Extra Defei 3

But tracing back to the source, the advocate of all these tragedies is the high-ranking empress dowager! Your Majesty must let your son be my child as a cover, in order to prevent her, and what is the truth about the killing of the Southern Queen's family? How did the Queen of the South die? Since his son is the son of Queen Nan, he has the obligation to find out the truth.

He should avenge his mother with his own hands. I will educate him more and more strictly.

As time goes by, my nostalgia for Cheng'er has not decreased, but has increased day by day. What should I do?

This secret has been bothering me for eight years. It has become my nightmare for me to rot and grow maggots in the bottom of my heart. I couldn't help telling Yuzhi about it, hoping that he could help me find Cheng'er. I just want to take him on the other side, even if it's far away, even if I know that I'm not doing well.

But my selfishness made Yuzhi in danger. Even so, Yuzhi told me that the child was doing well, just a few simple words, and I was completely relieved.

I never compete for favor, because I know that no one can win the status of a dead person in people's hearts, just like the Queen of the South to Her Majesty. No one knows better than me how much Your Majesty loves Queen Nan.

But what's the use of that? Everyone is dead.

It's just that every time I see Zhao Ling misses Queen Nan, my heart hurts faintly. I think I probably fall in love with him. I don't want his love for Queen Nan to decrease, and I don't hope that he can look at me more. I just hope that he can free himself from such self-blame and pain.

The only person in the world who can make him smile sincerely is his son, but my son, this poor child, is threatened by death day by day. He is only eight years old, but he has suffered more than some people in his life.

I don't know what your majesty thinks. How can he love Shangguan Yuer while missing Queen Nan?

However, later, His Majesty himself finally began to deceive himself. He began to spoil women who looked similar to Empress Nan. This news made everyone uneasy. I think especially Shangguan Yuer and the Empress Dowager.

Even after eight years, Queen Nan's influence is still so great.

However, the appearance of Murong Xun, the princess of Qin, was unexpected. He almost took away all the eyes of His Majesty. Why was it like this?

I'm not jealous of Queen Nan, I'm not jealous of Shangguan Yuer, and I'm not jealous of the favored women in the palace, but I feel a faint jealousy for Murong Xun, which also makes me feel inexplicable and incredible. I even got drunk and talk nonsense in front of her.

However, Murong Xun, this strange woman actually has such a familiar soul.

When she came back, Queen Nan actually came back, although her appearance was no longer the original Empress Nan! It's really incredible. At that time, I was happy. All my jealousy disappeared. I think that since she came back, would I be able to see my child?

But Your Majesty obviously doesn't have such a plan, but I miss Cheng'er and think about what he looks like every night. How tall is it? Is it the joy of life?

Murong Xun came and left. This time, she was reborn as if she was reborn. She did not take Her Majesty as the center of her life. In the lives of their father and son, she could come and go freely.

The news of my father's death came, and the man who would hold me and call my name gently died? This blow almost destroyed me, and I survived with my nostalgia for Cheng'er.

I miss Cheng'er so much that I feel like I'm going crazy. At the same time, a terrible idea broke into my mind. If Zhi'er dies, can Cheng'er come back?

Cheng'er is your majesty's only child except for his best son. Your majesty will definitely pick him up. In this way, he can also live an open life!

But from the moment I saw my son's coma, I regretted it. What have I done? I'm the mother of this child. I actually poisoned the child I grew up with my own hands. I'm not as good as a beast!

I began to pray that nothing would happen to my son. I would rather exchange my life for my son's peace. I didn't expect that this idea would come true one day.

Murong Xun came back again, and she saved her son.

I'm relieved. I'm waiting for your majesty to deal with me. Even if I die, I don't have a word of complaint. It's all my own fault, but as long as he doesn't get angry!

Murong Xun or Queen Nan came to me. She said she was sorry for me. She hoped that I could continue to take care of her son. After I hurt my son, is she still willing to keep her by my side?

I think she must have felt that she would not stay with her son for long at that time. It was as if she disappeared not long after her son recovered.

My son completely recovered his health this time. He began to be lively, like an ordinary child. The only regret was that after knowing that Queen Nan was his biological mother, he sometimes missed his mother. He was bright-minded and had guessed that the poison was caused by me, but he didn't. It's completely my fault, but I'm more and more filial to me.

The more sensible he is, the more uncomprehensible I am. I don't deserve him to treat me like this.

Until one day, he threw himself into my arms and said that he would definitely bring his brother back to reunite with me. I hugged him and cried in front of him for the first time in so many years.

How cruel is God to his son? He didn't wait for Queen Nan to come back to see her, but the news of Queen Nan's death.

Zi's son is too kind. In order to be afraid of our worries, he encapsulates his sadness and comforts us in turn. When there is no one, he is willing to pour out his sadness.

How can such an angel-like child not make people feel sorry?

Since the king of Qi was killed, the Empress Dowager took Princess Qi into the palace. After that, Princess Qi gave birth to a boy. Like Your Majesty, I felt the danger. In order to prevent the Empress Dowager from being unfavorable to her son, I was almost inseparable from her son. I just guarded my son and didn't care about what happened outside.

Until one day, Zhi'er said that he wanted to see Concubine Jin. For this woman who was so interested, I was afraid that she would also be unfavorable to Zhi'er, so I just wanted to take a look in person.

As soon as I saw this woman, although she was veiled, I still felt a sense of familiarity, and I didn't feel any malice to her son. No matter what his purpose was, as long as he didn't hurt my child, I didn't care about anything else.

The arrival of this woman also turned the Zijin Palace upside down, the Elder Pavilion was destroyed, and the Empress Dowager fell. In fact, what I see is gratifying people.

She finally unveiled her veil, and it turned out to be the appearance of Queen Nan, which stunned me.

I knew that she must be Queen Nan. I asked her why she didn't meet her son since she came back, but she knew how much she misses her!

She said that she could not stay with Zhao Che and would rather not give her son hope.

I think there will be such a cruel mother. I want to see my child. She has the opportunity to keep her child grow up, but she doesn't cherish this opportunity.

The Shangguan family made a mess and wanted to threaten the life of the prince. In order to protect him, I picked up a long gun that I had not touched for eight years.

The woman who wields a long gun to protect the people she cares about is the real me. I seem to have returned to the unscrupulous years in Sifang City.

When my son was in danger, I chose to stand in front of him. I fulfilled my promise to protect his safety with my life.

I'm not afraid of death, but I feel sorry. Now I still haven't been able to see my child. He will know that her mother doesn't want him. Did her mother ever miss him with her life?

At the same time, I also have my own plan. Queen Nan has a great influence on Her Majesty. If I can exchange my life for my son's peace, then she will treat Cheng'er well for me in the future, right? I hope that Cheng'er can one day appear in Zijin Palace as a dignified person. He should have his own dignity and honor.

I stayed in the distance, as if I saw a small figure approaching me, and shouted sweetly, "Mother!"