Chapter 5 Frustration

The game is still going on, but Degan is no longer on the field. Sitting in the corner of the bench, he now looks like a complete loser.

He finally failed to hit the corner kick before the end of the first half. In, the football was only slightly higher than the beam, and he also missed the best opportunity.

Originally, Digan thought that he must still have a chance in the second half, because he had gradually found a feeling and became more and more proficient in running in with this body, but unfortunately, Tasotti didn't want to give him a chance.

At halftime, Tasotti criticized Degan as nothing in front of a group of teammates and almost pointed to his nose, saying that he was a rubbish and a waste.

Digan wanted to refute, but finally resisted it. He knew that he had failed today's play. If he contradicted Tassoti again, I'm afraid that even if he was covered by Kaka, he would have no place to live in Milan.

And Digan knows very well that the head of Italian coaches is synonymous with conservatism. Although Italy is very artistic, they are even more disciplined, unruly and disobedient than the Germans when dealing with football.

The most ridiculous thing is that at the beginning of the second half, without the disturbance of Degan, AC Milan quickly equalized the score. Three minutes later, Matri scored another goal to achieve a reversal, and Roma Rino, the captain of the youth team who replaced him, also performed very well. After the game, he also made a long pass in the backcourt. , assisted Bolero to complete the hat-trick.

In the final warm-up match, AC Milan won 11:1, but this victory had nothing to do with Degan. Except for a bad mistake, he left people to run around like a headless fly. As for his two attacks, they were also covered up under his previous poor performance. .

"Hey! Big man! Let's go and carry the sneakers for Kaka! That job is more suitable for you!"

"Big man! You are simply terrible! Go home and hide in your mother's arms and cry!"

When Degan left the stadium, some fans laughed at him and did not love him at all because he was Kaka's younger brother.

Digan clenched his fist tightly, and the blue veins burst out on his forehead. He was very angry, but he had no reason to vent it, because he also knew how rubbish his performance was in the game just now.

"Rod! Don't worry about it, you know, they don't mean any harm!" Pancaro chased him, patted Digan on the shoulder and said, "They just want you to do better. After all, you are Ricardo's younger brother!"

Kaka's younger brother!

Is it because of Kaka's younger brother that I have to act like a clown according to other people's scripts to please them?

Degan wanted to roar, but he still resisted. There was no malice. Degan really wanted to laugh. This is not malicious. What does that count?

Do you want to come up and take my clothes and slap me in the face?

What is this now?

Setback?

How do coward chooses in the face of setbacks?

Do you retreat?

Put your head into your crotch and install an ostrich. You will admit that you are a complete loser all your life. When walking on the street, you only dare to bow your head and hold the wall. You don't even dare to say a hard word. You can only use spiritual victory to mock others.

This is what those people want.

Does Degan want to compromise?

What are you kidding?

What is frustration?

It's okay to win back after losing. What's ridicule? The louder these people laugh, the harder they will slap their faces in the future.

How can the world slander me, bully me, insult me, laugh at me, despise me, despise me, hate me, and lie to me?

For the time being, let him, let him, avoid him, endure him, respect him, ignore him, and look at him again in a few years.

Thinking of this, Degan's heart suddenly calmed down. He held his head high and met the ridicule of the fans, as if he were a winner, passing in front of them.

"Is that guy stupid?"

"Can't he understand Italian and think we are praising him!"

"This guy is so stupid. It's sad to have such a younger brother as Kaka!"

Degan went to the locker room to change his clothes. During this period, he didn't say a word to anyone. He seemed to be invisible, took a shower, changed his clothes, and then left.

When he arrived at the parking lot, Degan saw Kaka, who was standing next to the Land Rover, obviously waiting for him.

Degan walked over calmly and smiled calmly: "Come and watch my game!"

Kaka's expression looked a little embarrassed. He wanted to comfort Degan, but he didn't know what to say. He just stood like this and said for a long time, "Rod! I know that's not your real strength!"

"No! That's my strength!"

Kaka was stunned and looked surprised, and then frowned, "Are you going to abandon yourself by yourself? Rod! You didn't say that yesterday. You said you wanted to surpass me!"

Digan opened the door, threw the sports travel bag in, and said, "Of course, I haven't forgotten. I will still aim for this!" I said this is my real strength, because I'm not used to being behind and being a dirty and tiring defender, but obviously, Coach Tasotti doesn't think so. Maybe he thinks my body can help Fiori block the goal!"

Kaka ignored Degan's joke and said doubtfully, "Rod! But you have always been in this position, I mean, starting from Sao Paulo, and you have always done a good job in the central defender position.

Degan is ready to get on the car: "I want to change now, okay! I don't want to continue this topic. I remember you didn't just come today, where's Dad!?

Kaka was stunned. Without waiting for him to reply, Degan had already got into the car. The engine roared and drove away in a blink of an eye. Kaka frowned and was annoyed that he didn't know what to do. He vaguely felt that his family seemed to have hurt Degan's heart today.

Back home, Digan silently entered the room and was ready to go upstairs. Bosco and Simone were sitting in the living room, while Caroline looked at Degan with a worried face.

"Don't worry, don't worry about me, I'm fine!"

Bosk stood up at this time and said, "Rodrigue! I think we need to talk about it!"

Degan shrugged his shoulders and said, "What are you talking about? My future, yes, you are my father. This is something you should care about!"

Bosk's face was not good-looking. Today, he heard what the fans said in the stands, which made him feel that Wright's surname had been insulted.

"Rod! I don't want to evaluate your performance on the court today, because that's really terrible. I just want to tell you now that maybe you should find another way out!"

When Degan heard this, he suddenly broke out, and his great anger burned his reason and almost exploded his chest.

"Looking for another way out, you should say it directly, forget it! Rod! You shouldn't play football anymore. Even if you play for a hundred years, you won't do anything. Is this what a father should say to a child with dreams?

Simone also stood up and said, "Rod! Your father just wants to care about you. Don't talk to him like this!"

"Real?" Degan's eyes were mocking and said, "Then what should I say? Thank him for letting me recognize myself. I really should thank you for leaving before the end of the game, because I don't have to make a fool of my family. If you still want me to go further on the right road, please encourage me. Of course, the current indifference is also good, at least I don't have to bear it. There are too many!"

After Digan finished speaking, he turned around and went upstairs, ignored his family's stunned eyes. When he said such words, Digan felt a little childish, but Bosk's performance today did hurt his heart.

But anyway, failure is failure. The next day, he got the news that he was not on Rimini's list of loan players. They selected Matri and Roma Rigno, who replaced him in the second half.

When Digan heard the news, he didn't even feel anything. Rimini, such a small club, could not hide the real dragon.