Chapter 69 End of Identity
I think everything that happened was like a dream. When I woke up, I found that the reality was so hurtful.
"Weiwei..." He suddenly called me in pain.
"It has come to this point, it's better to go on like this. Junyou, I have no choice. I said that I don't know that you believe any contact between Xiaobai and Wu Guo? I looked at him with hope and waited for his answer.
He frowned at me, as if thinking about the authenticity of my words. I thought, how could I be convinced by him that he was just a chess piece for such a long time? How could he have any pity for my chess piece? Just like the woman in his mouth, she has been a chess piece from beginning to end, and now she regrets and understands it thoroughly, but it's too late. For me, it's just a romantic affair. After that, it won't leave any feelings, just because his feelings are only reserved for that person.
Fortunately, I just fell in love with him and didn't fall in love with Xiuyuan, otherwise I really don't know if I can live in Yue.
He lowered his eyelids and didn't look at me. He said, "You know who we are..."
"So! Since we don't trust each other, why don't we use our own chips to exchange? After I give birth to a child, you treat him well. If it is a boy, let him be the emperor. If it is a girl, you must respect her choice. I will raise Mufeng for you in Kunlun Mountain. If my child is a girl in the future, I will ask the fifth master to cultivate Mufeng. In short, I will not let that woman's child be emperor, either Mufeng or my son.
"This is impossible."
"Nothing is impossible. Your son and that woman are indirectly in my hands. Do you think you have any other bargaining chips to negotiate with me?" I raised my hand and gently stroked my lower abdomen. The tears in the corners of my eyes were dry, leaving only a long white water stain.
"I said that I will definitely give you a satisfactory explanation in the future." He seems to be a little embarrassed.
I know what he is embarrass about, nothing more than waiting for that woman to come back and can't explain. But I have been forced to have no way back by their cooperation, so I can only blackmail him like this. The child in my womb is my biggest bargaining chip!
There was bursts of tingling pain in my chest and severe pain in my abdomen, but I gritted my teeth and straightened my back to prove that I would not be threatened by him.
"What I said is what I think is the most satisfactory explanation. Think about it carefully! Of course, you have another choice, that is, I will die with Mu Feng, so that you can explain it to her more? Maybe when she comes back to see you thinking of her so much, she may be grateful and then throw herself into her arms. How beautiful should this scene be?
"Stop talking, neither you nor Mu Feng will die, and she is not that kind of person." He stepped back a few steps and stood in front of the window, and the sun fell on him, pulling out a shaky long shadow, like jade and mottled.
I hummed to cover the quilt, and my voice came out of the quilt: "What you think is really beautiful. As you said is true, if I were her, I would not forgive you. Junyou, no matter how much you do, it's just that after everything happens, you are wrong. There is no reason or excuse, or measures to make up for it.
"Fortunately, you are not her. She is very kind and innocent."
Is that right? I really hope to see her. It's a blessing for you to miss two lifetimes like this, but I don't know whether it's a blessing or a disaster in the end. I sighed. In the end, we choose different things. In the end, we have to bear ourselves, and everyone is responsible for the world.
"Junyou, go and don't come to me until you figure it out. You know my temper and what I decide will not change, so don't challenge my limits.
I didn't hear his answer, and the light sound of the piano blew like the wind and crossed my ear. The sound of Li Mo sounded with the piano. He said, "What's the pain?"
What's the pain? How can you say that! Sometimes, since you can't fall in love with someone, it's better to hate, so you can remember it.
"In fact, he should know that everything Xiaobai does has nothing to do with you." He suddenly said so.
I thought for a while before saying, "How do you know?" Suddenly, I was a little suspicious of his identity. This person seemed to care about nothing, but he seemed to be very interested in me. There was an indescribable feeling. Is it really not simple as Xiaoyu said?
He said, "I have been in this palace for a long time. I have nothing to do in the Guangxiu Palace every day. I will also listen to the gossip of the maids, and I will hear something."
"Then how do you know that he believes in me but struggles with contradictions?" I sat up straight and looked at him with my head in my hand.
The sound of the piano is non-stop and intermittent.
"He is very contradictory, as if he doesn't know how to make a choice. He wants to believe but is afraid of losing it."
"You seem to have seen it thoroughly?" I snorted coldly and continued, "He was worried about losing, but he was afraid that I would break the jar and instruct Xiaoyu to hurt the woman and his son. As for what you said, believe me? That's even more ridiculous. If he had trusted me at all, he would not have listened to my explanation, and even sent someone to search the palace without even asking me. If Xiaoyu hadn't appeared in time, I'm afraid I would have been one of thousands of white bones. Don't comfort me. Go back. I want to be alone.
He didn't speak any more, and Qinyin stopped according to his words, followed by the footsteps of leaving. The bedroom was silent for a moment, and the sound of the hourglass was clearly audible. The pain in the abdomen was relieved a lot because of the silence of my thoughts. I raised my hand and touched the child in my stomach. I didn't know if the child could survive the final delivery.
I thought that I once thought that Jun Yu loved Xiao Mufeng so much that he didn't even hesitate to fight against me, because it was his child, a lovely child, and he cherished the bloodline of the Changsun family very much, but when the poisoned wine came to me, I thought everything was broken!
It was the morning of the next day. I had just used a bowl of porridge and was asking Yinyin and others to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and then go to the bedroom of the wind. Yes, I think that child, even if he is the child of Han Yue, I still like it.
Jun Yu is right, I'm kind. It's not that he thinks, but that's how I am. I can't bear to hurt others. Even if Han Yue is sorry for me again, I will still not take revenge on her.
From the end of a glass of wine, stepping into the morning sun, like a god of war in armor. The lips under the mask are thin and the arcs are beautiful and delicate. Today, he doesn't carry a piano bag with him. I'm a little surprised, because he never leaves him.
She has come back to take care of me since that day, and I didn't let her go back to Azheng's place. I heard that Azheng's health has recovered well. I think he is also Jun Yu's younger brother, and I'm just an irrelevant figure for Jun Yu, and I can't turn against my brother for me.
Li Mo put his wine glass gently on the dresser and looked at me with a smile and said, "I just played the piano in the Golden Dragon Hall. The emperor said that he had figured out something..." His eyes flashed, shining brightly, and his body trembled slightly.
I reached out and picked up the wine glass, and the ** inside showed a golden color, gorgeous, and the strong fragrance of wine surrounded me.
He said, "Empress, do you remember what you said! Just yesterday, the conversations between you and the emperor were very important.
I was stunned, stared at him closely and asked, "What on earth are you trying to say?" Why did the emperor ask you to bring a glass of wine?
He just smiled when he heard the words and looked around without saying a word. I frowned and ordered the hidden people to retreat. Sure enough, after everyone retreated, Li Mo chose a seat and sat down, looked at my smile under the mask, and said lightly, "The queen is very forgetful!"
I frowned and looked at him, and the coldness of the wine glass in my hand passed into my heart through my fingertips, making me more and more awake.
"Actually, the Empress knows everything, but she doesn't want to believe it. Well, let me talk to you properly!
The emperor personally went to the State of Wu to ask for relatives. What he valued was only the strength of the Fu family and the influence of the Fu family in the world. Of course, the most important thing was the fifth master. Who in the world doesn't know the ability of the fifth master? Who doesn't know that only the Fu family can drive the fifth master? Of course, it is not an absolute drive, just a reward for resentment.
So! Marrying you is the best result. Your fate is doomed. Even if you don't come to Vietnam, you will become one of the beauties in the harem of Wu. I hate to be born in the family of emperors and generals. I have also resented so much. Only when I hold the power of the world can I experience an extreme pleasure, so no matter how much sacrifice it is worth it.
Do you remember what I said? If you don't get it, it will be destroyed. Empress, the emperor is a generation of monarchs, how can he be easily threatened by you? Since he did not choose to defeat the woman, he defeated you with the eldest prince. Isn't that the result? Didn't you know it clearly before? This is destruction! Since you can't do both, then destroy it. Treat only one person well and be responsible for only one person. Drink this glass of wine, and you can be free..."
His voice is like the best and cruelest murder music in the world. I listened to it in a daze. The woman in the bronze mirror has a pale face and wide eyes. It seems that I can't believe it. All this is the final result of Jun Yao or me thinking about it--
He wants me to die, but he wants me to die!
Haha! I suddenly want to laugh, why are I afraid of death? I have never been afraid, but I never thought that I had loved and hurt this man, but the result was like this!! Don't live up to you in this life. He lives up to that woman, so he wants to live up to me, Mufeng and this unbirth child?
The ** in the jade cup is obviously golden yellow, but I can see the traces of blood from it, wrapped around me like a magic barrier. I looked up at Li Mo and said, "I can die, but I just want to ask you, who are you?"
Li Mo laughed when he heard the words, and the silver mask glowed with a cold luster, reflecting his cold and enchanting lips, with a different sense of familiarity. He said, "My identity? Whether you don't know it or not, you can't understand the pain of asking for it, so what if you know it?
I put down my glass and touched my lower abdomen. Tears slipped down my cheeks and watched him slowly shake my head: "Who said I didn't understand it thoroughly? Doesn't this count? Your story is only half told. Is it your continuation now?
-----
In fact, it's really easy to give up... Missing is just a matter of rubbing shoulders.