Chapter 1 Dreamback

There was fine snow in the sky, and the yellow river was boundless. She was floating in the water, struggling hard, trying to catch something, trying to breathe freely, but what she got was the cold river flowing into her lungs from her mouth and nose, like ten thousand steel needles, stabbing pain to numbness. Wood... Lin Jinrong smiled desolately in the ups and downs.

This may be fate, but she should not have died, and Litchi should not have died. If it hadn't been for those ungrateful people who abandoned them, and if that person hadn't gone forever, she shouldn't have fallen to this point - she should have fallen into the river in order not to be insulted by the bandits. She didn't understand why she was sincere and kind to them, but in the end, she became the one who was abandoned?

A wave came, and her eyes darkened. She was too lazy to move a finger, that's it. In a trance, she seemed to hear someone calling her name, but she was too lazy to open her eyes. Who would it be? It's just an illusion. Even he has left her alone. Who else will care about her life and death?

Lin Jinrong woke up from a nightmare, sweating coldly and sweating through his clothes. She grabbed the cold silk quilt desperately and gasped, as if to find all the breaths that had just been delayed. After gasping for more than a dozen times, she realized that she was still in the small carved paint in her mother's house. She was just dreaming that she was still alive. She loosened her stiff hand, collapsed in **, and counted her rapid heartbeat in the dark.

... Her heartbeat never stopped. She reminded herself that she lived well and was pitied by God. When she woke up, she returned to her childhood. When everything had not happened, she still had a chance.

"Did the girl have a nightmare again?" The nursing mother, Mother Gui, carefully put the green porcelain oil lamp in her hand on the table, hung the half-old gauze curtain on the silver hook, and looked at Lin Jinrong in the tent.

Half-light and half-dark, Lin Jinrong's eyes were bright, and her face was still a little panicked and confused. A few ps of broken hair on her forehead were soaked with cold sweat, and the wet wetland was attached to her smooth forehead, making her already thin white goose egg face whiter.

Although Mother Gui didn't see her answer, she knew that she had indeed had a nightmare. She couldn't help sighing slightly. She just touched her hand and went to exchange for laundry familiarly. She also asked the girl lychee, who was stunned outside: "Lychee, take the warm hot water on the stove to wipe the girl. It's all sweaty."

The girl Litchi also put on her clothes, brought in hot water, filled the brass basin with hot water, took a fragrant cloth towel to soak, and went forward to help Mother Gui wash and change clothes for Lin Jinrong.

Lin Jinrong sat up obediently. In silence, they took off their clothes and scrubbed their bodies. The hot cloth towel was wiped on her body. After comfort, it was slightly cool. She gradually stopped shaking and her heartbeat calmed down.

Mother Gui scrubbed the cold sweat on Lin Jinrong's body and asked her carefully, "Girl, what did you dream about just now? It's so scary. It's so pitiful.

Lin Jinrong squeezed his light red lips and whispered in a low voice for a long time, "Don't talk about dreams at night."

Litchi and Mother Gui looked at each other and saw helplessness in each other's eyes. Litchi lowered his head and knotted the belt of the prolatory clothes for Lin Jinrong, and said with a smile, "Girl, let Mother Gui tell you a story."

In fact, it means to worry that Lin Jinrong is afraid and then have nightmares to let Mother Gui sleep with her. It's just that Lin Jinrong has a good face, and the Lin family has strict rules. As early as she was four years old, the wet nurse could not sleep with her, so she used such euphemistic words.

Lin Jinrong looked up at the lychee, and his eyes were very complicated. Litchi is two years older than her. She is silent and steady, white and clean, and her nose is even more beautiful. Litchi has been with her since she just remembered. She is her playmate and her maid. Later, everyone left her. Only Litchi accompanied her until she died. If it weren't for Litchi, she wouldn't even have had a chance to jump into the river and ask for death.

Litchi was a little embarrassed by Lin Jinrong's straight eyes. He touched his cheek with a smile, shook his hand in front of Lin Jinrong, and said, "What is the fourth girl looking at? Is it that you haven't woken up yet and can't recognize the maidservant?" The young girls of the Lin family are ranked according to the clan, so although Lin Jinrong is the second daughter of the third wife, he has to be called the fourth girl in order.

How could she not recognize it? She remembers it firmly. Litchi, I want to treat you well. In my life, I will never let you suffer that kind of pain again. Lin Jinrong withdrew his eyes, and a faint smile appeared on his lips. He lay down silently, straightened out the hair scattered on the pillow, and said gently, "Grandma's birthday, everyone will be busy tomorrow. Don't be careless. Go to sleep and leave me a lamp."

Mother Gui looked at Litchi worriedly again and said softly, "Girl, you..." Since the girl gave birth to the disease half a month ago, she has always had nightmares at night, crying and shouting, and it will be quiet when the light is turned on. I thought she was getting better, so I listened to the third wife's instructions and put out the light. Unexpectedly, she immediately had another nightmare.

Lin Jinrong closed his eyes a little tiredly: "I'm not small, I have a number."

Although she is only twelve years old, she is indeed not a little girl. Mother Gui had no choice but to leave her with a lamp, put down the tent, and retreated gently with Litchi. When the door was closed, Mother Gui whispered, "It's amazing to go on like this. The shadow under the girl's eyes is getting heavier and heavier, and people are not energetic. In my view, I'm afraid that I was frightened that day, so I have to talk to the third wife and think of another useful way. With that, he cursed a few more words in a low voice: "The second wife is also true. The big white blue sky does that kind of immoral thing, and I don't know how to cover it up. Shengsheng scared our fourth girl."

Lin Jinrong's eyelids moved gently.

Mother Gui is talking about the fourth young master who has not yet been married in the second room - her fourth cousin made the belly of the girl beside the second wife. The second wife knocked out the fetus with a bowl of medicine, but did not clean it up. She was just hit by Lin Jinrong, which scared her. In the previous life, she was in a trance for nearly a month, and she hired a doctor and God at home, but this time, she was not afraid of that. This kind of thing is nothing compared with the things she encountered later! People who have witnessed banditry know what life is like grass mustard!

I only heard Litchi sigh: "It's difficult for my wife, and the third master doesn't care."

Lin Jinrong's father, Third Master Lin, didn't care about anything. He was a scattered fairy. The fourth girl was scared like this. He just came to see it twice. The third wife, Mrs. Tao, has a strong personality. She can't rub the sand in her eyes. She doesn't know how to bow her head softly. The husband and wife are resentful. They have never been together and can't say ten words together. For this, the two of them have done a big fight again, and they have been deadlock

Mother Gui sighed heavily and was silent for a moment, but said excitedly with Litchi, "Have you heard? My aunt will come back tomorrow. She said in a gloating tone, "You said it's been several years, and I don't know if her adopted young master has been well. The child was too old when he was adopted.

"It's just a child no matter how old you are. It's been six or seven years. As long as your aunt treats him well, people's hearts are fleshy. I'm afraid it's almost the same." Litchi replied in a low voice.

Lin Jinrong said almost numbly, "No, Lu Yan will never be familiar with it. He only has himself and his biological parents in his heart, and there is no one else.

At the thought of Lu Yan, Lin Jinrong felt uncomfortable. She tried her best to think about other things and didn't want to think about the name and everything related to the name. She looked at the celadon fuel-saving lamp on the table through the semi-old gauze tent. She desperately thought that when she was younger, she used copper lamps or candles at home. Later, her grandfather was idle, and there was no outstanding in his father's generation. Although he had meritorious service, he had never been an official, let alone run There are only accounts in the family, but there are a lot of brothers and sisters in her generation. The world's marriage is about money, and a few happy events have been done. Except for the old master and the old lady's house, the family can only use this green porcelain fuel-efficient lamp that can save half of the oil compared with the copper lamp.

She sighed gently, and it was really not as good as a generation. So at that time, when she got the marriage, the sisters in the family were still envious, and she thought it was a good marriage... Beautiful marriage, sneer... Why did she think of this again? She sneered and shook her head unconsciously. If she remembers correctly, Lu Yan will also come tomorrow. That's the first time she met him since she grew up. Tomorrow, Lin Jinrong's heart suddenly became a little angry, and his teeth hurt his lips.

Although she had a lot of things in her heart, when she was young, she soon felt that the lamp was getting more and more yellow and farther away. Gradually, she fell asleep. This time, she slept soundly.

As soon as the sun was half exposed, a fair figure gently pushed open the carved door with a pot and filled the copper basin by the window with hot water. He walked to the bed, put up the curtain, and put his cool hand into the lotus-colored silk and was removed from the ice. Lin Jinrong, who was still asleep.

Lin Jinrong woke up with a thrill. He squinted his eyes and looked at the Yixiyi in front of him with a slightly naughty and pretty face. A trace of impatience and ridicule flashed in his eyes, but the corners of his lips gently bent a beautiful arc: "Guiyuan."

The girl Guiyuan is the biological daughter of Mother Gui. She grew up eating Mother Gui's milk with Lin Jinrong. She has been with Lin Jinrong since she was a child. In terms of intimacy, the lychee is much worse. Therefore, Gui Yuan's attitude towards Lin Jinrong can be said to be so intimate that it is beyond the usual feelings of the master and servant. Lin Jinrong's treatment of her is also beyond the feelings of the master and servant, and he wants to find a good future for her. However, it is such a longan, but in the end, it is such an ungrateful and greedy person.

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