I'm worried about my good friends."

"Xiaoyue, you obviously like me, why don't you admit it? Or... Do you think you will feel sorry for Brother Lin if you change your mind? Don't forget what Brother Lin's last words are.

Xiao Yue lowered her head and said nothing for a long time.

Su Qinghen still couldn't get any response. He sighed secretly, opened his mouth with difficulty, and said his worst decision: "Xiaoyue, if you must stay for Brother Lin for a lifetime, then I will accompany you. If you don't marry, I won't marry either. It's good for us to be neighbors for life.

Xiao Yue's heart trembled and suddenly looked up, but she only saw the unquestionable firmness in Su Qinghen's eyes. He even said this!

Su Qinghen sighed secretly and was disappointed. Finally, she slowly let go of her hand, raised her sleeves and wiped her wet face: "Go back to take a shower and change clothes. Is there enough hot water? I still have a lot there. I'll bring it to you.

Xiao Yue looked at him motionless, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

Su Qinghen panicked and became at a loss again: "Why did you suddenly cry? Don't cry, don't cry. As soon as you cry, my heart will be confused. It's my fault. I shouldn't have told you this. As he said, he wiped Xiao Yue's tears in a panic.

Xiao Yue suddenly stretched out her hand and held his panicked hand in her palm: "I have something to ask you."

Su Qinghen's fingers were stiff, but his eyes were clear: "Okay, you ask."

Xiao Yue said, "Actually, I didn't mind the time you lied to me before... I'm really relieved. But you can't let it go, can you?"

Su Qinghen didn't expect that she suddenly asked this. She couldn't help holding her in her arms and slowly talked about her heart knot: "Yes, I've always mind, and I can't let it go. You don't know, when I came back to save you, I was scared into a cold sweat when I saw you struggling so hard to call for help. If I arrive one step late... I dare not think about the consequences. Later, I rescued you up the mountain and saw that you were injured all over. I couldn't wait to skin Yuan's cramps. You don't know, I hated myself so much at that time and felt that I was simply inferior to a beast. That night, you slept in my arms, but you always slept uneasily. You kept turning over and wanted to find a comfortable posture, but you couldn't find it. No matter how you moved, you would touch the wound. You have been frowning and shouting 'pain' even in your sleep. At that time, I looked at you and felt that I owed you, and I couldn't pay it back in my life.

Xiao Yue knew it was like this. Later, when he saw her again, there was always a strong sense of guilt in his eyes. Such a clear guilt was not pretending at all, let alone pretending to be pretentious, but his unconscious expression of true feelings.

Xiao Yue just snuggled in his arms this time, with a sweet voice with a little softness: "Then I got rid of you and hid far away, so that you couldn't find it. Have you ever regretted?"

"Yes, of course," Su Qinghen's heart ached when he thought of this. "I've been worried about you for many years and I've been thinking about you for many years. I'm afraid that you will have a bad life later, or something terrible will happen to you. I feel like a pig. How can I lose you!"

"That--" Xiao Yue bent the corners of her mouth and smiled with a trace of cunning. "Do you think I'm good-looking?"

Su Qinghen was stunned, and then he was in a good mood: "Good-looking, of course. In my eyes, there is no one in the world who looks better than you!"

Xiao Yue said angrily, "If you don't like me, how about just looking at a woman?"

"It's also beautiful!" Su Qinghen and Zheng raised his head, "You don't know, when I first saw you, even your soul was taken away."

Xiao Yue said, "Actually, I have been the best-looking girl in the village since I was a child. But I have always known that Liulinzhai is very small, and the outside world is very big, so I have never lived because I am good-looking. I always feel that there must be a lot of beautiful girls outside. In fact, after I went out for a long walk, I did see a lot of beautiful girls.

Su Qinghen was a little puzzled: "But what does this have to do with me like you? They are good-looking or not, what does it have to do with me!"

"Of course it has something to do with it." Xiao Yue's eyes were covered with a faint haze, and she counted them one by one with her fingers. "Look, you always feel guilty. You feel sorry that you can't get me. This woman who makes you feel guilty and regretful is still a beautiful woman... You, are really sure you understand it. Do you have your own heart?"

Su Qinghen finally understood what she meant and worried. This fool was actually worried that he was just guilty and sorry for her, not the real love. He couldn't help laughing: "Okay, don't count. I happen to have something to ask you."

Xiao Yue blinked a pair of big bright eyes: "You say." Does he still need to ask himself anything?

Su Qinghen said, "If...what if...um, I'm just an example, if we really want to get married, will you dislike me?"

Xiao Yue was immediately asked a question mark: "What do I dislike about you?" If you analyze it from a secular perspective, it should be Su Qinghen who dislikes himself, right?

Su Qinghen's face blushed slightly and said awkwardly: "I dislike me... that... has not been... a boy's body for a long time."

Hmm? That's not right! In the border barracks, everyone joked that General Su was clean and guarded like jade, and he had never even touched a female fly. Could it be... Could it be that... He has long been given by the perverted good-boy buyer... But he was really embarrassed to admit it last time, so he said no?

Xiao Yue's eyes when she looked at Su Qinghen were immediately full of sympathy. She said, "That... that... In fact, this can't be blamed... You are also killed..."

Su Qinghen's face suddenly turned red, and he couldn't help stretching out his finger on her forehead and replaying: "Where do you think?"

Xiao Yue was able to get rid of the bondage with one arm and reached out and rubbed her forehead: "Then you said you are not a boy..."

Su Qinghen sighed and explained, "In the past, I followed the old darts master of Weiyuan Dart Bureau. Although the Dartburo did not give me wages, some customers were generous and would reward us. At that time, I didn't have a favorite girl, and I didn't want to be so independent, so I learned from the old darts master. Every time they complete the task, once they get the reward, they will go... squander it. As for where to go and waste, can you... guess? Naturally, it's not good for me not to follow."

Xiao Yue suddenly understood and punched Su Qinghen on the shoulder: "You actually went to prostitute at a young age."

Su Qinghen hurriedly hugged her with one hand and comforted her on the back: "I swear, it's gone later. I have never touched any other woman since I met you.

Xiao Yue then said, "It's almost the same."

Su Qinghen said again, "You see, you used to be the only man Brother Lin, but I slept with several women. In addition, you are at a disadvantage. If I marry you, will you dislike me?"

Xiao Yue lowered her head and her eyes turned red again. In fact, he was unraveling his heart knot, right? He has never had the same vision as the world! When he first saw it, he said it clearly!

Su Qinghen saw Xiao Yue's delay in answering and said urgently, "You don't really dislike me, do you?"

Xiao Yue quickly looked up at him: "Of course I don't mind!" Unexpectedly, when he looked up, he looked into his smiling eyes. It turned out that he was not really anxious at all. Damn, this dead liar came to lie to himself again!

Su Qinghen said again, "There is another important thing to ask for advice."

"What's the matter?"

Su Qinghen looked at Xiao Yue with envy and hatred: "I think you and Brother Lin are so lucky that they picked up Xiaoyi for nothing without having to work hard. He is smart, naughty and qualified. The key is that he is filial and willing to work hard. I don't have the good luck to pick up such a good son for nothing, so now when I see you two, I envy your good luck! Do you think that if we really get married, will Xiaoyi dislike a stepfather like me who has lied to his mother?

Now, all her heart knots have been untied. Xiao Yue took the initiative to stretch out her hand, hugged Su Qinghen's waist, and buried her head in his chest: "Qinghen, why are you so desperate? In the past, when I was on Wutong Mountain, I was not good to you at all. I always used to bully you in a different way.

"Well, I have a psychological problem, so I like you to bully me. If others want to bully me, I won't do it!" Su Qinghen answered solemnly.

Xiao Yue is not so easy to be fooled this time: "It's nonsense again!"

Su Qinghen laughed "haha": "There is no nonsense. Now no one dares to bully me except you." Of course, Lu Xun, a distant figure, will be automatically ignored. He stretched out his index finger and rolled up Xiao Yue's wet hair to play. "You don't know, you used to have fun on Wutong Mountain. If you find an excuse that you are not willing to eat this meal, overturn the pot, or throw away the baked things, you will be pleasant to me all day, and even speak carefully, for fear of saying something wrong to make me unhappy. If you lose your temper and punch me a few times, you will be very active to help when you cook. You want to vent your hatred arrogantly, but you can't ignore other people's kindness. That's really no fun."

Xiao Yue was surprised for a moment. How could she be like this at that time? That's really... funny!

Su Qinghen sighed for a long time: "I saw that you were a simple and kind girl at that time." Therefore, I will feel that a child who was abandoned in the wind and snow is very pitiful. Regardless of whether he got married or not at that time, he will take the child home. When he got married, he simply loved the child as if he were his own son and raised him carefully. Su Qinghen continued, "So after you ran away, I regretted for so many years. Even if I thought it was impossible to see you again in my life, I didn't care about other girls."

Xiao Yue was in a good mood and finally had time to laugh at others, "Do you think I haven't been in the barracks or something?" If you don't rob or cheat, is there a woman in that place?

"What do you think I haven't seen many women?" Su Qinghen said, "What kind of woman have I never seen before? Prostitutes, chivalrous women, **, martyrs, small jasper, and famous Shuyuan have seen them all over. The most impatient kind of women I have are those famous Shuyuan.

"Oh?" Xiao Yue asked, "Have you ever seen a famous Shuyuan? What are they?"

"A lot. For example, Zhang Ge Lao, Yu Ge Lao, Song Xue, and the former predecessor of Dali Temple, are all Qingliu civil servants. When they returned to their ancestral home, they took care of their families. Just in case, in addition to their own family members, they would also ask people from the Weiyuan Bodyguard Bureau to help escort them. The journey back from the capital to my hometown is so long. Although it was well calculated when we set out, there were inns and lodgings, and all the stewards rode fast horses to wrap up the yard in the optimistic inn in advance. However, it is inevitable that you will also encounter some small troubles, which will always change the plan. Su Qinghen began to talk endlessly, "So those young ladies have never slept in the wilderness or eaten in the wind against the sun. I always felt funny when I saw them at that time. For example, you wear a veil to cover the wind or beauty. They wear veils for fear of showing their appearance. Even if they are flat-looking and no one looks at them, they will still wear a cap. Originally, everyone was human, and the little maids around them were also women, but they were not as delicate as them. What's the big deal? It is said that when they took care of the inner courtyard at home, some men in charge had to reply, and those ladies had to hide behind the screen to talk to people. In fact, if everyone is frank and frank, why make these broken rules? Oh, it's funny. Once we escorted an official back to his hometown. There was a mudslide on the way, and the carriage turned over. Fortunately, we were there, so no one was injured. That time, we were trapped in the mountains for two whole days. There are six girls from the official's family, wearing similar clothes. If you wear a hat with the same color, you can't tell who is who. The way they walk, the tone of their speech, and the movement of eating are exactly the same. Later, when hiding from the rain in the dark cave, the six ladies were still wearing caps, and none of them would take them off. I really laughed to death. I always feel that if the old man looks at his daughter from behind, he can't tell who is who!"

After listening to Su Qinghen's long joke, Xiao Yue said, "If you say so, aren't those men who are dedicated to fame Shuyuan all become fools?"

Su Qinghen said, "You can't say that either. After all, people have their own aspirations. Maybe some people like those famous Shuyuan's small steps, like their smiles without showing their teeth, gentleness and obedientness, like their safe stay in the inner house to take care of their husbands and children, like them to do a good needlework, take care of good things, and like them to be generous enough to give their husbands. Arrange for the concubine to open the room. But no matter how many men like them, I won't like them anyway. I like you like this." Su Qinghen was afraid that Xiao Yue could not hear clearly, and solemnly repeated in her ear, "I only like you!"