Chapter 172 Meng Chen? My half-brother
In the morning, a car galloped away from the summer house!
Xia Lei drove the car, and his deep face made people unable to see his joy and anger!
The smile sitting in the passenger seat looks a little sad!
They haven't been out of the summer house for a few days. The main reason for this is that the side effects of the Rongqing pill are too great. Her body has been weak for a few days, lying in ** and waiting for recovery!
Finally, her head is no longer so dizzy, and her body has recovered because of excessive indulgence.
Among them, Chen Ming made several phone calls for Liu Xi's affairs!
For the first time, it was said that Liu Xi wanted to see them, but she refused, only to let Chen Ming and the others not embarrass her.
She is really not psychologically prepared and hasn't figured out how to face her. In fact, she dares to face her. Why doesn't she know how to face her?
But Xiaoxiao really doesn't know how to face it. Maybe she thinks too much about this friendship!
The second time, she called and said that Liu Xi had committed suicide. At that time, she had not recovered, and she still didn't decide whether to see her or not.
Every time she observes Xia Lei carefully, trying to see any clues from his expression. Countless times she wants to ask him what kind of relationship she has with Liu Xi!
But when the words came to her mouth, they would be shrank back by her!
She doesn't know what position she has to ask!
A lover? A lover seems to have crossed the line when asking such a question!
Liu Xi's friend? Isn't this a little too pretentious?
She didn't ask, and he didn't say anything!
It's just that whether you ask or not, whether you say or not, the heart knot is there. If you don't open it, it will never be solved automatically!
This is the reason why they left the summer house in the early morning to meet Liu Xi and solve their heart knots!
Just if it's really like Liu Xi said, can she let it go? Or is she willing to put it down?
Looking at the scenery by the roadside, he turned his head, looked directly at the front of the car, and gently opened his pink lips, "She loves you!" There is a faint sadness in the voice.
What's wrong with this woman? For a few days, she seemed to have something serious about, and suddenly such a sentence came out. Is she going to help others make love? Stupid like a pig!
Xia Lei turned his head slightly, smiled, and turned around and looked ahead: "Have you been holding back for a few days, do you just want to say these three words to me?"
I don't know where the anger or resentment came from. He turned around with a smile and stared at Xia Lei's side face with his left foot: "Xia Lei, don't you think you are too much?"
When she said the words, her tears fell down like a broken kite. The grievances accumulated over the past few days and the strength of camouflage collapsed at this moment.
Xia Lei did not turn his head, but just glanced at the tearful smile with his spare light and said in an almost indifferent tone, "Exceed? If it's for you, then I admit that I've gone too much. I'm sorry to you! But if you mean her, it's her own!"
Her heart is too heavy and there are too many heartaches. I have been hoping that she can say these things in her heart, which is also good for her body. The more she releases, the better!
"Well...you...!" She wanted to denounce Liu Xi, but found that it was too false, and the relationship between her and her was not like the original!
If you don't want to be so false, then go beyond power!
"You took advantage of the best sister around me, and you also fucked her. Have you ever thought about my feelings when you were with her? I know you have been together for a long time. If you love her, why do you want to provoke me again!"
"Hmm...hmm...!" As she spoke, she choked!
"I'm like a doll, like a tool, used by you, but have you ever thought that I also have feelings. Everyone in the world can understand my feelings, but will you not know?"
"You pushed me away and let me live in hell for so many years. You built a palace wall for me after I saw the sun again! I just want to know how much you hate me, why you hate me so much, and why you hurt me again and again! Do you know? I'm so scared, so scared! Every time I think of your crime, I will know more of your conspiracy and crimes!"
"Well... Xia Lei, tell me why all this! Did I owe you in my last life? I can't think of a better reason other than this, I really can't think of it!"
Crying, the resentment in my heart is so deep, but it's just a few words!
She understands that she cares all because she cares. If she doesn't care about the man around her, she won't have so much resentment of him!
Some people can't afford to provoke but can afford to hide! Just like Meng Chen!
But the man around him is so cheap that he would rather keep getting hurt by his side than leave him.
She is thinking, what will happen to her world without him one day?
Is it crying? Is it laughing? Is it fortunate? Is it pain?
She doesn't know that she doesn't know anything. How can she know it at that moment?
He doesn't want to defend her about his relationship with Liu Xi, and he doesn't want to tell her what she shouldn't know. The conspiracy is so deep that he doesn't have a complete solution, but he can apologize to her for his previous decision!
He also kept telling himself that he would make up for it, but he didn't have time to make up for it, but it caused new harm to her.
"Squeak!" With a sound, he stopped the car!
I pulled her, and her hot lips couldn't help covering her pink lips!
The tip of the wild tongue** absorbed her beauty, and it was not until she was a little breathless that he reluctantly left her lips.
Gently kissed the tears off her face, and the moment the drops of water penetrated into his senses through the tip of his tongue, salty and made him heartbroken!
The hands restrained her weak shoulders, making her unavoidable. Her eyes were hot and sincere: "Yuchi smiled, listen carefully whether you love me or hate me, I just want to tell you one thing, my world can't be without you, never!"
After saying that, he hugged her tightly again! A feeling of fear of losing her gripped his heart tightly.
"I'm sorry, although I know I'm sorry for being pale, I'll make up for my mistake. Can you believe me again? Can you give me another chance? I love you!"
This time, her tears flowed out silently. The original feeling of heartache would be healed by his few words, but the tears were more turbulent than before!
So many years of love and years of grievances, at this moment, it is worth it before the three words I love you!
She knows that not everyone in the world is as lucky as she is, and the people she loves also love her!
She took the initiative to put her hand and hugged his back and said with choking: "I love you!" He already understood her love, but now she wants to tell him her love for him!
The skirt of her shoulders felt a little wet, and she was stunned! Is that his tears? Did he shed tears for himself?
"When I was a child, I looked forward to you being able to pay attention to me and smile at me every day, even if a second was enough to make me happy and aftertaste...!"
He wanted to tell her that in fact, he was with her on countless nights when she was a child, but she didn't know! But when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed back. No matter how much he had done, he could not erase the harm he had caused to her.
"I know, I know, I'm sorry, I've been hurting you like that!"
She sighed softly, "Forget it, it's all over. As long as we can start over well, okay?" Since I can't live without him and love him, I can only learn to let go and let go of my heart. Only in this way can I welcome a better future.
"All in all, let's start over!" The big stone in Xia Lei's heart finally fell to the ground. Even if he could be fierce, he could not deal with the little woman in his arms. In order to appease her heart, he was soft and hard. Finally, he heard a sentence today and started again!
This is like a freshman for him, which means that she will no longer care about the past and what he did wrong!
But in this case, should she tell her about her parents? Forget it, it's not the right time. Let's talk to her in a few months when her heart calms down!
"Smile, can you promise me one thing!" He took a deep breath, put away the tears in his eyes, and locked his smiling shoulders, making the two face to face again.
I wiped my tears with a paper towel and asked with a smiling face, "What's the matter?"
"No matter when, I don't allow you to think about it. I don't mind what happened to you. As long as you live, no matter how much you are hurt, believe me, I will help you heal you little by little!" Xia Lei had a little worry in his serious expression. He always had a certain uneasy feeling, but it felt like Gao Xueting was destined not to belong to the world. There was nothing he could do.
Smile understood what he said. Looking at his expectant and afraid expression like a child, he was very moved and nodded heavily!
Wipe her unsuspable tears with her thumb and said sadly, "I will do everything I can to protect you, but if one day I don't arrive in time, you must protect yourself and live. There is one more thing that I have been thinking about for a long time and thought it's better to tell you!"
Looking at Xia Lei's entangled and changeable expression, he smiled and understood what he was going to tell himself next!
Reach out and touch his face, said thoughtfully, "If you can't say it, don't force it!"
Feeling her intimateness, Xia Lei smiled and held her smiling hands: "Nothing, I just didn't want you to get involved in these disputes before!"
Smiling intimately without interrupting his words, waiting for him to continue to speak.
His eyes narrowed slightly and he sighed deeply: "Meng Chen is my half-brother!"