Chapter 41 Ten Thousand Entanglements

Entangled, very entangled.

Ding Mao's current mood can't be described as entanglement, which can be more appropriate.

In the face of this sudden test, he really moved a lot of thoughts. He kind of wants to avoid far away and not provoke such a strange thing. But he was also a little worried, not anything else, but a little afraid of angering the big boss and fire him. After all, he is no better than before. In the past, he was still alone, full of food and the whole family was not hungry. But now her girlfriend Tang Lili has come to her side. Although the relationship between them is still so bad, it is just a membrane gap. At such a critical moment, if you lose your job and there is no money in your pocket, how can you look up in front of your girlfriend if you want to be a big man's house?

This is still secondary. To put it to my heart, he is also a big man now. After graduating from college, he has been tossed around for half a year. Don't say that he finds a decent job to earn some money and then subdue his family's hopes for a bumper harvest for his parents in the countryside. If he is really suddenly unemployed, he can't talk about it anymore. The family needs living expenses.

Men should be a little responsible.

In the past, Ding Mao was too introverted because of his personality, rarely dealt with people, and was also afraid of dealing with people. In the past few years in college, from the perspective of his four-point life circle of dormitory, canteen, classrooms and toilets, it is enough to see what kind of person he is.

In a bad sentence, he is simply a dead house that is not qualified but is very eager to go out to deal with people. The villagers describe him as the most promising thing.

In fact, in his heart, like other hot-blooded young people, Ding Mao also has his own ideals, his own ambitions and his own goals.

In the depths of his heart, he did not want to change, and he had never been distressed, confused, hesitated, and even uneasy because of his cowardice, his poor communication, and his quiet words.

He just doesn't know how to take this key step, how to learn from others, let go of his courage, let go of his hands and feet, be impulsive once, once, and be wild and unruly.

He is very eager for his change!

However, there is a saying that the country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change. Personality defects, human weaknesses, seeing old at the age of three, how can so many shortcomings in life be eliminated so easily?

I have the will to act, but I don't have the determination to act.

So, more than 20 years have passed in a flash, and he walked all the way so confusedly, and then looked back. It was such a big 'age' that there seemed to be no possibility of change at all.

In other words, it is nothing more than habitually finding all kinds of reasons for yourself, and then because of these reasons, self-smulling, self- castration, self-hypnosis, self... Ah Q...

The birth of the copycat pad made Ding Mao see the dawn and see this opportunity that can really bring a shocking turning point to his life trajectory.

However, however, it is still the old saying that the country is easy to change and its nature is difficult to change. To put it hard, dogs can't change eating shit! Even if he suddenly has such an anti-sky-level 'magic' in his hand, he is still looking forward and indecisive, afraid of this and that. Looking back at his actions after he owned a copycat pad, did he act like a man to fight for himself?

No!

He still habitually shrinks his head and shrinks in a small world that he thinks is safe. When the outside world is too stimulated, forced to, or accidentally involved in trouble, it passively makes some counterattacks.

It's only naive because the damage is not deep enough!

Ding Mao is cowardly, but he is not a fool. On the contrary, his IQ is not low at all. Otherwise, he would not have become the top science student in the county's college entrance examination as a fresh graduate, which shocked his eyes and was admitted to this first-class well-known university in China with the envy and worship of countless people.

He is the first student in history to be admitted to that famous school in their remote county.

In those years, Ding Mao, with golden glory and glory all over his body, strode to Shenzhen and entered Hongkong University.

In the concept of the villagers, Ding Mao's future is a golden diamond road, which is enough to shine the lint and make thousands of people kowtowing to the future officials... In fact, the villagers have done so... Over the years, because of these difficult internal feelings that it is difficult for outsiders, Ding Mao University IV I haven't been home once.

It's good to know your hometown!

In the four years of college, Ding Mao did not learn other skills, but this humble and cowardly temperament became heavier and heavier under the stimulation and competition of more and better young people.

If your vision is wider and your vision is wider, your heart should be bigger.

However, his consistent temperament made him fall straight from the high sky after a short period of glorious days.

In the four years of college, Ding Mao became more and more withdrawn, sentimental, and became inferior.

Maybe the choice to gamble was really wrong. But there is no medicine for regret in the world. The past is destined to become history, and he must accept reality. Although the cruel reality made him seriously uncomfortable and even abandoned himself for a while, time will not stay for a moment because of a person's scenery or depression. Four years later, when Ding Mao, a low-key person who easily licked his wounds and adapted to college life, learned to let go of his heart and accept reality, he graduated and entered another social university that was more cruel and overwhelmed.

He suddenly fell behind again!

In the eyes of ordinary people, Ding Mao is an absolutely 100% honest person who has no quarrel with the world, will never quarrel with others, and is willing to consider others everywhere. Another saying is that he is a super good person!

Ding Mao is a good man!

This is the common evaluation of him by all those who have been in contact with him... Perhaps it is for this reason that he is lucky to become such an amazing artifact that can have a copycat pad character exchange terminal!

Others regard him as a good man, but the meaning of this good man is really not a good word. Ding Mao naturally knows this. And this is the root of his constant entanglement and difficulty in taking a key step on the road of changing himself.