11th heart sad

Ziqin took Shui Qianqian out. I rubbed my swollen eyes, but my heart always felt awkward. Is it really okay to leave her behind?

"Miss, don't worry, it doesn't matter if she has one more."

"When you arrive in Linsheng, please help me find a job for her. I don't like too many girl around me to serve."

"Yes."

"Sit down and eat. I'm really going to be hungry after such a toss." I asked the three of them to sit down, found a clean plate, put out some vegetables for Ziqin and Shuiqian, and began to eat happily.

"Sister, why didn't you want to leave Miss Qianqian just now?" In the middle of the meal, Huaishu asked obediently, and there was no way he questioned me just now.

I took a mouthful of rice and said vaguely, "I don't like girls who look better than me. I'm jealous, so I don't want to leave her."

After listening to my words, Ming Xiao looked at my face carefully, then put down the bowl in his hand and said solemnly, "Miss Qianqian is not as beautiful as a young lady. You don't have to be angry."

"Cough." After listening to Mingxiao's words, I spit out a mouthful of rice directly and turned my face to stare at Mingxiao, the culprit, but he continued to bow his head and eat without carelessly. I drooled and couldn't help sighing after moistening my throat. Although I know he is telling the truth, I have to keep a low profile. How can I be so direct?

"Miss is just afraid that Miss Qianqian will be impliced by us." Ming Jian stopped laughing and explained to Huai Shu.

Huaishu nodded sensiblely, "I think that's what my sister means."

I was happy after listening to it, but in fact, I really didn't mean that. My idea was that I was afraid that she would drag us down. However, since Huaishu has misunderstood like this, I don't mind setting up a great image in his mind.

"Sister, how do you stay tonight?" Huaishu took a sip of green vegetable soup and asked me slowly.

"You and Brother Mingjian live here, and I live here with Ziqin and Qianqian." I shook my shiny fingers and pointed to the bed not far away.

After the Huaishu said "Oh", there was no follow-up. After waiting for about a long time, Ziqin returned to the room with Shui Qianqian. I took a look and saw that this Shuiqian is really a beautiful embryo. With a smile, I look forward to it shining and seductively. Take a closer look, ah, a pair of fox eyes, the flow of the eyes is charming, look at the shock, second look at the cold, the **** in the eyes is bone-pierce and rotten heart. The worst thing is that I accidentally saw a beauty mole in the corner of her right eye. I shouted at Mommy in my heart, this is a fox spirit! Then I regretted what I did and how I saved such a girl. He glanced at the Mingjian and Ming Xiao, brothers, ask for more blessings.

"I've met Miss Qianqian." The voice is even more enchanting. I forced myself to calm down, ignored the vivid fox faces flying in my mind, and said softly to her, "Don't be polite. Sit down and eat."

Looking at Shui Qianqian twisting her waist and sitting at the table, I was stunned and suddenly felt a little irritable.

"Ming Jian, go down and walk with me."

"Sister..."

"It doesn't matter." I waved my hand to interrupt him and pushed the door out of the room.

shook downstairs, and the sword followed me and walked forward leisurely. I didn't dare to leave the inn too far and walked around a few times, but I was still inexplicably bored.

"Ming Jian, how many days will it take for us to arrive at Linsheng?"

"It will arrive in three days at the earliest."

I thought about it and was going to cancel the original one-day rest plan. I said in a low voice to the underworld sword, "Go back to prepare and leave for Linsheng State tomorrow morning."

"Yes, miss."

After saying that, I turned around and walked in the direction of the inn and turned a corner of the alley, but I could no longer move. Luo Yan stood with more than a dozen followers in the alley with his hands on his face with a calm smile on his face. My heart is gloomy. It seems that I can't avoid it anyway today. Looking at the sword beside him, he has put his hand on the hilt of the sword and is ready to fight to the death.

"Miss, can I speak with you?" Luo Yan said loudly on the other side.

I hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded, took a step and walked towards Luo Yan.

"Miss, no." The sword grabbed me in a hurry. I smiled faintly and said, "It doesn't matter. Let me go."

Walking to Luo Yan, I looked at him with a smile.

Luo Yan bowed and said, "Miss, it's inconvenient to talk in this alley. Can you invite Miss to Fengziru Inn first, and then talk to Miss in detail."

I smiled and nodded, showing the demeanor of a prime minister, and then walked to the inn with Luo Yan and others.

The wind is like an inn, the dark sword room.

I separated everyone and sat at the table face to face with Luo Yan.

"Luo Yan, if you have anything to say, just say it directly."

"Would you like to go back to Liangcheng with me?"

"I don't want to."

"Please think carefully."

I shook my head, "This is my well-thought-out decision, otherwise I wouldn't be here." After a pause, I raised my eyes and asked him, "How are you?"

Luo Yan hesitated and said, "If I can't say well, will Miss go back with me?"

"I-----"

Luo Yan was clear and said nothing more. He got up and opened the door, said a few words to the servant outside, and sat back.

"Luo Yan, when will Li go on an expedition?"

Luo Yan was shocked when he heard the words, but soon his expression returned to normal. "Master, I will leave Liangcheng tomorrow."

I smiled bitterly, "Does everyone know? Only hide it from me?"

"My lord ordered that no one should reveal a sentence to the young lady, otherwise it will be dealt with according to the military law."

As he spoke, someone knocked gently on the door outside, and Luo Yan got up and opened the door. He flashed over and I saw my basket, which I felt burdensome and had never carried.

I walked over and plucked the strings with my fingers, and my heart was bitter. Luo Yan came over, took out a flat letter from his arms and said, "This is the letter I gave you."

I took the letter, my fingers trembled slightly, and slowly pulled out the letter. On the yellow letter paper, there were only two handsome, straight and smooth characters: Nianqing. Nianqing is my name and his missing. He called me Qing'er, Nianqing, that is, he is thinking about me and thinking about me. Two simple words are enough to express his affection.

"Master, if you don't want to go back to Liangcheng, I will give you this piano and letter." Luo Yan knelt down on one knee and lowered his head and said, "Luo Yan will leave now. Please take care of yourself, Miss."

I held Li's letter in my hand and stood in front of him in a daze. I hardly heard Luo Yan's words. I didn't realize it until Luo Yan took the servant away. When I opened the door and chased downstairs, Luo Yan had already left. I only had time to see his back.

Back to the inn, I kicked everyone out of the room and sat quietly alone. I took Li's letter and read it over and over again until tears fainted the ink on it. Li, the warm man, indulged all my waywardness with his endless love, sheltered me from the wind and rain, and never forced me at all. I gently leaned my head against the basket, and later, the piano was only played for Nangong Li.

The hand rises and the sound of the piano comes out gently. It is the soundtrack of my favorite game Fairy Sword.

"Ice tears, like meteors falling, broke whose thoughts, between reincarnation, the past dust has been annihilated, the blurred face in the dream, the top of Kunlun, the rivers and lakes are far away, flowers blooming all over the sky, sighing the red dust, falling red faces, the sky and the world, love is like the wind, love is like smoke, the pipa song has been thousands of years, the fate of this life, the fate of the next life, the sea and mulberry fields, become In a flash, the ancient sword cut off the old grudge and awakened whose oath. In an instant, love in the world, recall the past, the top of Kunlun, floating far away, dream only for you lingering, smiling red dust, painting red faces, floating clouds, love is difficult, love each other, only envy mandarin ducks not envy immortals, this life fate, afterlife fate, difficult to understand, Kunlun At the top, floating far away, in the dream is only for you, smiling at the world, painting the red face, floating clouds, love is difficult, love each other, only envy mandarin ducks but not the immortals, love in this life, love in the next life, don't let it linger, become part..."

At the end of the song, the tears still couldn't stop rolling down. I gently wiped them off with the back of my hand and let go of my sadness. Since I came back here, the person who made me cry the most is Li. Li, every time I think of him, he can't stop his heartache. He always smiles calmly, but his eyes can't hide the loneliness. I want to get close to him to warm him, but I think he is so far away. So I chose to let go. I always tend to give up things that I am not sure about. Li deeply cherished me, and I saw it clearly, so my heart was even more desolate and painful that I didn't feel it. I'm afraid that I won't pay him back, and I'm afraid that I will hurt him too much. I wanted to force myself back to Li's side, but I couldn't.

Slowly close your eyes and lean there for a long time. I just felt a sharp pain in my head and numbness in my hands and feet. I don't know if I'm sick again, and I sigh deeply in my heart. This Yan Nianqing's body is simply weak. It was late winter outside, and the piercing cold wind poured in through my open window, but I didn't bother to get up and close it, allowing my body to be frozen.

I don't know how long I have been sitting like this, but I feel that my head is getting heavier and heavier, and a strong sleepiness comes, and my originally awake brain begins to enter a chaotic state. Just when I felt that I was about to enter the dream, I suddenly felt that the door behind me was pushed open vigorously. Oh, I don't know where the savage came from, but it was so rude. Just as he was about to open his eyes and argue with the comer, his body was picked up by the man, wrapped in a heavy thing, pulled into his arms, and a familiar fragrance of saliva penetrated into his nostrils. My body warmed up in an instant, and I picked up my heavy eyelids and looked at this guy who suddenly "disrespected" me. Che's angry handsome face blurred into my eyes. I ate and smiled and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?"

I ignored my question, bent my body, held me in my arms, and walked to the bed not far away. I had a short circuit in my mind and shouted, "It's rude..." But no one rushed out to save me, and I began to fall into a state of despair. Che put me in ** angrily and roared at me: "Don't forget to talk nonsense when you are sick."

When he roared, my tears flowed down again, "You madman, you mean me."