Extra Red Wing 4

When I was in the Wind Studio, I was used to looking at Xun'er, I was used to staring at everything about her, and I was used to following her, which caused me to fall into this fruitless relationship.

It's just that now, the habit that makes me afraid seems to appear again. Every time after dealing with political affairs, I begin to have some vague expectations, hoping that I don't know anything.

"This is the iced pear soup I cooked myself. Try it!" Chu Feiyan looked at me with a smile, with a trace of complament on his face, "This is the first time to cook!"

I was interested, and I just took a sip of the taste... I still won't say it.

"How's it going?" She looked at me expectantly.

"Not bad!" I forced a smile and said against my conscience.

"Is that right!" Her eyes lit up and she said, "Then I'll try it too!"

I quickly grabbed the Sydney soup and said, "I'd better drink it alone!"

She looked at me doubtfully, took a breath with my spoon, and then spit it out in her mouth. She frowned and said, "Why is it so bad!"

I comforted: "In fact, cooking also requires talent. Your talent is not in this regard!"

She looked at me and said, "What is my talent?"

"Help me take care of the harem!" I laughed.

"What did I think it was!" Her interest was faint, "Now the woman in this palace sees me like a mouse and a cat. The palace is also very calm. How can there be a moment when I can play my talent!"

"Do you want me to make some trouble for you?" I asked with a smile.

"Forget it!" She waved her hand and said, "One more thing is better than one less thing!"

I know that this woman is lonely.

The winter in the State of Wei is much colder than that in the State of Yan. Every year, when it is like winter, she gets sick, but today's illness is more fierce than in previous years, and the high fever has not subsided for several nights.

Looking at her weakness day by day, my heart also began to be a little anxious, and I really wanted to kill all those incompetent imperial doctors.

Chu Feiyan herself is quite calm. She doesn't seem to be afraid of death at all. Every time I'm angry, she looks at me and smiles, "If I die, you should burn high incense to celebrate. You are relieved. No one is annoying you!"

"Don't talk nonsense!" I scolded, "You will be fine!"

At night, I didn't leave as an exception. Maybe I was still vaguely afraid that she would really die. We lay in a quilt, but we didn't say much. In the night, both of us were silent, and we could hear each other's breath clearly.

It seems that I really want to hear the cry.

I turned my face, looked at Chu Feiyan, and asked softly, "Are you crying?"

"No!" She said in a muffled voice.

I stretched out my hand and found tears on her face. "What are you crying for?"

Her voice was softer than usual, "If I die, I will never see my second brother again. I miss him and you. If I die, you will definitely forget me immediately. I don't want you to forget me!"

I said, "You're right. I will definitely forget you right away, so you have to get better soon!"

She got up to pinch my neck, "If you dare to forget me, I won't let you go!" As soon as her hand slipped, a real person jumped on my chest.

She is so soft.

She immediately struggled to get up. I bet that her face must be red at this time, and I suddenly wanted to see it. As soon as I stretched out my arm, I wrapped her in my arms.

She was stunned for a moment and said in a muffled voice, "What do you want to do?"

In the night, I said in a hoarse voice, "The belated bridal chamber flower candle night!" With that, I looked up and accurately found her lips and kissed her carefully.

I didn't expect her to push me away. "Don't think I'm sick, you can bully me!"

"Why are you bullying you? You are my queen. Isn't that what you should do?" I said with a smile, but unfortunately I couldn't see her expression clearly in the night.

"It's different!" She said sullenly, "It's not what I thought, it's not like that!"

"What do you think?" I asked her patiently.

"I don't know, but it shouldn't be like this. You don't love me!" She said.

"Maybe we can try to be together!" I said, "In fact, I've been thinking about what kind of life I want these days. I've been trying to forget her. I can't promise you that I will forget her completely and stop thinking about it, but I can at least say that I will do my best. For so many years, I have also learned I'm used to having you by my side. If you really don't, I will be very lonely!"

"I have never loved anyone except her, and I don't know how to love someone. Now I hope I can try to love you and try to make you happy. I lied to you just now. I won't forget you!"

I finished speaking in one breath, but I couldn't see her expression. I could only wait for her reply silently. I was actually a little worried.

It seemed that after a long time, when I thought she was asleep, she suddenly rushed towards me and began to pick up my clothes. Is this strength really sick?

She bit my shoulder and said, "If you dare to lie to me, I will... I will beat you so that you can no longer be humane!"

This woman is really cruel.

............

Perhaps she was busy all night and sweated a lot. The next day, Chu Feiyan's fever actually subsided, and as a woman, she also had a special charm.

Our relationship is not very close, but with each other's company, we can fill each other's loneliness, but this relationship is still unfair. I love her is still not as good as her love for me.

But she doesn't seem to care much. As she once said, "It's beyond my expectation to get a little love from you, people, learn to be content!"

Sometimes I can't help but be stunned. Love will make people so humble. Whoever falls in love first in love has lost, just like the love that I once was obsessed with hoping to get a little charity from Xun'er.

Love is a feeling, but not love is a fact. I can't change the facts, but I hope I can change my feelings.

Soon after, Chu Feiyan became pregnant.

This child made the whole palace and even the whole State of Wei happy. I finally have a reason to send out all the women in the palace. Now, those old men can no longer talk about the problem of their children.

For children, I don't know what kind of attitude it is. It's not expectation or rejection. It's just amazing to see the non-smoking belly getting bigger day by day.

When my mother's non-smoking temperament seems to have suddenly changed. Even if I tease her, she still ignores me and doesn't like to quarrel with her tone. Every time she is really annoyed, she threatens me and says, "Children are listening!"

Every time I can only calm down. Is she holding the emperor to make his father?

The process of pregnancy is very difficult. Every time I see her in pain, I also feel very sad. Sometimes when I see her touching her round belly contentedly, I think of my mother's concubine. How did she feel when she was pregnant with me? Is she looking forward to my birth or disgust?

The child was born without much torture, but fortunately, everything is finally going well.

The birth of a child is also a seasoning for our life. Life is no longer lonely like a pool of stagnant water. At the beginning, there are more things that can affect my nerves and affect my mood.

I will be angry because of the child's naughtyness, I will also be happy because of the child's intelligence, I will be worried about the occasional illness of non-smoking, and I will be sad because of the occasional remnants of nostalgia. Maybe others can't understand it. Sometimes I have a mood of joy, anger and sorrow, isn't it a kind of happiness?

I am the emperor and an ordinary man. I may not be a good husband or father, but I at least try to make myself the best and make my wife and children happy.