Chapter 12 Double Departure
At this moment, Qin Feng was confused and deeply fell into the grief he created. I wanted to deceive Cai Yan and steal his heart, but he put himself in.
I don't know how long this relationship has appeared, and it suddenly appeared at this time. The two children, like adults, are surrounded by sadness and messy, which is incredible.
Qin Feng didn't know that it was the deepest feeling buried in his heart. He has never completely forgotten his previous life. I just deliberately avoided it, so that I didn't understand what was going on, so I didn't get entangled, just as if I had forgotten it. At this moment, he found that his soul was still lonely and did not belong here.
It's just that today, with Cai Yan, there is not much age difference to reveal your heart. This may be the most real self.
"Is this my third?" In the bottom of his heart, Qin Feng was shouting, full of sadness and pain. Now, how he wished he had drunk the legendary Meng Po soup and forget everything, instead of wandering around like a lonely soul. He whispered melancholy:
"Willow flowers fly into the heart of the pavilion and lie down to attract the blue flow of diamond flowers.
I heard that the scenery is full of lotus seeds, and the clear rain is unforgettable.
Cai Yan, who cried so much, looked up at Qin Feng, who was older than himself. Although she was small, she also knew poetry deeply under the influence of her father, not to mention that she should be a great poet herself. I can tell that the style of this poem is what my father said. A genius created it himself should be Qin Feng.
However, in the stories and poems, she feels sadness and thoughts, resentment and despair. He thought that Qin Feng was also moved by this legend. Seeing that Qin Feng was still immersed in it, Cai Yan couldn't help pulling his hand: "Brother Feng, isn't there still a lifetime left?"
Qin Feng suddenly reacted. Cai Yan still had tears on his face in front of him, and his big black eyes stared at him closely. Qin Feng calmed down a little in his mood. Now that this life has begun, he still thinks about the use of his previous life! It's better to live in the present and live in this era of parents and family.
Qin Feng unconsciously smiled, and at this moment, he really fully integrated into the world. Cai Yan wondered why "Brother Feng" laughed for a while and seemed to cry for a while. But now she really wants to listen to that story before pulling Qin Feng's clothes.
Qin Feng, who figured it out, really put it down and relaxed all over. Feeling that someone was pulling himself, he remembered that Cai Yan had just asked himself, and he was a little embarrassed. He turned his head and was a little embarrassed, so he pretended not to care and whispered, "This third life is like this.
The third generation of Sansheng Stone
I struggled in the sea of suffering and begged for 700 years, and the Buddha finally forgave me. Stretch out the lotus hand to me so that I can meet you again, but you don't remember me!
Gently hold the wrist, and the blood-red birthmark is actually hot. For the unfinished source of my previous life, I hold a handful of old things under your arrogant posture.
Smile at me. Even if there is a thousand miles away from that smile, I am still moved. Look at me angrily. If there is an infatuated reproach in that anger, I have no regrets. However, you just ignore it.
Every night, I pray to the gods with tears. If you look at me, I will die happily; if you don't look at me, I will die in pain.
Is it such a life and death to love someone?
You still ignore it. The heart I waited for was painful and happy. I smiled and watched you pass by me indifferently and watch your eyes pass over my head. In the story of your existence, any ending is good!
The sunset was gentle, and I heard many fresh and strange laughter in my ears, so I thought: Three lives have passed, and in the next life, are you still there?
The afterglow of the sunset shone on the lotus leaves, stroked the pavilion in the middle of the lake, and stopped on the Sansheng Stone. Next to the Sansheng Stone, the two children leaned on each other and told the story of the Sansheng Stone.
This day, Cai Yan will not forget this life, and this day, Qin Feng will not forget this life.
The next day, Cai Yong actually said goodbye to Qin Su, and Qin Su did not stay. Obviously, he already knew the reason. However, Qin Feng's face was stunned and didn't know what was going on. Looking at Cai Yan standing next to Cai Yong, Cai Yan also looked at his father anxiously with a surprised face. Cai Yong and Qin Su looked at the two children and laughed.
In fact, when he and Cai Yan were in his yard yesterday, Cai Yong and his father were lettered while tasting tea. Ask Cai Yong to return to Luoyang, as if the court wants to use him. It's just that the two children don't know yet.
Qin Feng was very anxious and his forehead was sweating. What's more, Cai Yong was funny, but he was also very satisfied. He thought that Qin Feng didn't want Cai Yan to leave, and couldn't help laughing, "Didn't the virtuous nephew say that if the two love lasted for a long time, it would be day and evening? How can you be such a child!" After saying that, he pretended to be angry.
How did he know that Qin Feng cared about him? Knowing the history, he knew that Cai Yong was called to write the history of Han this time. Although nothing will happen, I don't know how many people will offend Cai Yong's temper when he arrives in Luoyang. And if history remains unchanged, the world will be in chaos in a few years. At that time, Dong Zhuo will enter Beijing, and I don't know what will happen.
But I know it and can't say it. It really feels like eating Huang Lian. Cai Yan also saw Qin Feng's performance and felt sweet. Since that day, Qin Feng's figure has been deeply imprinted in her young heart. I can't help comforting, "It's okay, Brother Feng. You can come to Luoyang at any time. It's not far away."
There was no choice. Qin Feng really didn't know what to do. He looked at his father as if asking for help. In fact, Qin Su also thought that his son could not let go of Cai Yan. Looking at his son's appearance, Qin Su smiled and said, "Cai Gong might as well take another day. The time is not very urgent. Let the two children say goodbye. And Feng'er doesn't have any words, so it's better to start with Cai Gong.
For his son, Qin Su found a good excuse to keep Cai Yong for another day. And Qin Feng knew that he had to plan well, otherwise it would be a little bad.
Therefore, Qin Feng stayed in his room all day to find a way, and Cai Yan was not in the mood to accompany him. However, this time, even if he has thousands of years of knowledge, it doesn't work. It was recruited by the emperor. No one is bigger than the emperor, and there is nothing he can do after thinking about it for a day.
In the evening, he returned to the lobby listlessly to accompany Cai Yong and his father for dinner. Seeing Qin Feng like this, they thought that the two children were too tired to play, so they didn't care. Only Cai Yan showed deep worry, but he didn't know what to say. Cai Yong told him at the banquet that the words had been taken out, which aroused Qin Feng's interest. After all, most people in ancient times called other people's words. He was curious about what Cai Yong would give him a word.
Seeing that Qin Feng was raised his appetite, Cai Yong couldn't help laughing and said, "I heard from your father that you had a strange image when you were born. The wind swept up, which was rare in a hundred years, and you were born when you were born, so why don't you call Zifeng?" Qin Feng muttered, "Qin Feng, Qin Zifeng, it's not bad."
Hearing Qin Su and Cai Yong laugh again, Qin Feng was a little unclear, but because he couldn't find a way to leave Cai Yong's depression, it seemed that they had affected him.
The next morning, Cai Yong's father and daughter really had to leave. In the reluctance, Qin Feng, accompanied by his father, sent Cai Yong's father and daughter to the ten-mile pavilion. Qin Feng plagiarized a poem and gave it to Cai Yan, which made Xiao Zhaoji cry when she left.
Outside the long pavilion, on the edge of the ancient road, the fragrant grass is green, the morning wind blows the sound of the willow flute, and the mountain outside the Chaoyang Mountain. The end of the world, the corner of the earth, the acquaintance is half scattered, and life is rarely a happy gathering, only parting.
Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, the grass is green. I ask you when you will return here, and don't wander when you come. At the end of the world, at the corner of the earth, the knowledge is half scattered, and a pot of turbidity sprinkles away the rest of joy. Don't dream of cold tonight.
The morning sun gradually sprinkled all over the pavilion and rose higher and higher. Qin Feng looked at the figure that had already disappeared in the distance and was a little panicked. It's hard to name a feeling of missing after only a moment. Qin Su looked at his son and didn't know what to say. He sighed deeply and turned away. He believed in his son.
"Sometimes there must be life, and there is no time to force it in life," Qin Feng no longer looked far away and left a heartfelt. Somehow, he felt that it was not so easy to be with Cai Yan.
The guests to and from Yingchuan left, Cai Yan and her father also left, and the teacher Zheng Xuan also left in the past few days, and Qin's house regained the same peace as usual.
Qin Feng, who returned home, felt the urgency of time and temporarily put down Cai Yan's matter.
Now is the second year of Guanghe, and in another five years, the shocking Yellow Turban Uprising is about to begin. The troubled times of the Three Kingdoms are coming, and it is necessary to make early plans.
So, the next morning, after practicing martial arts, I sorted it out. Qin Feng found his father and prepared for a showdown, otherwise he could not change anything as a child. The power of the family is very important, especially in ancient times.
In the study, he told his father his plan. The father and son talked for a long time before leaving.
In the past few years, I have read the family's collection more than once. Combined with my understanding of the third generation, my ability to plan is estimated to be much different from those top counselors. What is missing now is practice.
Moreover, in the past few years, he found that he seemed to have the legendary ability to remember. Not only in reading, but also in the family's martial arts and mental methods. Although some places are not well understood, they have been left in my memory. In terms of reading, now he doesn't have to read any more books. Even his teacher Zheng Xuan said that he had nothing to teach and had to feel it himself.
Maybe it's because of the talent or the genes of the old Qin people, which is bigger than ordinary children. What's even more surprising is that he is very good at a young age, so he made a decision to study abroad. That is to travel through the world of the Han Dynasty. In fact, Xiao Jiujiu is looking for a few younger brothers. Although I have also learned kung fu, I know how many catties I have now. Besides, I'm only a few years old now. The strength is not enough, and the family's martial arts have only been practiced to three or four minutes. In this troubled times, especially in the Three Kingdoms, there are so many powerful figures that they must have a few bodyguards, all for their lives.
Qin Su thought about it over and finally made up his mind. Although they feel a little sorry for their son, there is no timidity and fear in their Qin's blood. They are indoing and responsible. Besides, now my son can also be said to be half a famous man. With his teacher's reputation, there is no enemy in his family, and there should be no danger.
After discussing with his wife Wang, Qin Su agreed.
Wang is very worried about the child. After all, no matter how talented he is, Qin Feng is just a child. I haven't been far away, not to mention that I'm still alone this time.
But she, who is well aware of the rules of the Qin family, did not object, and she knew that it was inevitable. Although she knew that she might miss and shed tears in the future, she still let go, just because she understood.