Chapter 189 Backlight Smile

The sky is gloomy, and once it enters the summer in March and April, it will start to drizzle continuously. Under the eaves, Ling Yue watched the rain fall like a broken bead. At this time last year, she remembered that countless villages in the southern part of Xia were flooded, and hundreds of thousands of disaster victims had nowhere to settle down. Finally, Emperor Xia sent her to Cang to persuade the people of Cang to leave her hometown, but who had expected that such a thing would happen in Yanzhou? Xia Yan He Anluo went to the State of Jin, and she and Xia Wuchen were secretly recalled. After that, the flood disappeared with the gradually sunny weather.

"I don't know if there will be a flood this year. It has been more than a month." Ling Yue stared at the sky. The once blue and almost illusory sky is now gray. She wants to know whether it will be the universe, whether there will be many stars, and maybe the vast universe is just a toy in the hands of God.

"The rain is estimated to stop in more than a month. If it doesn't rain heavily, there should be no problem." Liu Ye said, "Sister, why do you always stare at the sky in a daze? Remember that you didn't have this problem before."

Ling Yue smiled and said, "I just want to know what's in the sky."

"There are sun and moon and many stars in the sky." Liu Ye also raised his head, but his eyes were far away. "Maybe the sky is a pair of hands."

"Do you mean the hand of God?"

"Yes, I have always felt that maybe the whole world is the same thing in God's hands. We think the world is very big, but in the final analysis, nothing is small." Liu Ye withdrew his eyes and looked at the not exquisite courtyard. In the corner of the courtyard, there was a peach tree, but it had already passed the season of peach blossoms. On the contrary, a few pots of orchids next to the peach trees were blooming brightly.

I haven't been so idle for a long time, but maybe I have never been busy. After all, any busyness in this world is worthless, but will it make sense in that world? What on earth are you living for? Ling Yue remembers that two people once asked her this. One was Gu Li, who had died, and the other was Jiu Mi, who suddenly rushed in while she was sitting on the balcony and scared her to fall downstairs and crossed into the world.

She didn't tell anyone that in the deepest part of her heart, she actually liked Jiu Mi a little, but she could not tolerate Jiu Mi's idea of degrading women as worthless. Of course, aside from the occasional depression, Jiu Mi can be said to be a very gentlemanly man, but such a man is destined not to be allowed to live in the world. The second half of the comment is Gu Li. It seems that the two are still a little similar.

Ling Yue once asked Jiumi why she thought women were troublesome. His answer is that no matter how excellent women are, once they get married, they will begin to become hysterical as they grow older, not to mention those who are not smart and not very good. They always pin all their hopes on their husbands and children, and even feel that they have sacrificed their lives for their husbands and children, which is a great thing. But in the final analysis, everyone in this world owes anyone. Everyone has the right to enjoy freedom and pursue freedom. But this stupid idea binds everyone together, which he can't understand and disdains to understand.

In this regard, Ling Yue once said that it was because Jiu Mi did not understand love. If she fell in love, she would not say such a thing. The fact is that Jiu Mi is a monster who would rather fall in love with books than women.

But this kind of unruly personality attracts Ling Yue, of course, only a little. Because Ling Yue was falling into a deep and fiery madness with the man who was much bigger than him at that time, naturally he could no longer be distracted by crazy people or geniuses who were not allowed to live in the world. But for some reason, after leaving the palace, Ling Yue often thought of Jiu Mi, and sometimes even thought that perhaps only Jiu Mi could break the world created by Gu Li. This idea is only thought about when there is no choice, because in the final analysis, it is impossible.

"We are nothing." Ling Yue turned her head and smiled, "So life is short. You have to eat and sleep, and be happy."

Liu Ye looked sideways and his eyes became more and more distant: "So sister, are you happy?"

Ling Yue's heart suddenly stopped. Are you happy? She has never thought about this problem. Whether it is the world's dominant financial trader or Murong Lingyue, who controls the supervisory authority in the world, she has never thought about this issue. Are you happy? What is happiness? She doesn't know what happiness is, but she knows what pain is. For a long time, she feels that only pain is by her side, but she doesn't know what pain is for. This kind of feeling hidden in the heart is almost forgotten, but forgetting does not mean that it does not exist. Now, this kind of feeling emerges again because of the words flowing at night.

"I don't know." Ling Yue lowered her head slightly. She didn't know how to answer Liu Ye's question. Although she wanted to say that she was happy, she couldn't say it. Similarly, she can't say that she is in pain, because she doesn't understand why she is in pain, so Ling Yue can only say that she doesn't know, and this is the safest answer.

A lot of things can explain everything as long as one sentence I don't know.

"I know you are unhappy." Liu Ye said slowly, "Actually, you don't have to be happy. It's okay to be unhappy without pain. It's okay if you don't fail or succeed. In other words, the tragedy of life is not that it can't be done again, but that it is over, but it still has to continue. In the end, it becomes that you don't even know yourself, which is really uncomfortable.

Liu Ye turned around and opened a smile against the light.

At that moment, Ling Yue had an illusion and seemed to see the former Gu Li, not only his appearance was similar, but also his expression. The faint light shone the figure of the night, and the empty and desperate eyes were looking at themselves quietly. Ling Yue subconsciously blurted out and called Gu Li. Liu Ye just smiled so faintly, as if she had never heard it.

Always inadvertently uncover past wounds.

After all, I can't face him and face the younger brother who once died. Sister, why did you force me? Why did you force me? The breeze mixed with the drizzle blew their clothes. Ling Yue trembled and stretched out her hand and gently stroked the paper-like face of the night. Her tentacles were cold, and then Ling Yue felt hot tears falling on her hands.

"Why are you crying?" Ling Yue asked gently, "Don't cry, promise me never to cry, Liu Ye, you can't cry."

"I'm crying for you." Liu Ye smiled faintly, but in Ling Yue's eyes, he was so melancholy. "Sister, I know that you are unhappy and you want to cry, but I know you can't shed tears in this world, so from now on, I will give you your tears."

Ling Yue patted Liu Ye's head: "Don't cry in the future. How can I allow my brother to feel so uncomfortable? The night will be fine, and everything will be fine.

"Sister, I...I..." Liu Ye took a deep breath and then sighed depressedly.

Looking at Liu Ye's appearance, Ling Yue asked worriedly, "What's wrong?"

"I'm hungry and want to eat." Liu Ye said seriously.

The corners of Ling Yue's mouth twitched, as if in an elegant restaurant, everything was ready, violin, flowers, and a beautiful atmosphere. The waiter brought up the freshly prepared food, but after opening the lid, he found that it was a bag of instant noodles. That feeling is very depressing.