Chapter 166 Dispute between sisters
"Can you tell me what this is?"
Yinghong closed the door, walked back to the hall and picked up the pearl earrings on the ground, and looked at Yu Meiren in disbelief.
"Miss, you actually... You told me, have you never given up on dealing with Nangong Fu? You still want to hinder him. Everything you do is actually an illusion, isn't it?"
Fake? Yu Meiren smiled, how bleak it was. It turned out that in the eyes of others, she was just an illusion, but this is also good. At least Yinghong will not use those words to shake her. It's better to let her think that she is a deep-hearted woman.
"What do you think?"
She snorted indifferently, and couldn't help showing the sadness at the bottom of her eyes, covering up the truth in her heart: "I once foolishly acted as a man's pawn. I thought that if I could give up the world, I could get a illusory love. I never thought that I was naive to be another woman's stand-in. That earthworm can't believe it, even the love exchanged for its life. Do you think I will still believe in a cold-blooded and ruthless devil?
"Ying Hong, you are too simple."
Beauty Yu slowly moved her steps, circled behind Ying Hong, and felt her body trembling. She didn't know whether she was angry or strange, but she wanted to harden her heart and continued to say.
"The love I want can only be a lifetime, a lifetime, a couple. Beiqiu Yin can't give me, and Nangong Fu still can't give me. What he can give me is not what I want. If so, what do you think I will choose between the world and love? In fact, today, if you ask me what I will choose between the world and love, I will also tell you that it is the world.
"Yes, but it's not Nangong Fu's, nor does it belong to that earthworm, but the world of my beauty."
"You're crazy."
Ying Hong turned around and looked at the domineering and dusty face. The sadness in her eyes disappeared, leaving only a cold edge that pierced her pupils. She looked at the woman she used to call Miss, which was strange and scared her. It was difficult for her to imagine that this kind of fear came from her most intimate The beloved woman, who once gave her life so warmly.
"Yes, I'm crazy. This dynasty will always be the world of men. Women are not qualified. Since I am not qualified, why should I sacrifice and let me bear all this? I am not reconciled. Since I have done everything men have done, then I should get back my reward. "
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Yinghong reached out and grabbed Yu Meiren's arm. She was a little excited, with tears in her eyes and some nasal sounds in her voice: "You once told me that when this matter is over, you will leave here with me and find a place where there is no one to live a down-to-earth life. Miss, have you forgotten?"
"I haven't forgotten."
Beauty Yu shook off Yinghong and grabbed her hand, turned her face, and pretended to be indifferent: "The world is unpredictable and people's hearts are unpredictable, but people's state of mind is different. Not long ago, I thought I could conclude a hundred years with that earthworm. Who would have thought that I had become an abandoned son? It was he who abandoned me and made me suffer from Nangongfu. Torture is almost worse than death, and he taught me that no matter who it is, it can be used. Today, since you know what I have done and what I want, I will give you two choices, either help me, and on the day I achieve the world, I will definitely not treat you badly, or you will leave, I If you miss a sister, it won't embarrass you, but from then on, the sisterhood will be cut off.
Yu's words are like a sharp blade, with ups and downs, several colic pains, and almost couldn't breathe. She condensed her side, like a cold and arrogant phoenix, dividing the past feelings into two places. She actually wanted her to choose, either to want her or have nothing.
"You are really such an obsession, just to trap yourself in a unwilling person. Don't forget that you are not Beiqiu Yin, you can't sit in the world with a just name, nor Nangong Fu. Martial arts can make people afraid of her. By doing so, you are simply a moth to the fire and self-destruction, Miss. What on earth are you for? Is there anything difficult to say? You told me that there must be a solution."
"No."
Beauty Yu looked back and gave an enchanting and fierce glance, which made Ying Hong feel shocked and bit the tip of her tongue, which was extremely salty.
"Since you can't make a decision, why don't you let me help you, Xue Feizi, I know you can't bear that person. If he disappears like this and disappears, can you bear it?"
Yu Mei's voice was lazy and hoarse, and she said slowly. There was a smile in Yingying, but it made the listener shiver.
"What's the pain? Knowing that it is poison, but with a smile, you are really on my old road.
"He is different from Beiqiu Yin."
Ying Hong looked down at her toes and felt the bones of her body cling, and the place where the tip of her tongue was bitten was deeper.
"What's the difference? Women's love should be mean. If it's really like us, it's really ridiculous.
"At least Mr. Xue won't use me."
Ying Hong raised her head and her eyes were aggressive: "He will not use me like Beiqiu Yin used you, nor will he use me like you used Nangong Fu. Beiqiu Yin has used you. You have used Nangong Fu. You are basically the same person."
Is she the same person as the earthworm? Yu Meiren was shocked by such accusations. How could she be the same person as the earthworm, but it did sound like the same person? For the sake of a dead woman, Beiqiu Yin did not hesitate to kill her father and became the lord of the world. He did not hesitate to use her as a pawn and her love as a bargaining chip, just to complete that. A woman's wish, but she uses a man's sincerity to achieve her goal for her love and a man who has never loved her. They are really ridiculous.
So what? She is like that person, so they are more suitable to stay together and fight to the death. What's ridiculous is that she can never fight that man.
"Women can never compete for love, so there is no regret to fight for yourself once when necessary."
"If you say this to me, why don't you tell it to yourself, Nangong Fu? Have you never thought about fighting for it?"
Do you want to fight? Of course, she has thought about it. If she can, she doesn't have to hesitate and increase her troubles. She also wants to live such a wanton life. If Nangong Fu is willing, she can also let go of everything. However, his choice is to put her in a dilemma and make her compelled to become a person who hurts him with her own hands.
"Because I don't love him."
Yu Meiren said this resolutely. She raised her eyes, glanced at Ying Hong coldly, and her voice was a little cold: "No matter how hard I try, I can't like him like that earthworm. I don't love Nangong Fu. What's the point of fighting for it?"
"You..."
What did Ying Hong want to say? Yu Meiren has made it clear that no one can touch her iron heart except Beiqiu Yin, but she is also infatuated and ruthless. No matter what, it makes her feel sad.
"I see."
She sighed, her eyes were a little astringent and did not shed tears.
"From the moment I decided to follow you, my fate has been linked with Yu Meiren. For me, the world is not important, love is not important, and Mr. Xue is not important. What I choose will never change, but you don't understand."
Beauty Yu bit her lower lip. She wanted to turn around and tell Ying Hong like a long time ago. In fact, she knew her choice. She knew that she would always be her most important person, and she was the most special existence in her heart. It was because she cared that she didn't want her to become an obstacle. Obviously, she didn't want to show it to her. The hand forced both of them to have no way back.
"It's okay. You can go out when it's okay. I want to stay alone for a while."
After Yu Meiren finished speaking, Ying Hong didn't say anything more. The corners of her mouth moved and walked out of the hall. Yu Meiren suddenly remembered something and said, "Yes, I will marry Nangong Fu tomorrow. Come and put on makeup for me."
The footsteps paused briefly. For a long time, Yu Meiren heard her own voice, which was very light.
"Ye."
The door behind him creaked, and the wind blew in, and the curtain behind him floated, and then it was closed again.
Between turning around, the original indifference slowly withered from his face, rubbed into a touch of tired anxiety, spread out his hands, and the palms of his hands were squeezed. Pinch out a piece of red, leaving a few thin and shallow traces.
She has never competed with Yinghong like this. Her words are sharp as a knife, and the words are heart-to-heart. It is not clear whether it is hers or her own. And a few words just now are sincere, and only she knows them.
Tomorrow, she will become Nangong Fu's wife, the righteous Mrs. Nangong. With this identity, the people of Nangong Fort will also respect her a little, but does she really have the heart to let that person end up like that?
Beauty Yu didn't dare to imagine that she was haunted by a nightmare last night, which reminded her of a cold sweat. When those eyes, deeper than the night and sharper than the eagle's eye, hated her deep into her bone marrow, she almost exclaimed from her dream.
It's fear, it's fear. She can't watch that person become like that at all. She doesn't dare to face him at all. Can she really marry him? At his happiest moment, she chose to destroy his world with her own hands.
The long night, boundless, the smoke in the incense burner curled, and her heart was entangled by all kinds of thoughts. She stayed awake all night. It was not until there was a slight white light on the edge of the window that she realized that dawn. That night, she maintained that action and stood all night.