Chapter 104 Unreal as a Dream
"No one is here. Is it necessary for the family to lie to you?"
The Empress Dowager seemed to be a little tired and waved her hand: "Forget it, it's all in the past. It's not early. You can retreat first."
The empress dowager's words have been expelled, so it is difficult for Yu Meiren to ask more. However, if what the empress dowager said is true, then she has always been too stupid. It turns out that the sincerity she has always thought has been too much false after all.
After salute, Yu Meiren slowly exited the morning and evening palace. Xinyu had been guarding the outer hall. At this moment, she saw Yu Meiren coming out with a trance on her face. She didn't know what had just happened in the store. She couldn't help but walk close and whispered, "Mother."
Yu Meiren looked sideways at Xinyu, then came to her senses and said, "You go back first. I want to walk by myself."
When Yu Meiren fell down, Xinyu did not dare to hesitate. She nodded and turned around and walked far away.
Yu Meiren also turned around and walked in the other direction. She raised her head and pulled out new buds from the branches along the way. For a long time, she just looked at the new branches and leaves.
Many times, she spends her time in the most memorable decade, spring, autumn and winter, one season and one mood, but she forgets everything around her in the four seasons of the year. The man in her heart does not forget the road of the world, and she finally made a stand-in chess on the road to the world.
Is it a chess piece? Or a double? In short, she can't tell that ten years, the most beautiful moment between her and him is the peach blossom rain at first sight. At first sight, she fell in love with her, and that glance was the fruit of her ten years of lovesickness.
When he first met, he was just a depressed prince. He was white-eyed and coldly treated. At that time, the beauty Yu couldn't figure out at all. Obviously, the emperor was very good to the queen. It is reasonable that this direct prince should be favored and superior. How could he end up like this?
It turned out that she didn't know that there was such a past. A prince's first love was buried under the ethics of the deep palace. That past she could almost imagine was not only the life of an unknown concubine, but also the prince's most emotional and beautiful love.
But what about her? What is she? Those warm things in the past are just illusions, so how much courage does she have to miss such a man, but why, even if she knows that she should not love, she will still fall in love the beautiful picture in her dream?
Unconsciously, I came to the peach tree that day again. My fingers touched the texture of the branches and suddenly felt the concave marks. Looking carefully, it turned out to be a trace carved on that day, a somewhat distorted word "Yin".
The fingertips seemed to be burned by something, quickly withdrew, and then stared at the handwriting, stunned.
That night, she kissed him boldly, because the devil and many days of missing, that was also the only time. She was so eager to kiss him, as if there was still the temperature of that day between her lips, but her heart was sad.
She has always been self-introverted. Love is not something that can be obtained as long as she is desperate. In this world's gambling, she finally lost her heart.
In the gambling game in her previous life, she paid for it with her life. In this life, she lost her heart. It turned out that everything she had done was just losing.
Joke, it's really a joke. She turned around and was slightly stunned when she saw the people behind her.
"You..."
"When I passed by just now, I saw my sister here and came over. My sister didn't seem to be very happy."
When Lan'er spoke, there was a little hesitation in her voice. Beauty Yu immediately showed a smile. Lan'er was naive by nature, but she was very **. Her emotions easily drove her mood.
"Nothing, I just remember some things when I was a child, and I felt a little."
"Sister and the emperor have known each other for a long time, right?"
Although I don't know if I will say anything wrong, as the saying goes, curiosity will kill the cat. Beauty Yu has always been very kind to her, so she asked what she thought.
Beauty Yu turned around and looked at the peach tree behind her for a while before sighing: "Yes, it's been so long that I can't remember it myself, but I still remember this tree, and I met him in this place."
"It's no wonder."
The little girl nodded, as if she understood something, and said with a smile, "When my sister is not in the palace, I often see the emperor standing here in a daze. I can only see his back. I feel very, how to put it, so lonely, so far away, but the expression on his face must be gentle. I think he is thinking about someone. Now I know, he must be thinking about his sister.
The sudden resonance between the nerves behind the ear suddenly bounced twice. Yu Meiren's lips trembled a few times and did not make a sound. At that moment, the feeling was too hurried. She wanted to sort it out, but it was even more annoying.
She suddenly had a feeling of crying and laughing. Maybe she didn't know the truth of things. Maybe when she accidentally saw such a picture, her heart must have guessed like Lan'er, and then she had an unparalleled joy. But now she only feels that her heart hurts. All the time, she has made a smile for herself. Words, a joke that can be exchanged for all the world.
After a long time, she turned around, pointed to the branches above her head, and asked Lan'er on the opposite side, "Do you think I look like it?"
In the sudden question, Lan'er instinctively looked in the direction of Yu Meiren's finger. There were only a few green on the branches, and there were no flowers. It could not be compared with the peach demon full of trees. Lan'er vaguely remembered that she accidentally saw the peach blossoms in this place again, such a falling beauty, which could really be shaped by the world's enchanting. Rong, but such an enchanting flutter, can't be compared with the woman in front of him.
Peach is beautiful, burning in the sight like a goblin and spreading, but it can't be compared with the beauty of a woman. The beauty of peach blossoms is enchanting and gorgeous, while the beauty of the woman in front of her is beautiful and proud, but quiet and lonely. She will not change because of anyone's sight. On the contrary, she insists It is enough to attract anyone's attention.
Without thinking about it, she said, "My sister doesn't look like it."
The short five words fell, which made Yu Meiren suddenly want to laugh. She didn't look like it. It turned out that she really didn't look like it.
I'm afraid that only man in the world will compare with her with peach blossoms.
She remembered the conversation of that day. He told her that the song was very good, but unfortunately she was not like the plum blossom. She smiled and asked him how he was better than her. She still remembered his smile that day, which was particularly gentle, which made her soul feel rippling.
He said that she was like the peach blossom. She shook her head and frowned. She didn't look like the peach blossom, but she didn't think much about it. She just said that she was not the burning spirit. The ending really came in exchange for the sentence, "You don't look like it."
Perhaps she misunderstood that sentence again. In the end, what she didn't look like was not the peach tree, but the beautiful and enchanting woman like a peach blossom. It turned out that she was always just a stand-in, a stand-in that could be used to spoil and pour out the world.
Is this the fate she came through? Why, why did she want to be so miserable? Other women traveled through time, even if they didn't have a charming appearance, it was enough to make men in the world love so much that all men were willing to follow, but on the contrary, she struggled to chase a man's footsteps, but in the end it was just a pawn. And those men who seem to fall in love with her are just her unparalleled appearance.
Liar, it's really a liar. Yu Yueguo was really fooled by the world again.
Moving back, she looked at the peach tree in front of her and laughed. This peach blossom was his dream. For ten years, she had been dreaming with him. Since her dream had woken up, how could she let him sleep alone?
"Sister."
Lan'er opened her mouth tentatively. The change of Yu Meiren's expression made her a little scared. She had never seen her look like this. She looked like she was smiling and sounded to be smiling. The smile was beautiful, but it made her uncomfortable.
"I'm fine."
Beauty Yu turned around and brushed away the depression on her face, as if she had regained her former glory: "Lan'er, when you see Beiqiu Yin, tell him that Zihua Palace has prepared dinner, and I'll wait for him."
Lan'er looked at the woman's smile and seemed to be very happy, but she didn't feel any happiness. She knew in her heart that the emperor had always wanted to go to Zihua Palace to get along with Yu Meiren. Now he must be happy to hear this, but she always felt that there was something wrong, but she couldn't say it, so she had to go first. He nodded and answered, "I'll go back and report to the emperor."
Lan'er was about to leave after saying that, but she was stopped by Yu Meiren.
"Wait a minute."
With a pause, Lan'er turned her head in astonishment and looked at the woman's beautiful face doubtfully.
"In a hurry, I haven't gone back to inform people to have dinner. You are so reckless that you want to commit a crime of bullying the king. Wait a minute. You go to do your business first. It's not too late to call that earthworm over after an hour."
After Yu Meiren finished speaking, Lan'er nodded again. When she turned around, she locked her eyebrows. Yu Meiren was willing to get along well with the emperor. It should have been a happy thing, but what's wrong? Lan'er didn't know, but her heart suddenly became uneasy and always felt that things didn't seem to be as good as they appeared.
The girl's back is getting farther and farther away, and the smile on Yu Meiren's face is getting lighter and lighter. Finally, have you made up your mind? In this way, she should break the feelings she painstakingly wanted to get. Such an illusory dream was once a proud persistence in her life. In this ten-year dream, she finally woke up, and that person's dream should also wake up.
Walk slowly and finally have something to put down.