Chapter 205 Unable Father
"There is a reaction!" The nurse staring at the instrument shouted excitedly.
With her shouting, various indicators also reacted and slowly recovered.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you." Xia Yilong was the first to speak. After thanking him, he fell on Wei Chiran's body again.
Xia Lei's eyes were deep, swept over the doctors, and frowned gently. After seeing Xiaoxiao's almost weak body, he quickly walked to Xiaoxiao's side and held her.
Since Yu Chiran's life has been temporarily saved, everyone will no longer stay and slowly moved the bed out of the cabin.
Xiaoxiao leaned in Xia Lei's arms, looked at her mother's pale face, closed her eyes, and was moved out by everyone. She was no longer strong.
It turned out that it was such a difficult thing to face. She thought she was ready. She thought she could be strong even if she would be affected, but now, her heart can't stand it.
"Lei, am I useless? Am I not strong?" There were tears in the corners of her eyes and her expression was even more depressed. She hated herself like this.
Xia Lei sighed in his heart. He didn't want to lie to her, but he saw her growth more.
"You are not strong enough, but this does not mean that you are useless. I believe that Aunt Ran woke up after hearing your call. These days, you have become much stronger than before, and I believe you will become stronger and brave."
What he said is exactly what he wants. He hopes that Xiaoxiao can become strong and hope that she can become brave, because there are more serious blows waiting for her.
"I really didn't expect this to be the first meeting. How much my mother has suffered over the years? I didn't understand her enough before. Now I only feel that I am too selfish. In order to see me, she doesn't even want her life. I finally understand that she loves me and her love me. No less than any mother."
In the face of Xia Lei, naturally, she will not have anything to hide. Even her inner confession is extremely natural.
"Ye, she loves you very much and you love her very much. You can stay with her these days."
Xia Lei said and got off the plane with a smile, and Xia Yilong and the others had already disappeared in front of their eyes.
"Lei, tell me honestly, how long can she live?"
Although he is not a doctor, she just believes in him unconditionally and that he will know.
"I'm not very clear about it. I haven't talked to the doctor before, but according to today's situation, it won't be long. Of course, I still need to ask the doctor about this. I just rely on my feelings."
He didn't want to say too much. He knew what his words meant to her. Even so, he couldn't say many reassinful words. After all, Yu Chiran's situation was there, and no one could turn a blind eye to it.
If he says that Yu Chiran will be fine and will definitely recover, it's completely nonsense. Smiling is not stupid, and he won't understand whether what he said is true or false.
She bit her lip, and a trace of sadness flashed in her eyes. It turned out that this was family affection. No matter how many years she had been separated from her mother, no matter how she had come over these years, when she learned that her mother would die soon, her heart would always hurt, and it was very painful.
"There is one thing I want to ask you."
Looking at her expression and what he has known about her for so many years, he can probably guess what it is.
"What's the matter?"
"Uncle Xia, don't blame Uncle Xia. It's our mother and daughter owe your father and son. I owe you. In the final analysis, if it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have survived, and Uncle Xia won't leave you. All this is because of me."
Xiaoxiao knew that this was very unfair to Xia Lei. She might have some resentful before she saw her mother, but the moment she saw her mother, all her grievances dissipated, and all she left was only a deep guilt.
She knew that all this was caused by her, and she was the culprit.
"If you can't forgive Uncle Xia, then I have no face to see Uncle Xia. I'm sorry for your Xia family."
She didn't want to force him, but in order for their father and son to get back together, she was willing to bet on herself whether Xia Lei was willing to let go of these grudges because of her.
Xia Lei took a deep look at her and sighed.
She is forcing herself.
"I don't know where I can go, but I promise you that I will try my best to let go of the past. Some things actually do not exist in forgiveness or not. It's just that the relationship has faded over time. Maybe in the hearts of outsiders, I think that I haven't forgiven, but in fact, in my heart, it's just because my feelings are faded. So-called, can you understand what I mean?"
His feelings for Xia Yilong are indeed not the kind that father and son should have, but does Xia Yilong have feelings for him?
There is a kind of affection between them that is thicker than water, but it is very light.
This is different from Xiaoxiao and Yu Chiran. Yu Chiran left for the sake of laughing, so Yu Chiran likes to laugh very much, which Xia Yilong can't compare with.
"Well, I understand. Let's go. I don't know what's going on now."
Nothing can be rushed. Xia Lei's words are equivalent to giving her a guarantee. The relationship between father and son is indeed very weak, which is caused by time and can be changed for a while, but she believes that as long as they can live together, the feelings will gradually become stronger.
In a blink of an eye, it has been another three days. Although Yu Chiran's situation has improved day by day, he is still not out of danger.
Xiaoxiao has also been guarding Xia Zhai, and together with Xia Yilong is by Wei Chiran's side.
And Xia Yilong answered the phone and went out for about an hour on the way. A few months ago, Xiaoxiao didn't know that it was Tong Aili who called him that time, but this time Xiaoxiao knew.
She can't do anything but sympathize with Meng Qin. After all, she is just a junior.
She only knows about these entanglements.
For Xia Yilong, from her own point of view, she is grateful. Whether it is what he did to her mother or what he did to her, her love and care for her moved her.
Of course, occasionally she will hold a disgrace for Xia Lei, but she also understands that it is between their father and son. After all, she is an outsider.
Xia Lei has been busy in the company. Except for returning to Xia's house at night, she will not stay at Xia's house after breakfast every morning. Originally, she wanted them to have a good talk, but neither side seemed to mean it.
Both of them are busy, one is busy with their career, and the other is busy accompanying their favorites.
While waiting for his mother to wake up, Xia Yilong also mentioned his and Yu Chiran's past to her.
Only then did Xiaoxiao know that his mother and Uncle Xia were first love, and then the two were not together because of many things.
What Xia Yilong said was simple and vague in many places, which made her want to ask questions and didn't know where to start. After thinking about some things, she still had to ask her mother.
For example, her father, such as the rest of the elders, she knows nothing.
Now that she has grown up, even if her parents have a bad relationship, she has the right to know her father. Even if she dies, she still wants to give him Zhuxiang.
Of course, all this is just her personal idea. She didn't mention it to Xia Lei or Xia Yilong. She just waited patiently and waited for her mother to wake up.
"Laugh!" Xia Yilong came out of the room, gently pulled up the door, and saw the smile coming.
Smiling eyes lit up, "Ye, Uncle Xia, what's wrong?" Xia Yilong stayed with his mother almost every minute except for being asked out by Tong Aili for more than an hour. How could he suddenly come out? And there was a shallow smile on his face.
"Your mother is awake." Xia Yilong no longer stinged his smile.
Listening to his words, she wanted to go in. Her mother woke up and finally woke up. She had been looking forward to it for a long time.
It's just that Xia Yilong stopped her hand before it touched the door frame.
"Uncle Xia?" She looked at his eyes full of doubts, but did not react strongly. She knew that he had something to say to herself.
"Ranran's illness has been delayed for so many years, and she can't stand the stimulation, so don't ask her about your father after you go in, okay? Never ask unless she mentions it herself.
When chatting with her these days, he knew that she was eager to know the whereabouts of her father, but the man was a nightmare that Yu Chiran didn't want to recall. He couldn't let Yu Chiran be hurt a little.
Of course, he also knew that this pair of Xiaoxiao was a very cruel thing. It was rare to see her mother but couldn't ask her father about it, but isn't it a protection for her?
If she knows what kind of person her father is, maybe she will choose not to have such a father.
She looked up at Xia Yilong with a smile. She didn't understand why Uncle Xia said such words to her. She seemed to understand something vaguely, but what kind of thing would make him like this?
She believes in his character and believes that such a man will not say this to him because of jealousy or other things. You should know that if she doesn't understand, the relationship between the two may drop to freezing.
"I know."
Although I really want to ask and have so many questions, what is better than my mother's body?
Push the door and walked in with a smile. Perhaps to give their mother and daughter time to be alone, Xia Yilong chose to stand at the door.
Her footsteps are very light, but every step is so heavy, as if she has to spend all her strength on walking for so many years.
Maybe she was a little tired. Yu Chiran's eyes were still closed with a drop of crystal tears hanging in the corners of her eyes. The originally pale face could finally be described as pale. Xiaoxiao looked at the surrounding instruments nervously. After confirming that it was normal, her heart relaxed.
Gently smoothed the corner of the quilt and sat down by the bed. She has done this action countless times in the past few days.
"Mom...Mom..."