Extra Zhao Che 3

It's good to hate me. With her character, she won't watch Zhao Ling die. I guess she will definitely come back. I think what I want to do is just wait for her to come back for revenge. Even if I receive the news that Chu Moyan is accommodating to her, if she will be easily moved, she will not be Anan.

My son's understanding is heartbreaking. Even my illogical lies, he believes it. Our father and son often stay together in a daze, but they all miss the same woman.

Sure enough, she came back.

But I didn't expect her to appear like this.

Standing in front of me gently, it made me feel that everything seemed like a dream.

I often go back to the time when I got married with Anan in my dreams. At that time, she looked at my eyes warm and full of friendship. I think if I can see those eyes again, I would be willing to die.

Anan appeared in my sight with Anan's original appearance. I didn't even know whether it was God's favor or punishment.

Is Anan not suitable for Anan? Her appearance is no different from eight years ago, but her eyes looking at me are so cold and sarcastic.

When she came back with this appearance, it was nothing more than testing my friendship for Anan. Maybe even she herself knew that she was no longer the original Anan. This was useless except for the punishment for me. No matter how Anan appeared, she was a special existence for me.

The purpose of his coming back is the simplest. He just wants to avenge Zhao Ling. But there is a problem in front of me. I can ignore the others, but one of his enemies is my mother.

Queen Mother, how should I describe my relationship with her? Sometimes I wonder if she gave birth to me. She gave all her maternal love to my brother.

It was a mistake for me to ascend the throne to her. The only one she wants to ascend to the throne is the King of Qi. Even if the king of Qi had died in my hands because of the rebellion at that time, I knew that my mother hated me, but she did not give up hope, because the king of Qi still had blood.

I know that even if I have a lot of women, they can't get pregnant because of their mother. I don't know what kind of mood I should have to face. That's my biological mother. Do you hate me for being like this?

The harem was in chaos, and the concubines fought with each other. Huangfu Zhihua died, and Yuer was framed.

I know that Yuer was wronged, but at the same time, I also heard some news about the Shangguan family. Staying in the cold palace may save her life.

I am indeed ruthless. Being able to do this is also the last thing I can do for Yuer. After learning about Shangguan, I can't give her love, but at least I can make her worry-free life in the future.

Even after the destruction of the Presbyterian Pavilion, I didn't think about killing my mother.

But why does she force me again and again?

Or I let this mother do it step by step. All I want is to eradicate all the unfavorable things.

The mother colluded with Shangguanye and began to act.

Everything is what I expected. Unexpectedly, Concubine De lost her life as a result.

For this woman, I was pitiful and ruthless. Indeed, in the end, she still couldn't see her own child.

My other child, I raised him outside and occasionally took a look at him, but he didn't know my identity. When I went to pick him up, I felt deeply powerless. How can I face this child?

Maybe I'm a kind father to my son, but to Cheng'er, I'm just a stranger who doesn't even exist.

The royal sister said that I should kill my mother, and it will be endless trouble to keep her.

The country will be my son in the future, and the so-called weather is unpredictable. If I have a story, how should I face the empress dowager? And it can't give her a chance to breathe.

I used Anan again, just as I used her to kill my first child. I was vain. I didn't want the historian's majesty to leave the name of killing my mother. I handed this matter to Anan.

Well, Anan's revenge has also been revenged, so has her heart knot been solved?

Can she give me a chance to compensate her?

I thought this would be an opportunity for me to start over with Anan. I think I still have a lifetime to wait for her to change her mind.

But fate is so ergotic. My guess is not wrong. Zhao Ling is not dead. He is back.

My heart suddenly hung up, but I know that if my son is here, Anan may still stay by my side.

Even if I know that she will hate me, I still want to keep her for various reasons.

But her daily melancholy makes me deeply confused again. Did I really do something wrong?

I think even God thinks that Anan should not stay with me, but I even lost my son.

Is there really God's will in the dark?

It's just that if there is really retribution, why doesn't it come to me?

I think the retribution has arrived, and I will spend the rest of my life in regret and loneliness.

I know that Anan is also guilty about her son, and now her son's death has completely collapsed.

It's ridiculous. I don't know how to comfort her and have more children with her?

Looking at her growing weakness, her maid Yingge couldn't help kneeling down and begging me. Every word she said just hit my heart.

What is it like to love someone? Should we be imprisoned and torture each other to death, or should we let her go and let her be free to be happy?

The former can't bear it, but the latter can't.

Zhao Ling picked up Anan, who was worse than death. I didn't expect that I would leave. Even I was surprised that I could do this, but I knew that I really didn't deserve Anan.

Give her a piece of sky and let her fly.

It's just that this cold and lonely Zijin Palace makes me so cold.

Isn't it my original purpose to stand high and overlook all sentient beings who submit to my feet? Now that I have got what I want, where does the little chill in my heart come from?

After receiving Li Zhi's letter, Chu Moyan and I did not hesitate to go to the appointment alone.

This man's friendship with Anan should not be less than me.

Seeing Anan, I still have the impulse to take her away, but I can restrain my mood. I know that there is no one in her eyes except Zhao Ling. I just want to do something for her.

I don't expect to forgive. There are too many people I have failed. There are some consequences that I have to bear. I think if time can be repeated, I will make the same choice.

Yu'er is right. I'm always pursuing what I can't get.

Once again, I returned to the cold Zijin Palace. On the long corridor, I could only hear my own footsteps. It's empty everywhere.

The huge Zijin Palace can't hold a heart. Is that my home?

I only tasted the word family when I got married with Anan. The delicious food is not as good as the food left in the evening, and the gorgeous clothes are not as good as the clothes she sewed herself. If I knew that the home was warm at that time, would I be more greedy?

How can the relationship with Cheng'er's father and son be repaired in a day?

He will one day know the cause of his mother's death. I feel guilty about this child. The more guilty I feel, the less I can get close to him.

We are the only relatives who are related to each other's blood, but how do we torture? Indifference has become our protection for each other. The temptation of each other also makes us farther and farther away.

I will gradually grow old, and he will gradually grow up in his hatred for me, and will eventually surpass me to become the emperor of this country.

On the top of the Forbidden City, loneliness is the companion.