Chapter 237 Struggle and Rebirth
"How are you feeling today?" When Mao Dan spoke, the white breath in his mouth made Pan Qi feel a little cloudy.
"It's more serious than yesterday." Pan Qi did not lie about this sentence. Her illness was indeed getting worse and worse, but it was not as serious as she showed. Of course, Pan Qi pretended to be more powerless when talking.
"It seems that you can't hold on for a long time without a doctor. It's a pity that I went to help the place to eat at that time. If I had studied medicine at that time, it would have been of great help to you now. However, at present, I can't do anything about your illness, except to provide some antler wine that can be an advance for the future. Of course, I don't think you have anything to advance in the future now. Mao Dan spoke very easily, unlike what he said to a dying person.
Why are hairy eggs so easy? Pan Qi is a little confused. Generally speaking, the name held in Pan Qi's hand is also the hope for Mao Dan to escape. If Pan Qi dies, it is likely that the name cannot be used, so Mao Dan may have to live in a half-day castle for the rest of his life, a hell-like place. There should be no other way for him to use it. Otherwise, how can a young man stay here for so long? He said that he is not married. For a man who has never tasted the taste of women, freedom is extremely strong. In particular, he still has gold, the gold given by Pan Qi. Although this gold can't make him rich all the time, it is enough to find a few beautiful women in the brothel to enjoy it to his heart's content. This should be the life he expected. Why did he maintain it when these things are likely to fail? Is it easy?
Pan Qi couldn't figure it out, but she stopped her thinking in time. No matter what the deep reason is, Pan Qi knows that he can't explain it by fantasy alone. Even if he happens to come up with an answer, he can't move at all. What kind of problems can he solve? Mao Dan's matter doesn't have much to do with himself. As long as he is free, this ally will no longer matter. The name in hand is Pan Qi's last chip. As long as the name is still there, Mao Dan should not abandon himself. Pan Qi straightened out such a relationship.
"What's your plan? How's the implementation going? Cough." Cough is not pretended, but actually happens. Pan Qi's body is going to dry up.
"It's still a little short. I guess it should be implemented in four days. At that time, I will tell you who to kill." Mao Dan clasped his ears with his fingers when he spoke.
This is a very easy move. Pan Qi instantly understood the reason for the relaxation before the hairy egg. Now the hairy egg does not care about Pan Qi's safety, because he already has a detailed plan in his hand and can escape in four days. Of course, this ascension is not necessarily a two-person ascension. Once Pan Qi's body deteriorates to the situation that antler wine can't be retained, Maodan may abandon Pan Qi on the road. Of course, this is also a choice that he can't do. Pan Qi thinks that if she changes positions with Maodan, she may be more decisive.
It seems that Mao Dan doesn't know the five-day deadline mentioned by Huang Hu. Pan Qi can't even remember whether he has told him that many of her memories are blurred. In fact, Pan Qi has only remembered the key of this additional condition in recent days and wants to make up for it. Tell Maodan, but she always feels that she can't tell Maodan everything. It's better to adapt to some things. Although she doesn't understand the specific benefits of doing this, women will always be stubborn for some inexplicable reasons.
Now, this stubbornness has achieved a sad result, that is, Maodan's plan can no longer be implemented, because the five-day deadline will arrive tomorrow. Four days later, when Maodan plans to use the name, the last name has already expired.
Tell the egg? No, never. Pan Qi made this decision in an instant. Now her comfort depends on Mao Dan. The direct consequence of telling the truth immediately is that the alliance is broken. Mao Dan only needs to spread the news of Pan Qi's serious illness slightly in the gang room, so Pan Qi will not be able to see the moon rising tonight.
What's more, Pan Qi thought painfully in his heart whether he could live four days later, and then another matter, the rest of his life may be calculated by time, step by step, four days later, and then four days later. Pan Qi thought of this and felt much calm. She nodded gently. It was a waste of physical strength to speak. The two short sentences just said had made her forehead sweat, and the connection with the human skin mask was a little itchy.
"That's good. You can have a good rest at this time. In order not to let more people see your pain, I will send today's pasta to the door. Otherwise, those soldiers will see a seriously ill cook in the room. As long as one person has a cheap mouth, you are likely to live less than four days later." Mao Dan picked up the basket containing pasta alone and walked to the door of the dining room with some difficulty.
Pan Qi knew that the worry of hairy eggs was not superfluous. The life of ordinary soldiers in the half-day castle is very miserable and has little power. The only pleasure of these people who almost live in hell is to bully those who really live in hell, such as the cooks in the kitchen, as if such behavior can make them feel painless.
After Deng Bai's death, more and more soldiers like to come to the inside of the kitchen to get food. When they pass by, they will kick or spit on the gangs sitting next to them. Although this insulting action makes many gangs angry, the only way to respond is silence.
The white case is located in the room, but it is not ruled out that there are extremely boring soldiers who will come here to look for trouble. Pan Qi's pathology, after being seen by them, will really bring great danger. It seems that the hairy egg has entered the final preparation period of the plan, and he does not allow any mistakes, even if they are theoretical.
Pan Qi's heart was very confused. She had an unrealistic fantasy. If Huang Hu could extend the deadline of the last name for a few days so that Maodan's plan could be implemented smoothly, this rigorous man might really create miracles and bring freedom to both of them. Perhaps, he did not want to abandon Pan Qi in his heart. This is just some abstract and unpronounced fantasy brought by Pan Qi's sense of danger in illness.
Chaos, fear, pain, conjecture, fluke, hope, despair, expectation, regret, fantasy of the new world like a newborn baby, and the sadness of the past years like a late old man. This feeling alternately appeared in Pan Qi's mind and tortured this woman who could no longer support. At that moment, her willpower collapsed and rebuilt countless times. She seemed to have experienced countless complete lives, but these lives were flashbacks of the past.
She began to wonder if it was meaningless to like Shen Qi at the beginning. After all, that man was not very good from today's perspective. He actually pushed the sea sand into the dry well because of jealousy. How could the little girl marry Shen Qi? Besides, she just liked it. Where did this jealousy come from? . If you don't have this life, maybe you are living the life of a rich lady in Yanggu County now. Although Wu Da doesn't understand the amorous feelings, what kind of man he lives with is not a lifetime. He has no worries about food and clothing, which is much better than in this hell. You just need to endure the heartbreakingness of every night. Most of the time, freedom is not a luxury enjoyment.
She began to hate fate, and Pan Qi suddenly realized that the source of all the tragedy was her pathetic family. If her father was not easy to gamble and if her family was rich, then she could do what she wanted to do in the courtyard like a rich lady of a rich family. Although that kind of freedom is only in the four-way sky, what's wrong with extreme enjoyment? Moreover, you can also take a walk on the road when you are fragrant, and you may be able to meet a talented brother and interpret a beautiful love and marriage.
Yes, it's all because of his father, who suffered these sins on the half-day castle today. And Wu Da, if Wu Da is not in Yanggu, he will not marry him. Pan Qi's mind was messed up again. She gradually felt that her fate had countless fork roads. In fact, if she turned slightly at a fork, today's situation could change. Even after leaving Yanggu, on the way to the east, choosing another road, or even staying in one more day, can miss those robbers...
Suddenly, Pan Qi understood that her thoughts became empty in an instant.
That nun! The nun has been guiding her fate. It was she who told herself to go east. She predicted a lot of things. My fate did not come from these seemingly sad and tragic choices, but from long-set, otherwise why could the nun see the future?
She returned my blood and owed me a divination about the ending. If this nun can really see the future, if she doesn't go up to her promise, then I haven't come to the end yet. I can still live, maybe I can live for a long time. Yes, since fate stipulates, I just need to keep going.
There is no despair, no hope, it's just doomed.
"Pan Jinlian, have you figured out the third name?" An obscene voice sounded.