Extra Official Announcement 2
After Xiao Sang followed Chen Yuzhi to Sifang City, every time I received a letter from Xiao Sang, in fact, I really want to ask, Xiao Sang, have you really never regretted it?
The answer is actually yes.
It's like Xiao Sang once asked me about my feelings for Xun'er.
Sometimes I also ask myself, if I had known that Xun'er had suffered so many misfortunes and injuries after marrying Zhao Ling, would I have taken Xun'er away more bravely?
As soon as possible, this assumption is just self-deception. Xun'er is more independent than I thought. She knows what she wants to do.
Just like anyone who doesn't open the spell of love after meeting the right person, Xun'er probably can't escape Zhao Ling's spell.
Although she doesn't want to admit it, love has indeed come to her.
I didn't think that my kindness to Xun'er would one day become one of the reasons for others to frame her. In the Zijin Palace, someone framed me for having an affair with Xun'er.
At that time, I would think badly that it would be good if there was a selfish relationship. At least we could die together, but all this was fake. How could I have the heart to have someone taking me to hurt Xun'er?
"I'm not a man anymore!" This sentence embarrassed me as if I had been stripped of my clothes and let people watch, especially in front of Xun'er, which made me more embarrassed. But in order to save her, this sentence is not so difficult to say. I think about it, compared with her life and innocence, my dignity is nothing at all.
However, even if she is psychologically prepared, her sympathetic eyes still make me feel like a knife. You know, even the contemptuous eyes are good. What I need most is her sympathy.
But at the same time, I was very worried that there were many dangers around her, because your majesty's ambiguity with her had led to the jealousy of other princesses. To be honest, I can't understand what Your Majesty has done. If you really like someone, how can you put him in danger?
I think that if Xun'er was willing, I would probably abandon some who took her away, but I understand that he, her heart, had been given to Zhao Ling at that time, because the appearance of Zhao Qi and Zhao Ling's former lover made her very strange.
If I can't take her away from the place of right and wrong, all I can do is to make myself strong and guard her silently, and the same is true for Xiao Sang. If I can become very strong, he will not suffer again and again. For all these tragedies, it's just that my ability is too weak. Already.
Later, Xun'er left with Zhao Ling. I received a letter from Xiao Sang, and they were in Sifang. And Daxiang also seems to be trapped in the biggest crisis in history, with the threat of Wei outside and the uneasiness of the vassal king inside.
My heart began to worry again. What a dangerous place. I hope Zhao Ling can protect Xun'er.
I feel that I have changed. In the past, I said that suffering was just for me to complain about God's unfairness, but now I have learned to hate.
As Murong Yao said to me before, maybe there is a tiger hidden in my heart.
I want to take revenge on the Shangguan family that made us dirty. I began to hate the Shangguan family so much that I wanted to completely destroy it. Murong Yao let me know the burning anger in his heart. I once thought that he would destroy the Murong family with his own hands, but the final result surprised me. He chose to protect this declining family. Even if Murong Yao was already a tiger with his teeth, Murong Yao still wanted to protect it under his wings. For this reason, he chose to follow His Majesty and marry a woman he didn't like.
I know that my ability is limited, so I can only make the same choice as Murong and choose to trust your majesty, because your majesty can give me everything I want and the ability to destroy the Shangguan family. I have long seen that the reason why my aunt Shangguan has been infertile after marrying your majesty for many years is because your majesty, or the empress dowager, doesn't want her to be pregnant.
And I understand that in fact, the so-called four families have long been a thorn in the emperor's side. Your Majesty is a very ambitious monarch, and he cannot allow anything that can restrict his power to exist.
I didn't expect to see Xun'er again. She won**. When Your Majesty summoned me, Xun'er's clothes were messy and collapsed in his arms. I took Xun'er out of your majesty's arms, and your majesty asked me to detoxify Xun'er.
I understand that I'm no longer a man's business. Maybe it can make me easily stay by Xun'er's side without causing other people's suspicion.
But hasn't your majesty always liked Xun'er? Why did he give up this opportunity to get Xun'er? I'm confused again.
When I was detoxifying the smoker, I probably knew the reason. Xun'er's name is always another person's name. His name is Zhao Ling.
Any man probably can't accept his woman's mouth but say the other man's name. But I don't even have the right to be jealous. I have the right to say that Xun'er is my woman. I can't think about it.
But why is Xun'er still a virgin now? She has been married to Zhao Ling for so long, and she is still a virgin! What happened to their marriage? I have to start looking at Xun'er again. Is their marriage really happy?
I don't know why Xun'er is interested in witch doctors, and I don't know why she is so interested in the prince and tries her best to detoxify him. I didn't expect that what I didn't do, Xun'er, she actually succeeded. What is the relationship between her and the prince? Why does she care so much about this child she hasn't known for a long time?
However, it didn't take long for Xun'er to leave again. I received the news because of the pursuit of the Presbyterian. After I told Murong Yao the news, I wanted to chase Xun'er, but Murong stopped me. He said that Xun'er would be fine. I hesitated. Should I believe in the power of Xun'er?
I began to be interested in power. Because of your majesty's reuse, I jumped from the unknown role of the Shangguan family to the core figure of the power of the Shangguan family.
Power does not make me happy, and my heart is always missing Xun'er and Xiaosang. If they are around, power is nothing at all.
I received a letter from Xiao Sang. He said that although after many twists and turns, his relationship with Chen Yuzhi was finally recognized by Chen Yuzhi's mother. And I also know that this recognition was exchanged for his own life.
I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was the news of the death of Xun'er and Zhao Lingshuang.
I can't believe it's true. I can't wait to verify with Murong Yao. He said that all this is true. I asked him, didn't you say you could trust Xun'er?
He was speechless.
The despair again and again makes me feel that this world is unfair. I just want her or something, that's all.
I think this is probably the so-called ups and downs in the world. When I was completely disappointed in the world, she came back.
Who can tell me what's going on!
Even if Xun'er has changed her face, I remember her eyes. She is still her, unchanged. I thank God that she is still alive, and that's enough.
She said that she came back for revenge.
I am willing to help her. I ask her to complete any request.
It's just why I feel so much pain in my heart! I know that Xun'er no longer belongs to me, but looking at her face, I at least have memories. Why do I still feel a little lost?
The Huangfu family and the Elder Pavilion fought openly and secretly, and we all watched coldly. Although I understand that the next one may be the Shangguan family, isn't this also my wish?
The Presbyterian Pavilion was soon destroyed. I'm happy for Xun'er. Does she want to see this day?
Later, Shangguanye actually colluded with the Empress Dowager to usurp the throne. He was so naive that he did not understand the depth of our majesty's scheming at all.
But I just want to protect Xun'er's safety, that's all.